One Minute Monologues 046

December 03, 2018 — February 22, 2019

5001. 12/03/2018 — When Paul says,
      “Let us run with endurance/perseverance
      the race that is set before us,”
      he uses the Greek word “agona”
      for “race.”
      
      “The AGONY that is set before us.”
      This is no walk through the lilies of the valley.
      No picnic with gentle breezes
      by quietly flowing streams.
      
      AGONY is the word
      for what we are doing,
      for what we are facing,
      for what is calling our name.
      
      Joseph Campbell said,
      “We must be willing to let go
      of the life we planned,
      so as to have the life
      that is waiting for us.”
      Campbell also said,
      to students who asked him
      if he thought they could be a writer,
      “I don’t know.
      Can you endure ten years
      of disappointment
      with nobody responding to you,
      or, are you thinking
      that you are going to write a best seller
      the first crack?”
      
      The business about “doors opening”
      has to be read in light of having
      “the guts to stay with the thing
      you really want, no matter what.”
      The doors won’t open
      until you prove you are serious
      about being a bliss follower.
      And, even then,
      the doors probably won’t open
      to fame and fortune
      but to a deeper level,
      a greater competence,
      in the area of your bliss,
      in the area of what has meaning
      and life for you.
      
      We pay the price required
      to live the life
      that is truly life for us.
      And if we do not live that life,
      we pay a price for that choice as well,
      and die having never lived.
      
      The agony calls us from death to life,
      but it is life at a price.
      The life we live
      must have life for us,
      must be wrapped in meaning for us,
      must be a source of vitality
      and confirmation that this
      is what we are here for,
      this is what we are to be about.
      
      It can’t be about fortune and glory,
      but about true life,
      spilling over,
      pouring out.
      We endure any agony for that bliss,
      and nothing can compensate us
      for our failure of courage
      in refusing to bear the pain
      of being alive to the life
      that needs us to live it.
      
5002. 12/03/2018 —  Pond Ice 2012-01 01 — The Bog Garden, Greensboro, North Carolina, January 05, 2012Our thoughts are only thoughts. Just because we think something
      doesn’t make it real,
      valid,
      or true. Same thing goes for feelings. Thoughts and feelings assume a level of reality
      they have no legitimate claim to. We can think our father–
      or our Heavenly Father, for that matter–
      is all-powerful,
      wise,
      and must be obeyed. Not so. The world will go on tomorrow
      as it did yesterday
      if you disobey either father today. And the same thing applies
      to all those other thoughts and feelings
      that direct your life
      and restrict your living. How do you know what is good for you?
      How do you know what is right for you?
      Who do you trust to know these things
      more than you trust yourself? If you were to trust yourself completely
      to know these things,
      how would your life be different? What is keeping you from experimenting
      with trusting yourself
      to know what is good and right for you? What are afraid might happen?
      Can you deal with the consequences
      if you do and it does?

12/04/2018  —  Moonlight 2012-01 01 — Greensboro, North Carolina, January 02, 2012

The energy for doing what needs to be done
comes from knowing what is important.

If nothing is more important
than anything else,
nothing is important.

What’s important stands out.
Lights us up.
Propels us into the service
of what’s important.

Depressed people can’t do anything
because nothing matters.

Nothing matters to a lot of people
who aren’t thought of as “depressed,”
because they are surrounded
by a lot of people
for whom nothing matters.

It is a way of life
in too many communities.

Pot, pills and alcohol
keep too many of us going–
for more pot, pills and alcohol.
The only things that matter.

We live in the service
of what matters most to us.
Nothing much matters
to too many of us.

And we are the only ones
who can do anything
about that.

We can take up the practice
of a several times a day
meditation/reflection
on “What Matters Most,”
by simply being
mindfully-compassionately-nonjudgmentally
aware of what matters most
to us right here right now
throughout the day, each day.

And see where it goes.

12/04/2018  —  The tasks of life
are the same
for us all.

We have to pay the bills.

We have to find what is meaningful
and do it.

We have to put ourselves
in accord with the context
and circumstances of our life.

We have to come to terms
with how things are
as that changes over time.

We have to adjust ourselves
to the time and place,
nature and conditions,
ebbs and flows,
highs and lows
of our living
over the course of our life.

Etc.

How well we do this
depends upon ten thousand factors,
and determines the quality
of our experience,
and the value of our place
in the lives of others.

Doing it consciously,
mindfully/compassionately/nonjudgmentally aware
of doing it
will make all the difference
in terms of the process
and the outcome.

12/05/2018  —  Lake Francis 2018-11 5/6 Panorama — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road access, Fort Mill, South Carolina, November 10, 2018

All those who know,
and have known through the ages,
know the same things–
and have no idea
of how to get
those who don’t know
to know what they know.

Those who don’t know
are the bane of civilization.

Ask anyone who knows.

Those who know,
know what they know,
and what they don’t know.

Those who don’t know,
not only don’t know
what all they do know,
but also
have no knowledge whatsoever
of what they don’t know.

12/05/2018  —  “Attraction, not promotion”
is an AA tradition
we would do well
to adopt nation-wide,
individually and corporately.

I don’t see it happening, but.

It needs to happen.

12/05/2018  —  Ignorance and fear
combine to form
the willful refusal to face the facts
and come to terms with how things are,
which goes by the name of “denial.”

Denial trumps everything.

Truth has no impact on denial.
Doesn’t know what to do with denial.
Can only wait it out.

How long O Lord?

12/05/2018  —  Sit quietly
with nothing to distract you
from the experience
of the present moment
on both external and internal levels.

Notice how long it takes
for you to think a thought
you have never thought before.

Notice how long it takes
for a question to occur to you
that you have never asked before.

Repeat this exercise at least daily,
or, preferably, several times a day,
for the rest of your life.

5003. 12/06/2018 —  Ginkgo Grove 2018-11 01 — Ballantyne Commons, Charlotte, North Carolina, November 25, 2018I’m for doing all that can be done
      to make life livable for all people everywhere. We all need help in sustaining our life,
      improving our prospects,
      and doing what we are called to do. “Called to do” needs some clarification. What do you do that is so important to you
      that you would pay to be able to do it? Chances are it isn’t what you do
      to pay the bills.
      It is what you pay the bills to do. You are already paying to do
      what is important to you. And if I tried to pay you to not do it
      you would tell me
      that I don’t have enough money
      to pay you to not do
      what matters most to you. They don’t make enough money. That is what you are called to do. We all need help doing what
      needs us to do it–
      often, we need help
      just knowing what that is. We cannot do alone
      what is ours alone to do. We need to be upheld,
      encouraged,
      supported
      by a community
      that calls/challenges/enables us
      to do what we are called to do,
      by what we do not know. What calls you to marry
      the person you marry
      and not her brother
      or his sister? We know whom to marry
      and whom not to marry,
      and whom we should have married
      and whom we should not have married.
      And nobody tells us these things.
      We know it,
      without knowing how we know it. We know what we are called to do
      in the same way–
      without knowing who calls us
      or why. We are simply, and surely, called–
      beyond all reason–
      to do the thing we have to do
      with all our heart,
      and soul,
      and mind,
      and strength. And we need the encouragement,
      help
      and support
      of the larger community
      to do it. We all need to assist one another
      in doing it–
      around the circle,
      throughout the world. And I’m for doing that.
5004. 12/07/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 35 — Sheldon Vineyards, Dobson, North Carolina, September 09, 2012Death is easier than life. Dying is easy,
      living is hard. Death is doing what’s easy.
      Life is doing what’s hard. What is harder than growing up? When we grow up some more again,
      we grow up against our will. Nobody wants to grow up.
      Nobody feels like growing up.
      Nobody thinks growing up is fun.
      Nobody looks forward
      to growing up some more again ever. We grow up against ourselves.
      We grow against our own grain,
      against the drift of our own preferences
      and desires. It would be easier just to die.
      And a lot of us do die,
      some more again,
      by refusing to grow up
      some more again
      every time we are given the choice. We walk past the dead and dying everyday.
      The question is,
      are we among them,
      or merely walking past them?
      Are we one of them,
      or only passing through them? The question is whose side are we on? If we are on our side,
      we are against ourselves
      at every point of transition–
      refusing to do what’s easy,
      committed to doing what’s hard,
      some more again
      every time we get the option.
5005. 12/08/2018 —  Colored Circles 2018-12 01 — Indian Land, South Carolina, December 8, 2018Colored circles
      in a triangular formation
      suggest what
      to you,
      and to you,
      and to you…? Stir what up
      in you,
      and in you,
      and in you…? Who among us
      is in control
      of what comes
      “to light” in us
      in response to
      colored circles
      in a triangular formation? We all think something.
      We all feel something.
      We all respond somehow
      to colored circles
      in a triangular formation. Why that
      and not something else?
      What generates/conditions
      our responses
      to our life? And what governs
      our response
      to our responses? Who is in charge here?
      Who is guiding
      our boat
      on its path
      through the sea? What makes us think
      we know
      what we
      are doing? What is being
      asked of us
      that we aren’t
      even hearing? Why do we hear
      what we hear–
      see what we see–
      feel what we feel–
      think what we think…
      and not something else
      instead? If we got
      to the bottom
      of it,
      what would we know
      that we don’t know now? Why would we not
      get to the bottom of it?
      Of what is shaping us
      to be who we are
      without our knowledge
      or permission? Propaganda presents itself
      as the truest truth.
      It is never anything more
      than colored circles
      in a shape conducive
      to elucidating
      a particular response. Who is behind
      what we see,
      what we think,
      what we feel,
      what we do? Who is flipping our switches,
      pulling our strings? Why do we respond
      the way we respond
      to the things we respond to? Why not get
      to the bottom
      of it all?
      Of us? With mindful,
      compassionate,
      nonjudgmental
      awareness
      of the entire production?
5006. 12/07/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 20 — Chateau Morrisette Winery near Floyd, VA — September 10, 2012The moments stack up,
      assume momentum,
      take on a direction,
      exhibit a theme,
      develop characteristics,
      become a life,
      our life,
      lived moment by moment
      from start to finish
      with how much awareness
      of what we are doing
      at any point
      along the way? Why live one more day–
      one more moment–
      without mindful,
      compassionate,
      nonjudgmental
      awareness
      of where we have been,
      how that has impacted us,
      and is strongly influencing,
      if not directing,
      what we are doing,
      how we are doing it,
      and where that is taking us?

12/08/2018  —  If you are eating/drinking sugar
it’s your own business,
but why?

Do yourself the favor
of googling “sugar in inflammation,”
and reading what comes up.

And consider a tall glass
of iced Roundup
several times a day instead.

5007. 12/08/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 26 — Chateau Morrisette Winery near Floyd, VA — September 10, 2012The path to clarity and direction
      winds through
      solitude and silence. Native Americans took to the wilderness
      for their Vision Quests. There was nothing to distract them
      from hearing their own thoughts
      in the desert. Distraction is our favorite pastime. The entire culture suffers from
      attention defect disorder. It is no wonder
      that we do not know
      who we are,
      where we are going,
      what we are doing… Where do we go to be quiet?
      How often do we go there?
      How long do we stay?
      How long has it been? What’s the point of silence?
      Being quiet.
      Paying attention.
      Seeing what occurs to you.
      And how it impacts your life.
5008. 12/09/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 42 — Grove Vineyard, Guilford County North Carolina, August 17, 2012We cannot grow up
      without being able
      to take No! for an answer. We cannot grow up some more again
      without being able
      to take No! for an answer some more again
      for as long as life lasts. The people you cannot live with
      cannot take No! for an answer. If no one can live with you,
      you cannot take No! for an answer. The foundation of grace and compassion
      is being able to take No! for an answer. Everything flows from that,
      around that,
      with and into
      how things are. Coming to terms
      with how things are
      is the pivot point
      upon which everything turns,
      upon which everything depends,
      upon which it all hangs. We cannot come to terms
      with how things are
      without being able
      to take No! for an answer. There are choices
      we do not get to make
      because the circumstances
      disallow them. War and pancreatic cancer
      take nearly all of our choices
      away from us
      and hand us choices
      we do not want to choose. No! to those.
      Yes! to these. And our life is filled
      with other situations,
      for all practical purposes,
      as choice-limited
      as those two are. We have to fit our life
      into and around Life
      as it must be lived
      in the “this is the way things are”
      sense of the word “Life.” How well we accommodate ourselves
      to life as it is
      and is to be lived
      depends upon
      how well we can
      take No! for an answer,
      and go on with living
      the best way we can
      anyway,
      nevertheless,
      even so. The art of living well
      is our capacity
      to take our life in one hand
      and life as it is to be lived–
      with the choices and options
      available to us–
      in the other hand,
      and get the two hands together
      by putting our life into accord
      with the way life is to be lived
      in the time and place,
      context and circumstances,
      of our living. Doing this allows us
      to achieve clarity and direction,
      knowing what can be done
      and cannot be done,
      and what needs to be done
      in light of how things are,
      whether we like it or not,
      in the times that are at hand. Then it is only a matter
      of having the courage to do it
      in the way it needs to be done–
      without resentment or hostility,
      bitterness or acrimony–
      with wholehearted acceptance
      of our place in the here and now
      of our living. We have to live
      doing what is ours to do
      as though it is entirely our idea,
      doing it as it is to be done
      with all our heart,
      and mind,
      and soul,
      and strength. Joseph Campbell said,
      “The best advice
      is to take it all
      as if it had been of your intention—
      with that, you invoke
      the participation of your will”
      in the life we are living. This is called
      “Taking No! for an answer!”

12/09/2018  —  Lobbying is explicit conflict of interest.
Members of Congress have
to protect themselves against
having anything to gain personally
on matters coming before them
for consideration.

Draining the swamp
means outlawing lobbying
in any way–
and ending corporate donations
to political parties and candidates.

Until that is done,
we can change the names
of the people who hold office
year after year
without having any impact
on the way government works.

Government now works
as a system of handouts
from corporations and industries
to members of the House and Senate.

12/09/2018  —  At least one study
has shown
that congratulating yourself
for something you did well
works the same
in lifting your spirits
as when someone else congratulates you.

Celebrate your worthy efforts!
Take yourself out for lunch!
Be aware of the things you do
that are worthy of commendation,
and commend yourself!
Every time!

5009. 12/09/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 28 — Chateau Morrisette Winery near Floyd, VA, September 10, 2012All of our problems revolve around,
      flow from,
      are generated by,
      the discrepancy between
      how things are
      and how we want them to be. Or between how we want them to remain
      and how we are afraid they will soon end. Oh, if we only knew how to get and keep
      what we want! Having what we want
      is way overrated. Remember your first marriage?
      And your second?
      Maybe your third? Wanting might do it for us
      IF we knew what to want
      and how to want it, but.
      We are stuck with wanting
      what we want
      whether it is worth wanting or not. I suggest we lay aside
      wanting as the source,
      and acquiring as the goal,
      of our motivation. Our path to peace
      is found in taking an oath
      of liege loyalty and devotion
      to What Needs To Be Done–
      What Needs To Happen–
      in each situation as it arises
      all our life long,
      and serving it without fail
      or hesitation. Never mind what we want. If we do that one thing,
      it will transform our life
      and right the world. No kidding.
5010. 12/10/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 38 — Sheldon Vineyards, Dobson, North Carolina, September 09, 2012Being in accord with the Tao,
      aligned with Dharma,
      standing on the bedrock of our existence
      at one with the flow of life
      is a slippery slope,
      “like the razor’s edge.” Maintaining our focus
      and concentration,
      our clarity,
      peace,
      balance
      and direction,
      is under constant threat
      by the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse:
      Fear,
      Lethargy,
      Diversion,
      and Distraction. We guard our connection
      with the Source
      through mini-retreats
      into silence and solitude
      and absorption in
      the protecting routines
      of a regular order of the day. With the steady intrusion
      of the ten thousand things,
      we “go over the wall
      without leaving our post,”
      “walk two paths at the same time,”
      “hold everything in awareness,”
      as those who are
      “in the world but not of the world,”
      living out of the Silence
      within the din of discordant notes
      of life in the wrong key
      and far off pitch. We get to that place
      the same way we get
      to Carnegie Hall:
      Practice, practice, practice! Beginning here, now.

12/10/2018–Nothing is better
than sugar and butter.
Or worse.
Well.
Tobacco may be worse.
But,
Tobacco isn’t better.
Certainly not
when used instead
of sugar and butter
in an oatmeal cookie recipe.

12/10/2018  —  We don’t know
what is important to us
by thinking about it.

We know
what is important to us
by thinking about
how we react
to our experience.

The important things
impact us physically/emotionally.

It is only by experiencing
our experience–
by reflecting on our experience–
that we come
to new realizations
about what things mean
and what they mean to us.

When we react to our experience
without reflection–
without being mindfully,
compassionately,
nonjudgmentally,
aware of our experience
and its impact on us–
we exhibit what is important
without consciously
assessing its value
in light of all our other values,
and determining how important
it actually is
with all things considered.

Importance is not to be lightly conferred
or automatically presumed.

What matters most governs
how we spend our energy
and how we spend our time–
and determines what we do
with our life.

In reflecting on our experience–
on what is happening
and how we are responding–
we ask the questions
that beg to be asked,
and say the things
that cry out to be said,
ruthlessly transparent
to ourselves,
with nothing hidden
and nothing held back,
gauging how This
can be important,
if That, That, and That
are also important,
and deciding
what to keep
and what to throw away.

5011. 12/10/2018 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 01 — Blue Ridge Parkway, May, 2012It doesn’t take much to disconnect us
      from the Tao,
      the Dharma,
      the flow of the moment-to-momentness
      of our life. The dust of the world,
      the noise of this time and place,
      the ten thousand things,
      the uncertainty
      of what’s going to happen
      and what are we going to do about it? We go from being in sync
      and on the beam
      to being lost in the trackless wasteland
      in the pause between breaths. The practice is becoming skilled
      at letting that be
      because it is–
      and holding even that in mindfulness,
      as we bring ourselves back
      to the business of inhaling
      and orienting ourselves
      in this here, this now
      as the focal point of our awareness
      and the beginning place
      of a new dance
      with the Tao,
      with the Dharma,
      with the flow of the moment
      unfolding before us
      until the next disruption
      demands to be included
      and allowing the dance
      to take it in… This is called the way
      of losing the way
      without losing the way
      (By letting losing the way
      become a part of the way). No harm, no foul.
      Just breathing.
      Just seeing.
      Just hearing.
      And letting all things be,
      here, now…
5012. 12/11/2018 —  Blue Ridge Parkway 2012-06 01 HDR — Near the Mt. Jefferson Overlook, June, 2012Harmony,
      symmetry,
      balance,
      peace,
      in tune,
      on key,
      pitch perfect,
      in sync,
      in the grove,
      at one with the flow,
      Tao,
      Dharma,
      Vitality,
      .. We are looking for “just right.”
      We are stuck in “not quite it.”
      Some of us are “nowhere close”
      and “without a clue.” It would help
      if we knew
      what the deal is
      from the start. Nobody tells us nothing. They don’t know themselves. We are all lost in the wasteland
      desperately seeking home. Home being not where we live
      but where we belong. Everyone of us knows
      where it is not. “Not this, not this…” Everyone of us has resonance
      as our guide.
      Very few of us
      know how to listen–
      how to listen to our body
      and know what it knows. Our body knows. Our body is a tuning fork
      seeking resonance. Seeking harmony,
      symmetry,
      balance… It would help to know that
      from the beginning.
      And to have the Wisdom of the Elders
      to guide us along the way. They hand us the Ten Commandments
      as though that’s something,
      because that’s what they were handed,
      and told to ask no questions. Asking questions is the heart
      of the matter!
      And trusting ourselves
      to know what is right for us,
      and what is wrong. Those two things were anathema
      in the culture of our birth.
      And we were given careful instruction
      in the Way of Death.
      “Do what you are told, or else!” Not many of us could say,
      “I’ll take whatever else there is,”
      and walk off to find our own way
      along the path of trial and error. But, that’s what we were left with.
      The lucky ones listened
      to their body.
      And still are. Seeking harmony,
      symmetry,
      balance… With resonance as their guide.
5013. 12/11/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 02 — Chateau Morrisette Winery near Floyd, VA — September 10, 2012The best advice I’ve received
      when asking strangers
      if they have any advice for me
      (Most haven’t been able to think of anything),
      came from a department store clerk,
      who replied without hesitation,
      “Sit tight!” Beautiful! It so comes down to sitting tight! When I am overwhelmed,
      terrified,
      anxiety-ridden,
      tempted to do something-anything
      to escape the agony
      of what might happen,
      or what has happened…
      the best move by far is
      to sit tight. Just wait.
      Wait for clarity and direction.
      Wait to see exactly what I have to fear.
      Wait to see if I am right
      about how bad it is going to be.
      Wait to see what I have to deal with.
      Wait to see how I deal with it.
      Wait for the time to be right to act. Sit tight!
5014. 12/11/2018 —  Our original nature
      is our natural mind,
      our Buddha mind,
      our Christ mind–
      the one Paul was talking about
      when he said,
      “Have this mind among you
      that you have in Christ…”It is “the face that was ours
      before we were born.” Before greed and exploitation
      entered the picture. It is what we strive to get back to
      through Buddhism’s 8 Fold Path,
      through being in accord
      with the Tao and the dharma,
      through Christianity’s aligning ourselves
      with God’s Will… Call it what you will,
      it amounts to a return to the state
      of integrity and self-transparency,
      where we are at-one with who we are
      and living in ways which incarnate that
      in each moment. It has nothing to do with getting our way
      and having what we want. It has everything to do with responding
      to what is happening
      by bringing forth what needs to happen
      with the gifts, genius, daemon
      that are ours to use
      in the service of the true good of the whole. Our original nature is a blessing
      and a grace,
      waiting for us to come home.

12/11/2018 —  Light comes from darkness.
You have experienced that
in your own life
in numerous times and places.

Rumi said, “Darkness is the cradle of light.”

And light that is too bright
is as darkness itself.

Total light is as bad
as total night.

“The dark night of the soul”
is occasioned by being bathed in,
and desiring only,
the wonder and glory of light, light, light–
nothing but light.

That leaves us with being fine
just as it is,
just as we are.
No matter what our circumstances
might be,
we are just fine,
finding our way,
here and now.

Holding everything in awareness
and listening to the silence,
waiting for light to arise
in the darkness
and direct us to action
that is appropriate
to the occasion–
and repeat the process,
moment-by-moment-by-moment
throughout our life.

This is a worthy plan.
Don’t spit on it.

5015. 12/12/2018 —  Goodale 2018-11 04 Detail — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 6, 2018Know what needs to be done
      in light of your own best interest,
      the best interest of your family,
      your tribe,
      your country,
      and all sentient beings. Decide whose interest
      you are going to serve
      here and now. Do it. Repeat the process
      in each situation that arises
      for as long as life lasts. Doing what we can do
      about what needs to be done
      in every situation
      and doing it
      is all that can be asked
      of any of us. Why hold anything back? Knowing is the process
      of seeing what we look at
      (Particularly when we look in a mirror), hearing what is being said
      (Particularly what we are saying to ourselves), reflecting on our experience
      to the point
      of forming new realizations, knowing what we know
      (But tend to ignore), and what we don’t know
      (But tend to assume,
      think,
      believe,
      act as though,
      we know), and what needs to be done about it. Then, the question becomes,
      “Do we have what it takes
      to do it?” Jesus in Gethsemane.
      The Buddha under the Bodi Tree.
      Rosa Parks in the front of the bus. In every situation,
      the future pivots
      on our knowing what is happening,
      what needs to be done about it,
      and doing it,
      or not doing it. The future depends up us
      in every situation. We are the hope of the world.

12/12/2018  —  We each make our own assessments
about how valuable our life
is to us
and what we value most
about it.

That is what guides our boat
on its path through the sea.

We live to serve what matters most to us.

We know what matters most to us
by examining what we have served
with our life
up to this point.

What have you been serving
by the way you have lived?

Is it worthy of your loyalty,
fidelity,
devotion
and service
from this moment forward?

That is the pivot
upon which the future
turns.

12/12/2018 —  When things don’t go
as planned,
expected
or desired,
what?

That’s where we come in!

How do we handle the moment–
the situation–
when things get off track
and become
Not How We Want Things To Be?

Anyone can do well
when things are going smoothly
and easily
their way.

Doing well when they are not
is the mark of those
who are one with themselves
wherever,
whenever,
however
things are.

Our stability,
peace,
balance,
harmony,
congruity–
our being in accord
with the Tao–
is not conditional
on our circumstances!

It is conditional
on our being
mindfully,
compassionately,
nonjudgmentally,
kindly,
aware of what is happening
and our place in the picture.

The right response emerges
out of that awareness.

When our life goes to hell,
we do not have to go with it.

The way of not going
is the way of realizing
we don’t have to go.

12/12/2018  —  Jesus said,
“The love of money is the root of all evil.”
What he didn’t say is
that money loves money.
Money cannot get enough money!
Money craves money!
Lusts after money!
Is addicted to money!

Money monetizes everything,
turns everything into money.
Money doesn’t have anything to do
with anything
that cannot be turned into
more money.

All money wants is more money.
Money itself is evil.

Greed consumes the world.

The government—
every government,
all government—
governs at the pleasure of money.
Money owns government.
The people may get to vote,
may get to elect their own representatives,
but money runs the show.

New people are elected every few years.
Nothing substantive changes.
Change isn’t good for the economy.
Isn’t good for money.
Isn’t allowed to happen.

Money rigs elections.
Money buys votes.
Money gerrymanders districts.
Money propagandizes the electorate.
Money wins the day.

And what if it doesn’t?
What if the people pull off the coup?
Elect the right people?
Who cannot be bought off?
Who make new laws,
And put money in its place?

Who will enforce the laws?
What is to stop money from buying
the law enforcement officials?

Or from launching its own coup
and taking over the government?

Governments are clubs
in the fists of thugs.
The Mob runs the world.
Money runs the Mob.
Money runs the world.

But.
Money is not all-powerful.
And is certainly not all-wise.
Money has a weakness.
Money loves money,
and cannot live within its means.

Money has zero self-discipline.
It cannot spend money
on anything that doesn’t make money.
And spends money on anything
that does make money.
Fossil fuel makes a lot of money.
Guess what money likes.
Guess what money buys and sells
to make more money.
Guess what is going to happen
to all that money
When That Which Is Not Happening
disappears the world as we know it.
Money disappears with it.
And it all starts over—
maybe with a different outcome.

That’s the only hope we are left with.
Thanks to money.

5016. 12/12/2018 —  Roaring Fork Falls 2012-09 03/04 HDR Panorama — Pisgah National Forest, Burnsville, North Carolina, near the Blue Ridge Parkway, near Mt. Mitchell, September, 2012You have only two primary tasks
      to be completed in your lifetime: 1) Saying what you need to hear.
      2) Hearing what you have to say. The first primary task is the easiest.
      You will naturally,
      automatically,
      spontaneously
      say what you need to hear. Everything you say,
      you need to hear. That gets us to the hard one.
      You have to hear what you have to say
      every time you speak. When you hear what you are saying,
      you will likely call BS a lot. You will definitely
      ask the questions that beg to be asked,
      and say the things that cry out to be said.
      And see into the heart of who you are,
      and who you are pretending to be. In order to hear what you are saying,
      you have to listen
      (Here come some of the secondary tasks,
      get ready)
      compassionately
      and nonjudgmentally. Nonjudgmental compassion equals kindness. You have to listen to yourself with kindness,
      which implies
      compassion
      and nonjudgment. It is the hardest thing to be kind to yourself.
      Yet, you cannot hear what you have to say
      without being kind to yourself. There is a big, fat, juicy plus
      to being kind to yourself.
      It allows you to be kind to others. Kindness transforms the world. The world has put kindness
      on the block lately.
      That would be the chopping block.
      We need each other’s help
      in bringing it back to life,
      by bringing it back to life in our own life
      through treating ourselves with kindness,
      and hearing what we have to say
      every time we speak. This is the pivot point
      to a wide range of futures.
      We make everything better
      when we hear what we have to say. But, as you know with sugar and butter,
      better is worse. Worse means having to face the truth
      of who we are
      and of how things are with us
      and of what we need to do about it
      and of getting to work
      and working hard
      in every situation as it arises
      to hear what we are saying
      and do what needs to be done about it. If you will do that,
      you will have it made.
      Not even Jesus or the Buddha
      could do more.

12/13/2018  —  I am definitely not suited
to be anything but
what I am.

Neither are you.

We think we should be
something else
because of the money,
fame
and glory, but.

We are kidding ourselves,
and have to come to terms
with the fact
that the best we can hope for
is a near-compatibility
that will allow us
to walk two paths at the same time
while paying the bills
and working ourselves
into our life
as best we can.

12/13/2018  —  I’m not here to tell you
what you need to hear.

I’m here to tell you
what I need to hear.

What I have to say
has nothing to do with you.

What you have to say
has nothing to do with me.

When we talk to each other
we have to hear what we are saying.

Our value to each other
is to be a sounding board
for the other.

We each are the master
and the student,
teaching ourselves
who we need to be
by telling ourselves
what we need to hear.

5017. 12/13/2018 —  Goodale 2018-11-11 01 Panorama — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 06, 2018We are here to be who we are
      and to do what is ours to do
      within the time and place,
      conditions, context and circumstances
      of the moment-by moment unfolding
      of our life
      in the here and now
      of our living
      all our life long. We are brought forth by our life
      as we bring ourselves forth to meet our life. We have to cooperate with our coming forth
      by placing ourselves in accord with our life
      through adjusting ourselves to our life
      and our life to ourselves– We have to submit to–
      to will ourselves to surrender to–
      the life that needs us to live it,
      and not willfully impose our idea
      of the life we want to live
      onto the life we are living. “What do you want to be
      when you grow up?”
      is not the question. “Will you be able to do
      what needs to be done
      when that is not
      what you want to do?”
      is the question. We have a life in mind for ourselves
      that is exactly what we want to do
      with our life,
      and a war comes along,
      or an economic depression,
      or we get pregnant,
      or get somebody pregnant,
      or somebody dies,
      or something happens,
      and our plans are derailed… It happens all the time.
      We are not in charge of the circumstances
      within which we have to live.
      We do not get to choose our choices.
      We have to come to terms
      with how things are every day. It’s called growing up.
      It’s called making the best
      of a bad situation.
      It’s called doing what must be done,
      what needs to be done,
      what needs us to do it. Within the context of what can be done,
      we have to do what needs to be done,
      in ways that serve the gifts, genius, daemon
      that are/is ours to serve
      with fealty,
      fidelity,
      loyalty,
      devotion
      and a noble heart
      in each situation as it arises
      all our life long. We walk two paths at the same time.
      Live at the intersection
      of two worlds colliding,
      and make peace–
      make our peace with our task,
      our work,
      and make peace between
      the two worlds. We are the peace makers making peace
      by allowing things to be what they are
      and doing what needs to be done
      in response,
      as only we can do it. This is the grand adventure of being alive.
5018. 12/14/2018 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 10 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Virginia, May, 2012Everything we have done
      or failed to do–
      everything that happened to us
      or failed to happen–
      played a part
      in our being where we are. It is our history,
      our present
      and our future.
      What we did with/about it then
      and what we do with/about it now,
      continues to play a part
      in who we are
      and what we become. James Hollis said,
      “Divorce doesn’t end a marriage,
      and death doesn’t end a relationship”
      (Or, words to that effect). Carl Jung said,
      “The unlived life of the parents
      continues to impact their children
      long after the parents have died”
      (Or, words to that effect). What we do and fail to do
      carry us
      and those close to us
      far into the future
      we have together and apart. And thus, the importance
      of squaring up to all of it,
      making our peace with it,
      coming to terms with it,
      welcoming it to the table,
      and living mindfully
      (compassionately,
      kindly,
      nonjudgmentally)
      aware of its impact upon us
      and our relationship with it–
      holding it,
      along with everything else,
      in our awareness,
      and letting it be
      because it is. The meaning our life
      has for us
      and for others
      is being ferreted out,
      reflected on,
      perceived anew
      reinterpreted
      and integrated
      into new realizations
      that deepen,
      expand,
      enlarge us,
      and make us
      “more like we are now
      than we were when we got here.” “The stone the builders reject
      becomes the chief cornerstone,”
      and the treasure is found
      by those who see what they look at.

12/14/2018  —  Where do you go for kindness?

Where do the people around you go?

Live so that they come to you!

By being kind,
we raise the level of kindness
in the world–
and reduce the level
of corporate misery and suffering.

So, why not?

12/14/2018  —  This is the way things are,
and this is what can be done about it,
and that’s that.

What can be done about it
comes down to:

Change it.
Accept it.
Deny it.
Escape it.
Work with it.

There is an upside
and a downside
to each option.

I recommend the fifth one,
working with it.

Working with it is holding
everything in our awareness,
and waiting for the shift to happen.

The shift is likely to be a shift in perspective
that changes how we relate
to how things are.

And that changes everything–
but softly, gently, kindly, magically,
leaving everyone,
even us,
wondering what happened.

5019. 12/14/2018 —  A Walk in the Woods 2018-11 08 — 22 Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, November 8, 2018I stood in line at the Post Office
      twice this morning–
      buying Christmas stamps
      and then, later,
      mailing a package. And fell in love with the experience. Standing in line
      is the most democratic experience
      this country has to offer. Everyone knows what the rules are.
      No police are on hand
      to enforce the law. Everyone is equal in line. It doesn’t matter what your income is
      or how much money you have
      in the bank
      or in off-shore investments. It doesn’t matter what your skin color is,
      what your religious preference is,
      what your sex or gender identification is…
      You have a place in line,
      and it is your place,
      and no one is going to take it from you,
      or break in in front of you,
      or tell you you don’t belong there. And it is all self-governing.
      We all do the right thing in line. I love it about us. And wonder why we don’t think
      to transfer that attitude and behavior
      to other areas of our life. It works in line. It could work anywhere.
5020. 12/15/2018 —  Green River Canyon 2010-05 01 — Canyonlands National Park, Moab, Utah, May, 2010We stand helpless before our life–
      before it all–
      vulnerable and impotent,
      unable to choose our choices,
      or to do what must be done
      to make the world
      like it ought to be. It is out of our hands. The things that matter
      are beyond our control. What we do about that,
      how we respond to it,
      tells the tale. We get to choose our response
      to being unable to choose our choices
      or do anything about the way things are
      or about the things that matter
      and need to be done. We can run through a lot of options
      without finding something
      that beats
      the silence. The silence is the weapon of choice,
      the tool of highest value,
      in meeting what faces us
      in any moment
      of our life. Receive it in silence.
      Greet it with silence.
      Fold it into the silence.
      And wait. The silence takes it all in,
      and lets it be because it is,
      and transforms it all
      by not making it worse
      than it is,
      and waits. In the stillness of silent waiting
      stirs to life the action
      appropriate to the occasion. On our own,
      we are nothing.
      In the silence,
      we find resources
      we don’t know we have. We are not one.
      We are many.
      We are the multitude.
      We are what we need,
      what the situation needs,
      what the moment cries out for. In the silence,
      we become “the still point
      of the turning world,”
      changing everything
      by the way we receive it,
      and transcend it,
      and rise above it,
      and dance with it,
      in the silence
      of knowing nothing
      about what to do,
      and being unable to do
      anything that matters
      about anything that matters. Everything that matters
      flows from the silence. Return to the silence
      and wait
      for the dance to begin.
5021. 12/15/2018 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 19 Panorama — Blue Ridge Parkway in rural Virginia, May 01, 2012If I still did that kind of thing,
      I would bet each of you reading this
      $20.00 that we all–
      those of us writing this
      and those of us reading it–
      do more things right
      than we do wrong,
      and have done so
      all our lives long.
      And the scales are not even close. We are not bad people
      and we are not going to hell
      for what we have done
      and left undone. Pass the word,
      particularly to every preacher you know. Where we need to get to work
      is along the slippery slope,
      the razor’s edge,
      the dangerous path,
      between being able
      to exhibit/incarnate/express
      our fundamental integrity
      (“The face that was ours
      before we were born”)
      and being able to pay the bills
      and live out our life
      in the world of everyday. The work is to be who we are
      within the time and place,
      context and circumstances,
      of our living. Anyone can be true to themselves
      in a cabin in the woods,
      but pull that off
      with a spouse,
      three children,
      two cats and a dog,
      and all that goes with it,
      and you are slighting
      a lot of people
      and at least three animals,
      or, you are kidding yourself. It is a balance
      best achieved
      through holding everything
      in awareness
      and bringing forth
      what is needed
      to meet each situation
      as it arises
      on its own terms
      throughout what remains
      of the time left for living. And, if we don’t manage
      to pull that off,
      we still don’t go to hell.

12/15/2018  —  “Simply stop trying
to make things different.

–Segal, Williams and Teasdale in their book,
Mindfulness Based Cognitive Therapy for Depression.

And don’t try to stop trying.
“Simply stop.”

5022. 12/16/2018 —  False Kiva 2010-05 01 — Canyonlands National Park, Moab, Utah, May 14, 2010Changing our relationship
      with our life
      is a matter of stopping
      the way we think
      about our life
      and thinking a different way instead. Our relationship with our life
      has us exactly where we are. If where you are is perfectly swell
      with you,
      keep doing what you are doing. If where you are is making you crazy,
      depressed,
      sad,
      surly,
      mean-spirited,
      confused and uncertain
      about what to do,
      at the end of your rope,
      ready to hang it up,
      thinking anything would be
      better than this,
      then you need
      to change your relationship
      with your life
      by changing the way
      you think about your life. That’s what Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction
      and Mindfulness Based Cognitive Therapy
      will do for you.
      Google the terms.
      Google the name Jon Kabat-Zinn.
      Watch all of his YouTube videos
      (beginning with the short ones).
      Read his books.
      Take up the practice of Mindfulness.
      Change your life
      by changing your relationship with it
      by changing the way you think about it. What’s in it for me?
      A better us.
      A better world.
      Through mindful,
      compassionate,
      nonjudgmental,
      kind and gracious
      thinking and living.
5023. 12/16/2018 —  Big Creek 2008-11 01 — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Big Creek Campgrounds, Waterville, North Carolina, November, 2008Synchronicity is an experience
      with the flow of life
      on a level beyond anything
      reason and logic
      can enable us to comprehend. “Oh, that’s synchronicity,” doesn’t explain anything,
      but it recognizes what it experiences,
      and embraces it with joy and delight. Trying to figure it out
      in a way that allows us
      to understand it
      misses the point. The point of flow
      is to be in it,
      not to talk about it.
      “To talk about water
      is to not know water!” There resides within each of us
      a body of wisdom
      that is capable of perceiving synchronicity,
      and of placing us in a position
      to experience it–
      a body of wisdom
      beyond the ken of reason and logic. And, beyond the grasp
      of wanting,
      willing, To tap into the wisdom within,
      we have to live differently–
      and lay aside any ideas
      or aspirations
      of using it to advance ourselves,
      socially or financially,
      in the life we have chosen
      for ourselves. We do not get to choose our life.
      Much like the wand chooses the wizard,
      our life chooses us. When we say yes to that life,
      wisdom comes along
      as a part of the bargain. And synchronicity is a regular event.
5024. 12/17/2018 —  Acadia Ferns 2012-09 01 — Sieur de Monts, Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine, September 28, 2012We can want what we cannot have–
      and what we have no business having. We can want to avoid what we cannot escape–
      and what we have no business escaping. This is attraction/attachment
      and avoidance/aversion. On the one hand, this,
      on the other hand, that.
      Yes! to this,
      No! to that. We live like a badminton birdie
      batted back and forth
      between one or the other
      of these emotional states of being. We have no peace
      and not a moment’s rest. We love this,
      we hate that.
      And desire more than anything else
      a world we cannot live in. And so…
      we come up with heaven,
      where all desires are met
      and no fears reside.
      The Happy Hunting Ground
      for those who are incapable
      of growing up
      and facing the fact
      that we cannot have what we want,
      and have to come to terms with that
      here and now–
      because that, and that alone,
      determines where we go from here
      and what happens next. How we respond
      to wanting and wanting not
      forms, shapes, conditions, strongly influences
      what happens and happens not. And the world of what happens and happens not–
      the world of “what’s happening now”–
      is the world in which we live, and move, and have our being. The world is as it is
      because of what we want and want not,
      and cause to happen and happen not
      out of what we strive to have and to avoid. No striving to have!
      No striving to avoid!
      What a difference that would make! What is the alternative?
      If we aren’t striving to have and to void,
      what?
      What is left? The world as it ought to be.
      The world as it could be
      without our constant striving to have and to avoid.
      The world as it needs to be. Step into the next situation that arises
      without having anything
      to strive to have there,
      or to strive to avoid there. No having, no avoiding.
      What do you do then?
      How do you live in the situation
      without trying to get something
      or to avoid something? Stop! Look! Listen!
      See! Hear! Feel! What is happening there?
      What needs to happen in response
      to what is happening?
      In light of what?
      Toward what end? Sit, or stand, in,
      or walk through,
      the situation,
      looking and listening,
      seeing and hearing and feeling. Being aware of everything there
      without attraction/attachment
      without avoidance/aversion.
      Just seeing.
      Just hearing.
      Just feeling. Hold it all in your awareness
      and wait for the shift,
      wait for the turning. Wait for the realization to arise
      regarding what needs to happen. Wait for the right action
      in response to the situation as it is
      to act itself
      through you–
      the way the dance dances the dancer,
      or the song sings the singer–
      in rising to meet the occasion
      in ways appropriate to the time and place,
      conditions and circumstances,
      of your lived experience in the moment. If you meet an elephant coming toward you
      on the path,
      you get off the path. If the building is on fire,
      you get out of the building. If the baby’s diaper needs changing,
      you change the diaper. If you spill the milk,
      you clean up the spill. Etc. in each situation that arises
      all your life long. And, just like that,
      “It’s a new world, Golda!”
      A brand new world.
5025. 12/18/2018 —  Goodale 2018-11 39 Panorama — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 6, 2018The next time you are discouraged,
      consider the challenge you are meeting,
      the contradictions you are encountering,
      the flagrant lack of cooperation
      that characterizes your life,
      and understand fully
      how right you are to be discouraged. Smarter people would have quit by now. But no.
      Not you.
      You plug on against all odds–
      and expect that you should feel great about it. If it helps you feel better
      knowing that you don’t feel nearly bad enough,
      take it and run with it–
      because that’s about the best
      you can hope for,
      given all that you are dealing with. I give myself this little talk
      every year about this time–
      not because it’s Christmas,
      though that is plenty-enough reason
      for a lot of people,
      but because it is the cusp
      of tax season,
      and I have to take up the work
      of putting our affairs in order
      to be able to fill out the IRS forms
      so that the people
      on the state and federal levels of government
      will be happy with me one more year. I look at as being one tax filing closer to death–
      when I will be free at last forever
      from having to get the right numbers
      in the right blocks. That thought generally perks me up
      and sees me through. Carl Jung can say what he wants
      about the importance
      of strengthening our “lesser functions,”
      but he can have it. Numbers have no leeway about them,
      except to the degree that,
      like that,
      they can become letters
      without warning
      and for no apparent reason. Numbers come with tight little restrictions
      concerning their use
      that only accountants,
      engineers
      and number scientists comprehend.
      1+1 always = 2.
      Clearly indicating to me
      and all who agree with me
      that neither of the 1’s has any imagination whatsoever. What if one of the 1’s is pregnant?
      Why can’t 1’s ever be pregnant–
      and maybe deliver just before the = is in place? Numbers cannot ever have any fun,
      staying as they must,
      within very rigid lines,
      and always coming out
      as they are destined from all eternity to do
      every single time. It gives me the willies
      to step into the world of numbers,
      and discouragement abounds
      because I do not belong there,
      with all the restrictions and restraints,
      rules and regulations. I’m built for poetic license.
      I can invent words on the fly,
      and spell them in ways that are different every time
      and yet, you can still read them. No one has ever invented a new number. No one ever even tries.

12/18/2018 —  The notion
idea,
belief,
conviction
that we need more than we have
to be who we are
and do what is ours to do
in each situation as it arises
is the root of all our problems.

5026. 12/18/2018 —  False Kiva 2010-05 HDR — Canyonlands National Park, Moab, Utah, May 14, 2010Not-being in the moment of our living
      is equivalent to being dead
      to the moment of our living–
      is equivalent to being dead. We spend too much of our time
      as the Walking Dead. When we come alive,
      we are alive to the time and place,
      the here and now,
      the present moment
      of our living. Too often, we live to be somewhere else,
      some time else.
      The future,
      the past,
      fantasy land,
      tuned out,
      turned off,
      drifting away
      from here and now. Being alive
      means being here, now.
      Because there is no other place
      to be alive.
      If we are not alive here, now,
      we are only hanging out,
      waiting for then, there. In the meantime, we are as good as dead. We spend too much of our time
      being as good as dead. Ah, but…
      Who can live this old life
      in this old same old same old?
      We have to have some
      flash, crackle, spark!
      We have to have some action,
      any kind of action!
      And there is nothing approaching action
      in most of our here and now’s. We live as those who are mostly dead
      looking for some action. We are looking for life to leech off of.
      We are parasites looking for a host.
      We call it “looking for action.” We are looking for life
      because we are dead.
      Hoping that something
      somewhere,
      some time,
      somehow,
      will bring us to life. We are corpses
      waiting for life to come along
      and ask us if we need a lift. This is the wrong approach. Our life–
      the one that is ours to live–
      the one no one but us can live–
      is waiting for us to live it
      beginning right here, right now. This is the place,
      now is the time.
      What is the hold up?
      What are we waiting for? Sit quietly.
      Ask, “Now what?”
      See what comes up.
      Open yourself to the wisdom within. We come to life
      when our inner guide comes to life.
      Our inner guide comes to life
      when we place ourselves
      in his — in her
      service
      with a pledge of fealty,
      loyalty,
      fidelity
      and devotion,
      and trust ourselves
      to her — to him
      in every here and now
      for the rest
      of the time left for living. Starting here, now.
5027. 12/19/2018 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 17 Panorama — Blue Ridge Parkway, rural Virginia, May, 2017Success and failure
      are not as important
      as how we handle success and failure. How we receive it.
      How we respond to it.
      How we manage it.
      How we fold it into our life.
      How we live around it,
      with it.
      How we step into the next thing,
      and the thing after that,
      and all the things that follow. The weight we give it
      in determining how we deal
      with everything else. Our life consists of what happens
      and what we do about it.
      What we do about it
      sets the stage
      for what happens next. We form tomorrow
      by how we live today. This moment has implications
      for the next moment
      and all those that follow. And what happens in this moment
      is less important
      than how we handle it. Making our peace
      with the way things are
      and what needs
      to be done about it–
      what we are being asked
      to do in response to it–
      is the platform for peace
5028. 12/19/2018 —  Baxter Creek Bridge 2008-11 01 HDR Panorama — Big Creek Campground, Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Waterville, Tennessee, November 11, 2008Our opinion about things–
      what we think and feel about things–
      gets in our way
      when it comes to seeing things as they are
      and knowing what to do about them. We can know what to do about something,
      and not do it
      because of the way we feel about it.
      Because of what we think about it.
      Because of the opinion we hold about it. Prejudice and discrimination work that way.
      Prejudice and discrimination
      are opinions about things
      that have nothing to do with
      how things actually are. Our opinions of things
      prevent us from seeing things as they are
      and doing what needs to be done
      in response to them. When we do what our opinions
      and prejudices direct us to do,
      we fail to care about
      what actually needs to be done,
      and are not responsive
      to what is being asked of us
      by the situation unfolding before us. We have eyes to see,
      but do not see–
      ears to hear,
      but do not hear–
      because our opinions and prejudices
      are interfering with our seeing and hearing. When we look,
      we have to see everything.
      When we listen,
      we have to hear everything.
      And hold everything in our awareness,
      waiting for direction
      from an inner wisdom
      that is beyond opinion and prejudice,
      leading us into
      right doing and right being
      in each situation
      that comes along. The willingness–
      the willfulness–
      to see, hear and understand
      in order to know what is happening
      and what to do in response
      (As called for by the situation),
      is an aspect of the grace of maturity–
      the mystery at the heart
      of life and being.
5029. 12/20/2018 —  Cadillac Mountain 2012-09 01 — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine, September 24, 2012We don’t know when
      we are going to leave,
      or how,
      so we better be ready
      to say goodbye everyday. Some Native American tribes
      knew this from the start.
      “It’s a good day to die,” they said,
      and may still be saying it.
      They certainly should be,
      and we along with them. “It’s a good day to die” means
      we are all caught up,
      our affairs are in order,
      we have done
      all that needs to be done
      in a day each day
      up to this one. We haven’t held anything back,
      we haven’t put anything off. We have asked the questions
      that beg to be asked,
      and have said the things
      that cry out to be said,
      and have lived
      with the wind that blows where it will
      forever in our hair,
      and are now ready
      to leave or not. And are readily available
      to any option
      that requires our attention,
      in living each day
      the way it needs us to live it–
      the way it needs to be lived–
      all the way to the last one. If this one turns out
      to be the last one, fine.
      It not, fine.
      Tomorrow will be
      an equally good day to die–
      just as yesterday was.

12/20/2018  —  There are things
that energize us,
and things
that deplete us.

Sit with those things.

See what is there.

Get to the bottom of them.

What is energizing?

What is depleting?

What is vitality and life for you?

What is exhaustion and death?

What is the ratio
of vitality to exhaustion
in your life?

What can you do
to add more vitality
and reduce exhaustion?

What is keeping you
from doing it?

5030. 12/20/2018 —  Fence Row 2012-01 — Blue Ridge Parkway, rural North Carolina, January, 2012 — Take up the practice
      of stepping into each situation
      without judgment,
      without opinion,
      without seeking your advantage,
      or striving to have things your way.Move into each one,
      just seeing,
      just hearing,
      just receiving the situation
      into your awareness,
      taking everything into account–
      evaluating and interpreting
      all things considered
      in light of what is being called for
      and what the situation is asking of you
      in the service
      of the good of the situation as a whole. Rise to meet the occasion,
      with what you have to give
      out of your store of resources,
      abilities,
      knacks,
      and skills,
      bringing your genius,
      gifts
      and daemon into play,
      and leaving the situation
      better than it would have been
      without your contribution,
      striving to serve the good
      and do no harm. If the dog throws up on the carpet,
      clean it up
      without chastising the dog
      or cursing the day
      or bemoaning your lot in life. Meet the situation on its terms
      as best you can,
      and move on to the next situation. Jesus couldn’t do better than that.
      Nor could the Buddha,
      Gandhi,
      or Mother Teresa.
      Which will put you
      in very good company. Nice going!

12/20/2018  —  If you ever find yourself in a hole,
and think your life has passed you by,
that it is all useless, hopeless, pointless, futile, absurd
and nothing matters,
consider this:
You’re feeling bad about it
because it matters to you
that nothing matters.

Oops.
Something matters.

It matters that nothing matters,
which opens the door to the possibility
that something else might matter,
and that if you weren’t taking the hopelessness, etc.,
of your situation/circumstances so seriously,
you might catch a whiff
of fresh bread baking,
and that might matter…

We now have a line of thought leading to a long list
of things that matter.
One of the biggest things that matter
is how we live in the hole
where it feels as though nothing matters.
It matters how we respond to that feeling.
It matters how we deal with it.
It matters what we do in the hole
to begin making our way out of the hole.

Here’s one way of doing that.
Sit down in the hole.
Be quiet.
Pay attention to your breathing.
Listen.
Listen for all the questions that beg to be asked.
Listen for all the things that cry out to be said–
to be heard.
Listen for what is being said.
Listen for what is being asked.
Explore the ground of your disappointment
and your discouragement.
Hold it all in your awareness,
including your response/reaction to all of it,
and see what occurs to you,
what arises from the wisdom within.

5031. 12/21/2018 —  False Kiva 2010-05 03 HDR Panorama — Canyonlands National Park, Moab, Utah, May 14, 2010Do not think you know
      what you are doing.
      Endeavor only to know
      what needs to be done
      and what you can do about it
      and do that. Let that be enough. In each situation as it arises. And let the outcome be the outcome–
      which is nothing more
      than another situation,
      another set of circumstances,
      in which something needs to be done,
      and there is something you can do about it.
      So, know what it is,
      and do it,
      and let the outcome be the outcome… Like that,
      for the rest of your life. Your life consists of situations
      and circumstances
      and you,
      and your response
      to the situations
      and circumstances
      of your life,
      creating additional situations
      and circumstances… There is no plan.
      There are no dreams.
      There is only you
      knowing what needs to be done
      here and now,
      and what you can do about it,
      and doing it,
      and seeing where it goes. None of us is here, now,
      because we dreamed it up
      and planned it out,
      and here we are. Every one of us here, now,
      is here, now
      by way of fumbling and bumbling
      our way all along the way
      from then, there to here, now. We’re just lucky to be here. Another work for luck is magic.
      Another word for luck and magic is karma.
      Another word for luck and magic and karma is grace. I like grace. We are here by the grace
      of, call it what you will,
      God, Tao, Dharma… I call it The Grace Of The Way Things Are.
      We are here/now by
      The Grace Of The Way Things Are. Any situation,
      any circumstances,
      is/are grace in the making.
      Magic being made.
      Luck waiting to be acknowledged.
      Karma working itself out in our life. And all of it depends
      upon the response we make
      to the situations and circumstances
      of our living. Respond one way,
      and we have one outcome–
      one set of situations and circumstances.
      Respond another way,
      and we have a different outcome–
      a different set of situations and circumstances.
      And it is all luck, magic, karma, grace
      in the making. There is no right way of doing it. One way of doing it
      is going to have better outcomes and futures
      than another way of doing it,
      but better in terms of what?
      One person’s better
      is another person’s worse. It is a mix.
      It is magic.
      It is luck.
      It is karma.
      It is grace. And it cannot be dreamed up
      or planned out. This here and now
      and these circumstances
      comprise your situation.
      How you read them,
      see them,
      understand them,
      will lead you to respond to them
      in a particular way.
      And that will have a particular outcome.
      And that will lead to a new here and now,
      which will have a particular set
      of circumstances
      comprising a particular situation
      that you will have to interpret
      and respond to… Luck,
      magic,
      karma,
      grace
      in the making,
      being produced
      by the way we respond
      to the mix. And we do not know what we are doing
      in any of it.
      We are being carried along
      by the evolutionary nature of life itself,
      self-creating its way
      to one outcome after another.
      It is
      luck,
      magic,
      karma,
      grace
      all the way down. We read each here and now
      that comes along,
      and make our best assessment
      of the situation/circumstances,
      and respond as appropriately
      as possible,
      and take our chances–
      letting the outcome be the outcome,
      which is never anything more
      than a new situation/circumstances,
      and the dance goes on and on,
      and, “There is nothing but the dance.”

12/21/2018  —  I bake my applesauce pineapple bread
and drink my coffee,
while the world goes to hell
all around me.

It is what old men have done
throughout the ages.

Old women do similar things.

That is how it is.

If you think you can change this scenario,
alter this narrative,
have at it.

That is what young men
and women have done
throughout the ages.

We take our place in line,
and the applesauce pineapple bread
and coffee
wait their turn.

This is how it is.

If you can come to terms with it,
you have it made.

Coming to terms with how things are
is the work of being human.
How well you do that tells the tale.
IS the tale!

5032. 12/21/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 04 — Chateau Morrisette Winery near Floyd, VA — September 10, 2012Experiencing our experience
      without beliefs,
      opinions,
      judgments,
      preferences,
      prejudices,
      desires,
      wanting,
      or willfulness
      inserting themselves
      between us and our experience
      would be just us experiencing,
      like birdwatchers might watch birds,
      or an old Zen master
      might watch the clouds. What’s the advantage?
      Why would we want to do that? What’s the advantage
      of living from advantage to advantage?
      Why do we have to have a reason,
      or a motive,
      for everything we do? There is nothing to be gained
      from looking out the window–
      and everything to be had.
      But don’t do it to get everything–
      do it to look out the window. Disappearing into our awareness,
      so that we are seeing
      without being an “I” seeing–
      hearing without being an “I” hearing,
      knowing without being an “I” knowing–
      is to be participating
      in the movement of life
      like a dancer being lost in the dance,
      or a musician being one with the music. When we are knowing without being conscious
      of how we are knowing,
      of who is knowing,
      the “who” and the “what” are one,
      and our life is living us
      as much as we are living our life. Then we find ourselves doing
      what needs to be done
      without thinking of motive,
      or of advantage,
      or of benefit,
      or of gain. We are being helpful
      without thinking of getting
      anything out of it.
      We are just responding
      to the need of the moment
      with the gifts we have to offer,
      moment by moment. Think of it as nature naturing. A tree takes water and nutrients
      from the soil
      and makes bark
      and limbs
      and branches
      and leaves,
      knowing and doing
      what needs to be done
      without knowing what it is doing. Our bodies do that.
      Our minds can do it, too.
      If we can stop the willing,
      wanting,
      opining,
      judging, and simply see, hear, know, do, be.
5033. 12/22/2018 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 02 — Blue Ridge Parkway, rural Virginia, May 01, 2012We cannot just be
      awake,
      aware, We have to practice,
      practice,
      practice– with regular retreats
      to the silence,
      breathing
      and attending the breathing,
      and bringing our attention
      back to the breathing
      when our mind wanders
      to more pertinent,
      pressing,
      things. The world does not encourage
      mindful,
      kind,
      compassionate,
      nonjudgmental,
      awareness,
      or quiet,
      attentive,
      breathing. We practice receiving the world
      as it is
      into our awareness,
      and attending our breathing
      and our body. Holding everything in our awareness,
      with our attention on the breath,
      in the silence,
      is practice for holding everything in our awareness,
      while attending our breathing
      in the din of 10,000 things
      demanding our attention. Seek the silence.
      Attend the breath.
      Practice.
      Practice.
      Practice.

12/22/2018  —  Not-the-path
is the-path-to-the-path-
the-long-way-around.

The-path-to-the-path
is the path.

Not-the-path
is the path.

All paths are the path
for those who are faithful
to the path.

Take a path
and be faithful to it
until it requires you
to take another path,
then take it.

And so on.
Never thinking
you are on the Real Path
at last.

12/22/2018  —  There is right living,
and there is wrong living.
And wrong living,
if pursued in the right way,
leads to right living.

There is dharma,
and there is adharma.

There is “neti neti,”
and there is “Thou Art That.”

There is yin and yang
and there is the Great Oneness of All Things.

There is chaos
and there is balance, harmony, symmetry and bliss.

Make sense of it
if you must and can.

Or walk among it
accepting it,
making your peace with it
and being at home in it.

12/22/2018  —  The content of our belief–
what we believe–
is always validated
by our experience.

This is the ground of superstition
and religion
(And where *does* that line lie?)

Our faith is validated by our experience.
Faith precedes enlightenment,
and is its ground and foundation.

We find what we look for,
hear what we know to be so,
see what we recognize immediately as truth.

The way is always prepared
by our work to find the way.

12/23/2018  —  Donald Trump wants to be loved
on his terms.

He wants loyalty and love from all people,
and treats everyone in terrible ways
in order to test their love and loyalty,
and separate those who love him
from those who don’t.

At this point in his life,
he is still looking for someone who does.

But, the minute he finds them,
he will lose all respect for them
and have no use for them,
because who can love anyone
who lets someone treat them
anyway at all
without walking away
and slamming the door
on the way out?

He loves the Tough Guys
who love no one.

It’s quite the quandary.
Paradox.
Contradiction.

You can’t make sense of it.
It is completely crazy.

That’s the way it is
with everyone
who wants to be loved
on their terms.

In order to be loved,
you have to be loving.

Trump has never had a loving relationship
with anything in his life.

He doesn’t have a dog,
or a cat,
or a goldfish.

The only things he loves
more than himself
are the spotlight and money.
He will do anything for them.
He loves them on their terms.

Bless his heart.

5034. 12/23/2018 —  Colors of Fern 2008-09 02 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina, September 5, 2008Letting it all fall away
      is to be like the wind
      that blows where it will. That may work for the wind,
      but for human beings,
      not so much. Human beings need
      food, clothing, shelter
      and loving, caring, relationships. We cannot let everything fall away
      and still be alive. “Eat when hungry,
      rest when tired,”
      said the sage.
      If we let everything fall away,
      there goes eating,
      there goes sleeping. There goes everything. Nothing remains. It has all fallen away. I suggest
      we work to develop
      the right-relationship
      with everything.
      and let the idea
      of everything falling away
      fall away. The right-relationship
      with everything
      is “a slippery slope–
      a dangerous path–
      like a razor’s edge!” It takes constant attention,
      continual work–
      holding everything in our awareness,
      and tending it all
      the way it needs
      to be tended
      as best we can. Having the right relationship
      with everything
      requires everything to understand
      that some things
      are going to be ignored
      and neglected
      in favor of other things. Tending it all
      “as best we can”
      means we aren’t going to tend
      some things at all. We are going to be aware of that.
      We aren’t going to kid ourselves. We are going to say “No!”
      to most things
      and “Yes!” to the few things
      we can actually work into our life
      and establish a right-relationship with. Those things will be symbolic of all things.
      We will take care of our relationship with them
      as we would with all things
      if we were physically capable
      of having right-relationship with all things. We are going to have to leave it
      to others to have a right-relationship
      with the things
      we cannot get around to–
      and trust that they will treat those things
      as we would
      if we could. When everyone is doing that,
      all things will be they should be,
      and all will be well. Until then, we have to do what we can
      as best we can
      to do right by the people and things
      we can do right by–
      living in right relationship
      with the people and things
      (including ourselves)
      in each situation that comes up
      all our life long. Beginning here, now.

12/23/2018  —  Let go
of letting everything go,
and do what needs
to be done
as best you can
in each situation
as it arises
all your life long.

To do that,
you will have to
let some things go.

What we let go
and what we
hold onto
tells the tale
we are here to tell.

Know the things
that matter most,
and serve them
with your loyalty,
fidelity,
allegiance
and devotion
all your life long.

Keep faith
with the things you believe in.
Keep faith
with yourself.
And dance with your life.

5035. 12/24/2018 —  Goodale 2018-11 29 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 6, 2018Buddhism came into being
      in response to the Three Realizations:
      Life is pain.
      Life is empty.
      Life is a lie. Buddhism offers liberation
      through enlightenment
      from the burden
      of the endless wheel of life
      by offering novices
      something else to think about–
      meditation, koans, etc. Having something else to think about
      is always a relief
      from the weight of our life. It is the gift of all of our addictions. We have created an entire culture
      of diversion, distraction and denial
      to take our mind off
      things we don’t want to think about. In that sense,
      we are all Buddhists at heart.
      And all religion is a bulwark
      against the encroachment
      of unwanted things to think about. “Pie in the sky by and by”
      captures religion’s strategy
      of giving adherents
      something else to think about
      by offering heaven’s bliss
      and life everlasting
      to counter the endless hopelessness
      of oppression and angst. Against this plight of the ages
      and its refrain of Woe And Relief From Woe,
      the Blues arose
      from the soul of the people
      who had had enough
      as a music form that is
      anti-religion and anti-woe
      to make fun of–
      and serve as an alternative to–
      the entire enterprise: “I’m gonna lay my head out
      on some railroad track,
      but when I hear that train coming,
      I’m gonna snatch my head back!” Here is the freedom!
      The release from bondage!
      The enlightenment! “What the hell?
      If things are as bad
      as I think they are,
      I’m going to quit thinking
      and start living
      as best I can,
      anyway,
      nevertheless,
      even so!” That’s snatching our head back,
      and saving ourselves
      from all who would save us–
      and refusing to let our present plight
      get us down!
5036. 12/25/2018 —  Jordan Pond 2012-09 01 — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine, September 23, 2012The Christmas Hope is for realization
      breaking into our world
      to transform,
      re-order,
      amaze,
      and wake us up
      to the wonder we all are,
      and each other is. We are the Child coming forth
      and we are the Virgin giving birth
      to the Child,
      and Christmas is an annual reminder
      of the process of becoming who we are
      that reunites us with the Coming One,
      and calls us to take up our work in
      Annunciation,
      Incarnation,
      Birth,
      Life,
      Death
      and Resurrection. We “are both the marble and the sculptor”
      (Alex Carrel),
      and Christmas is our summons
      to the labor of birthing ourselves
      into our life
      where there is no room for us,
      and it is our problem
      to find the ways of making it happen. The Good News is that it happens all the time. The Way is everywhere the same:
      “It is a slippery slope,
      a dangerous path,
      like a razor’s edge!” And help is on every side,
      in every situation,
      for those who see what they look at,
      and hear what is being said,
      and receive everything
      as the stone the builders reject,
      and are eager to explore
      their own unfolding
      in the world of space and time. Join the celebration of your own birth,
      and take part in the wonder
      of your own becoming–
      as a witness to,
      and a participant in,
      the process of being who you are
      in the time and place of your living! Merry Christmas!
5037. 12/25/2018 —  Crabtree Falls 2012-09 02 — Blue Ridge Parkway near Little Switzerland, North Carolina, September 5, 2012The situation carries with it
      the seeds of its own eventual
      resolution/solution. In order to initiate and assist
      the process of resolution/solution,
      we have to read the situation
      and accurately assess what is happening
      and what needs to happen
      in response,
      in light of all things considered. A key ingredient in that process
      is the response we make to the situation,
      which includes the way
      we come to terms with the circumstances
      at work there,
      and make use of the resources
      available to us–
      all of which depend on our
      looking until we see,
      listening until we hear,
      inquiring/reflecting until we understand,
      and having the courage
      to act upon what we know
      in the service
      of the good of the situation as whole. What the situation needs
      will likely be present in the situation. Our place is to connect the situation
      with what it needs
      by being what it needs
      to find what it needs. Where our needs fit into the situation
      is a judgment call.
      Maybe we step aside,
      and maybe we stand firm,
      hold our ground,
      and refuse to budge. We see.
      We hear.
      We understand.
      We know.
      We decide.
      We act.
      And we repeat this formula
      in the situation
      arising from this one. Throughout the time left for living.

12/25/2018  —  If nothing needs to change,
don’t change anything.

If something needs to change,
change it.

If you can’t change it,
change your attitude about it.

Accept the fact that you can’t change it,
and let it be.
Because it is.

Live around it as best you can
and go on with your life,
such as it is,
without judgment,
without opinion,
without despair or dismay,
but always looking
to do what you can do
about what can be done
about what needs to be done
for the good of the whole
in each situation as it arises,
your entire life long.

This is called
coming to terms
with the facts that govern
your life,
and living as fully as possible,
anyway,
nevertheless,
even so!

5038. 12/26/2018 —  Vineyards 2012-09 39 — Sheldon Vineyards, Dobson, North Carolina, September 09, 2012There are the circumstances/conditions
      within which we carry out our business,
      do our work,
      exhibit and express who we are,
      and there is our business,
      our work,
      who we are. We can carry out our business,
      do our work,
      be who we are
      better
      within circumstances/conditions
      that are conducive
      to life in the fullest
      sense of the term
      than in those that are not. We all would be better off
      in a more suitable environment. So. Too much of our attention
      is devoted
      to arranging our environment
      to suit our needs. Some of us have to work two,
      or more,
      jobs for example,
      just make ends meet. How much time does that leave us
      for attending the other things
      that need to be done
      before we can devote
      any time to silence and breathing? Yet, without silence and breathing,
      how can we hope to know what we know
      and exert our attention
      to serving our gifts/genius/daemon
      in influencing our circumstances
      and altering our living conditions? This gets us to the central phrase
      in the mindfulness lexicon of phrases:
      “As best we can.” Doing what needs to be done
      as best we can,
      without judgement or opinion,
      and with compassion
      for ourselves,
      all others,
      and all things–
      including the circumstances/conditions
      of our life–
      is the sine qua non
      of all mindfulness practice. When we bless ourselves
      with a little compassion,
      it makes everything a little better. A lot of compassion
      makes everything a lot better. Start there,
      and live your life
      paying attention to each moment,
      moment-to-moment-to-moment,
      one situation at a time,
      as best you can.
5039. 12/26/2018 —  Maine Moon 2012-09 01 — Stonington, Maine, September 27, 2012Trust yourself to the moment.
      Pay attention to the moment.
      See what you look at.
      Hear what you listen to.
      Remember that we owe fealty
      to the moment–
      moment-by-moment-by-moment–
      and live to do right by each moment
      as they unfold before you
      and present themselves to you. Our loyalty,
      fidelity,
      devotion,
      faithfulness,
      love
      and allegiance
      belong to the moment of our living. There are no throw-away moments.
      Each moment takes its place
      between moments
      to shape our life
      and carry us into
      the development
      of the story we are writing
      one moment at a time. The present moment
      is the only time we actually have. The past is past,
      and the future is only a promise
      hinging on the moment
      that is now. How we live here influences
      what happens next,
      where we will influence
      what happens after that. And a few sunrises and sunsets later
      we are drawing our last breath. So, why hold anything back?
      Why not live now as though it matters?
      Why not treat now as though
      it is the only thing that matters? If we don’t do right by the present moment,
      when will we start?
      How many present moments
      will we throw away
      before we begin to cherish them?
5040. 12/27/2018 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 05 — Blue Ridge Parkway, rural Virginia, May 1, 2012Seek the spark.
      Tend the flame.
      Honor the flow.
      Stay on the beam. What would you pay to do?
      Pay to do it! How many ways
      can you think of “paying”?
      Pay up on every one of them! People ask me what I do.
      I tell them I write
      and take pictures.
      They ask me what I do with it.
      I tell them I do more of it.
      If they ask me why I do it,
      I ask them why they do
      what they have to do. I can’t make a living
      with my writing,
      or my pictures. I owe my life to them. That’s seeking the spark,
      Tending the flame.
      Honoring the flow.
      Staying on the beam. We do it for the sake of our life. I don’t know what it is for you.
      You are the only one who does.
      Know what you know.
      Serve it with your life.
      With your liege loyalty.
      With an oath of fealty.
      With all your heart,
      and mind,
      and soul,
      and strength.
      Because it *is* your life,
      and apart from it
      you are as good as dead.

12/27/2018  —  Hold everything in your awareness
and see what you do about it.

Hold everything in your awareness
and see what spontaneous action
arises within you
as a response to the moment
of your living.

Don’t have to know what to do.

Trust yourself to do what you know to do
on a deeper level
than what you know
on the logical,
rational,
reasonable level.

Trust yourself to the deep knowing
that is generally called wisdom.

Our body is infinitely wise.
Listen to your body.
Know what your body knows–
and patiently
(or impatiently)
waits for you to recognize
and incarnate/incorporate
into your life.

What do you have an affinity for?
There are “strange attractors”
at work in our body.
We are drawn to some things
and drawn away from others.

I am attracted to stones,
and to tables,
and clouds,
and looking out windows…
the list is long.
I serve the list–
and in so doing,
discover things not on the list,
and add them to it.
And feel better when I’m serving the list
than when I am forcing my way
through the day.

The day has it own rhythm and flow,
and I do well when I am in sync with it,
and not-so-well when I am not.

When I catch myself being out-of-sync,
I remind myself to hold everything in my awareness,
and see what I do about it.

The beam is a slippery slope
that our body is built to manage.
Our place is to trust ourselves
to our body and to the beam–
as irrational,
illogical,
inexplicable
and stupid
as that may seem.

12/27/2018  —  We have to do the work.

There is no one
who can open the door
to our life for us.

There is no Mama
or Daddy
to take care of us.

We are on our own
and it is all up to us.

Try selling that from some pulpit.

Why would people
go to church
to hear that?

Why go anywhere to hear that?

The culture preaches
being taken care of.
Being relieved of the burden
of living our own life.
Letting someone else
tell us what to do.

All of the self-help books
are sets of instructions
on how to live our life.

“Self-help.” Really?
It is more like,
“Shut-up and listen to ME!”

Who tells us to listen to ourselves?
And what kind of sense would that make?
Why do we need somebody
to tell us to listen to ourselves?

A community that is not composed
of independently
thinking,
reflecting,
perceiving,
knowing,
doing,
being,
living
individuals
is a hen-house
waiting to be
tended,
fed
and cared for
by Those Who Know Best–
a herd of cows
following each other
from the barn
to the pasture
and back to the barn.

We are individuals
with a life all our own.
It is up to each of us
to find our way to it,
and live it.

We are all on a vision quest,
looking for ourselves.

We have to do the work
of seeking,
knowing,
doing,
being,
living
on our own.

There is no one else
to tell us
how to be who we are.

12/27/2018  —  We can’t tell anyone anything.
We especially can’t tell anyone anything
they aren’t ready to hear.
That they don’t want to be told.
That they refuse to listen to.

But.

We can remind everyone
of things long forgotten.

Things longed for unremembered.

Things connecting us
in spite of ourselves
to ourselves.

And to each other.

To all others.

We come from the same womb.

The things we yearn for
and the things we fear
are the same things.

You cannot spit on the difference
between us,
among us,
though the differences be stark
and many.

We all sleep and pee,
laugh and cry,
and die,
wondering
why we didn’t do more living
before we died–
more of the right kind of living,
more of the right kind of caring,
more of the right kind of being
who we are
and have always been,
waiting for a chance
to come forth
and dance.

12/27/2018  —  There is a time to stand aside,
and there is time to stand our ground.

Knowing what time it is
and acting accordingly
is the most important thing
in the Great Book of the Most Important Things.

Practice that,
until you get it down.

Ask continually,
“What time is it for now?”
“Now, what time is it for?”
and listen for the answer
from your internal well of wisdom.

Learn to recognize the voice of wisdom
in your body,
in your “gut feelings,”
in your bones,
and in what you find yourself doing automatically
in response to your asking,
“What time is it for now?”
“Now, what time is it for?”

And don’t stop asking,
and listening for the answer.

5041. 12/28/2018 —  Moon 2018-12 01 — Indian Land, South Carolina, December 23, 2018Only you knows what matters most to you.
      And what you do about that
      is up to you. Our priorities define and reveal us. Who says you have to live your life
      the way you do? You do. You say so. Your life is your life because of you. I knew a guy
      whose personal hygiene
      was about at the level
      of pond scum.
      He wondered why no one
      would have anything to do with him.
      I told him.
      He huffed up and said,
      “They aren’t going to determine
      how I live my life!”
      “Yes they are,” I said.
      “What do you mean?” he said.
      “By living to be free of them,
      you are binding yourself to them,
      and you can’t bathe
      because they would like it if you did.” We are in charge of our life
      even when we live it
      to displease others,
      or to please them.
      We make them lord over us,
      and we can take ourselves back
      by being conscious
      of what matters most to us. But–how much for us
      and how much for them?
      Where do we draw the line? Who do you live to please?
      Whose opinion of you
      matters most to you?
      What governs what
      you choose to do? If there were no others,
      how would we live?
      How would we live
      if no one were looking? What matters most to you
      apart from what matters at all
      to anyone? How do you work out the conflicts
      between what matters most to you
      and what matters most to the others
      in your life? Solitude and silence are high on my list
      of what matters to me,
      *and* I have to take others into account.
      I have to work it out.
      How much for me
      and how much for them,
      and where do I draw the line? You have to do the same thing
      about the things that matter to you.
      Where do you draw the line?
      How do you work it out?
      How much weight do you give to you
      and how much do you give to them? How much of a voice do you have
      in living as you do?
      What determines whether
      you begin to have more of a voice,
      or less of a voice? What matters most to you?
      In light of what do you live?

12/28/2018  —  The word “Greed”
keeps coming at us
from all sides
as the bane of humankind—

though I have seen greed
also at work in Hummingbirds
and in Robins.

Last summer,
a large Ruby-throated Hummingbird
laid claim to my Hummingbird feeder,
and spent time throughout the day
keeping the other Hummingbirds away.

And a grizzled old Robin
kept the Bluebirds
(and other Robins)
from the mealworm feeder.

I don’t know how it is
with all species,
but greed rules
and ruins
life with too many of them.

Sharing the bounty
must have no evolutionary advantage.

Compassion,
kindness,
gentleness,
generosity…
have nothing about them
to slow the rapid advance
of ruthlessness,
cruelty
and greed.

Democracy
and the Rule of Law
were invented
to give the soft values
a chance.

But Democracy
and the Rule of Law
depend upon
the good faith
and integrity
of their stewards
and defenders.

The Founders
could not have imagined
the sums of money
that would be available
to buy good faith
and integrity,
and pay the stewards
and defenders
of Democracy
and the Rule of Law
to look the other way.

It seems every good thing
is for sale to the highest bidder.

The modern equivalents
of Genghis Khan
and Alexander the Great
have dirty money
to give away—
with no realization of,
or concern for,
the short-term nature of greed.

Once you have it all,
it’s gone.
Stupid.

5042. 12/29/2018 —  Goodale 2018-11 06 Detail — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 6, 2018The Six Guardians of Life are:
      Seeing,
      Hearing,
      Understanding,
      Knowing,
      Doing, The Four Enemies of Life are:
      Anger,
      Fear,
      Desire,
      Duty. The Enemies block the Guardians.
      The Guardians dissipate the Enemies. We are the swing point
      between Life and Death
      in each moment. If we aren’t living,
      we are dying. Where we direct our attention
      tells the tale–
      one moment at a time.
5043. 12/29/2018 —  Harvest Moon Landscape Blended 2018-10 03 — Thunder Hill Overlook, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina, October 23, 2018 — “Blended” means I moved the moon from a more easterly direction to a more south-easterly direction, and took the moon at 560 mm and the landscape at 140 mm because it suited me to do so.”Enlightenment” means
      allowing things to be as they are–
      which means
      accepting that our work
      to change things into what they need to be
      is as it is,
      and understanding that may mean
      changing our perspective/understanding/interpretation
      of how things are,
      and not changing how things are. Enlightenment changes things,
      but we may be what is changed
      and not the things themselves. Changing our relationship with things
      changes things. But exactly what is different
      is not ours to determine/decide. Seeing things changes things,
      but what is changed
      remains to be seen. Too many of us prefer
      going to war
      over changing our mind
      about what is important. We see changing ourselves as defeat,
      and changing others as victory. Before we can change what we see,
      we have to change how we see,
      which means changing our mind
      about what is important. Which means we have to be defeated
      in order to be victorious. Which means vulnerability
      is the key to triumph,
      and the courage to be vulnerable–
      and the willingness to die
      in the service of our vulnerability–
      is the ultimate weapon
      in the entire arsenal of weapons. This is the true message of Jesus on the cross. Those who understand and apply it
      rise from the dead and live,
      though they be “crucified, dead and buried,”
      and those who denounce and reject it
      are dead,
      never to live on either side of the grave,
      though they be 98.6 and breathing
      for long years to come. Whether we are alive or dead
      depends upon how we see things,
      and what we do about what we see. That’s enlightenment.

12/29/2018  —  You can know what the fingering is
for all the cords on a guitar,
or all the notes on a flute,
but you can’t play the guitar or flute
because you can’t get your fingers to do
what you know they are supposed to do.
Because You Do Not Practice!

Knowing what to do
isn’t going to enable you to do it
if you don’t practice.

You know all there is to know
about the importance of breathing,
silence,
the awareness of your body,
and your attention being
fully on the present moment.
But.
You don’t do it
because you don’t practice doing it.

You let knowing about it
become the equivalent of doing it.

You wouldn’t want a surgeon
who knew how to remove an appendix
but had never removed one
trying to remove your appendix.

If we know what it takes,
but don’t do what it takes,
we are no better off for our knowing.

“Oh yeah, I know that.”
Is just an excuse for doing nothing.

Practice doing the thing
until it becomes as natural
as breathing.

Thinking about it isn’t practice.
Talking about it isn’t practice.
Reading bout it isn’t practice.

There is no substitute for practice.

Practice!
Practice!
Practice!

5044. 12/30/2018 —  Maine Canoe 2012-09 01 — Stonington, Maine, September 24, 2012All religion is a projective device–
      a mirror of the soul–
      composed of dream-like images
      reflecting us to us,
      exposing what is most important to us,
      showing us who we are,
      what we want,
      what we aspire to,
      and exhibits the desperation at work
      for something more than “this”
      at the ground of our being. We need help,
      so God is a very present help
      in time of trouble. We are powerless,
      so God is Almighty,
      Invincible,
      Victorious
      whose Great Name We Praise. God will do for us
      what we cannot do for ourselves
      IF we are deserving… We invent the entire scheme
      and call it “revelation,”
      and worship it as though it is. We are at the heart of all our religion. That being the case,
      the least we can do
      is do it consciously,
      and dedicate ourselves
      to the mindful effort
      of finding what we need
      within to help ourselves
      be who we are. “We are the marble and the sculptor.”
      The chisel and the stone.
      The virgin and the babe in her womb. We bring ourselves into existence
      by seeking the face that was ours
      before we were born–
      by knowing who we always have been,
      and who we will be,
      and becoming who we are built to be. We need a structure
      to give our work
      shape and form,
      guidance and direction,
      foundation and authority,
      rituals, rites, ceremonies and sacraments. We make it all up
      right out of the air–
      which is where all religions come from. I recommend starting
      with three stones
      to represent you,
      with you being the fourth
      to bring it forth. Four is also a universal whole,
      and all good religion
      is universal wholeness and completion. Find three stones
      that are right for you. I like mine to be stackable
      and somewhat uniform,
      but yours have to be “you.” You are creating a sacrament–
      “an outward, visible, sign/symbol/form
      of an inward, invisible, grace.” The “grace” is you.
      You are the mystery
      seeking shape and form. You are bringing you forth
      into the world of light and being.
      Who you are,
      and how you incarnate you,
      is the mystery at the heart of life. The stones connect you to you,
      and ground you in the work
      that is yours to do. Happy rock hunting!
      I’ll get back to you.

12/30/2018  —  The stones that you are seeking
(See my previous post),
stacking,
arranging in a pattern
that is right for you,
represent the mystery
that you are,
that life is.

They are your tangible connection
with the you that is more than you are,
that is coming to life
in you and through you–
the mystery that is yours
to incarnate in the sphere
of space and time.

You–we–cannot be just anyone.
We know who we are,
and who we are not.
Our role is to be who we are,
and to not be who we are not.

The stones you select,
are these specific,
individual,
stones.
Not some other stones.
You are not some other person.

Your authority to be you
is unquestioned
and beyond dispute.
No one else can be you,
and you cannot be
your mother’s or your father’s (etc.)
idea of you.

You cannot even be
your own idea of who you are!

You have to find and be who you are.
The rest of us have to find and be who we are.
And we all have to support one another
in the finding and the being.

The stones are central to us all.

The mystery is central to us all.

Before the stones,
we contemplate the mystery
of who we are,
of how we have to be
to be who we are,
to be what is deepest,
truest,
and best about us.

Best about us.

We cannot live any old way
and be who we are.

Living any old way
is giving up the work,
the struggle,
to chisel away
all that is no us
so that the truly us
can come forth
as a blessing and a grace
upon all of us.

To live in ways that are detrimental
to ourselves and others
is to betray our purpose
and our calling,
and to perpetrate a great wrong
upon the time and place of our living.

We owe it to ourselves
and to one another
to bring forth the best
we are capable of being
in each situation as it arises–
to live “as best we can”
in every moment.

It is our oath of fealty,
our liege homage and loyalty,
to live “as best we can.”

Just as the stones before us
are the best stones they can be,
shaped and formed,
as they are,
by the forces of time and chance,
as we all are,

so we incarnate the mystery
at the heart of life
into the life we are living,
as best we can:

Anyway!
Nevertheless!
Even so!

12/30/2018  —  Grace is another term
for magic,
for good luck,
for synchronicity,
for being in the flow,
for being in accord with the Tao,
for being in sync with the Dharma,
for being in harmony with the natural order…
for the mystery at the heart of life and being.

We assume something is behind it all.

It is an unnecessary assumption.

This is simply the way of things.

If you are alert to, aware of,
what is going on
and what needs to happen in response,
and do it as well as you are able,
things will click in a way
that is beyond expectation
or explanation.

What is that “click”?
It is grace, etc.
And it can be counted on
to the extent that we can be counted on
to read the situation
and respond to it
in ways that are right for it.

Can we count on that?
If so, we will lived a charmed existence,
and the world will be charmed by us
and our place in the world.

12/30/2018  —  There is chaos wherever Trump goes.

Everything is wrong about him.

Count the people who are worse off
because of him,
and the people who are better off.

That is all you need to know about Donald Trump.

And that is not going to change.

5045. 12/31/2018 —  Carolina Thread Trail 2018-11 09 — Millbridge Access, Waxhaw, North Carolina, November 24, 2018Stability grounds us,
      roots us,
      in the comforting assurance
      of past, present and future. We know where we have been,
      where we are,
      where we are going,
      what we are doing. Instability is the loss of everything
      that can be counted on. We need a focal point,
      a center of interest
      and activity,
      an unmoving foundation
      anchoring our life
      through all the upheavals
      of time and place. We have to know what
      the bedrock of our life is
      and be attached to it–
      unmoved by,
      and unafraid of,
      the raging waves
      of the wine-dark sea. Have you found your stones?
      The three stones,
      stacked or arranged,
      are your focal point,
      centering you,
      grounding you,
      establishing you,
      upon the infinite,
      eternal
      and ever-present
      mystery of YOU. You have unplumbed depths
      untouched by
      any possible circumstance of life. Heraclitus said it this way:
      “Traveling on every path,
      you will not find
      the boundaries of soul
      by going,
      so deep is its measure.” That is you he is talking about. The three stones
      are a portkey,
      a threshold,
      a doorway
      to the unknown–
      unconscious–
      dependable,
      stabilizing,
      grounding,
      everlasting,
      depths of you. The three stones
      are an object of meditation,
      a reminder
      that there is more to you
      than meets the eye,
      any eye ever,
      “so deep is (your) measure.” Sitting before the stones,
      returning to the stones,
      we are present
      with the mystery we are,
      open to the wisdom within,
      at one with the bedrock
      of human being
      in a world of threatening circumstances
      and tumultuous possibilities–
      trusting the core,
      unmoved,
      unafraid,
      arising to live from the core
      in assessing what is happening
      and what needs to be done in response
      in each situation that develops,
      moment-by-moment-by-moment
      through all the days of our life.

12/31/2018  —  Circumstances and moods
change like that.

Do not think in terms
of lasting happiness.

Think in terms of receiving the moment
as it is
with compassion,
and without judgment/opinion–
simply holding it s it is
in your awareness,
seeing what is called for
and providing it as best you can
out of your store
of gifts,
talents,
knacks,
skills,
wisdom,
grace
and charm–
and doing the same things
with the next moment.

That’s all there is to it.

Your happiness
will come and go
throughout the New Year.

Have nothing at stake
in anything
other than being
what each moment needs you to be
as best you can,
all year along.

12/31/2018  —  There is no deal with God,
or with life.
No “If I do this, you will do that.”
No “If you do that, I will do this.”

The only deal is with yourself:

“I will live in the service
of kindness, goodness, justice, truth,
wisdom, compassion and grace–
doing what needs to be done
in each situation
as best I can
with the gifts, genius, daemon and attitude
that are mine to share–
anyway,
nevertheless,
even so,
no matter what.”

Make that deal
and do it,
and the world will be a better place
for it.

12/31/2018  —  Circumstances and moods
change like that.

Do not think in terms
of lasting happiness.

Think in terms of receiving the moment
as it is
with compassion,
and without judgment/opinion–
simply holding it as it is
in your awareness,
seeing what is called for,
and providing it as best you can
out of your store
of gifts,
talents,
knacks,
skills,
wisdom,
grace
and charm–
and doing the same things
with the next moment.

That’s all there is to it.

Your happiness
will come and go
throughout the New Year.

Have nothing at stake
in anything
other than being
what each moment
needs you to be
as best you can,
all year along.

5046. 01/01/2019 —  Vineyards 2012-09 33 — Sheldon Vineyards, Dobson, North Carolina, September 09, 2012We cannot grow up
      without living through the pain
      of growing up. We grow up against our will. Because it is the only way
      we can disentangle ourselves
      from the burden
      of the illusion
      of the value–
      or even the possibility–
      of having our way. Our way is not the way.
      Coming to that realization
      is the culmination
      of the struggle
      to have our way
      when our way
      cannot be had–
      because we do not get
      to choose our choices. Having this
      means not having that.
      And there we are.
      What will it be? Wanting mutually exclusive things
      leaves growing up
      as the best available option.
      Another term for “enlightenment”
      is “growing up.” There is how things are,
      and there is how we wish things were. And that is how things are. Growing up is coming to terms
      with the fact
      that life is lived on terms
      other than our own. That means making our peace
      with living on terms not our own–
      within circumstances and conditions
      at odds with how we want them to be. And being fine with that
      because that’s the way it is. Our life is a trade-off–
      one trade-off after another. We give up this to have that. We bargain,
      negotiate,
      deal,
      barter,
      choose,
      settle for,
      give in,
      surrender,
      acquiesce,
      make-do,
      adjust,
      adjust,
      adjust,
      and let things be what they are
      because they are. Letting things be what they are
      because they are
      is growing up. It is the on-going work
      through all of the
      stages of development,
      and all of the conditions
      and circumstances
      of our life. There is always
      another adjustment to make. If we can come to terms
      with that,
      we have it made. As much as we can have it made
      in a world
      that is not
      what we wish it were. The work to change,
      transform,
      accept and adjust
      is the work of life,
      the nature of the journey. And it is never more difficult
      than realizing that,
      coming to terms with it,
      and growing up some more again.
5047. 01/02/2019 —  Backyard Sunset 2019-01 — Indian Land, South Carolina, January 1, 2019 — Sunrise is worse. I live forever away from sunrise, and real sunsets. But, I soldier on.I’m fascinated by “the right attitude.”
      “The right spirit.”
      When everybody is “in tune,”
      “on key,”
      “on the right cord,”
      “on the same beat,”
      “harmonizing,”
      “at one with everybody else.” That’s what we are aiming for.
      To be in sync with ourselves
      and everyone else. That’s the slippery slope,
      the dangerous path,
      the razor’s edge. Now you have it,
      now you don’t. Frankie Valli, in “The Jersey Boys,” said,
      “The first time the four of us
      made that sound,
      our sound,
      when everything dropped away
      and all there was,
      was the music…
      that was the best.” “When everything dropped away.” Try making that happen.
      Yet, it happens all the time. Chorus lines,
      jam sessions,
      sports teams,
      dancing partners,
      sex partners…
      the list is forever long. Everybody is trying to find the flow,
      the sweet spot,
      the magic,
      the wonder…
      “It.” “It” comes and “It” goes. But “It” is the key to everything else!
      Why can’t we master “It”? Because everything has to drop away.
      And making it happen
      is the first thing to go. Mindfulness leads the way to the way.
      We let the music take over,
      whatever form “the music” is taking
      in the moment. Football teams make “music,”
      just like rodeo performers do,
      riding bulls and throwing steers. Everything drops away
      when something else takes over.
      What is the “something else”? Sometimes, it is writing for me,
      or photography,
      or conversation,
      or reflection,
      or cooking… Whatever I’m doing has to take over.
      In order for that to happen,
      I have to disappear. If I were bull riding,
      it would be the same thing.
      I would have to disappear
      into oneness with the bull.
      Not trying to get anything,
      not trying to do it better
      than it has ever been done,
      not trying to win the prize…
      Just me and the bull,
      making love to each other
      while the crowd and the clowns
      look on. In Zen In The Art Of Archery,
      Eugen Herrigel says that
      the ability of the archer to hit the bullseye,
      varies in inverse proportion
      to the size of the prize for doing so.
      The larger the prize,
      the smaller the chance. Once it matters,
      it becomes impossible. Once dancers begin to try to dance well,
      they begin to dance poorly. The entire chorus line has to drop away
      in order for the music and the rhythm of the beat
      to take over
      and become all there is. The football team has to drop away,
      for championship form to emerge. Want to win?
      Don’t care about winning.
      If you win, that’s fine.
      If you lose, that’s fine, as well,
      because you and the bull
      made beautiful music
      the crowd and the clowns
      will never forget.

01/02/2019  —  A jam session has four rules:

In tune,
Right cord,
Keep up with the beat,
Stay in your place.

It works with chorus lines,
football teams,
families,
restaurants,
herds of horses,
school systems
and every aspect of life
for every variety of life.

We all need a pitch fork
for maintaining the flow,
and being in sync
with ourselves
and one another,
in each situation that arises
throughout each day.

It is that simple,
and that impossible.

01/02/2019  —  How big can the center be
is my question.
A center big enough for us all is crucial,
without anybody thinking,
“My way is the way for everybody.”

Or one group forcing everybody
to do it the group’s way.

Functional families make room for everyone.
In dysfunctional families,
everybody has to do it The Right Way.

The right way is the way that is right
for each individual
with consideration and accommodation
for everyone else.

When did consideration and accommodation
become apostasy?
That’s when we lost the center.

How do we get it back?
Calling out Those Who Know Best
for starters.
Putting evangelical, fundamentalist, religion
back in its box.
Making strict, legalist, hardliners apostasy.
Honoring everyone’s right
to think for themselves–
with consideration and accommodation
for everyone else.

01/02/2019  —  How are you coming
with the search for stones?

(See previous posts)

I can’t make a big-enough deal
about this,
so I will keep coming back to it.

And, I’m going to encourage you
to find stackable stones,
and stack them.

Stacked stones have been with us
from the beginning.

Cairns exist throughout the world
as boundary markers,
markers for grave sites
and sacred places,
landmarks,
guiding people through
the trackless wilderness,
across barren plateaus,
over mountains
and mountain ranges…

In the Arctic regions,
from Alaska to Greenland,
stones stacked in the form of a person
are called “Inuksuk,”
and serve not only
as landmarks,
but also stand
as a substitute for human company
in the wind-blown tundra,
and an encouragement
for lonely travelers,
declaring, “Others have been here before,
and wait ahead.
They left me to comfort you
and guide you on your way!”

We have been stacking stones
as long as we have been
*homo sapiens,*
and, perhaps, before.

Stacked stones represent
more than words can say:
The mystery at the heart
of human being,
the mystery at the heart
of you.

Stack your stones
to represent you,
to remind you of you,
to call you to engage you,
reflect on you,
listen to you,
honor you,
be loyal to you,
be compassionate to you,
to recognize you
as your best invisible fiend…

Your stacked stones
are an invitation
to the infinite world
of your other side,
the depths of you,
of which you are unconscious,
unaware,
tucked away in your DNA
to surprise and amaze.

5048. 01/03/2019 —  Walnut Creek 2018-11 05 Panorama — Walnut Creek access to the Carolina Thread Trail, Indian Land, South Carolina, November 24, 2018Security,
      Stability,
      Integrity
      are my essential three elements
      in the work
      of finding our life
      and living it. We are looking for a life
      that expresses,
      exhibits,
      incarnates,
      brings forth,
      makes actual,
      tangible
      and real
      “the face that was ours
      before we were born,”
      the Dharma that is ours
      to follow
      and to serve,
      the Tao that is ours
      to acknowledge
      and embrace,
      the Who that we
      are built to be. Without security,
      stability,
      integrity,
      we are in worse shape
      “than a Fiddler on the roof!” We gift ourselves
      with all three elements
      by the way
      we consider
      the conditions
      and circumstances
      of our life. Take very little seriously. Have very little
      in the way of an opiniion
      about anything. Spend very little time
      worrying about how you are doing,
      and how much others like you,
      and what you can do
      to succeed and be happy. Be like a,
      here it comes,
      steady yourself,
      get ready…
      a stone in the sun
      and the rain. If it rains
      on the stone,
      so what?
      If the sun shines down
      with all its power
      on the stone,
      so what?
      If a cow pees or plops
      on the stone,
      so what?
      The stone goes on being the stone
      through it all. And provides itself
      with its own security,
      stability
      and integrity. Enjoys its own face
      that has been its
      through the ages. Relishes its own Dharma.
      Dances with and delights in
      its own Tao.
      And is always exactly
      and perfectly
      the Who it is built to be. Be the stone!

01/03/2019  —  Those who know
know the same things,
and have—
and will—
through the ages.

There are no secrets,
and nothing is hidden.

If you want to know
what those who know
have always known,
sit down,
be quiet,
pay attention.

5049. 01/04/2019 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 18 Panorama — Blue Ridge Parkway near Floyd, Virginia, May 1, 2012Sanjay Kabir Bavikatte tells me
      this is a line
      in the Bhagavad Gita:
      “It is better to do your own dharma even imperfectly
      than to do succeed in the dharma of another.” This puts everything perfectly in place. Remember all those people
      throughout your life
      who told you what to do
      and how to do it?
      They thought their dharma
      was asking them to demand
      that you do it their way–
      when, in truth, their dharma
      was only testing you
      to see if you have what it takes
      to listen to,
      and serve,
      your own dharma. All those old Zen masters?
      Those Taoist sages?
      Those Buddhist legends?
      Those Yogi gurus?
      Those theologians/ministers/evangelists/saints
      of all religions? They are people confusing their dharma
      with ours–
      just like our parents,
      our preachers,
      our teachers,
      our spouses,
      our children
      and our friends
      have done forever. Everybody thinks they know our dharma
      better than we do,
      and can do a better job
      of directing us in it
      than we can do on our own. Our dharma requires us to draw the line–
      and do what our dharma leads us to do
      whether they want us to or not. Living in accord with the Tao,
      being aligned with the Dharma,
      in any situation,
      is simply living
      mindfully,
      compassionately,
      nonjudgmentally,
      aware of ourselves
      and of the situation–
      seeing what is happening there,
      and what needs to happen in response,
      and doing it
      with the gifts, daemon, talents, skills, abilities, etc.
      that are ours to serve,
      without exploiting the situation
      for our own advantage or benefit,
      and letting the outcome be the outcome. It is living with integrity
      (us aligned with us)
      in each situation
      for the good of the situation,
      moment-by-moment-by-moment,
      sitution-by-situation-by-situation. It is living in harmony with ourselves
      and with the situation. It is living balanced,
      secure,
      stable,
      and steady
      in light of what we are good for,
      in light of what we do best,
      in light of who we are
      and what needs us to be who we are
      in doing what needs to be done,
      one situation at a time. Breathe.
      Be here, now.
      Trust yourself
      to respond to the situation
      in ways that are appropriate
      to the situation,
      from one situation
      to the next,
      all your life long. It is that simple. And that difficult.

01/04/2019 —  We complain about things
we have control over,
and we complain about things
we have no control over.

Neither of which makes any sense.

Do what needs to be done,
and let it go.

To do anything else
is to not do what needs to be done.

And why do that?

5050. 01/04/2018 —  Guardians and Guides 2019-01 01 — Indian Land, South Carolina, January 04, 2019The way is not always clear,
      courage is not always at hand, We never stop breathing
      until we stop breathing. When the way is obscured
      and/or courage is in short supply,
      remember your breathing. Count your breaths as you exhale
      and pause before you inhale. To a count of ten.
      Then repeat.
      Three times. Then sit without counting,
      listening in the silence. As you become aware of things
      just be aware of being aware of them
      without thinking about them,
      without being hijacked by them.
      Add them to your awareness
      as they come up.
      Hold all of it in your awareness. When you are ready,
      take a deep
      filling up your belly breath
      in through your nose,
      and blow it out through your mouth,
      step back into your life,
      and be well.

01/04/2019  —  The Achilles’ Heel—
the Kryptonite—
of Democracy
is its grounding assumption
that people will act in good faith
in carrying out the duties
the Constitution imposes
on citizens (voting)
and on politicians (oath of office).

When the people and politicians
act in bad faith,
the promise of Democracy
becomes a box of smoke
opened in a high wind.

01/04/2019  —  A lot of people
are impressed by
the wrong things.

Jesus said,
“They have their reward,”
implying that the others
have a different, better, reward.

I think he is right.
There is a reward
for being impressed
by the wrong things,
and a different reward
for being impressed
by the right things.

The rightest thing
is to be impressed
by nothing at all–
in the sense
of being impressed
by very little.

Clouds
and the wind that moves them.

Children being themselves.

The sound of rain
coming toward you
through the woods.

The things that impress us
set us apart,
and set us on the course
through our life.

Is it our dharma that impresses us,
or our idea of what our dharma ought to be?

Time will tell–
or, if we are content with our reward,
that will tell, too.

5051. 01/05/2019 —  A River Runs Through It 2019-01 Panorama — The Glen on the Edge of the 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, January 4, 2019There is nothing to say beyond
      what needs to be said,
      nothing to do beyond
      what needs to be done,
      nowhere to be beyond
      where we need to be,
      to be in accord with the Tao,
      aligned with our Dharma,
      at one with the time and place
      of our living. There is liberation in being
      bound to the role
      we are asked to play
      here and now,
      relying on nothing more
      than our original nature
      to see us through
      the conditions and circumstances
      that meet us in each moment–
      to those that meet us i
      n the following moment. There is nothing hard about it,
      and it is impossible
      to will into being. Our place is to trust ourselves
      to ourselves
      and get out of the way. It takes a lifetime of growing up
      to get that down. But, what’s the hurry– Even though there is
      no time to waste?

01/05/2019  —  There is bad coffee.
And there is not as bad as that coffee.
And there is a range of coffee
all the way to really good coffee.

There is not common agreement
about which coffee
belongs where
on the list,
but.
We all know
where we would put
coffee on the list,
from all coffee is bad coffee,
to there is no such thing as bad coffee.

Know your coffee.
Put it where it belongs
on your list.

Do that with every other thing.

When you complete all of your lists,
you will have oriented yourself
in time and space.

You will know what you know,
and be free
to operate
accordingly
in the times and places
of your living.

5052. 01/06/2019 —  Timberland 2018-11 01 Panorama — Kershaw County, South Carolina, November 4, 2018The path opens before
      those who start walking
      with their eyes open. If you are going
      to take something
      on faith,
      take this. And open your eyes,
      and start walking. We do not think our way
      onto the path
      with our name on it. In fact,
      there is no path
      with our name on it
      other than the one
      we make by walking. The path we make by walking
      does not exist
      before we start walking. If we walk a path
      made by another–
      even the Buddha,
      or the Christ–
      we betray our own daemon,
      ignore our own guide,
      and fail at the tasks
      that are ours to perform. So the old Buddhists could say,
      “If you meet the Buddha on the path,
      kill him!”
      And the early Christians could say
      that the Christ said,
      “Greater things than these
      that I have done
      will you do!” We do not follow doctrines
      and dogmas,
      sutras and sermons,
      to the path.
      We create the path
      that is our path
      by following our own inner sense
      of what is happening
      and what that calls for
      in each situation as it arises
      every step of the way. Open your eyes
      and start walking.

01/06/2019  —  When we settle into our life,
we settle into the things
that are life for us,
the association with which
constitutes our
order of the day
every day–
the disruption of which
leaves us out of accord with the Tao,
and looking for a return
to business as usual.

My business of the day
revolves around
cooking,
reading,
writing,
photography,
walking,
napping,
errands,
reflection,
meditation,
and coffee.

Anything else is a distraction
and a diversion–
and I don’t have as much time
as I once had.

Neither do you.

01/06/2019  —  “Essential-nature.”
“Original-nature.”
The Face That Was Yours
Before You Were Born.
The Sweetness At The Heart
Of The Pie…

It’s all the same thing:
You Being You!

You settling into your natural life.

We are steadily seeking ourselves
and the life that flows naturally
from our being who we are.

This is your work and mine.

Let us apply ourselves to it
with the diligence due
the importance of the task!

01/06/2019  —  When we act mindlessly
in the service of our advantage
to secure our good
and exercise our will
in a situation,
with arrogant and callous
disregard for the outcome,
we create a disturbance
in the flow of life,
are out of accord with the Tao,
in opposition to the expression
of our dharma,
and invite a rebound effect
of negative karma
that will cloud our days
until we make our peace
with the offended forces.

When we act mindfully
in accord with the Tao,
as a faithful servant of our dharma,
and let the outcome be the outcome,
we assist and encourage
the flow of life,
and contribute to the experience
of grace and peace for all people.

Everything is the result
of how people approach their life
and the ends toward which they live.

5053. 01/07/2019 —  Backyard Sunset 2019-01 05 — Indian Land, South Carolina, January 01, 2019Intimacy,
      tenderness and
      vulnerability
      are three essential
      emotional needs
      that are rarely fulfilled–
      and we live
      to compensate
      for the deficit
      in addictive,
      maladaptive ways. Sex is a popular substitute
      that fails to provide
      adequate experience
      with any of the missing three. Sex is such a natural extension
      of the essential three
      that it is easy to think
      we are being intimate,
      tender and
      vulnerable
      when we are being sexual–
      and it is not necessarily so. What can’t you talk about
      with your sex partner? What is it that needs to be said
      that cannot be said? Where do you go
      to be vulnerable,
      honest,
      well-received,
      understood and
      safe? Where can we expose ourselves
      without boundaries
      yet still be within boundaries
      that are tenderly honored
      and respected? We need relationships
      that are intimate,
      tender,
      vulnerable and
      self-transparent–
      whether sexual or not. And we are back
      in the realm
      of the slippery slope,
      the perilous path,
      the razor’s edge. With something else
      to be mindfully aware of
      as we make our way
      through the tangle
      of needs and pitfalls
      along the path we tread. My hunch is that
      we will be forced
      to settle for compromise
      as the only available solution
      to mutually exclusive options,
      realizing again that we get by
      as best we can
      in a world where
      the ideal and the real
      are forever separate
      and rarely,
      if ever,
      the same.

01/07/2019  —  There is a continuum,
not a hierarchy.

No one has ever attained perfection.
No one ever will.

We are all growing up.
We are always growing up.

No one is grown up.

The work to accommodate
ourselves to our life
is on-going and forever.

There are no masters of the art.
No gurus.
No sages.
No virtuosos.
No maestros.
No adepts…

Everyone is always alone with their life,
and their life is always teaching them
what they need to know.

We are, at best,
dharma brothers and sisters–
upholding,
supporting,
encouraging,
sustaining,
guiding and being guided,
directing and being directed,
by each other
all along the way.

We all need to hear
what we all need to hear–
and there is no one who
doesn’t need to hear it,
or who no longer needs to hear it.

So, out with the image
of disciples sitting at the feet
of the Swami-Maharishi.

In with beggars
telling one another
where they have found food.

5054. 01/08/2019 —  Maine Silhouette 2012-09 01 — Stonington, Maine, September, 24, 2012It is not what we do
      in terms of accomplishments,
      achievements,
      awards,
      rewards,
      recognition,
      acknowledgement
      and success. It is what we do
      in terms of how well that
      reflects who we are–
      and how we do everything we do
      in each situation as it arises
      all our life long. We are here to perform the roles
      that are ours to perform
      the way they need to be performed,
      in the time and place,
      the conditions and circumstances,
      of our living,
      all our life long. How well are we doing that
      is the only question,
      and has nothing to do
      with success,
      fame
      and fortune,
      but with the way
      we bring ourselves forth
      in meeting what meets us
      each day
      and doing what needs
      to be done
      because our gifts,
      talents,
      daemon
      and the pace
      and timing of our life
      demand it. It is how we meet
      the time and place
      of our living
      that is the sole determinant
      of the quality of our life–
      not what we have to show for
      having lived. It is George Bailey
      of It’s A Wonderful Life
      showing us the way
      of the Buddha/Christ
      we all are to be. Just doing our work,
      just living our life,
      just being who we are,
      just loving what we love
      and letting nature take its course.

01/08/2019  —  I believe I have
everything I need
to find what I need
to do what needs to be done
in any situation–
among any circumstances–
that comes my way.

All it takes is believing
to know that it is so.

Experience confirms faith.
Across the table,
around the world,
in all times and places.

This is the basis of superstition,
Voodoo,
Astrology,
Religion,
Witchcraft,
Black Magic,
Etc.

This begs the question:
“Why do we take on faith
the things we take on faith,
and not something else instead?”

And the only acceptable reply is:
“Because it suits me to do so!”

We are the basis
of our own orientation
in time and space.

We pilot/guide our boat
on its path through the sea–
no matter how we try to escape
the responsibility.

Our life is our own.
Our path is the one
we choose for ourselves.
Because it suits us to do so.

We are up to us.
What we say goes.
We are the final authority
over our own life.

Blame whomever you like.
You are the one who allowed them
to influence you the way they did.

It is all on us.

And what we do about it
is up to us.

We have the remainder
of the time left for living
to work it out
in a way
that is consciously, intentionally, mindfully
suits us as well as we can be suited,
given the context and circumstances
of our living.

01/08/2019  —  Some of you have heard
this before.
All of you will hear it again–
in some manifestation…

It is all useless, hopeless, pointless,
futile and absurd–
and coming
to a very bad end
(We all are going to die).

And, how we live in the meantime
makes all the difference.

If your response to this
is something on the order of:
“Ha! It makes no difference!
It does not matter how we live!
Telling ourselves that it matters
is a cruel self-deception!
It is an illusion and a lie
to say that it makes a difference
on any level,
in any way!”

I would respond to your response
with,
“You can spit on your dharma
and refuse the role
your life is asking you to play,
and sit,
refusing to eat,
looking at the wall,
until you die,
if that is your choice,
but in so doing,
you betray the hope
that you are here to bring to life,
and reject the truth
voiced by Joseph Campbell
that ‘The influence of a vital person vitalizes!’

And, if you scoff, ‘Toward what end?’
I will answer,
‘It is the place of the river to flow,
without worrying about where it is all
going to end up,
or about the uselessness of a cycle
that at doesn’t end up anywhere,
but just goes from rain,
to ocean,
to evaporation,
to rain…
forever and ever
until the collapse of the universe
and the next Big Bang
and the next repetition
of the next round of the cycle.

The river flows because that
is what rivers do.
They cannot renounce their role
based on their judgment
of the senseless nature
of the cycle.

Our place is to do what is called for
in the situation that is at hand–
without judgment or opinion,
but with compassion and grace–
and let the outcome be the outcome,
trusting that how we do that
makes all the difference.”

5055. 01/09/2019 —  Lake Francis 2018-11 07/08 HDR Panorama — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road access, Fort Mill, South Carolina, November 11, 2018It’s hard. We want it to be smooth and easy. That’s a problem. Squaring ourselves up to Hard
      when we expect/want/desire/demand
      Smooth And Easy
      is the only problem. Hard is the Cyclops
      blocking our way. Hard sends us into
      addiction and depression. Hard puts us into a tailspin. Hard sends us running. Hard breaks us down.
      Overwhelms us.
      Undoes us.
      Leads us in endless choruses of
      “What’s the point?”
      “What’s the use?”
      “What difference does it make?”
      “Why try?”
      “Who cares, anyway?” Heart is the easiest thing to lose
      and the hardest thing to find. Because it’s Hard
      everywhere we look. And we keep expecting/wanting/desiring/demanding
      Smooth And Easy. The measure of maturity
      is how smoothly and easily
      we stand up
      and do what’s Hard
      as though there is nothing to it. That is what growing up
      comes down to.
      Doing what’s Hard
      as though it is Smooth And Easy.

01/09/2019  —  The problem
is the problem
we make of problems.

We mount massive
objection,
resistance
and opposition
to the inevitable,
the inescapable,
the unavoidable,
the indisputable
and often quite predictable
events
and circumstances
of our life.

There are rarely
any new problems
in the field
of human endeavor.

Practically all of them
have been catalogued,
described,
studied,
experienced,
written up,
discussed,
feared
and dreaded
for a lifetime
or more.

Talk to any therapist
or physician.
Ask them how long it has been
since they have heard
of a new problem.

So, what’s the problem?
Why aren’t we better able to handle
the problems
we have always had to handle?

Why aren’t we growing up?
Coming to terms
with the way things are?
Doing what has to be done
without going on and on and on
about how awful and unfair our plight is?

After all the drama,
we still have to do the thing
that has to be done.

Why not just do it
and get it over with?

01/09/2019  —  What is the grounding
reality of your life–
that which you are
most sure of?

That which you can count on
when you have nowhere else to turn?

As for me…

The rivers will always flow to the sea,
as long as there are rivers,
as long as there are seas.

And even without rivers
and even without seas,
there are nature’s great rhythms
keeping time through the ages,
and the eons,
through dark matter
and black holes
the beat goes on.

Something is coming,
something is going,
we can count on that–
and light travels fast
from stars long dead
coming and going
from that which is gone.

I’ll count on the light
from burned-out stars,
to be going, still going,
long after I’m gone.

I take heart in that,
and laugh at the idea,
that the light will be going
when all else is gone.

Long live the light!
To the light!
To the light!
it will still be going
even after it’s gone!

5056. 01/10/2019 —  Sunrise 2012-01 01 — Thunder Hill Overlook, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina, January, 2012We are here to live our life
      and to help all others live their life, They have to help us help them,
      and we have to help them help us. The best help
      is a good-faith commitment
      to the life that is ours to live. If we aren’t committed
      to living that life,
      no one–
      not Jesus,
      not the Buddha,
      not nobody,
      not nohow–
      can help us live it. If we aren’t committed
      to living that life,
      everything is a diversion,
      a distraction,
      a delusion,
      an illusion,
      enveloping us in denial
      and addiction. We are living a lie
      and calling it truth.
      And have the symptoms
      to prove it,
      and to serve as excuses
      to maintain it
      and prolong it
      because who can hope
      to live any kind of life
      with all of these symptoms
      keeping us down? Help is not on the way.
      There is no help
      for those who reject their life
      and deny their rejection. “What do you think you will do with your life?”
      I asked.
      “Well,”
      came the lifeless reply,
      along with a blank expression,
      “I like snowboarding.” I like weak coffee,
      but it isn’t a life.
      Some would tell me
      it isn’t even coffee.
5057. 01/10/2019 —  Cadillac Mountain 2012-09 02 — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine, September 24, 2012.In every situation our dharma
      has a certain role for us to play,
      and the Tao has a certain way
      for us to follow. When everyone is in accord
      with the Tao,
      and at one with their dharma
      in any situation,
      the good of that situation
      is served,
      and it has a feel
      of “just rightness”
      for all involved. All would attest
      that it was a magical moment,
      with a spirit of oneness
      and unity,
      charity and grace,
      that words could not begin
      to convey. And each person would wonder
      how that magic might be
      continued into the next
      situation,
      and all those that would follow. It is done by not trying
      to make the magic happen,
      but simply seeking
      to align ourselves with
      what is happening
      and what needs to happen
      in response,
      and doing it,
      changing our response
      in response to the responses
      of others,
      like we might dance
      in relationship with the music
      and with the dancing of others,
      or sing in relationship
      with the pitch, key, melody and tempo
      of other voices. Situations are not opportunities
      to work things to our advantage,
      or places to make things happen
      according to our idea
      of how they ought to be. What needs to be has its own
      impetus,
      energy,
      force,
      direction,
      thrust,
      power
      and strength. We read it,
      apprehend it,
      sense it,
      realize it,
      know it
      and assist its coming forth
      in the time and place
      of our living–
      moment-by-moment-by-moment,
      situation-by-situation-by-situation. When we are all doing that
      as best we can,
      the magic happens. But we are not magicians.
      We are just people
      following our sense
      of what needs to happen
      here, And letting nature take its course.

01/10/2019  —  In any situation,
there is what is happening,
what you want to happen,
what someone else wants to happen,
and what needs to happen.

Your role is to allow
mindfulness to lead the way,
by being compassionately,
non-judgmentally,
aware of the situation
and of all of the elements
and dynamics
within the situation.

Hold all of that in your awareness
waiting for a door to open,
or a shift to take place–
perhaps within you,
perhaps within the situation.

When the door opens,
or the shift happens,
walk through–
in the service
of your gifts,
genius,
talents,
daemon,
muse,
guide,
spirit,
and the wholeness,
balance,
harmony,
good
of the situation.

Some situations are not
amenable to doors opening
and shifts happening.

The United States Congress
is one of those situations.

Wherever self-transparency
and good-faith are absent,
that situation is being held hostage
by the forces of power at work
through anger, hatred, greed and fear.

Jesus left the dead to bury the dead,
and walked away
to those who could receive
what he had to offer.

You will have to decide for yourself
what your best course of action is
under the circumstances.

And when the door opens,
or the shift happens,
walk through.

5058. 01/11/2019 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 13 — Blue Ridge Parkway near Floyd, Virginia, May 01, 2012It is more important
      to be helpful
      than to be right. What is helpful here and now?
      What is in the best interest
      of this situation?
      Of this moment?
      What is called for?
      What is needed? We do not think up the answers
      to these questions. We feel the answers.
      How does it feel
      in your body
      when you know
      what is needed,
      what is right–
      because it is right,
      and not because
      someone told you? How often are your spontaneous,
      automatic,
      improvisational
      responses exactly what needs
      to be done,
      needs to be said? In those times,
      we do not think-act,
      we see-act,
      we hear-act,
      we sense/feel-act. The right action
      flows naturally
      from right seeing,
      right hearing,
      right sensing/feeling,
      right being,
      right knowing. In order for that to happen,
      we have to step back,
      in terms of our analytical,
      intellectual,
      logical,
      rules-bound,
      recipe-laden,
      approach to the moment,
      and allow ourselves
      to see what is happening
      and to sense what is called for–
      and trust ourselves
      to ourselves,
      in allowing ourselves
      to lead ourselves–
      making adjustments
      as we go–
      dancing with the situation
      for the good of the whole. Living mindfully attuned
      to the time and place
      of our living,
      is living organically,
      from the ground up
      and the inside out. Living out of some playbook,
      where ‘this” is always
      the right thing to do
      in “that” situation,
      is to live inorganically,
      from the top down
      and the outside in,
      imposing “ought to be’s”
      and “should be’s”
      where creative,
      inventive,
      sensitive,
      compassionate,
      situation-specific
      responses are required. To live like this
      is to be open to,
      and present with,
      the unfolding,
      developing,
      shifting,
      becoming
      nature of the time
      that is at hand. What here?
      What now?
      It takes not-knowing
      to know
      and to trust ourselves
      to live with the wind
      of the spirit that blows
      where it needs to be
      and does what needs to be done
      in each situation as it arises
      forever in our hair.

01/11/2019  —  In any situation,
there is what is happening,
what needs to happen,
and what has no business happening.

We decide
what we are going to do about that–
where we are going to come down–
what role we are going to take,
in light of what?

What guides our response
to the situation
as it presents itself to us?

What are our options?
What are our choices?
How do we go about
determining what response
we will make?

Mindfulness leads the way.
Compassionate,
non-judgmental,
awareness,
awareness,
awareness,
is the sine qua non
for knowing what to do
in every situation that arises,
with all things considered.

Take a breath.
Take stock.
Take it all in.
Hold everything in awareness,
and see what you do.

That will create a new situation
in which you follow
the same procedure,
applying mindful awareness
to the situation as a whole,
and seeing what you do
in light of the true good of the whole,
here and now.

And so on,
forever.

Knowing that where we have been
is essential for where we are,
and where we are,
is the foundation
for where we will be,
and what we do here/now
has implications
for everything that follows
and flows from here/now,
and must also
be taken into account.

What do we risk?
What chances do we take?
In light of what do we live?

01/11/2019  —  How do you handle despair?

Nothing lights up
what is important to us
like the loss
of all that is important to us.

Here we are.
Now what?

In light of what do we live
with nothing to live for,
or live on?

What keeps us going?

Toward what?
Because why?

Bear the pain of not knowing!

Do not escape
into distraction,
diversion,
denial,
addiction!

Feeling better is no substitute
for getting better.

Getting better
means feeling worse!

Allow mindfulness to lead the way.

Welcome despair,
hopeless,
futility,
sadness,
discouragement,
misery…

Accept them with compassion
because they are,
and have every right to be.

Who wouldn’t experience all these things
in your place
within the nature and conditions,
context and circumstances,
of your present situation?

Invite them in,
sit among them.
Here we are.
Now what?
Wait to see.
Wait not-knowing
what you will see–
not-knowing
what you are waiting on,
waiting for.

Sit with the truth
of your life as it is,
and wait,
watching,
for something to stir,
for something to rise up
out of the gloom,
for some door to open–
not into escape and denial,
but into possibility
and direction–
and invite you
to look closer
and see where it might lead.

In the meantime,
wait,
watch,
with, and beyond,
all that is true
about your life
for that which also
may prove to be true.

And see where it goes.

01/11/2019  —  Politics, commerce and warfare
are not fertile fields for spirituality.

Wherever agendas swirl
and wills are exerted in their service,
soul shrinks and fades.

The dharma and the Tao
bide their time
and wait for the right time
the propitious time,
the fullness of time–
knowing that one time
is not as good as another,
and all things have to happen
in their own time,
and a terrible price is paid
by those who act too early,
or too late.

The spiritual world
is patient and kind,
awake and aware,
without designs
or ambition,
ruthlessness,
greed,
anger,
hatred,
jealously
or revenge.

It’s boring, actually.
Though peaceful,
and joyous,
if quiet and reflective,
with people strolling about
and laughing together
with their children
and their parents
and grandparents.

Life unfolds in each moment
without striving or strife,
without dominion or domination,
without shame or humiliation.

People just being themselves
with no one to give them grief
because of who they are.

People serving their dharma,
living in accord with the Tao,
at one with that which
has always been called “God,”
greeting each day
and sending it to bed each night
as those who look forward
to tomorrow
throughout their life.

You may think that sounds nice,
but you wouldn’t go to the movies
to watch it lived out on film.

It cannot compete with the thrill-a-minute
action-adventure life
of those who need more
that being themselves,
and think surely there must be more somewhere,
and go looking for it
with the help
of politics, commerce and warfare.

5059. 01/12/2019 —  Backyard Sunset 2019-01 04 — Indian Land, South Carolina, January 01, 2019Until people can be still and quiet,
      see what they look at–
      particularly when they look in a mirror–
      hear what they listen to–
      particularly what they are saying themselves–
      know what they know–
      particularly what they are already sure they know–
      and put it all together
      in a coherent
      and unified whole,
      which is apparent in,
      and reflected/incarnated by,
      the life they are living,
      things will remain as they are
      for as long as there are people.

01/12/2019  —  As I walk through my day,
I look for people who are present
and mature beyond their years.

The two go together,
presence and maturity.

A mature person
has come to terms
with their life,
made their peace
with the way things are,
and is content
to be here, now.

The more immature a person is,
the more they cannot
be anywhere ever,
but always have to
be somewhere else,
no matter where they are.

Maturity and presence
are the solutions
to all of our problems today.

And every day.

The twin tasks of life are:
Grow up
and Be where you are.

The two are one.

01/12/2019  —  “Not This! Not This!”
is paired eternally with,
“This, Too! This, Too!”

And, we live forever
on the border
between the two,
balancing things out,
making things whole.

We are the Tao–
walking the slippery slope,
the perilous path,
the razor’s edge,
with yin and yang.

Embracing contradiction
is what we do best–
when we are doing
what is ours to do.

01/12/2019  —

Annie Dillard, in her book The Writing Life, relays a story about Ferrar Burn, who lived on an island on Haro Strait in Washington state with its “fierce tides,” coming and going twelve hours apart. Ferrar saw an Alaska cedar log floating in the channel during the slack time between tides, and rowed out in his skiff, tied onto the log, and began the short trip back to his house on the rocky beach. And the tide started going out, catching the log and dragging it south, with Ferrar and his boat attached.
Ferrar kept rowing. He was rowing north and moving south. About six hours of that left Ferrar a good distance from home. He felt the tide go slack, and he began to make headway rowing back north. Then he felt the tide going with him, and he kept rowing, only now the log was alongside him, and keeping pace with him. He kept rowing. Six hours later, the tide carried him home.  Dillard writes, “His wife, June, saw him coming; she’d been curious about him all night.”
The point of it all being, when the current has you, keep rowing. You know the tide will eventually turn. Row on, row on, and wait for the turning.
We are all “waiting for the turning,” whether we know it or not. The important thing is to know it—consciously, intentionally, intensely! We have to believe in the turning—to stake our life on the turning—to know in our bones the turning will happen, the turning will come, and dedicate ourselves to the work of rowing on, and being alive to relish it when the turning comes.

01/12/2019  —  The Coen Brothers, Ethan and Joel, have put together six vignettes ripped from the pages of life in the Old West, and called it “The Ballad of Buster Scruggs.”

You don’t go to the Coen Brothers looking for lite fair, feel good, and happy ever after. They tell a raw tale. And they tell it better than anyone in my experience. The acting, directing, cinematography, and scenery are all outstanding. It is a brilliant production, and, if you are of a tender spirit, it will disturb you greatly. If you choose to watch it, it is on Netflix, and watching it is on you.

In the segment entitled, “The Gal Who Got Rattled,” a wagon trail guide named Billy Knapp said, “I don’t think (uncertainty) is a defect at all. Oh, no. Uncertainty–that is appropriate for matters of this world.

“Only regarding the next are we vouchsafed certainty.

“I believe certainty regarding that which we can see and touch, it is seldom justified, if ever. Down the ages, from our remote past, what certainties survive?

“And yet, we hurry to fashion new ones, wanting their comfort.

“Certainty…is the easy path.”

But, the scene closes with, “Straight is the gate, and narrow the way…”
~~~~~~~~~~~

Uncertainty is the slippery slope, the perilous path, the razor’s edge. We take our chances and step into the moment–into each moment–into the situation that is at hand, into our life.

We can improve our odds by asking, seeking, knocking. By seeing, hearing, and understanding. And we owe it to ourselves to do the best we can, but. We have to trust our luck without pushing it, and face what comes straight up, and do with it as we are able.

Mindful, compassionate, non-judgmental awareness that takes everything into account and lets it all be because it is, and there is no denying that, though plenty try, certain they have found the magic elixir with just the right mixture of illusion and delusion–yet, “What certainties survive?”

Coming to terms with our life as it is, and accepting it–letting it be–because it is, puts us at the place of allowing our life to be our life, and taking up the role (our dharma role) of being the liege servants of our life, the one we are living and the one we are asked to bring to life within the one we are living. That’s walking two paths at the same time.

And it is an art reserved for those who see what they look at, who hear what is being said, who know what is happening and what to make of it in each situation as it arises, and who respond to it with the gifts, genius, daemon, spirit, talents, skills and proclivities at their disposal in the service of the true good of the whole.

“Straight is the gate, narrow the way.”

Squaring up to that is the price of admission.

5060. 01/13/2019 —  Linville Falls 2012-07 02 HDR — Blue Ridge Parkway, Linville Falls, North Carolina, July 13, 2012The natural life
      has its own
      rhythm,
      direction,
      joy
      and charm–
      and the one
      most charmed by it
      is you. When you live,
      not to be successful,
      wealthy,
      admired,
      adored,
      liked
      and loved,
      but to be alive–
      vibrantly,
      vitally,
      invested in what
      you are doing–
      your life takes on
      a life of its own,
      and carries you along
      a path of its own making,
      down roads you would
      never consider walking
      if you were doing
      the directing,
      and the choosing,
      and the doing. All you are doing
      with all the doing
      is following,
      is going where you are led–
      asking the questions
      that beg to be asked,
      saying the things
      that cry out to be said,
      seeing where it goes
      from one moment to the next. You are carrying
      the camera and the tripod,
      but something beyond you
      is guiding you
      to where you place it
      and what becomes of it. What becomes of it
      is never fully known
      or understood.
      The unfolding is always
      unfolding,
      and we are just
      along for the ride. The journey stops
      eventually
      for all of us,
      but it never ends.
      It flows on
      in different shapes and forms
      in the lives of people
      who touch our life,
      and are touched by ours. Life brings life to life
      moment-by-moment-by-moment
      by doing what needs to be done
      the way it needs to be done,
      the way only we can do it,
      here and now,
      with no goal in mind
      beyond doing what
      we need to do
      and what needs us to do it,
      right here,
      right now,
      and then what,
      who knows? “The influence of a vital person vitalizes”
      (Joseph Campbell)–
      not so much by what is done,
      as by how it is done,
      and by whom it is done. A successful life
      is a life
      whose dharma roles
      are lived out
      in each situation
      that comes up,
      in an unending
      and everlasting
      dance with the Tao
      to the music of the cosmos
      all along the way.

01/13/2019  —  What do we need
to get to the bottom
of what we need
to be doing
to be who we are,
living in light
of what needs
to be expressed,
exhibited,
incarnated,
brought to life
in us
and in our life
through the way we live?

We are midwives
of our own becoming,
of our own coming forth,
of our own development…

How are we assisting
the process
of our own unfolding?

How are we preventing it?

How are we getting
in our own way?

With proper nourishment,
a tree becomes itself over time.

A duck becomes a duck–
not just any duck,
but THE duck it is capable
of becoming.

A seal becomes a seal…

And, like that,
through the entire catalog
of living things.

Except for human beings.

We can interfere with the evolution
of our own self.

What is helpful?
What is harmful?

How is our idea
of who we are
and who we are to be
tampering with
who we are
and who we are to be?

Are we living our life?
Are we wasting our life?
Who is to say?
How do we know?

How do we get
to the bottom
of what we need
to be doing
to be who we are?

01/13/2019  —  When you walk around
with a camera,
people think you are a tourist.

When you walk around
with a camera and a tripod,
people think you are
a professional photographer.

“Who are you working for?”
asked a guy walking along the Greenway
as I peered through the viewfinder
seeking the composition
in the scene.

I came up for air,
laughing,
and asked,
“Who are you walking for?”

He said, “Good one!”
and kept walking,
extending his right arm
straight into the air above his head
for a backward wave
around the bend.

We all do things
for the sake of doing them
for no reason other
than the doing.

Money cannot buy,
or pay for,
what you derive
from the doing alone.

May you have as many
of those things in your life
as you can find time for,
for as long as you are alive!

01/13/2019  —  What line of work are you in?

I’m not talking about
what you do to pay the bills.

I’m talking about
what you pay the bills to do.

I’m talking about
what you would pay to be able to do.

That’s your line of work.
That is what you live to do.
What’s it?

Everything hinges upon,
and flows from,
you knowing what that is.

If you don’t have any idea,
then that is your work.
Your work is knowing
what your work is.

I suggest you start here:
Sit quietly
with your attention
focused on your breath.

Inhale normally,
and pause for a count of four
before exhaling.

Do six rounds of inhaling and exhaling
with a four second,
or four heart-beat,
pause between inhale and exhale.

One more inhale
and during the pause,
think the question, “What is my work?”
and exhale.

Do six rounds of inhaling and exhaling
with the question, “What is my work?
between inhale and exhale.

After the sixth round,
simply breathe normally,
pausing between inhale and exhale
and listening in the silence
for whatever occurs to you.

Take whatever comes to mind
as an object of meditation,
and reflect on how this
could possibly be related
to your line of work.

When it is time for you
to end the reflection,
carry it with you into your week,
contemplating it several times a day.

See where it goes.

01/13/2019  —  My work as a writer
is finding words to say
what needs to be said.

It’s like when you walk
into a situation
and size things up.

You see what is happening
and decide what to make of it–
what it means–
and what needs
to be done about it,
and you do it
out of your personal store
of what is available to you
in the moment.

This includes your natural gifts
and talents,
your wealth of experience,
and all that you carry around
with you though each day.

Writing is a situation.

I walk into it,
size things up,
see what needs to be done
and do it as best I can.

Then, I wait for the next situation
to come along.

Writing is a lot of waiting.

01/14/2019  —  Vineyards 2012-0931 — Sheldon Vineyards, Dobson, North Carolina, September 09, 2012

There are circumstances,
and situations within them,
that are out of our control.

What is always within our control
is the attitude we take toward
the circumstances and situations
governing our life
and the response we make to them.

We have an internal gyroscope
that always orients us to
the good of the whole,
the best that can happen,
within any circumstance
or situation.

But.

We have to consult that gyroscope,
know what we know,
and align ourselves with the good
that can be done
within the circumstances
and the situations
of our present time and place–
and have the courage to do it.

Knowing what we know
requires self-transparency,
mindful awareness,
and the willingness to see
everything that is going on
in every here and now.

No denial.
No looking away.
No pretense.
No kidding ourselves.
No telling ourselves
what we want to hear.

We have to be able
to live straight up
to all that comes along,
and come to terms
with our life exactly as it is
in each moment,
in a “This is the way things are,
and this is what I can do about it,
and that’s that,
so now what?”
kind of way.

We have to get our feet
under us
and stand on them,
face what must be faced,
and do what we can about it.

We have to bring who we are
to meet how things are
in every situation and circumstance–
and let the outcome be the outcome,
understanding that every outcome
simply sets the tone
for the next round of situations and circumstances
which call us forth
for the ongoing work
of being who we are
within the situations and circumstances
of our life.

There are no permanent outcomes.

We cannot live to arrange
certain outcomes
and to avoid others.
We have to live to be who we are,
sacrificing ourselves
in the service of our highest values
and the best that can happen
in the moment
in every moment
forever.

And if the Nazis win,
the Nazis win,
but that will be after the fight,
and in the full confidence
that they will not always win.

Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth
will survive Hatred, Viciousness, Violence, Rage,
and Good will not be subservient to Evil–
because we and those like us
will live in and through
every situation and circumstance
to see that it is so
throughout what remains
of time and place.

We stand here, now,
in this time and place,
and declare that we will.

01/14/2019  —  Prayer is a mirror
reflecting the truth
of who is praying
to all who are paying attention.

If you want to know
what is important to you,
listen to your prayers–
or to your refusal to pray at all.

What do we mean by praying,
or by having nothing to do with prayer?

What does our stance regarding prayer
say about who we are
and what is important to us?

To pray or to pray not
are equally revealing
about the person
praying or not praying.

What does it say?
What do you hear it saying?
What does it say to you?

Prayer exhibits the truth of who we are,
the truth of how things are with us,
and is a doorway,
a threshold,
between us and our soul–
between us and our Self–
between us and our Unconscious
(Those aspects of us of which we are not conscious).

Everything about us
is a message from us to us.
We are always trying
to get our attention–
to show us who we are
and what is important to us
in this time and this place
of our living–
so that we might better align ourselves
with what matters most
and allow our life to take shape
around that ground,
that center.

We have to take every action and reaction,
every response we make
to our situation in life,
as a gift to us from us
to be received,
opened,
reflected upon,
unpacked,
mined,
probed,
investigated,
explored,
perceived,
understood
and acted upon
in being who we are
in this here and this now.

Integrity is the goal of soul.

Integration.
Embodiment.
Incarnation.
Expression.
Exhibition.
Realization.
Coming forth…

We are always being born
into our life,
into the moment of our living.

We are the marble and the chisel,
the sculptor and the stone
(Alexis Carrel),
the Virgin and the Bebe Jesus…

Nothing is more important
than knowing what is important
and living in ways
which bring it out in our life.

Listening to our prayers,
or to our refusal to pray,
helps get to the bottom
of who we are
and bring that forth
in the world of space and time.

01/14/2019  —  Carl Jung said,
“Neurosis is always
a substitute for legitimate suffering.”

When we refuse to bear
the pain that is ours to bear,
we transfer it
to the shoulders of others,
and require them to carry
both their pain
and what would have been ours.

Donald Trump arraigned to have
5 draft deferments
during the Viet Nam war
which reflects his life-long commitment
to bearing no pain
of any kind
ever.

He has been the source
of immeasurable pain
to countless others
throughout his life–
with no empathy,
no compassion,
no concern at all
for what he is doing.

“Neurosis is always
a substitute for legitimate suffering.”

Trump pays the price
of his lack of integrity
with a life of neurotic suffering
by his own hand.

He is not a happy,
well-adjusted,
human being,
with only himself to blame.

His refusal to accept responsibility
for his own life
keeps him exactly
where he is.

01/14/2019  —  You and I are at once
who we are
and who we also are.

We are ourselves,
individually unique,
as set apart and differentiated
from each other and all others
as our fingerprints and our irises. .

And,
we are one of,
and one with,
the whole,
the species,
“the collective unconscious”
of life encoded in our DNA.

We stand with one another
as a reminder
that we stand on our own–
encouraging each other
to listen to ourselves
and not follow the loudest voice,
or the most reassuring guidance
from Those Who Know Best.

Our allegiance is to ourselves
in light of the precedents,
the codes,
conventions
and mores,
set in place and followed by
our ancestors.

We decide when to override
and when to comply,
when to obey
and when to reject,
how to interpret
and what to do,
in each situation as it arises
all our life long.

Our judgment directs our life.

Those who do not affirm
our right to our own independent judgment
and our own life,
have lost their connection
to their own independent judgment
and their own life–
and have been swallowed alive
by the “We,”
in forsaking their calling
and their responsibility
to be an “I” in relationship with,
and a representative of, the “We.”

The nature of the relationship
between the “I” and the “We,”
is the slippery slope,
the perilous path,
the razor’s edge
between yin and yang
that we each must navigate
throughout our existence.

It is the Hero’s Journey–
the abandonment of which
is the unpardonable sin,
and the completion of which
is the height of human achievement,
and its own great reward.

5061. 01/15/2019 —  Goodale 2018-11 08 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 4, 2018Sports pundits often talk
      about the “it” factor. Some players (of any sport) have “it,”
      and the others do not. Some of the players who have “it”
      know how to honor “it”
      and use “it”
      in their service to their sport,
      and others who have “it”
      abuse “it,”
      neglect “it,”
      take “it” for granted,
      waste “it”
      or use “it” to get
      what they think they want
      that has nothing to do with “it.” My theory is that we all
      have some version of “it”
      waiting for the right circumstances
      to bring “it” forth. We each have a specialty
      that needs only to be recognized
      and served. We each have some area
      in which we would have
      as much right to say,
      “Give ME the ball!”
      as any master of any sport. We denigrate our gift
      because it is nowhere near
      someone else’s gift
      in some other area,
      and take the stance:
      “If we can’t be LeBron James
      or Serena Williams,
      we have no gift
      of any value at all!” Whose side are we on? Why aren’t we on our side?
      If we aren’t on our side,
      who will be? We have to believe in
      the gift that is ours
      to serve–
      and serve it
      with our devotion and loyalty,
      time and attention. Tend the spark!
      Honor the flame!
      Let “it” shine!

01/15/2019  —  To take over the government
of the USA,
you would need
an extensive organization
to cover all the bases.
to take care of all the details.
to line everything up,
in order to knock everything over.

What better place to begin
than with the International Mafia?

And what better friend to make–
what better ally to have–
than the apex of Mafia operations worldwide:
Russia?!

Did the GOP initiate the contact with Russia,
or, did Russia see the vulnerability
exposed ever so clearly
in the GOP’s right-wing drift,
and make overtures?

I lean toward the latter.
The GOP isn’t smart enough
to think through the takeover,
and lacked the money necessary
to get the attention
of all the players
who would need to be
put in place
for the con to go down.

Russia gets the crown!
Brilliant! Thorough! Masterpiece!
Putin will be revered by all the bad guys,
and studied by all the good guys,
from henceforth
throughout all of the ages to come,
though they be few
because bad guys
have nothing to offer
to sustain and grow
a viable future.

They can knock down,
but they cannot build up,
destroy, yes,
create and develop, no.

But that doesn’t concern them.
They like to burn things,
and boast,
strut about
and order people around.

Rape and pillage,
and eat hamburgers
and pizza
in the State Dining Room.

01/15/2019  —  We all approach the same situation
differently.
We read it differently.
Interpret it differently.
Have a different take on what it means
and what it needs,
and what needs to be done about it…

We have different perspectives,
different points of view.

We come at things from where we have been,
and what has happened to us,
or failed to happen,
and what we have done in response.

How something impacts us
is unique to us.
How we feel about it
and what we do about it
is also unique to us.

We are known by how we act
in the situations and circumstances
of our lives.
Who we show ourselves to be there
is who we are.

Our dharma role–
the role that is ours to play–
the role the situation–each situation–
needs us to play–
varies from person to person
and from situation to situation.

We are not robots
enslaved and bound
to act in the same way,
fulfilling the same role,
in the same manner,
through every situation,
throughout our life.

In each situation,
our dharma role
is the role we are asked to play there,
the one only we can play
the way we can play it.

I cannot play your role,
you cannot play my role.
Our roles are not interchangeable.

But, there is a catch.

We are not free to live any way at all
in any situation.
We cannot live in any situation
with an eye on
what is in it for us–
with an agenda for turning things
to our advantage,
and getting things
to go our way.

We cannot play the situation
with our good,
our benefit,
in mind.

And, we cannot live in any situation
out of mindless emotion
carried away by vengeance
or hatred,
or rage,
or violence,
or drunken stupidity…

We cannot live in any situation
without compassionate,
non-judgmental,
care-filled,
regard for the situation as a whole.

The situation is more like
an emergency ward
than a battlefield.

It is more like
a nursery
than a war room.

People need to be seen,
and heard,
and helped–
not treated like herds
of disgusting,
or dangerous,
beasts.

We cannot impose our idea
of how things ought to be
on any situation.

We have to be open to every situation
in light of what is happening
and what needs to happen,
and what our role needs to be
and how we can play it
for the highest good
of all things considered.

It is not an easy thing
to align ourselves with ourselves,
with our gifts,
with the best we have to offer,
and with the situation as it arises.

Living out the role that is ours to play
in the moment-to-moment
flow of our life
is the slippery slope,
the perilous path,
the razor’s edge.

And no one can do it but us alone.

5062. 01/16/2019 —  Tanawha Trail 2018-10 01 A B&W — Blue Ridge Parkway, Linville Cove Viaduct, Grandfather Mountain, North Carolina, October 1, 2018It takes intense focus and concentration,
      staying on the beam,
      in the flow,
      aligned with our dharma role,
      being in accord with the Tao,
      in the center
      of what has always
      been called “God’s will,”
      at-one with our
      gifts,
      daemon,
      genius,
      heart,
      spirit,
      interests,
      abilities,
      skills,
      ..
      and how those things
      can be helpful
      in the service
      of the good of the whole
      in each situation
      as it arises,
      moment-by-moment-by-moment,
      all day long,
      every day,
      for the rest of our life. We will have to slow down
      in order to do that. And change our mind
      about what is important. And live in light of different ends. The alternative
      is to live an accidental life,
      mindlessly unaware
      of how we are being influenced
      and directed,
      led along
      in ways that betray
      the center,
      ground
      and truth
      of who we are
      and what we are about. We can do what’s hard,
      or we can do things the hard way. What’s your pleasure?

01/06/2019  —  Shel Silverstein pointed out that
“Some kinds of help
is the kind of help
that help is all about–
and some kinds of help
is the kind of help
we all could do without.”

You see where that leaves us.

What kind of helpful are we?

When does helping
become intruding,
invading,
influencing,
invalidating,
violating,
enabling?

Where does wanting to be helpful
go over into needing to be helpful,
into having to be helpful,
into being in the way
and out of place?

How much bad is done
in the name of doing good?

Where ARE those lines?

When we aren’t sure
where the lines lie,
we have to watch our step.

01/16/2019  —  Whether it dies before us,
or we die before it,
there is going to be a handing over,
a giving up.

My choice is to let it die
before me,
and hang onto very little
as though it is life itself.

It’s all going.
Why hang on?

Comes a time to let go what’s going,
and to let come what’s coming,
knowing that it will soon-enough be going as well.

Live this moment
as though it is the last moment,
and be surprised
to be doing it again
in the next moment.

Let it all take you by surprise.

01/16/2019  —  We call it multi-tasking.

We could call it hyper-activity.

Or attention-deficit.

Or distraction.

It comes down to
thinking too much
about too many things
too much of the time.

Stop it.

Sit quietly for ten minutes
at times scattered
throughout the day.

You cannot do it
without not-doing
something else.

Don’t do something else.

How much television

do you have in your life?

People get by with none.

How much time do you spend
on the phone,
talking or texting?

Online?

We have to tune out
in order to tune in.

How much time do we spend
listening to ourselves
each day?

Listening to our heart?
To our body?
To our instincts?
To our intuition?

Reflecting on our experience?

Exploring the grounding,
directing,
values at work in our life?

Sit still.

Be quiet.

Regularly.

01/16/2019  —  Let’s say you are enlightened,
you still have to pay the bills,
or find someone to pay them for you.

The chores and the errands
remain pretty much what they were
before enlightenment,
along with the obligations and responsibilities,
except that now,
you have a different attitude.

Enlightenment sets us
on our own two feet,
and squares us
up to the world.

We don’t spend our time
being anxious, depressed, over-wrought,
fearful, angry and hate-filled–
and we are better able to be here now,
and to come to terms
with the way things are there and then.

The Enlightened Perspective
puts us in the position
of being a cork
on the heaving waves
of the wine dark sea,
“in the world but not of the world,”
transcending the whirlpools
that, otherwise, might pull us under.

People have been enlightened
through time
simply by growing up,
changing their mind
about what is important,
seeing things as they are,
doing what can be done about them
and letting that be that.

Reading books might help,
but people have been enlightened
who couldn’t read.
That was just something else
they had to come to terms with.

If you seek to be enlightened,
practice coming to terms
with how thing are.

Get that down,
and “Boom!”,
as John Madden would say,
there you are.

01/16/2019  —  The only valid test
of a belief system–
whether religious,
spiritual,
psychological
or philosophical–
is the degree to which
it enables believers
to square up with their life,
come to terms with the way things are,
see what is happening
in each situation as it comes along,
and what needs to be done in response,
in light of what can be done,
and what they can do about that
with the gifts, genius, daemon, spirit,
heart, talents, skills, aptitudes, interests, etc.
that are theirs
to express, exhibit, incarnate, bring forth, share, etc.
and do it in that situation,
and repeat it in all situations
for as long as they are alive.

If a belief doesn’t do that,
it isn’t worth believing–
I don’t care how many heavens
it is said to qualify them for.

5063. 01/17/2019 —  Timberland 2018-11 04 — Kershaw County, South Carolina, November 4, 2018We are all cruising along
      to The Event That Changes Everything,
      and we can’t let that stop us,
      or even slow us down. We are all standing in some line
      with What We Won’t Like
      at the end,
      and we can’t allow that
      to impact,
      or even color,
      how we conduct ourselves
      in the line. In the meantime,
      we play it like it needs to be played! We live out our role
      like it needs to be lived–
      like the present moment,
      moment-by-moment-by-moment,
      needs us to live it. We give it our best
      all the way along the line–
      even though it is coming
      to an Awful, Terrible, Very Bad End. I have known a number of people
      who have died on the way to dying.
      Even though dying had not entered the picture.
      Even though dying was years away.
      They were tired of waiting.
      Tired of dreading the end.
      Hurried it up,
      brought it forward,
      raised the bottom,
      just to get it over with. Not the way to do it! Live! Live! While You Can!!! Bring your best to each day–
      to each moment in each day!
      Do it like the moment needs you to do it!
      Live like you are never going to die!
      Live as though there is no end
      to this line!
      Be shocked and surprised
      when that moment comes!
      And live it like it ought to be lived! As long as you are navigating
      under your own steam
      and still have your looks,
      put on your dancing shoes
      and dance with your life! We are going to be dead a long time.
      There is no point in allowing
      that inevitability
      to rob us of one second in the sun,
      or to keep us from living
      the way our life needs us to live it
      while we can!

01/17/2019  —  There is part of us
that knows what it is doing,
and part of us
that thinks it knows what it is doing,
and part of us
tasked with getting the second part
synced up with the first part.

The path is simple:
Sit down and shut up!

The second part
doesn’t like to be told what to do.

The second part
thinks it is the boss.
In charge of its own destiny.
Captain of its own ship.
You know the kind.
You are the kind.
We all are.

We have part of us
that refuses to listen
to the other parts of us,
and our job,
as the third part,
is to take sides with the first part
in getting the second part
to sit down and shut up.

We have an advantage.
Part Two can’t do anything
without Part Three’s permission.
And if Part Three is aligned
with Part One,
it is only a matter of time
until Part Two has to come around.

The trouble is Part Two is tricky,
and has the hot emotions
under its sway.
Anger, wrath, rage, fury.
Anxiety, fear, terror, panic.
Guilt, shame, remorse.
Desire, passion, greed.
Etc.
And can quickly hijack, co-opt, kidnap, enslave
Part Three into a wide variety
of devious plots
all built around getting our way
and having it made.

Part Three has to be very wary,
alert, attentive and aware
in order to catch Part Two
in the act of mutiny
and withstand its best efforts
to seize control,
crying something on the order of
“Damn the shoreline! Full speed ahead!”
in quest of its latest vision/version
of exactly what it needs
for all its dreams to come true.

“Sit down and shut up!”
cannot be ordered too quickly
or too often.
And Part One depends on Part Three
to maintain close oversight over Part Two
so that we all might
come together
in knowing what we know
and doing what needs to be done
about it.

This process is the heart of all religion.
In Christianity,
it is played out in the story of the Garden of Eden,
Jesus in the wilderness
and again in Gethsemane.
In Buddhism,
it is Gautama under the Bodi Tree.
In Judaism,
it is Abraham and Isaac
and Moses and the burning bush
and Jonah and the whale…

All of the stories are about Number One
and Number Three
teaming up to wake up Number Two
in a “Sit down and shut up!” kind of way.

Everything hinges on and flows from
Number Two sitting down and shutting up
long enough to know Number One
knows what it is talking about
and willingly,
joyfully,
wholeheartedly,
taking its place as the liege servant
of Number One,
with Number Three being the lifelong
mediator between the two.

And here we have the Holy Trinity
in human form,
devoted to the restoration/salvation
of the world/cosmos
through the realization
of the truth at work
in the heart of each person.

Three becoming one
in each person
for the good of the whole.

All people working together
in the service of Number One,
and becoming One with all others.

In the work to be individually One,
we all become collectively One,
in a oneness which is not imposed
or orchestrated
(That would be the way Number Two
would do it),
but emerges over time,
organically,
from the inside out
and the bottom up,
naturally exhibiting
Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth, Compassion, Peace
for all people everywhere.

We only have to live it out
to know it is so.

We start by sitting down and shutting up.

01/17/2019  —  We shift the future
by the quality of our presence
in the present.

What we do
and how we do it
here and now,
influences and impacts
what happens
then and there.

We walk through the day
altering what would have been
without us,
depending on
how we react/respond
to what is happening
in each situation
as it arises.

We can change the future
by the way we live in the present.

We have super powers.

Why not use them mindfully,
intentionally,
in the service of compassion,
justice,
equality,
truth,
freedom
and peace?

Every day.

In each situation that comes along.

01/18/2019  —  Cadillac Mountain 2012-09 03 — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine, September 24, 2012

Rumi said,
“Darkness is the cradle of light.”

I see darkness
as the source of light,
the friend of light.
Light’s best friend.
Light in hiding.
Concealed light.
Dark light.
Light’s light–
revealing itself
to those
who have eyes to see.

Not at all the enemy of light.

Light itself is the enemy of light.
“The angels of light”
are the enemies of light.

Light that is too light,
too bright,
is blinding light,
preventing us from seeing
what it conceals–
or from even looking
by pretending to be
all the light there is.

If we look into the sun
for a second or so
we won’t be able to see
anything ever again.

There is not some sacrosanct
Source of Light
that must be hallowed,
revered,
worshiped
and adored.

Each of us,
all of us,
are Bringers of Light
we find in the darkness
by taking what is dark,
unconscious
and unknown
and mining it for the light
it contains,
bringing it forth
to share with one another.

Light is in the darkness,
just as darkness is in the light,
to be discovered,
uncovered,
exposed,
revealed
by those who are not afraid
of the darkness,
but live by it,
drawn to it,
loving it for its mystery,
depth,
wonder
and the role it plays
(its dharma role)
as the Philosopher’s Stone of light–
always available for us to sit with,
play with,
ponder,
explore,
adore,
relish,
rejoice in
and receive
what it has for us
here, now,
gifting us again
with its blessings
and its grace.

01/18/2019  —  It is amazing,
how we firm up
over time.

We cannot be
other than we are–
other than we have
always been.

We have always been
hiding out in ourselves,
hoping to be recognized,
known,
affirmed,
finally,
at last.

It takes so long
because it can no longer
be denied.

We are who
we show ourselves to be
over the full course
of our life.

What we do over time
is who we are.
Looking back over our life,
what can we find
that isn’t us peeping through?

01/18/2019  —  The best people
are who we would be safest with.

The worst people are safe places
for very few to be.

It has not so much to do with
what is believed
but with how we treat one another.

Believe whatever it takes
to treat each other well,
and we all will be just fine.”

01/18/2019  —  I can talk to my dentist.

He says the people
who work for him
are working with him.

“They aren’t clones,
but we all could
sing in the same choir.”

I could sing with them
in that choir.

Who can you sing with?
Who can you not sing with?

Spend time with the former.
Not so much with the latter.

01/18/2019  —  If we only ask the questions
that beg to be asked,
and say the things
that cry out to be said,
we will not stray far from the way.

Too often,
we follow the policy
of “Don’t ask, don’t tell,”
as it pertains to asking the questions
that cry out to be said,
and telling what we think
needs to be said.

We “Mum up,”
and don’t say a thing.

We cannot know
what we have to say

if we don’t say it
and won’t ask it.

Not asking,
not saying,
is the formula
for not moving
beyond where
we have always been.

The way winds on
and we stay behind,
obediently not asking,
not saying.

“Ask, seek, knock,”
said Jesus.

We don’t ask
and we don’t say.

And stay stuck
where we have been
forever.

5064. 01/19/2019 —  Backyard Sunset 2019-01 03 Panorama — Indian Land, South Carolina, January 01, 2019Marianne Moore said,
      “The cure for loneliness
      is solitude.” Isolation,
      silence
      and solitude
      will open you
      to you, You have to be
      ready for it. Able to handle it. When I retired,
      I entered a self-imposed
      semi-exile/hermit state,
      from which I have not emerged,
      conversing only with my tribe
      consisting of our three daughters
      and their families,
      who live in a rough rectangle
      with us at one corner,
      about 20 minutes from each one. All other personal contact
      is limited to doing what business
      I need to conduct in the world–
      haircuts, errands,
      dentist and doctor appointments,
      etc. The computer and the camera
      are my tools
      for self-expression and reflection.
      I see myself as the eternal student,
      talking about what I’m learning. One of the things I learned early-on
      is how much sadness and regret
      I carry for having to make the journey
      from not-knowing anything,
      to knowing what I don’t know,
      and having a growing sense
      of what I need yet to know. It is a terrible thing to remember
      what you have done
      and failed to do–
      and what has been done to you
      and not done to you–
      and what you have done about
      those things. Bearing the truth of our own life
      is not for the easily disheartened. Isolation,
      silence
      and solitude
      brings it all up for review. We meet ourselves,
      and cannot get away
      from ourselves.
      We have to be able
      to take it. We have to be strong enough
      to see what we look at
      without looking away.
      Five years into it,
      and I still regret
      much of what I remember,
      but. I’m better able to hold it
      in my awareness
      and let it be–
      and also be aware
      of how all of the regrets
      were/are essential elements
      in the tapestry of my past
      that formed the grounding foundation
      of my present. Without that then, there,
      there is not this here, now.
      I would be somewhere else,
      but this is where I am,
      who I am.
      This is where I get to work. And so, the ambivalence,
      the contradiction,
      the dichotomy:
      It took all of where I have been
      to be where I am. Same with you.
      Aqui estamos, ahora que?
      Here we are.
      Now what? How we answer that question,
      redeems the past,
      transforms the present,
      and rocks the future. Or not.

01/19/2019  —  The pendulums are a metaphor/mirror
reflecting us to us.

We respond in our own way
to the events and circumstances
of our life.

And need the room/permission
to do that
while granting all others
the room/permission
to do that in ways that are their own.

And all of this,
without harming anyone,
or interfering with anyone.

Families that are functioning optimally do this.
Those functioning less than optimally,
serve as lessons in the need for it,
but the lesson learned,
more often than not,
is “Stuff it!
Don’t let it show!
Do not be yourself ever
under any circumstances!”
Or, “Bully them all into
doing it your way!”

Passivity and aggression,
and passive-aggression,
flow from families too fragile
for everyone to have a place
and be respected/honored
for who they are.

Can we parent ourselves
the way we needed to be parented?
All it takes
is practice, practice, practice.

01/19/2019  —  The pendulums move
from being aligned, harmonious
and in sync,
into apparent chaotic disorder,
with each following
its own path,
its own swing pattern,
dancing its own dance,
then coming back into flow,
into symmetry and harmony,
then back out,
then back in…
choreographing themselves
in a ballet of the spheres.

When we are in sync with ourselves,
living out of our core
in response to the moment,
appropriately aligned
with the needs of each situation
as it unfolds around us,
we move with our life
as the pendulums move with theirs.

When we try to exercise control,
impose our will,
make happen what
we want to happen
in exploiting the situation
for the good
of ourselves,
we create a rebound effect
that reverberates
in unpredictable ways
for time unimaginable.

We are closer than we think
to a life at one with life,
and live at odds with life,
at war with life,
adversaries to the end,
because it is the only way we know.

There are other,
better,
approaches to living.

The pendulums
point the way.

01/19/2019  —  Hatred is surprisingly
popular and widespread,
given the physical
and emotional
costs of sustaining the perspective.

Hatred destroys the hater
from the inside out.

But don’t take my word for it.

Google something on the order of
“The physical/emotional toll of hatred.”

Sit back,
prop up your feet,
and read away.

01/19/2019  —  People know what’s what
all around the world,
in all walks of life,
from all religious perspectives
and non-religious points of view.

Joseph Campbell said,
“We know when we are on the beam,
and when we are off.”

So, why are we off
so much of the time?

Oh, you know,
competing interests,
better ideas,
wanting what
we have no business wanting,
much less having…

We are at odds with ourselves,
and know when we are off the beam,
and don’t care.

And, I don’t care
who you are,
you can’t save anyone
from themselves.
Including you!

We have to get tired
of our life not working
to have a chance,
but even then,
we might choose
feeling better
over getting better,
and opt for some
of the 10,000 addictions,
or just get it over with
and take our own life.

Why not get back on the beam?
Why not care about the things
we need to care about?
Why not align ourselves
with ourselves?

And see where it goes?

We’ve see where it can go
with us directing the action.
Why not see where it can go
with us being directed
by something other
than our willing, wanting, self?

5065. 01/20/2019 —  Hydrangea 2012-10 01 — Bass Lake, Moses H. Cone Memorial Park, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina, October 12, 2012Carl Jung said,
      “”We are living in what
      the Greeks called
      the right time
      for a ‘metamorphosis of the gods,’
      e. of the fundamental
      principles and symbols.” That right time
      always comes along
      when the current
      conditions and circumstances
      can no longer support the present
      presumptions and assumptions
      about “the gods”–
      and those presumptions and assumptions
      have to be expanded/enlarged
      in order to take new realities
      into account. The things we tell ourselves
      about how and why things are
      have to be adjusted from time to time
      to better fit and explain
      how things are,
      and enable us to deal with them. “The fundamental principles and symbols”
      are the metaphors and projections
      which mirror or reflect
      the aspects of ourselves
      we cannot experience,
      express,
      interpret,
      articulate,
      understand
      directly. Alone with our experience,
      we can only curl into a fetal position
      and wail
      because it is too much for us
      and what chance do we have? So, we make things manageable
      by telling ourselves stories
      about the way things are
      that give us some hope
      and control,
      and provide us with a means
      of adjusting to them,
      living with them. Money has become the primary
      “principle and symbol”
      of our times.
      Money is for us
      “a very present help
      in time of trouble.”
      But, “the times,
      they are a-changing.” Too many of us are seeing through
      the proclamations
      and declarations about money.
      Money is over-rated.
      It cannot provide meaning
      in the madness,
      any more than child sacrifice could–
      but what will take its place? We are going to have to
      grow up some more again,
      by taking back our projections,
      and looking into the mirror
      of all of our symbols
      in order to see ourselves looking back,
      and know ourselves
      for the first time–
      in a “Here we are, now what?”
      kind of way. Zen and Taoism are two aspects
      of the same ancient path
      that offers direction
      and encouragement
      for taking the way things are
      in one hand,
      and what we can do about it
      in the other,
      and getting the two hands together. The way is the way
      of realization,
      acceptance,
      humor,
      and practical adjustment
      of our wants,
      needs
      and wishes
      to the possibilities,
      options
      and opportunities
      available
      in the time and place,
      situations and circumstances
      of our living. “This is the way things are,
      this is what we can do about it,
      and that’s that.” How imaginative,
      creative,
      resilient
      and accepting
      can we be
      in each moment
      that comes along? That is all there has ever been to it. Nothing has changed
      from the beginning,
      though everything is always changing,
      as “the metamorphosis of the gods” continues,
      and we wring our hands
      wondering what to do now.

01/20/2019  —  I’m looking forward
to photographing
the super blood wolf moon tonight.

It looked like it would be overcast
earlier in the week,
but the clouds have moved away
and it is clear all the way
to the far side of the universe.

I call that a nice coincidence.
Everything is.

I’ve tried to take full moon pictures
for the past 25 years.
There are clouds often enough
to make it interesting every time.
Maybe yes.
Maybe no.
It’s all coincidental.
Synchronicity.
Serendipity.
A fortunate interplay of events–
full moon,
clear sky.

And the fact that I live where I live,
and have a camera.

It’s all quite magical.
And missed entirely
by those without an eye
for these things–
which are going on
all the time,
everywhere.

We all should be agog
with the wonder of it all,
stumbling over things,
spilling our coffee.

5066. 01/21/2019 —  Lunar Eclipse 2019-01 01 Panorama – Super Wolf Blood Moon, Indian Land, South Carolina, January 20, 2019Both myth and metaphor
      are ways of saying
      what cannot be said. Theology and doctrine
      are ways of defining,
      explaining,
      saying,
      what cannot be said. Between the pairs,
      go with myth and metaphor. And let the wonder,
      the angst,
      the glory,
      the pathos,
      the splendor
      and the agony
      of life
      have its way with you. Be alive in the time left for living! Know it because
      you tasted it,
      felt it,
      touched it,
      saw it,
      heard it,
      experienced it,
      lived it,
      and not because someone
      told you about it,
      or because you thought about it,
      and talked about it. A lot.

01/21/2019  —  Some people sail alone to Hawaii
to find the solitude they need
to hear themselves think.

I bought a hammock.

A sail boat effectively disappears you.
You have to draw hard lines
around yourself
to disappear in a hammock.

I’m good with lines,
so I could avoid the expense,
and the work,
of a sail boat.

The downside of a hammock
is heat,
humidity,
insects,
and allergies.

After 2 and 1/2 hanging seasons
in the hammock,
I moved inside,
and hang out now in a recliner.

The recliner invites writing,
which is thinking out loud,
and reading,
which is like being social
and listening to what someone else
has to say,
with the added convenience
of being able to shut one book
and open another
whenever that seems appropriate.

Plus, it is close to the toilet
and to the coffee maker.
It is temperature controlled,
low humidity
and insect free.
And I don’t have to put it up
and take it down.

A recliner is a lazy person’s hammock.
Make sure they say that about me
when I’m gone.

01/21/2019  —  We are stuck with our perspective,
and are where we are
because of it–
for better or for worse.

And our life won’t change
until our perspective does.

So, if you are waiting for your life to change,
and blaming someone else
for that not happening,
you are holding the wrong person accountable.

It is how you see things
that makes things as they are!

You can test this out
by changing your mind
about what is important
and seeing what happens
over time.

Or,
you could go on blaming other people
for your woes
and see what happens
over time.

It works equally well either way.

5067. 01/22/2019 —  Rock Garden 2018-04 09 Panorama — Big Rock Nature Preserve, Mecklenburg County Parks and Recreation, Charlotte, North Carolina, April 2, 2018Jesus was a contradiction in terms
      (He raised the dead
      and left the dead to bury the dead). So was the Buddha
      (The Enlightened One died
      from eating bad pork.
      How enlightened was that?) And so is the Dalai Lama
      (The spokesperson for peace,
      compassion and non-violence
      has bodyguards
      who carry automatic weapons). And so are you
      (You know what I am
      talking about). So am I
      (Let me count the ways). Our life is a dance
      with the contradictions!
      We are living,
      breathing,
      eating
      (Life Eats Life! How contradictory is that?)
      contradictions in terms! And we pretend it is not so.
      If it weren’t for denial,
      where would we be? Being Who We ARE!!!
      That’s where! Our contradictions
      show us who we are,
      and who we also are! Our contradictions lead the way–
      and the way between our polarities
      is the slippery slope,
      the perilous journey,
      the razor’s edge! It is the narrow gate,
      the straight way,
      and those who find it,
      and navigate it,
      are few. Live to be found among them,
      and you will have it made. And, you will live
      with a twinkle in your eye,
      and joy in your heart.
      But, of course, it will
      break your heart, as well.
      Being the contradiction it is.

01/22/2019  —  We only have the present moment
to work with.

What we do now,
and how we do it,
have implications
for what we do next,
and how we do it.

The better we do now,
the better our options/choices then.

The worse we do now,
the worse our options/choices then.

Now is the most important time
in our life.
What we do here
and how we do it
have a bearing
on the rest of our life.

There are no throw-away moments,
ever.

01/22/2019  —  The present sets the tone
for the future.

In each moment,
we are creating momentum
that will carry us
into the next moment,
and all those following.

In each moment
we are generating karma–
putting ourselves on some
self-perpetuating path
calling itself into being
with every step we take
into our future.

We are molding our identity,
shaping who we will be
by the choices we make
and the actions we take
without thinking things through
or being conscious of what we are doing,
or knowing that we are doing anything.

We do not intend
to turn out as we do.

And that is all it takes
to produce who we become.

Action becomes tradition,
becomes history,
becomes the way we are,
becomes intractable,
becomes unchanging,
rigid,
predictable,
unfailing,
mindless…
death-producing-death
before we are dead.

Because of the way
we live now.

Might want to take care
of this moment.

It will set you up
for the next one,
and it will be over
before you know it.

01/22/2019  —  It’s a good life strategy
to show up.

For work.
For class.
For exams.
For interviews.
For appointments.
For our children.
For our spouses.
For our parents…

You know.
Like that.

To be where we are supposed to be.
When we are supposed to be.
The way we are supposed to be.

Not drunk.
Or high.
Or enraged.

To show up
and be ready
for what’s coming.
Whatever that may be.

We create unnecessary problems
for ourselves
when we fail to show up.

The first rule is
Show Up.

01/22/2019  —  Jungian therapists
don’t call themselves therapists.
They are brilliant that way.

They call themselves analysts.
But.
They don’t analyze their clients.
They teach their clients
to analyze their relationship
with their life.

They get their clients
together with their life.

Our life is always talking to us.
A Jungian Analyst can help us
learn how to listen
to what our life is saying–
to what our body is saying–
to what our dreams are saying–
to what we are saying
to ourselves through the ways
we react to situations, events, circumstances, people…

A Jungian Analyst
is like having Yoda on your side.

5068. 01/21/2019 —  Goodale 2018 11-11 09 Panorama — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 4, 2018When something has to give,
      something always does. And then comes the business
      of picking up the pieces
      and making the best
      of a bad situation–
      made bad
      because someone
      had an idea of the good
      that wasn’t good at all. The current manifestation
      of this process of life
      was brought on by Donald Trump
      and those who elected him,
      and by those who follow him around,
      doing his bidding
      like mindless Mafia
      chumps and goons. Trump’s idea of the good
      is his own good,
      and it isn’t good at all
      for the rest of civilization. Something has to give. And then, the cleanup. Life goes on. Like it or not.

01/23/2019  —  The White Supremacists
are in control of the White House,
in control of Trump.
Trump is a White Supremacist.

White Supremacists hate people of color,
which means they hate immigrants,
which means the border wall
as a symbol of white supremacy.

The wall is the hangman’s noose
of this age.
It is a message to people of color:
You are not welcome here!
Stay away!
There is no place with us
for your kind!

Trump will shut down the government
and keep it shut down until it crumbles,
and then replace it with the Right People
(Wink, wink).

They are planning on it being done
by 2020
and having no elections.

Then it’s only a matter
of ridding themselves
of the undesirables
and America will be Great Again.

Of course, this is completely absurd,
and could never happen,
but.

How sure of that
can you be?

01/23/2019  —  Here’s a theory
that I take on faith.
I call it “The Core Theory.”

It goes like this:

The natural world lives from the core.
Living from the core
puts it in accord with the core.

The lives of everything
in the natural world
are aligned with the core,
and hum along
with the core frequencies
of the universe.

When Ecclesiastes writes,
“There is a time for every purpose
under heaven.
A time to be born
and a time to die…”
he is talking about
the harmonies associated
with the core.

When the Zen/Taoist sages advise,
“Eat when hungry,
rest when tired,”
they are speaking from
their experience with the core realities
of their time
and of all times.

The animal world is a core-based world.
Animals are core-driven.
They do not do anything
that is out of its time,
either ahead of time,
or behind time.
Animals are always on time.

So are human beings
who live on “Island time.”
They are always on time,
never ahead or behind,
but always doing exactly
what needs to be done
right here, right now.

But.
You can’t set your watch by it.
Tomorrow it will be different,
but it will be just right
for tomorrow.

The core is just right
in all times and places.
The eagles and the swans and the geese
migrate according to the core.
So do butterflies
and Gold Finches.

The natural world is in sync with its dharma,
in accord with the Tao,
and at one with the core.

If you want to approach
living aligned with the eternal harmony,
take up the practice
of establishing/deepening
your relationship with the core.

When you are at one with the core,
you are at one with all things
at one with the core,
humming the “Aummm” of the Cosmos,
dancing the dance of the seasons,
ebbing and flowing with the tides of infinity.

5069. 01/24/2019 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 12 — Blue Ridge Parkway, near Floyd, Virginia, May 01, 2012Find the core.
      Live out of it.
      All there is to it. Except for the catch. The catch is
      we cannot live out of the core
      with any idea or inclination
      about exploiting
      our relationship
      with the core
      for our own benefit
      or advantage. Association with the core
      requires us to lay aside
      personal ambition. This is what the old Yogis,
      Hindi’s
      and at least one school of Buddhism
      refer to as “ego.” Ego is the conscious self
      we depend on to navigate
      the terms and conditions of life.
      We can do that serving life,
      doing what needs to be done
      regardless of its implications
      for us, personally. Or we can do that serving
      our personal ambition and desire. The core has nothing at stake
      in the size of our house
      or the cut of our clothes.
      Our place in life
      has to be comfortable enough
      to not be in the way. Then, we are free to focus
      on the core
      in doing what needs to be done,
      when,
      where
      and how. Once we shift away from
      what the moment needs of us
      to what we need of the moment,
      we lose connection with the core,
      and are off on our own,
      arranging things according
      to our own interests and preferences,
      will and wants. And that has us where we are,
      needing to seek and find the core,
      and live out of our relationship
      with it. “What does the core have in mind,
      and what does that mean for us?” Those questions are the ones that matter.
      Ask them often.

01/24/2019  —  If you aren’t depressed,
you are in denial
and are not paying attention.

Depression is a sign of the times.
It is solid evidence
that you are alert and attuned
to the time and place
of your living,
maladjusted,
out of sync,
out of tune,
out of step
with what is going on.

Who would want to be adjusted?
Who could possibly defend being
in sync,
in tune,
in step
with life on a daily basis?

The culture during the best of times
was geared to providing
diversion,
distraction
and entertaining pastimes
to those whose lives were devoid
of meaningful work,
and were looking for something
to take their mind off
the wasted boredom
of their days.

But *these* days
rule out any possibility
of escape from the pressing emptiness
at work in what is happening–
and the devastating cruelty
of the things we cannot help
being witness to!

Nobody in our experience
is meaningfully alive!
What the hell is this place
if not some anteroom of hell itself?

And who can live here
without developing the skills
to not be here
in any of the ways
that has always been done?

We have to find methods
of managing our life
on the basis of a different
ground and foundation–
in light of a different
goal and direction–
than has been in the purview
of the past five, or so, generations.

“It’s a new world, Golda.”
Everywhere you look.

5070. 01/25/2019 —  Lunar Eclipse 2019-01 02 Panorama — Super Wolf Blood Moon, Indian Land, South Carolina, January 20, 2019There are people
      who are good for us,
      and people
      who are not so good,
      and people who are terrible
      burdens on our soul. There are places
      that are good for us,
      and places
      that are not so good,
      and places that are terrible
      burdens on our soul. We only have so much time
      in a day
      and in a life. Why spend more time than we have to
      with the not so good
      and the terrible? Seek out the good people.
      Take them to lunch. Seek out the good places.
      Visit them often. Enjoy all that is to be enjoyed
      about the days
      of your life. Being with the good
      makes all things better. Do what you can
      to be with the good–
      and to recognize the good
      that is with you–
      every day.

01/25/2019  —  We have to make the effort.

Living takes the will to live
away.

One day at a time.

Incentive dwindles.

Motivation departs.

Comes a point
where one more breath
isn’t worth the trouble.

And we ease over
into “that good night.”

In the meantime,
we have to make the effort!

Whatever the effort is
required
by the terms and conditions,
nature and circumstances,
of our life.

Dying is easy,
living is hard.

Every time we are tempted
to not make the effort,
recognize death’s
slow approach,
and turn the tables.

Say, “Maybe tomorrow,”
to Death.
“Maybe next week.
“Some other time.”

And get up.
Do the thing that needs to be done.
The thing that needs you to do it.
The thing you need to do.

Make the effort.

01/25/2019  —  The bread of affliction
is the bread of life.

The cup of suffering
is the cup of salvation.

Carl Jung said:

“A psycho-neurosis must be understood, ultimately, as the suffering of a soul that has not yet discovered its meaning.”

And:

“There’s no coming to consciousness without pain.”

From Aeschylus:

“He who learns must suffer.
And even in our sleep
pain, which cannot forget,
falls drop by drop upon the heart,
until, in our own despair,
against our will,
comes wisdom through
the awful grace of God.”

And Jon Kabat-Zinn
launched Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction
for patients at University of Massachusetts Medical Center
seeking relief from acute or chronic pain,
helping them discover
that the way out
was the way in,
and through,
and with
all their lives long.

Suffering is the doorway to awakening,
enlightenment,
realization,
wisdom,
nirvana…
IF it is approached
in the right frame of mind–
with compassionate,
non-judgmental,
openness,
receptivity,
reflection,
interest,
curiosity,
and a willingness
to follow the path

that opens before us
and discover where all
it might lead.

01/26/2019—  See what you look at.

Do what needs to be done.

Jesus couldn’t do any better.

Nor could the Buddha.

Nor could the Dali Lama…

5071. 01/26/2019 —  Tobacco Barn 2012-01 03 HDR — Guilford County, North Carolina, January 27, 2012The natural woman,
      the natural man,
      live out of their core. Aligned with the core,
      in accord with the core,
      at one with the core,
      they go about their business,
      do their work,
      relish the wonder
      of being alive,
      and let nature take its course.

01/26/2019  —  Our view of God
(and everything else)
is confirmed or denied
by our circumstances.

If confirmed,
no problem,
and things proceed
smoothly
until circumstances come along
that deny our view of God
(or whatever).
Then,
we have to expand/elaborate
our view of God
(etc.)
to take the denial
into account.

Our view of God
(etc.) grows to fit
our circumstances,
and all is well with the world.

Except that God,
“infinite, eternal, unchangeable,”
is always changing.

Not so fast:
“It isn’t that God is changing!
It is only that our views of God
are catching up with God!”

Ohhh. Well. That changes things.
So, now, the door is open
to understanding God has always
had the best interests of LGBTQ people at heart,
and it is up to us
to change our views accordingly.

And, so on, like that,
around the table,
across the board.

5072. 01/27/2019 —  Linville Falls 2012-07 04 HDR — Blue Ridge Parkway, Linville Falls, North Carolina, July 13, 2012Now is all we have to work with.
      Now is all there actually is. But we of fully functioning brains
      are always forgetting this,
      and living Now in the grip
      of the Has Been
      and the Will Be. Animals,
      and people of less than fully functioning brains,
      not so much. Everything that is happening
      is happening right Now. We who remember the past
      and anticipate the future,
      are living now
      as though the past still is
      and as though the future already is. With us, past and future
      crowd into now,
      and we have such a hard time
      keeping them sorted out
      and separated,
      with each in their own place and time. It is all happening Now!
      Thanks to our fully functioning brain.
      Won’t somebody please make it stop? That somebody would be us.
      Ourselves.
      We are all we have here, now. Our fully functioning brain was a step up
      in a lot of ways,
      but not in all ways–
      and we have to realize that,
      and remember to take it into account–
      in a “That was then,
      and that is not yet,
      and this is now,”
      kind of way. Now is the space
      between the Has Been
      and the Will Be.
      How large a space
      depends upon
      how well we use our fully functioning brain
      in the service
      of our own well-being
      and that of the rest of the world. We do that well by determining
      what is happening here with us right now
      that needs our attention right now. What is happening NOW?
      What needs to happen in response NOW?
      What is being asked of us NOW?
      What is the most appropriate response we can make
      given what is needed and what we have to offer,
      NOW?
      How do we act NOW in light of everything
      we are aware of NOW? People with fully functioning brains
      can whiz through these questions
      in no time at all,
      and dance with the moment
      in ways that astound and amaze
      everybody including themselves,
      once they step into the space
      between the Then and the Not Yet
      and own it. To do that,
      we have to free ourselves
      from the burden
      of the past and the future
      and Be Here Now
      Present,
      Receptive,
      and Open For Business. That is what a fully functioning brain
      is good for
      once we learn how to use it. Why not get started NOW?

01/27/2019  —  Christian is as Christian does.

The same could be said for:

Baha’i.
Buddhist.
Confucian.
Hindu.
Jain.
Jew.
Muslim.
Shinto.
Sikh.
Taoist.
Yogi.
Zoroastrian.
Etc.

It isn’t what we believe.

It is how well we integrate/incarnate
what we believe into our life.

If it is invisible,
it is non-extant.

If you want to know
what my religion is,
don’t ask me.
Ask the people who know me.

If they cannot distinguish
one religion from another
based on what they know of me,
perhaps there are no distinctions
worth making.

And we should leave it at that.

01/27/2919  —  Joseph Campbell said
that Alan Watts once asked him,
“Joe, what form does your yoga take?”

Campbell said he replied,
“I underline passages.”

The form our religion takes
is the form we give it
when we are being true
to what matters most to us.

What we serve with our life
is our religion.

If we are not conscious
of the central, grounding, bedrock myth
at the core of our life and being,
we should do the work
of becoming conscious
of that which directs our life
and provides us
with meaning, direction and purpose.

What are we endeavoring to incarnate?
To bring forth?
To exhibit?
To serve?

01/27/2019  —  We go from being engaged
to being disengaged
without noticing the shift.

Our interest slips.
Our attention wains.
Our intensity languishes.
Our mind wanders.

We are going through the motions.

We are 98.6,
upright and intact,
and breathing,
but.

We aren’t here, now.

We have drifted away.

The trick is to wake up
to being asleep at the wheel,
and bring ourselves back
to where we are
and what is going on.

The moment calls for re-engagement.

For stepping back into our life,
and living with our heart in what we are doing,
and our mind on the business at hand.

If there is nothing here for us to engage with,
that is a different problem,
but one that is ours to address,
nonetheless.

What engages you?
How long has it been?
What are you going to do about it?

5073. 01/28/2019 —  Cadillac Mountain 2012-09 04 — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine, September 24, 2012The idea of Telos
      is the end is present in the beginning. The idea of Tao
      is the way is embedded in the path. The idea of dharma
      is the purpose is always served. Carl Jung said,
      “We meet our destiny
      on the road we take to avoid it.” Paul the Apostle heard,
      “It hurts to kick against the goads!” We can work with our life,
      or against it,
      but we cannot avoid
      what is being willed
      through us
      into the world. Joseph Campbell said,
      “Chance,
      or what might seem to be chance,
      is the means through which
      life is realized.
      The problem is not to blame,
      or explain,
      but to handle the life that arises.
      The best advice
      is to take it all as if it had been
      your intention—
      with that, you invoke
      the participation of your will… Voluntary participation
      in the world is very different
      from just getting born into it.” We assist Telos, Tao, Dharma
      by aligning ourselves
      with the core truth
      identifying and defining us,
      and living to
      interpret,
      incarnate,
      reveal,
      express,
      exhibit,
      explore,
      bring forth
      the meaning
      of who we are–
      surprising ourselves
      in the process,
      and letting the outcome
      be the outcome.

5074. 01/29/2019 —  A Walk in the Woods 2018-12 01 Panorama — The 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, December 31, 2018Every living thing
      does its thing
      as well as it can
      within the time and place,
      terms and conditions,
      nature and circumstances
      of its life,
      as long as it lives,
      until it dies. That is the deal. It is our contract with life. We all live
      to see what we can do–
      even now,
      even yet,
      even so–
      in the time left for living. And–
      as far as human beings
      are concerned–
      our ability to do that,
      and to keep on doing it,
      depends entirely
      how we understand
      the “we” to be
      who does its thing
      in the time left for living. Who is the “we”
      who lives to see
      who the “we”
      can be–
      even now,
      even yet,
      even so? Our philosophy,
      theology,
      etiology,
      psychology
      of the “we”
      determines exclusively
      how well we do
      what we do
      in the time left for living. Who is the “we”
      who can make meaning
      of anything–
      even life in the face of death? That is the “we”
      we need to be clear about,
      and get to know. Because there is no one
      here but “us,”
      and what “we” do–
      and do not–
      makes all the difference.

01/29/2019  —  We will never be
what we might have been
without Donald Trump.

We can only be
what we can yet become
because of Donald Trump.

The malicious,
atrocious,
detestable
and contemptable
can swing history to the good
as much as the best can.

What becomes of us
is up to us.

01/29/2019  —  Nothing is more important
than meaningful work.

What are the most meaningful
aspects of your life?

Chances are, you aren’t being paid
to do any of them.

What we are paid to do
is not meaningful
beyond providing the wherewithal
to pay the bills.

What do we pay the bills to do
beyond doing the work required
to pay the bills?

How do we fit meaning
into our life?
Where do we encounter meaning
in our life?
What is meaningful
about the life we are living?

What is the most recent
meaningful thing you have done?

What is the most meaningful
thing you could do
in the next week?

How many meaningful things
can you work into a week?

We are here to do what is meaningful,
whether we get paid or not.

What changes will you have to make
in order to align yourself
with what is meaningful,
and serve it with your life?

And continue to pay the bills?

Engaging in meaningful work
and supporting our spouse/partner,
children,
parents,
friends
in their work
to find meaningful work
and work it into their life
are your mission
for the time left for living.

These are the most important things
you can do for yourself
and all others.

Make it happen!

5075. 01/30/2019 —  Goodale 2018-11 10 Panorama — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 4, 2018The book for our times
      is “Teaching As A Subversive Activity,”
      by Neil Postman and Charles Winegardner. It’s about crap-detecting,
      and question-asking,
      and truth-saying–
      without being afraid
      of where it might go
      or what it might lead to. Mostly, it is about meaning-making. It was written in 1969
      for today’s world. And is available as a Kindle book. (Here’s the catch): It needs to be read devotionally,
      meditatively,
      mindfully,
      slowly,
      like eating raisins
      one
      at
      a
      time. Because it is about
      fixing you,
      and you,
      and you,
      and me–
      placing ourselves
      in accord with the Tao,
      knowing that the world
      can’t get back on track
      until we do. The answers aren’t for
      forcing onto someone else.
      They are for incorporating
      into our own life. We live mindfully.
      We live in good faith.
      We live in the service
      of meaningful work. And let the outcome be the outcome. And let nature take its course. In the meantime,
      we live mindfully.
      We live in good faith.
      We live in the service
      of meaningful work. Asking the questions
      that beg to be asked.
      Saying the things
      that cry out to be said.
      Doing the things
      that need to be done. Moment-by-moment-by-moment. Read the book. Live your life. Moment-by-moment-by-moment… By the mantra:
      “If it is meaningful, do it!” Now!

01/30/2019  —  The great thing
about getting back
on track
is that we
can start anywhere.

The great thing
about staying on track
is that we
can start anywhere.

We don’t have to
go anywhere in particular,
or do anything special.

We only have to
be where we are.

The track is right here,
right now.

We are standing on it.

The next step is the crucial step.

Here we are.

Now what?

That’s all there is to it.

Step-by-step.

Moment-by-moment-by-moment.

Babies do it.

Ducks do it.

Clouds do it.

No baby,
duck
or cloud
has ever been off-track.

Or, has had to be told
by some other baby,
duck,
or cloud,
to “Get with the program!”

When we lose our place,
we only have to
be here now
to find it.

How hard is that?

01/30/2019  —  What to do is not difficult.

Doing it is difficult.

We had rather talk about doing

than do.

Read about doing.

Go to lectures about doing.

Watch documentaries about doing.

Understand doing.

We love to understand doing.

And to know all there is to know about doing.

Doing?

Not so much.

01/30/2019  —  Save us, O God,
from those who
know what is best!

Give us, O God,
those who
do what is best!

Why is that
such a hard
shift to make?

Why do we know
so many people
who know what is best,

And so few people
who do what is best?

01/30/2019  —  What is money for
beyond paying the bills?

What do we pay the bills
to do?

The bills buy tools or props.

Tools allow us to live our life.

Props support a surrogate life.

Are we living our life
or living a stand-in for the real thing?

There isn’t enough money
to compensate us
for having never lived our life.

01/30/2019  —  What do you do
that is meaningful
in a day?

In a week?

What will you do
that is meaningful
tomorrow?

Think of your activities
in terms of their meaning quotient.
Let meaning be your guide.
Live to reduce
the number of things in your life
that are not meaningful,
and to increase
the number of things
that are.

Mindfulness of meaning
leads the way.

5076. 01/31/2019 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 23 — Blue Ridge Parkway, near Floyd, Virginia, May 01, 2012There is a three-pronged approach
      to making things as good
      as they can be: 1) Come to terms with
      how things are. 2) Do what needs to be done
      about it. 3) Repeat as necessary.
5077. 02/01/2019 —  Corn Field 2018-11 03 Panorama — Indian Land, Lancaster County, South Carolina, November 18, 2018More people are talking today
      without knowing what they are saying
      than ever in the history of the species. Filter out the opinions and judgments,
      and the reports based solely
      on what other people have said,
      and the repetitions
      of what has always been said
      and assumed to be so,
      and of what we think is
      supposed to be said,
      and the impulsive blurting out
      of whatever will attract attention
      and have an impact… And the world becomes
      a very quiet place. In the silence,
      we become aware
      of a world
      we run from
      into the noise–
      any noise will do–
      because it is an unknown world,
      and we are frightened by it. Our distant ancestors
      knew that world very well,
      and felt that the physical world
      of normal,
      apparent,
      reality,
      was grounded upon,
      flowed from
      and supported by
      the invisible,
      spiritual,
      world of voices and visions,
      inclinations and directions,
      warnings and invitations… That of which we are unconscious
      is greater than that of which we are conscious.
      And we know it
      only as a place to avoid. Yet, everything we see and do in this world
      arises from that world. It is the origin of art
      and music,
      of moods
      and meaning,
      ideas
      and inclinations… And we know it not. Why?
      Why know it not?
      Why not know it
      as the source of life
      and being?
      The end of all our striving?
      The goal of all our searching?
      The home we all come from,
      and to which we all belong? Why all the noise?
      All the talk
      to keep from knowing
      what we don’t know?
5078. 02/01/2019 —  Grand Prismatic Spring 2011-06 01 — Yellowstone National Park, Midway Geyser Basin, Teton County, Wyoming, June 24, 2011″No one will learn anything
      they do not want to know.”
      (“Teaching as a Subversive Activity,”
      by Neil Postman and Charles Weingartner) If you aren’t asking the questions,
      or intrigued by them,
      the answers will be wasted on you. I have been guilty all my life
      of talking to people
      about things they were not
      interested in hearing–
      and, therefore, could not understand. If you have been with me for a few years,
      you have heard me say,
      “Every congregation I served
      during my career
      as a Presbyterian (USA) minister,
      paid me to talk to them about God–
      but they did not want me
      telling them anything
      they had not already heard.” I couldn’t square myself up
      with repeating what they
      had been told.
      So, I walked on thin ice
      in some places,
      and on water in others,
      and welcomed retirement
      as a distance runner
      welcomes the finish line. I’m still looking for those
      who can hear what I have to say,
      but am no longer burdened
      by those who don’t know
      what I’m talking about.
      We can wish each other well,
      and go our separate ways.

02/01/2019  —  A sermon should help us
with our life.
Not with the Afterlife–
with the here-and-now life.

We all should have things
in our life
that help us
with other things in our life.

Our life should be helpful!
To us and to others!

Here is one thing
that would be helpful:

Listening to our life!

What is our life saying to us?

Our life is talking to us all the time!

Our body is talking to us all the time!

Listen to your life!
Listen to your heart!
Listen to your body!
Listen to your experience!

Those four sources
tell us everything we need to know
from the other sources/resources
in our life
to meet what needs to be met
and do what needs to be done.

02/01/2019  —  If you are going to get rid of something,
get rid of greed.

Greed is the root of all evil.

Greed is having to have more
than we have any business having.

More of anything.

More of everything.

Possession for the sake of possession.

An ever-increasing standard of living.

An ever-increasing appetite
for all that catches our eye.

Greedy is pathetic.
Greedy is empty.
Greedy is incapable of being filled
with anything.

Nothing says we have to be greedy.

Or that we cannot be gracious
and kind.

Put greed down.
Lay it to rest.
Walk away.

Nobody has ever
benefited from it
in any way.

Google it.
You’ll see.

02/01/2019  —  Enjoy convenience,
tolerate inconvenience.

Let come what’s coming
and let go what’s going.

The old Zen story about
The Lost Horse Returns
puts us in the center
of here and now,
and cautions us
that failing to honor the center
is to choose the slippery slope.

One evening, the eldest son neglected
to secure the gate to the corral
and the family’s lone work horse
wandered off into the night.

The next day the boy was distraught,
castigating himself
and shame-bound,
he kept crying out,
“Oh no, oh no.
What will we do? What will we do?
The work will never be done!”

His father counseled,
“We will see. Time will tell.”

The following day,
the horse returned
with two mares and a colt.

The son was overjoyed,
delighting in the family’s
new possessions,
he gloated about the possibilities
of a now-bright future.

His father counseled,
“We will see. Time will tell.”

A few days later,
the son was thrown
from one of the mares
he was trying to ride,
and broke his leg.

Again the woe and the wailing.

Again, “We will see. Time will tell.”

In a week, the King’s servants
came through the village
conscripting young men
for the army
in its war against invaders
on the frontier.
The son was passed over,
and his joy was unbounded.

His father, responded,
“We will see. Time will tell.”

02/02/2019  —  Fraser Snowden said,
“The only true philosophical question
is, ‘Where do you draw the line?’”

It is also the most important question.

And the question we most need
to answer correctly.

When Lester Maddox
was Governor of Georgia,
he is said to have said,
“The only thing wrong
with the Georgia penal system
is that we need better prisoners.”

Georgia certainly needed
a better governor.

A better governor
would have drawn better lines.

The people who denigrate
“political correctness,”
fail to understand where the line lies
between political correctness,
and just plain, ordinary, everyday correctness.

Their idea of what is correct
and what is not
plays to their crowd,
but it has no connection
with what is correct.

There is being right
about what is correct
and there is being wrong
about what is correct.

How do we know which is which,
and where the line lies
between the two?

How do we know
what is worth knowing,
and what is not?

How do we know
when we are right
and when we are wrong?

Where do all the damn lines go?

Who is to say?

We do.

We have to know.

And we have to say.

And we have to be right about it.

Everything depends on it.

Every.

Thing.

02/02/2019  —  What’s worth knowing?
What matters most?
Who says so?
How do we know
they know
what they are talking about?

We don’t.
We take everything on faith.

All of the important stuff–
and all of the unimportant stuff–
is made up.
We make it up.
And say it is important.
Taking something on faith
means making it up.

Jesus saves.
Somebody made that up.
How does anybody know that is so?
Nobody does.
Anybody that says they do
is making it up.

We make up the whole thing.
Just like we made up pianos
and Swan Lake.
Baseball,
airplanes
and apple pie.

Look around.
Everything you see
that wasn’t here before we were
came right out of our imagination.

You are making up your life
as you go.
I am making up my life.

That being the case,
we are free to wiggle a little.
Put in a new move.
Dance.
Improvise.
Do something we have never done.
Something that has never been done.
Try something we have never tried.
Invent a recipe.
Or a thousand.

Why not?

We are making it all up.
Why not see what we can do?

5079. 02/02/2019 —  Lake Crandall 2018-11 06/07/08 Panorama — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina, November 10, 2018We all have to be better
      at being who we are. We all have to be better
      at sizing things up
      and coming to terms with them,
      and responding to them
      in ways that are appropriate
      to the occasion–
      and true expressions,
      exhibitions,
      incarnations,
      of who we are. Self-improvement
      is improving our ability
      to be who we are
      for the good of the situation
      in every situation
      that comes along. Growing up
      is becoming better
      at being who we are
      for the good of the whole
      in each moment
      throughout our life. It is being here, now,
      for the sake of the here and now
      as only we can do it–
      and being better at doing it
      in each here, now,
      that is here, now, It is all practice. And getting better at it
      is all there is to it.
5080. 02/03/2019 —  Lake Crandall 2018-11 09/10 Panorama — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina, November 10, 2018If we saw the moment–
      each moment–
      for what it is
      and offered to it
      what we have to give
      that it needs,
      that would be right seeing,
      right doing,
      right being. It is that simple. Do.
      Be. C. D. B. Practice that
      in each moment
      that comes your way
      today,
      every day. You will get better at it
      as time goes by. And all of your occasions
      will be better off for it.

02/03/2019  —  How much time and effort
goes into justifying
our existence?

Proving our value?

Establishing our worth?

And how much time
do we spend thinking
about that
when we are lost
in some creative pursuit?

And how often does thinking
about that
prevent us from engaging
in creative pursuits?

Why do we think
we have to
defend,
explain,
excuse,
legitimize,
who we are
and what we do?

What are we trying
to “measure up to”?
Why?

Who has to be happy
with how we spend
our time and effort?

What’s wrong with
living our life
the way we think it
needs to be lived,
in each situation
as it arises,
and letting that be enough?

5081. 02/04/2019 —  Lake Crandall 2018-011 07 Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina, November 10, 2018Living fearlessly is the exclusive domain
      or those who are adept
      at coming to terms
      with the way things are,
      squaring up to what is happening
      and what needs to be done about it,
      stepping into the moment
      and dancing
      with their circumstances
      in living their life
      aligned with their dharma,
      in accord with the Tao,
      at one with their core,
      with nothing to gain
      and nothing to lose
      in every situation that comes along. Living fearlessly is a function
      of growing up,
      being here, now,
      doing what needs to be done
      about it,
      and letting nature take its course. It is one of the outcomes
      of living the life that is ours to live
      within the terms and conditions
      of the life we are living. The path to who we are
      winds from the Garden of Eden
      through the heart of Gethsemane
      and across the face of Golgotha. Don’t let that slow you down. “Oh No! Oh No!”
      “Not This! Not This!”
      “Why me? Why me?”
      Becomes,
      “This too! This too!”
      “So what? So what?”
      “It is nothing!
      Pay it no mind!”
      Along the way.

02/04/2019  —  How’s it working?
Your life, I mean.

What overall grade
would you give it?

How would you grade
each section/aspect?

Where does it need
to be improved?

What are your plans
for improving
what needs improving?

What are the problems?

How are you addressing them?

How’s your relationship with your life?

What are the questions
that beg to be asked there?
What are the things
that cry out to be said?

What needs to happen
for you to be at one with your life,
and for your life to be at one with you?

02/04/2019  —  May the road carry us
all the way to where we are going!

If you are going to believe in anything,
believe in the road!
In the power and magic
of the road!

The road has gotten us to this place–
we can trust it to continue
carrying us the rest of the way,
even if it be forever!
sTo the Road!
And to its Travelers!
May the journey
be exactly what we need
it to be
on every level,
always!

02/04/2019  —  In their book, “Teaching As A Subversive Activity,”
Neil Postman and Charles Weingartner
say that it is practically impossible for one person
to learn anything important from another person,
and even where that can be done,
everything depends upon something akin
to a caring/loving relationship between the two.

Teachers who do not care for their students
cannot teach anything to them–
no matter how well-versed the teacher is
in the subject matter.

PhD’s do not help.

In order to be helpful,
we have to be capable of being helpful.
Wanting to be isn’t enough.
We have to be.

Which means,
we have to become
who we need to be.

We are all teachers.

We are all students.

Postman and Weingartner
have some great tips
on becoming who we are
in ways that help others
become who they are.

Postman and Weingartner
are the Buddha and the Christ
of their time and place,
writing and speaking
to those who have
eyes to see
and ears to hear.

02/04/2019  —  How’s it working?
Your life, I mean.

What overall grade
would you give it?

How would you grade
each section/aspect?

Where does it need
to be improved?

What are your plans
for improving
what needs improving?

What are the problems?

How are you addressing them?

How’s your relationship with your life?

What are the questions
that beg to be asked there?
What are the things
that cry out to be said?

What needs to happen
for you to be at one with your life,
and for your life to be at one with you?

02/04/2019  —  What’s important?
Who is to say?
Who is to say who is to say?
We are at the center
of the circle.

It comes down to us.
To what we say.

If we say,
“But WE don’t know!
WE can’t say!”
We say who is to say.
We say what to do
because who we say knows
says to do it.

We are the one who says
what’s important.

What’s important?
Everything turns
on what we say–
on our being right
about what we say,
about what is important,
or about who knows what is important.

Everything turns
on our being right.

What’s important?

5082. 02/05/2019 —  Timberland 2018-11 02 — Kershaw County, South Carolina, November 4, 2018We don’t know where this is going,
      or how much farther it goes,
      or what will happen next,
      or what we will do in response. We live to find out. There is more to it
      than just being along for the ride. What we make of it is up to us. We don’t get to choose our choices,
      but the choices we make
      from among those that are ours to make,
      serve to identify
      and clarify
      who we are
      and what is important to us. We are defining ourselves
      with every choice,
      every decision,
      saying, “This is who I am,”
      and, “This is who I am not,”
      and, “This is what matters to me!” Living to be who we are,
      consciously,
      deliberately,
      intentionally–
      not to win
      (as if),
      or to have it made
      (as if again),
      or to exploit our opportunities
      and serve our advantage–
      within the terms and conditions,
      context and circumstances,
      of each day’s deliveries
      sets us apart,
      brings us forth,
      exhibits,
      expresses,
      incarnates,
      declares,
      makes known
      who we are
      and what is important to us
      within the times and places
      of our living. Remember the rocks?
      The stones?
      How’s that going? I asked you a few weeks ago
      to find some rocks,
      and stack the stones,
      as a metaphor of you
      for you to keep before you
      as a reminder
      of what’s what
      in the work
      of becoming who you are. The rocks represent
      your bedrock,
      your center,
      your core–
      that which is undeniably real
      and valid
      about you. The stacked rocks
      are your inner you,
      grounding you,
      orienting you,
      directing and guiding you. A very present help
      in time of trouble. “Though the mountains shake
      and tumble
      into the heart of the sea.” You remain you,
      and live to express, exhibit, etc. you
      throughout the entire experience
      of your life upon this earth. Whatever happens,
      wherever it goes,
      for however far
      and however long,
      we live to be who we are
      throughout what remains
      of the time left to be lived. The terms and conditions,
      context and circumstances
      are nothing ever more
      than the stage upon which
      we explore and experience,
      express and make known,
      who we are,
      by making the choices
      that are ours to make,
      and living in light
      of what is important to us
      in the here and now
      of each present moment
      all along the way. Bring your best forth
      to meet each day,
      and rest well every night,
      knowing you have met the day,
      offered what was
      yours to give,
      and let the outcome
      be the outcome–
      and will do it again tomorrow.

02/05/2019  —  If you have a dog,
or have had a dog,
you know that you
are able to read your dog,
and know what’s what
(and that your dog
is able to read you
and know what’s what).

This is called
“Reading what is going on
and knowing what’s what.”

The only thing that is different
between you and your dog
and you and every other aspect
of your life
is that with your dog
you aren’t concerned
about being right
with your read of the situation.

With your dog,
you know what’s what,
and you don’t second-guess yourself
or worry about what if you are wrong.

With every other aspect of your life–
particularly where other people
are concerned–
there is anxiety about
whether you are correct,
and what may,
or may not,
happen if you are,
or are not…

It gets complicated quickly,
and you save yourself
from the pain of anxiety
by cutting yourself off
from what you know
about what’s what
in every other context
except the one between you and your dog.

Begin to treat all situations
as though they are you and your dog.

Trust yourself to intuit/know what’s what,
and act accordingly,
particularly in places
where you have nothing to lose
(e.g., where your boss is not around).

Learn to trust your dog-sense
to guide you in your responses
to what is happening
and what needs to be done about it.

Know what you know
about what’s what,
and act on the basis of that
in responding to the need of the moment.

Free yourself up
to dance with your life.

02/05/2019  —  You know how it is
when the flow of our life
is disturbed–
when there is a
“disruption in the force”
holding things together,
guiding things along.

Everything is out of sync,
out of harmony.
Our grove is gone.
All the traffic signals are red.
All the check-out lines are long.
Nothing is as we need it to be.

Some people seem
to live that way
all of the time.
I don’t know how.

I do so much better
when my life has a natural order
about it,
when I observe the circadian rhythms
0f the day,
with meal times,
nap time,
reading/writing time,
active time
bath time
and bed time
flowing into and out of
each other
throughout the day.

When that is interrupted
by illness
or travel,
my entire system
feels the shock,
and it takes easing
back into the order of the day
to get my feet
back under me
and be “at myself” again.

The “natural order”
is not to be messed with
without paying a price.
We cannot live any way at all
and live well.

Find your gait.
Walk at your own pace.
Honor the flow.
Be with the force.
Maintain the rhythms
and the harmonies
of the tides
and the cosmos.

Live with filial loyalty
to the invisible world.

It is our place
to acquiesce
to things we experience
but do not understand.

02/06/2019  —  Sheldon Kopp said that
we can experience
more than we can understand,
and we can understand
more than we can explain.

I would add that
we can know
more than we can say.

And that the work of being human
is knowing,
understanding,
experiencing–
and living as though we do–
through all of the stages
of our life.

Knowing deepens our understanding
and transforms our experiencing.

But, there is a catch.

We have to be old enough
to understand this
so that we might know it
and experience it
as though for the first time.

Knowing transforms all of our experiencing
and reforms all of our understanding.

And it is all contained in the
unending,
life-long,
process of growing up.

“Growing pains” is the phrase
the adults in my world
used to describe the agony
of the shifts required
through all of the transitions
from childhood to adulthood.

What they failed to grasp
is that adulthood has its own growing pains.

We are always adapting
to the limitations and requirements
commensurate with the time and place
of our living.

We have to adjust ourselves–
that would be our expectations and desires–
to the demands
of the life we are living
and of the life that is ours to live.

Nobody asks our permission
before any of the restraints and obligations
that comprise “our cross to bear”
are applied.

We grow into them all
and, if we are lucky,
through them–
only to find ourselves
in the company of others
just like them only worse
through all of the years of our living.

What the hell
are all of these new disseminations
of hell doing in our life?

“They are just growing pains, Honey.
Put on your rubber boots
and wade right through them.”

Rubber boots are no help
with the raging waves
of the wine-dark sea.

We are on our own
with the work
of being who we are
where we are,
when we are,
with what we are up against,
every day.

Adaptation and adjustment, Kid.
Adaptation and adjustment.
The work of being human.

5083. 02/06/2019 —  Timberland 2018-11 03 — Kershaw County, South Carolina, November 4, 2018It takes being quiet
      to know what is going on
      and to know what to do in response. There have to be quiet times
      in each day
      for perceiving and reflecting. Not so much for thinking
      as for realizing–
      for seeing, hearing, understanding. Sit with your breathing
      and allow things to emerge
      into your awareness,
      and to ferment there
      into recognition,
      discernment,
      comprehension,
      right action. We rarely think our way
      into knowing what to do.
      We realize our way there,
      and think of how best to do it. We feel our way to what,
      and think our way to how.
      Sitting quietly,

02/06/2019  —  Life goes on.
Much like it always has.
Exactly like it always has.

People wake up all the time,
and change their life.

And nothing changes.

The headlines remain constant
over time.
Over centuries
and throughout millennia.

Revolutions are always
changing who is in charge
with nothing changing.

I’m looking for a place
where I can get help
with finding my life
and living it,
and offer help to others
in finding their life
and living it–
without anybody
interfering with anybody
in their work
to find their life and live it.

Why is that hard to do?
Why is that asking too much?
It is barely asking
anything at all.

02/06/2019  —  Technology is always
making our life easier
and more comfortable,
more convenient
and entertaining.

But not more meaningful.

Meaningful seems to live
outside the bounds
of technological advancement
and industrial production.

Why can’t someone brew
a meaningful beer?
Or grow a meaningful variety of apples?

Why can’t meaning be ordered
from Amazon,
or found on the shelves
at Walmart,
or on the racks
at Nieman Marcus?

Where do we go for meaning?

What do we do about meaningless lives?

02/06/2019  —  Everything is better
with meaning scattered about
throughout it.

Alan Watts asked Joseph Campbell,
“What form does your Yoga take?”

Campbell replied,
“I underline passages.”

The question,
“What form does your meaning take?”
would elicit what from you?

If you are drawing a blank,
you have work to do.

Find the things that are meaningful for you,
and work them into your life!

If you already have a long list
of things that are meaningful
for you,
work them into your life!

If your life is already filled
with things that are meaningful for you,
crammed to the brim
every day,
you are blessed beyond measure,
and your way is safe from all harm.

Carry on, carry on!

02/06/2019  —  Soen Sa Nim,
the first Korean Zen master
to teach in the west,
said, “Open your mouth
and you are wrong!”

Was he right?

Was he the only one
who could open his mouth
without being wrong?

If you open your mouth
and shout, “FIRE!”
when the building you are in
is burning,
are you wrong?

And if we don’t mind
being wrong,
and say what we have to say
anyway,
nevertheless,
even so,
letting nature take its course,
without trying to please anyone,
but being content
with saying what we have to say,
does it matter
what Soen Sa Nim says?

Who is to say
that what he says
is a better thing to say
that what someone else says?

Or, if it matters?

Speak your truth!
Bear witness to your awareness
of how things are
and what needs to be done
about it–
and let the outcome
be the outcome!

5084. 02/07/2019 —  Corn Field 2018-11 06 — Indian Land, Lancaster County, South Carolina, November 19, 2018Mindful awareness and compassion
      will kill you just as dead
      as mindlessness and ruthless hatred. They will kill you with measured restraint
      after determining that you need to die. From your standpoint,
      it won’t matter.
      But.
      From the standpoint
      of your friends, family, and neighbors,
      it will make all the difference. Mindful awareness and compassion
      draw lines where lines need to be drawn,
      the way lines need to be drawn,
      when lines need to be drawn,
      without apology or remorse. It is your responsibility
      to stay within well-marked
      and traditionally established
      boundaries. And, when you transgress
      those boundaries
      and violate the venerable borders
      of individuals
      or nations,
      you must be prepared
      to pay a price commensurate
      with your transgression. The Dali Lama’s bodyguards
      carry automatic weapons.
      The Bodhidharma is credited
      with the creation of the martial arts. Stay on your side of the line.

02/07/2019  —  “A bent reed
he did not break,
and a flickering flame,
he did not put out.”

But.

He left the dead to bury the dead,
and created hell
for everyone who did not do it
his way.

Jesus stands as a wonderful example
of the contradiction
at the heart of truth,
and calls us all
to embrace our own contraries
and to dance with the opposites within
in responding
to each situation as it arises
with exactly what is needed
in light of all things considered.

Everything is always on the table,
and we are free to choose
from among the available choices
in serving as faithful stewards
of what matters most
here and now–
without being bound
by what just happened,
or what happened long ago,
or what happens next,
or next week.

What is our best choice
in this moment?

We only have to choose it,
and be right about it–
and be willing to go to hell for it.

Being willing to go to hell for it
means we believe in it
with all our heart,
and soul,
and mind,
and strength,
and serve it with our life.

It means we know what we are doing
to the extent that is possible,
and live with everything on the line
in light of the best
we can see and do.

Who could ask for more than that?

To do less than that
is to hedge our bets
hold ourselves back,
play it safe,
and exploit any excuse
in serving our own advantage
and tending our good
at the expense of the good
of the situation as a whole.

Sin boldly!
Put it all on the line!
Live like you mean it!
And let the outcome
be the outcome!

02/07/2019  —  It does not matter
if you are
brilliant or stupid,
beautiful or incredibly grotesque,
tall or short,
good or bad,
male or female,
straight or gay,
wonderful or not so much,
rich or poor,
wise or witless,
mindful or mindless…
you get the idea.

All that matters
is that you answer
this question correctly
in every situation that arises:

Here we are–
now what?

02/07/2019  —  It does not matter
what I say.
What matters
is what you say.

What you say
is the hinge
upon which
your future turns.

What do you say?

Everything hangs in the balance.

02/07/2019  —  Trust the power,
wisdom,
and magic of the road,
and start walking.

The road will teach you
everything you need to know.

Keep walking.

5085. 02/08/2019 —  Corn Field 2018-11 04 — Indian Land, Lancaster County, South Carolina, November 19, 2019The road is the journey,
      and the journey never ends. The journey is seeing,
      hearing,
      understanding,
      knowing,
      doing, Not getting,
      having,
      possessing,
      owning,
      amassing,
      controlling,
      directing… Finding our life
      and living it,
      at one with the dharma
      of our original nature,
      with the Tao of all things,
      with the needs of the moment
      and the movement of the cosmos
      and the music of the spheres–
      bridging the worlds
      of inner and outer,
      and holding in our awareness
      the wonder of now
      in the endless nature
      of a drop of water,
      and the wind in the pines…
      the endless nature
      of nature knowing itself
      through our knowing it. And laughing… Longing always
      to do it some more again. Longing for the journey.
      Longing for the road.
      Through life and being
      that never ends.

02/08/2019  —  We talk about outcomes
as though something
is ever over.

I can’t be done with the fourth grade.

Or with having had parents.

No one who was there,
or didn’t go,
will outlive Viet Nam.

Or the Civil War.

Or the conquest of the Americas.

All of the outcomes
are still coming,
still being played out,
still impacting all that is
forever.

The past is not only prelude.
It is also future.
Junking up the lives
of those who think
cause can be separated from effect–
and the lives of those who know not so.

The moral is walk lighter,
with more kindness,
gentleness
and compassion.

Because you are making foot prints
on the future
with each step you take now.

02/08/2019  —  Trump and his base
have to grow up.

And if they will not,
they have to pay the price
of their refusal/failure to grow up.

As it is, they are asking
the rest of the world
to pay the price
of their refusal/failure to grow up.

The choice–
or the inability/failure to choose–
is on them.

They bear the weight
of the cross
of their refusal/failure to grow up.

That is the way of things.

And it is the place of the rest of us
to cooperate with the way of things,
and make our way without them,
if they will not make their way with us.

That, too, is the way of things.

02/09/2019  —  At one with our body-mind–

Where does that line lie?
Any line? All lines?
The line between our body and our mind.
The line between us and our body-mind.
The line between us, our body-mind,
and all things…

All the lines that ever were and will be,
where do they all lie?
If we don’t know/can’t say,
what leads us to believe they exist?

What keeps us from believing
that we are the bridge,
the interface,
creating lines by perceiving lines,
and holding all the lines
and what the lines separate
together in our mindful/conscious
compassionate awareness?

We make the lines,
we disappear the lines.
Now we see them,
now we don’t.
Yes they are real.
No they are not real.
Which is it?

Where is the line between Yes and No?
Who says so?
We do!
How do we know?
We make it up!
Maybe Yes.
Maybe No.
Now it is Yes,
Now it is No.

Yes when it works.
No when it does not work.
Yes when necessary.
No when not necessary.
Yes when convenient.
No when convenient.

Always Yes and/or No.

Both/And.
Either/Or.
Where does that line lie?
Who says so?

We walk two paths at the same time.
Noing/Not-noing.
Yesing/Not-yesing.
Knowing/Not-knowing.

All the lines separate the two paths.
That’s a lot of paths.
We walk them all.
Two-at-a-time.

We do that by keeping the “other” path in mind
while we walk “this” one,
knowing that we are playing
a game with ourselves,
a game necessitated by
the nature of what we call “reality,”
which is grounded on the perception
of sequence
(We can only say one thing at a time),
of duality
(We can only see things
as we distinguish them from other things)
of opposites
(“This” is “Not That, “A” is “Not B”)
of contradictions,
contraries,
dichotomies,
etc.

That is the real world.
AND the world that is Also Real
is the world beyond the lines
that make this world real.

We have to learn to see
beyond the lines
separating “things”‘
in order to see things as they Also-are,
in walking two paths at the same time.

So.

At one with our body-mind,
we bridge the opposites
and create oneness,
wholeness,
completion
and peace.

Yin/Yang.
Ha (Sun)/Tha (Moon)
Light/Dark
Body/Mind
Me/You
Inner/Outer…

We bridge the worlds
by seeing the lines
as temporary conveniences
and seeing no-lines
as the way things Also-are.

The path to oneness with our body-mind
is the path of meditation,
being quiet,
simply breathing,
simply seeing,
simply hearing,
simply holding everything in our awareness
without judgment or opinion
letting everything be
because it is
and walking all the paths at the same time…

5086. 02/09/2019 —  False Hellebore 2012-05 22 — Blue Ridge Parkway near Floyd, Virginia, May 01, 2012Trust the road
      that is under your feet
      here and now. It got you here.
      It will get you beyond here
      to whatever is next,
      and beyond that
      to whatever is after that. Your role is to not get ahead
      of yourself. Do not go where you think
      the road is going.
      Do not try to make the road
      go where you think
      it ought to go. Be here now. Open yourself to what is happening,
      and to what is being asked of you.
      Listen.
      Look.
      Wait.
      Watch.
      For “Now what?”
      to be revealed to you. Wait for clarity. And allow your attention
      to rest on the “Hatha” region
      of your body
      just below your navel. “Hatha” is two words in Sanskrit,
      “Ha” for Sun,
      “Tha” for Moon.
      Opposites.
      Contradictions.
      Polarities.
      Swirling within each of us
      in a spiral of knowing
      at the center,
      pointing the way. Our Hatha region
      is our anchor point
      to the road
      under our feet. It guides animals
      to food and water,
      and moves flocks of birds,
      and herds of bison,
      and schools of fish
      along their paths
      to wherever they are going. It works the same with you and me. It brought us to this place together.
      It brings us to the very book
      we need to read,
      the very movie we need to see,
      the very song we need to hear…
      at the very moment we need
      to read, see, hear… It is the magic at work in our life,
      and it works best
      when we get out of the way
      and listen,
      look,
      wait,
      watch
      for “Now what?”
      to be revealed to us. Everything in its own time.
      What is it now time for? Listen.
      Look.
      Wait.
      Watch.
      And go where you are led. Repeat regularly forever.

02/09/2019  —  When you know the truth,
you know the absurdity
of “making disciples of all nations,”
or of making a disciple of anyone,
and are set free
from being/making a disciple
and set free
to stand on your own two feet
and walk the road
that is beneath them
to wherever you are going
and whatever you will pass through
along the way.

Truth is freedom from illusion,
from deception,
from self-deception,
to seeing things as they are
and doing what needs to be done
in response,
in each situation as it arises,
all our life long.

Truth is not a function of thinking,
but of seeing,
hearing,
understanding,
knowing,
doing
and being.

We know the truth
without being told the truth,
but when we say the truth,
or hear it said,
we know it when we hear it.

We resonate with truth.
We vibrate with truth
when we are on the same pitch,
the same frequency
in the same key.

How do we get there?
By being aware of where we are.
Tuning in to this moment
is tuning inn to the truth of this moment,
and there you are.

Once you are where you are,
go where it leads.
Follow where it goes.
Moment-by-moment-by-moment.
Blowing freely with the wind
that goes where it will,
secure in the knowledge
that you will not be left in the lurch
as long as you are in tune with the truth
of this moment
right now.

In touch with the Hatha region,
anchored to the road under our feet,
we are completely free
to deal appropriately
with whatever comes our way.

We never need more than that.

What could be more than that?

02/09/2019  —  Change anything
and you change everything.

Sometimes the smallest shifts
have the greatest impact.

If your life isn’t working,
is deadening,
is killing you,
the biggest change
you can make
is in your relationship
with your life.

Changing your relationship
with your life
transforms you
and your life.

We begin the work
of changing our relationship
with our life
by becoming aware of it.

This is the first change
for you to make:
becoming aware of your relationship
with your life.

Watch every YouTube video
by Jon Kabat-Zinn,
beginning with the shortest ones.

Practice what he suggests
and develop your affinity for,
and skill in,
being mindfully,
compassionately,
non-judgmentally,
aware of the present moment.

As you become able to do that,
begin to practice
becoming mindfully,
compassionately,
non-judgmentally
aware of your relationship
with your life
in every moment.

Learn to watch yourself
living your life.
Just observe
with compassion,
without judgment.

Watch yourself in action.
You don’t have to do anything.
Just watch.
Just observe.
Just notice.
Just know.

By this point,
your life has already begun to change.
You have already begun to change
your relationship with it.
Things have already begun to shift.

Keep watching
as things begin to happen
that have never happened.

Don’t interfere by trying to make them happen.
Don’t interfere by trying to keep them happening.
Your role is to watch,
to see,
to know,
compassionately
and non-judgmentally
what is happening
and then what happens.

Watch.
See.
Know.

Your life will be forever changed.
And you, along with it.

02/09/2019  —  When someone tells you
to “Wake up!”
and “Get in the game!”
they are suggesting
that you become aware
of what is happening
and what is being
asked of you
in the situation
that is unfolding
around you,
and to respond to it
in ways appropriate
to the occasion.

That’s all that is ever asked
of any of us.

And, it is asked of all of us
in each moment.

Moment-by-moment-by-moment.

5087. 02/10/2019 —  Goodale 2018-11 11 Panorama — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 4, 2018Everything is a portkey to the self–
      to the unknown Knower within. There is more to us than meets the eye,
      any eye,
      and it is our place to know more
      at the end of our life
      than we knew at the beginning. “Know Thy Self,”
      and
      “Be True To Yourself,”
      are the twin goals of life. We live to know who we are,
      and to express,
      exhibit,
      bring forth,
      incarnate
      our own true nature
      by learning to read
      how our true nature
      is naturally bringing itself forth
      in the ways we are already
      living our life–
      and consciously,
      mindfully,
      deliberately,
      intentionally
      adjusting our life
      to be increasingly in accord
      with the life that is
      striving to be lived through us
      in the life we are living. It is all about waking up
      and being who we are,
      who is–
      as Carl Jung said–
      “Who we always have been,
      and who we will be.” It is crazy magical and mysterious
      how we all
      are always
      “Becoming who we always have been,
      and who we will be.”
      Why is that so difficult?
      Why is it so hard being
      our natural self? We have our ideas, you know.
      We aspire to be more than we are,
      to be different than we are.
      Who we are isn’t good enough for us.
      We want better. Grander.
      Finer.
      In a “Fortune and glory, Kid.
      Fortune and glory,”
      kind of way. Our life collides with our desires
      for our life,
      and therein lies the rub. Any life that is not our life
      is never good enough–
      yet, we throw away
      the good-enough life
      because it is not good enough
      to suit our fantasy of The Good. In this way,
      “The Best is the enemy of The Good.”
      And we serve the wrong master. It takes a long time to get
      the proper allegiances and loyalties
      worked out.
      Repentance,
      penitence,
      atonement
      and amends
      have to be observed,
      honored,
      fulfilled
      and memorialized. This is the religious obligation
      of the species,
      requiring a sacrament
      of death and resurrection
      wherein we reenact the story
      that begins in the Garden of Eden
      and continues to Gethsemane,
      Golgotha
      and the Empty Tomb. It is our story–
      the story of each of us,
      of all of us,
      making the journey
      back to who we are. “We shall not cease from exploration,
      and the end of all our exploring
      will be to arrive where we started
      and know the place for the first time.”
      — TS Eliot
5088. 02/11/2019 —  Cherry Blossoms 2019-02 02 -Ballantyne Commons, Charlotte, North Carolina, February 10, 2019Who do you admire?
      Trust?
      Appreciate?
      Are grateful for? Number among your people,
      consultants,
      directors,
      advisors? Right you,
      ground you,
      center you,
      comfort you,
      encourage you,
      keep you going? Make a list.
      Keep it handy.
      Refer to it often.
      Add to it as needed. As a reminder
      that you are not alone,
      or on your own,
      but stand in a great company
      of those who have stood
      in a great company
      of those who have… All of whom have had
      enough of what it takes
      to help one another
      find what it takes
      to find their life and live it
      under all the circumstances
      ever faced by the species
      over time. We come from good stock,
      belong to good stock,
      are good stock. Take heart!
      Be of good courage!
      Live on!
      Live on!
      By facing what must be faced,
      coming to terms with how things are,
      seeing what is happening
      and what needs to happen
      in each situation as it arises,
      and doing what you are able to do
      as best you can
      in the service
      of that which needs
      what you have to offer
      and let nature take its course. Which is all any on the people
      on all of the lists
      did in all of the moments
      (or enough of them)
      of their life. Gather yourself and live on!
      To them!
      To Life!
      As only you can!

02/11/2019  —  I received way too much training
in the Art of Right and Wrong
during my impressionable years.
My saving grace
is that those years
did not last long.

I’ve always possessed,
or been possessed by,
a reliable BS Detector,
and know Wrong
when I see or hear it.

I also know Right
when I see or hear it,
but did not see or hear
much of it in the early years,
say, the first two decades.

Graduation from Seminary
thrust me into the preaching business,
and into the search for what the hell is Right?

It has been a long walk,
requiring me to toss practically all
of what was generally held to be Right,
but upon examination
turned out to be Wrong.

When you don’t find
what you are looking for,
keep looking.

I looked by observing life
being lived about me,
and by reading,
following the old alchemists’ dictum,
“One book opens another.”

Then, people began to materialize
out of nowhere,
confirming the Zen principle,
“When the student is ready,
the teacher appears,”
to serve as guides
and help along the way.

And the last 50 years
have been filled
with all of the things
the first 25+ were lacking.

Why don’t we start earlier,
saying what is so,
instead of repeating
what we have been told is so?

Told to evaluate everything we hear
in light of our experience
and our own take on things?

Why aren’t we trained to see
what we look at
and to hear what is being said?

No Absolutes–including this!
Why aren’t we told that early-on?

And to trust our own depths?
Why aren’t we told we have depths?
That are trustworthy?
Instead of being told
we are empty, stupid and wrong,
and lucky to have Elders
to tell us what’s what?

02/11/2019  —  I received way too much training
in the Art of Right and Wrong
during my impressionable years.
My saving grace
is that those years
did not last long.

I’ve always possessed,
or been possessed by,
a reliable BS Detector,
and know Wrong
when I see or hear it.

I also know Right
when I see or hear it,
but did not see or hear
much of it in the early years,
say, the first two decades.

Graduation from Seminary
thrust me into the preaching business,
and into the search for what the hell is Right?

It has been a long walk,
requiring me to toss practically all
of what was generally held to be Right,
but upon examination
turned out to be Wrong.

When you don’t find
what you are looking for,
keep looking.

I looked by observing life
being lived about me,
and by reading,
following the old alchemists’ dictum,
“One book opens another.”

Then, people began to materialize
out of nowhere,
confirming the Zen principle,
“When the student is ready,
the teacher appears,”
to serve as guides
and help along the way.

And the last 50 years
have been filled
with all of the things
the first 25+ were lacking.

Why don’t we start earlier,
saying what is so,
instead of repeating
what we have been told is so?

Told to evaluate everything we hear
in light of our experience
and our own take on things?

Why aren’t we trained to see
what we look at
and to hear what is being said?

No Absolutes–including this!
Why aren’t we told that early-on?

And to trust our own depths?
Why aren’t we told we have depths?
That are trustworthy?
Instead of being told
we are empty, stupid and wrong,
and lucky to have Elders
to tell us what’s what?

02/11/2019  —  Call it a weapon
or a tool,
all we have to work with is
perspective/interpretation/hermeneutics.

Something happens
and we say what it is,
what it means,
what it implies,
what it requires,
demands,
necessitates,
needs,
and respond accordingly.

Which leads to something else happening,
and the same sequence ensues.

Etc. until we die.

It helps to be reasonably right
about what we think
is going on.

Which means paying attention,
being aware–
mindfully,
compassionately,
non-judgmentally
aware of our situation
and of our response to our situation,
on every level.

All our life long.

Interpretation/response
is such a central, foundational, feature
of being alive,
you would think
we would spend more time,
energy,
and attention
in the pursuit of expertise
in the service
of interpretation and response–
teaching ourselves
to be mindfully aware,
and being dutiful in its practice.

Perspective/interpretation/hermeneutics
is our only weapon/tool.
You would think
we might learn how to use it.

02/11/2019  —  We started killing the planet
when we evolved a brain big enough
to enable us to survive
with time on our hands.

What do we do with time on our hands?
We invent ways to fill the time.

Break all of those ways down
into ways that are good for the planet
and ways that are bad for the planet
and see what you come up with.

“Hey, Y’all! Watch this!”
will be the epitaph of Planet Earth.

02/11/2019  —  There is the way things are,
and there is the way things also are,
and that’s the way things are.

There are people with XX chromosomes,
and there are people with XY chromosomes,
and that’s the way things are.
But.
That’s only part of the story.
The way things also are is like this:
Some people with XX chromosomes are male,
and some people with XY chromosomes are female.

Say what you will about that,
that’s the way things are.

You can’t explain it.
You can’t believe it.
And you can’t deny it.
It’s the way things are.

Reality is like that,
up and down the line,
around the table,
across the board,
throughout the universe.

Gravity is real reliable
except when it isn’t.

Matter behaves exactly like
it is supposed to.
Except when it doesn’t.

Space once was thought of as empty
until dark matter and dark energy
came along.

Light sometimes acts like a particle,
and light sometimes acts like a wave,
and light sometimes acts like neither.

Everything we say about reality
is at risk of being contradicted
by something else we say about reality,
or will say once we know more about reality.

There is more to all of it
than meets the eye,
so it would not behoove any of us
to think reality can be boxed in,
tied down,
locked up,
and put way.

“That’s the way it is,
and that’s reality!”
Has to take into account
“That’s the way it also is,
and that, too, is reality!”

Wait long enough,
and everything you once thought
has to be rethought.
That’s the way things are.

5089. 02/12/2019 —  Cherry Blossoms 2019-02 01 — Ballantyne Commons, Charlotte, North Carolina, February 10, 2019Solitude is the solution
      to all of our problems
      today,
      tomorrow,
      and every day following
      forever,
      or would be
      except,
      but,
      only
      for the fact
      that it creates
      so many problems
      of its own. Like providing a venue
      for all of the ghosts
      of the past
      to drop into
      our present
      all at once. And being an unending source
      of pain brought up by the silence
      of memories long-buried
      but never close to being dead. All of our failures,
      shortcomings,
      deficiencies,
      under-achievements
      and oversights
      that cannot be forgiven ever
      because they are
      undeniably our fault
      and we should have known
      and done
      so much better
      come to mind,
      settle in,
      and refuse to leave. And we will need a case of beer
      or two hands full of pills
      to have a chance
      at being normal again. Solitude is no place
      for people like us. Except that it is. Exactly the place
      for people like us. There’s a catch.
      We have to approach it
      with the proper degree
      of respect for its power
      to be the birth place
      of our soul. You have heard about labor pains,
      I’m sure.
      Perhaps, you have even
      experienced them.
      You don’t bring you forth
      without effort commensurate
      with the need
      to finally at long last
      be who you are! And. There is a trick to be had
      that all adventurers into solitude
      know about and utilize–
      and only people of virginal purity
      can manage the silence without. The trick is
      mindful compassionate nonjudgmental awareness
      of this moment right now just as it is
      in all of its fullness wretchedness wonder and glory
      with no armament shield or protection
      other than awareness itself. You can learn all you need to know
      about the power and practice
      of mindful awareness
      by watching ALL
      of the Jon Kabat-Zinn YouTube videos,
      being sure to watch the shortest ones first. And you would be stupid
      to stride right into solitude
      without the companionship
      of mindful awareness by your side. Solitude is no place for stupidity.
      Truth is no place for rookies.
      And solitude is the birthplace of truth–
      of the truth of you.
5090. 02/13/2019 —  Orchid 2019-02 01 — Nursery Photos, Pike’s Nursery, Charlotte, North Carolina, February 9, 2019We are responsible
      for knowing what is important,
      and being right about it,
      and living in its service
      with loyalty, allegiance and devotion–
      in each situation as it arises
      all our life long. That kind of knowing
      is grounded in solitude
      and in the practice
      of mindful awareness. The doorway
      to life as it could be.

02/13/2019  —  The road opens before those
who are open to the road.

Before that psychic shift occurs,
everything is a struggle,
a fight,
an agony,
with terror and anguish
tossed in to spice things up.

After it happens,
it is all like,
“Oh. Okay.”

The shift from
“NO! NOT THAT! THIS!!!”
to
“Oh, Okay.”
is the shift
from
death to life.

Everything waits for the shift to happen.
And everything is transformed
when it does.

5091. 02/14/2019 —  Tufted Titmouse 2019-02 01 — Scenes from my hammock, Indian Land, South Carolina, February 9 2019Nobody told me anything
      about the importance of listening
      beyond yelling,
      “Listen to me when I talk to you!”
      when I was growing up. I hate them all for that.
      They owe me big time.
      I will never forgive them.
      I don’t care that they did not
      know themselves. I figured it out on my own,
      why didn’t they? The road to maturity, wisdom and grace
      is the path to learning how to listen
      and listening
      to the point of hearing–
      learning how to look
      and looking
      to the point of seeing–
      learning how to
      ask, seek, knock
      and make inquiries
      to the point of knowing
      and understanding
      (or understanding
      and knowing,
      as it sometimes works). When this listening/looking/asking/knowing/understanding
      process works like it
      is designed to work,
      doing what needs to be done
      is automatic,
      spontaneous,
      natural
      and right. And being who we are
      within the conditions
      and circumstances
      of our life,
      moment-by-moment-by-moment
      is being who we need to be
      in each of those moments–
      and no one can ask
      more of us than that,
      or expect more than that,
      or hope for more than that. That is simply IT. If you are there, relish it
      in every moment. If you are not there,
      get to work,
      learning to listen/hear,
      look/see,
      inquire/know/understand/do/be. Moment-by-moment-by-moment. That is IT. My responsibility with you is now fulfilled.
      It is all on you from this point on. I wish someone had told me
      to listen to myself–
      and encouraged me to do that,
      and not punished/belittled/ridiculed me
      when I did. Don’t you?

02/14/2019  —  I write all the time.
I cannot get it all said.
And, I don’t have anything to say.

By that I mean
I can’t tell you what I have to say.
For two reasons.
I forget what I said
as soon as I say it.

And I could not begin
to condense what I’m saying
into a sentence or two
to give you the essence
of what I’m about.

Anything I say about what I’m saying
would have to be expanded,
elaborated,
explained,
foot-noted
to the point of evolving,
just like that,
into all I’m saying.

I can’t say anything about what I’m saying
without saying everything I’m saying.

It doesn’t “boil down” to anything.

It all has to be said.

So, I write all the time.

02/14/2019  —  My work each day
is to say today
what needs to be said today,
in light of,
and in spite of,
everything I have said up to today.

I can’t make sense of that.
I don’t have time to try to.
I don’t have enough time as it is.

Being alert to,
aware of,
what needs to be said today
takes up the day,
and it is tomorrow
before I know it.

And, since no one knows
how many tomorrows remain,
we all have to do today
what is to be done today,
so that we end each day
with nothing held back,
and nothing remaining
to be said or done that day,
looking forward to tomorrow
and what will need to be
said and done then and there.

02/14/2019  —  I am built for looking out the window.

For staring off into space.

Pondering the unthinkable.

Exploring what lies beyond thought,
past understanding,
incapable of being comprehended,
known,
explained,
said,
told.

To do that,
you have to lay thinking aside
and give yourself over
to feeling,
listening,
looking,
sensing,
apprehending,
asking,
seeking,
wondering…

And then, thinking
about what comes up
in light of all that has come up,
and shifting back into
feeling,
listening,
etc.

Letting it marinate,
ferment,
work its magic
in the darkness of unknowing
until realization dawns
and there is something else
to reflect on
in light of everything else…

And that’s what I do.
I do it because
that is what I do.

It is who I am.

I look out the window.
I stare off into space.
I balance contradictions.
Harmonize polarities.
Acknowledge discrepancies.
Reconcile opposites.
Recognize dichotomies.
And dance with the wonder of being.

What do you do
that expresses who you are?

Here is to you and your things
from me and my things!

May it be well with you
in all that you do
to express who you are
forever!

02/14/2019  —  What do you think the chances are
of AA having successful
membership drives
by sending missionaries
into bars
with the message:
“What all you people need
is AA in your lives!”?

AA gets it.

The Christian Church
doesn’t have a clue.

The ache in the center
of all of us
is that of an emptiness
that cannot be filled.

That is what sends us running
after every likely thing.
It is the ground of all of our addictions.
The object of all of our seeking.

Emptiness seeking Fullness
Dissatisfaction seeking Satisfaction
Anxiety seeking Peace
Incompletion seeking Completion
Fear seeking Confidence
Alienation seeking Reconciliation
Or whatever dichotomy
makes sense/feels right
to you…

We are all there,
or have been there,
looking for the way
from this to that,
thinking we have to find it
“Out there.”

The old definition of sacrament is
“An outward, visible sign
of an inward, spiritual (that is, invisible) grace.”
Nobody can tell us what our sacraments are,
but we all know what connects us
to the reality of grace at work in our life.

Photography, for me, is a sacrament.
So is writing.
So is rock stacking.
So is reading.
The list is long.
I am grounded, centered, focused, reminded, etc.
by, in and through all of these things
to/with the grace of the invisibles
upholding the visibles
within which I live.

You have to find your own touchstones,
but for now,
hold the idea of “sacrament” and “grace” in mind.

When we are talking about the above dichotomies,
we are dealing with the polar opposite
of grace and sacrament.
We are in the arena
of hopelessness/despair/desperation
and the “outward, visible sign”
signifying the escape from all these things.

Perhaps a joint, or a needle, or bourbon/beer/gin/wine
(That list, too, is long),
which, too, would be experienced
as the grace of relief/release,
but only to rebound back into
hopelessness/despair/desperation
when the high wears off.

But, even there, we have had the experience
of the invisibles on the far side of the visibles.
We know that relief is possible.
We need a source of relief
that is everlasting and beneficial.

We have to shift from the “out there”
to the “in here.”

We have been looking in all the wrong places,
in all the wrong ways.

The emptiness we feel within
is not ours to fill
by some attachment to something “out there.”

The emptiness is symptomatic
of the separation that exists within
between Us (Our ego-conscious-self)
and our Soul Self (Of which we are unconscious,
until we become conscious
of that which is also so about us).

We are seeking ourselves, our Soul Self.
We are looking for home,
for where we belong,
for who we belong to,
for the peace that comes
with being where–with whom–we need to be.

We are always “right here, right now.”
We only have to find and utilize
the methods of reflection,
recognition,
realization
and reunion
in order to live at one
with the dharma of our original nature,
in accord with the Tao,
and aligned with our Soul Self
in the work of being who we are
and also are,
in the time left for living.

Those methods are spelled out
in a number of places,
these daily posts being one of many.

02/15/2019  —  It is easier to believe
the solution to our situation,
personally or planetarly,
will be found outside of us.

The aliens will rescue us;
technology will find a way;
the stars will align;
a genie will appear;
the rapture will occur…

We are certain
the Great Fixer-Upper
is external to us,
Other Than us.

God has always been
the Almighty Momma-Daddy god,
who is going to come save us any day now.
The End is always near,
certainly “nearer now than when we first believed!”

No one is coming.

There is no man.
There are no stairs.

It is all up to us.
The Savior resides within–
not Other Than Us,
Also Us!

The Savior is our Psyche,
IDed by Carl Jung,
encoded in our DNA,
packed with super powers
eager to come to our aid.

There is just one catch.

We have to let go of
our ideas for our life,
and embrace our life’s
ideas for us–
in a “Thy will, not mine,
be done,”
kind of way.

Forget: “If it be thy will,
a new car and a big screen TV
would sure be nice!”
Meet: “Here we are, now what?”
For each situation that arises,
moment-by-moment-by-moment
for the rest of our life.

Following Psyche-Self’s lead
will require a lot of silence
and mindful awareness,
as we learn to intuit
the drift of soul,
and find our way
to the life that needs us
to live it.

If you are like everybody else,
your life is going along fairly smoothly,
as it is,
and you don’t see any reason
to throw it into a spin
in order to listen for what needs
to be done
moment-by-moment-by-moment.

It generally takes a crisis
to get our attention,
and I understand the environment
is about to send a duzzie our way.

When we lose all our bearings,
we’ll have to remember
our Psyche-self’s eagerness
to come to our aid–
for the low, low price
of acquiescence and collaboration,
Kid, acquiescence and collaboration.

5092. 02/15/2019 —  Downy Woodpecker 2019-01 01 — Scenes from my hammock, Indian Land, South Carolina, February 9, 2019Our mind has a mind of its own. I think of “Mind”
      as the field of consciousness
      merging into Unconscious. Stuff comes “to mind”
      that has no correlation
      to anything that is going on consciously. I sit looking out the window
      and am carried away
      into regions I haven’t thought about
      in years. Or ever. “Imagination” is a function of “mind,”
      but what is either?
      And what controls both? What is at the core
      of our personality?
      What guides our boat
      on its path through the sea? I look out the window.
      Where does that come from?
      I cannot not look out the window!
      I cannot take an automobile engine apart
      and put it back together!
      My “cans” and “cannots”
      are not mine to choose! We all are similar,
      and we all are quite different.
      We are “of” different minds.
      “Of” different drifts of soul. And where does “soul” start
      and “mind” stop? There is enough here
      to sit us down
      and shut us up
      for a while. We do not sit down
      and shut up
      often enough–
      or remain there long enough! Imagining.
      Intuiting.
      Sensing.
      Feeling. There is more to us
      than meets the eye.
      There is more to us
      than we know.
      And we don’t even
      know what we do know!
      (Like where we put
      the car keys) Our mind has a mind of its own.
      The unconscious regions
      have more to tell us
      than consciousness
      is able to consider
      or comprehend. In light of that,
      we might allow “mind”
      an independent existence,
      and honor its potential
      as a pathway to who we are
      and who we might yet become. And live open to what “mind”
      has to say
      and show us
      all along the way.

02/15/2019  —  It’s all practice,
and preparation.

No one is keeping score,
or recording grades.

None of the time we have spent
getting to here, now,
was wasted.
It got us to here, now.

That is what the past is good for:
the future.

All that we have been through–
all that we have done,
and left undone,
all that has happened,
and all that failed to happen–
was instrumental
in getting us here, now.

Everything comes down to this:

What now?

This moment is the springboard
into the next one,
and the next one positions us
for the one after that.

This is the future
we have created
up to this point.
What we do here, now,
helps create the future
that is yet to be lived.

The past got us here, now.
The present time
is the only time that matters.

Now what?

5093. 02/16/2019 —  Black-capped Chickadee 2019-02 01 — Scenes from my hammock, Indian Land, South Carolina, February 15, 2019Hope doesn’t care what its chances are. Hope has a mission,
      a purpose,
      a reason to live
      beyond all that passes
      for missions,
      purposes
      and reasons to live. Hope gives itself
      to the service of what it loves
      and serves
      with filial devotion,
      liege loyalty,
      and insane crazy allegiance–
      against all odds,
      in season and out of season,
      in all weather conditions,
      in spite of every reason not to,
      no matter what,
      because it knows
      what it loves
      is what matters most: MEANING,
      TRUTH,
      JUSTICE,
      LIBERTY,
      EQUALITY,
      COMPASSION/MERCY,
      MINDFUL AWARENESS,
      SELF-TRANSPARENCY,
      AND ALL THAT FLOWS FROM
      AND LEADS TO
      THESE THINGS. Hope is grounded
      upon the bedrock
      of True Value,
      and will not betray its faith in that
      for any competing purpose. Hope is what it does,
      and what it takes on faith
      (see above)
      is visible in everything it does. Hope knows what it is doing
      even when it doesn’t know
      what to do,
      because it is living in the service
      of what matters most
      as best it can
      in every moment,
      moment-by-moment-by-moment,
      and trusting that to be enough,
      because it is all it has to offer. If you can beat that
      for a standard to live your life under,
      by all means do!

02/16/2019  —  We have to know
what serves our life
and what disrupts our life.

We have to know
where to draw the line,
and draw it.

What is our life?

Do we know that much?

What is meaningful
to the point of overriding
every other concern?

Do we know that much?

How meaningful is something
that is overridden by every other thing?

So, what is meaningful?

What cannot be overridden by anything?

That is what we exist to serve.

The things that serve our life
serve our ability to serve
the things that are meaningful
to the point of overriding every other thing.

We have to know what those things are,
and draw the line around those things.

What is keeping that from happening?

02/16/2019  —  If playing the harmonica,
or the drums,
or soccer,
etc.
is IT for you–
the solid rock of meaning
in your life–
then play the harmonica,
or the drums,
or soccer,
etc.

And trust that to be the road for you.
And trust it to lead you
from one thing to the next
all along the way.

And, while you are doing that,
also do what it takes
to pay the bills.

Walk two roads at the same time.

5094. 02/16/2019 —  Inuksuk 2009-10 01  —  An Inuksuk (Inukshuk, in English) is a cairn of stones stacked in the shape of a human being by the Inuit and other peoples of the Arctic region, to point the way through the tundra with few landmarks to guide travelers.I have co-opted the idea
      of these stone figures
      to represent the ground
      of our own being–
      our Psychic Self,
      our Soul Self,
      who is always with us
      as comfort, guardian and guide. The stacked stones exemplifies
      who we also are–
      the bedrock
      and foundation
      of our life. What we seek throughout our life
      to fill the emptiness,
      the void,
      the lostness,
      the aimlessly drifting everywhere we go,
      the hunger for something more
      than the world has to offer…
      is found as the
      centering,
      orienting,
      directing
      source of value,
      solidarity
      and security
      at the core of us all. Getting together with ourselves
      is the task of life,
      and it helps to know
      what we are doing. The Inuksuk is a reminder
      pointing the way. We trust ourselves to the path,
      and to our inner guide,
      listening to our nighttime dreams,
      our heart,
      our body,
      our experience. Asking the questions
      that beg to be asked,
      and saying the things
      that cry out to be said. Seeing what we look at
      (Particularly when we look
      in the mirror),
      hearing what is being said
      (Especially what we say to ourselves). And holding it all in our awareness,
      as we wait to see
      what is happening,
      and what we have to offer
      that may be of help
      in each situation as it arises,
      moment-by-moment-by-moment,
      all our life long. So find some rocks,
      and stack them together
      as a companion
      on the journey
      and a reminder
      of the help
      that resides within.

02/16/2019  —  Where is the meaning
in your life?
What is meaningful?
Where is there meaning?
Why isn’t there more meaning?
There is no search
for meaning
that doesn’t begin
with:
“What used to be meaningful?”
“What all has been meaningful?”
“What happened to meaning?”

Revisiting the last thing to have meaning
in our life
is a good way to recover the trail.

Sit with the memory of that thing
and see what occurs to you.

Are there things that thing suggests
that might be meaningful?

Playfulness is required in the search
for meaningful things/experiences.

Play itself is meaningful for those who play.

If you were to spend an hour,
or an afternoon,
playing,
what would you play?
Where would you play?

I would play in the kitchen
inventing recipes.
I invented pumpkin pancakes tonight.
Meaningful AND delicious.

5095. 02/17/2019 —  Cherry Blossoms 2019-02 08 — Ballantyne Commons, Charlotte, North Carolina, February 14, 2019There is nothing wrong with you
      that changing your mind
      about what’s important
      won’t fix. That statement begs at least
      three questions: 1) What is wrong with you?
      2) What is important?
      3) What is “fixed”? Answer those three questions correctly,
      and your life will be forever
      transformed for the better. 1) What is “correctly”?
      2) Who says so?

02/17/2019  —  If you are 50 years old, or older,
and haven’t thought for yourself
in the last 50 years,
you aren’t going
to think for yourself
in the next 50 years.

You are locked into
having someone else
do your thinking for you.

That is where Those Who Know Best
come in.

That’s the bad news.

The good news is
that Jon Kabat-Zinn
has a method of ending
the reign of Those Who Know Best,
and putting you in charge of yourself,
no matter how old
(or young)
you happen to be.

I call his method
“No Thinking Allowed!”

No kidding.
There is a path to living
without thinking.
Okay, without thinking first.
Without thinking being
the first thing we do.

And, when we do think,
we think for ourselves.

His method wakes us up
to the business of living
without thinking first–
and that opens us to a world
of possibilities
never before considered
by any of those who think first–
and invites us to be fully alive
for the first time in our life.

Jon’s book, “Full Catastrophe Living,”
was published in 1990,
and his book, “Wherever You Go, There You Are,”
was published in 1994.
I recommend starting with “Meditation Is Not What You Think,”
but, before reading any of his books,
watch all of his YouTube videos,
beginning with the shortest ones.

And practice what he preaches.

You will be making
all things new
for yourself
and those whose life
is touched by yours.

And no one will ever again
do your thinking for you.

You will be in the center
of your own life,
living straight from the heart–
your heart–
every day,
all the way.

5096. 02/18/2019 —  Cherry Blossoms 2019-02 09 — Ballantyne Commons, Charlotte, North Carolina, February 14, 2019In retirement, I have been reading
      college textbooks on world history. It is depressing. Every civilization has ended by its own hand,
      or the hand of neighboring civilizations,
      or the hand of raiding parties
      and marauding bands of looters
      seeking the wealth of civilizations
      without going to the trouble of being civilized. “Seeking wealth” is the operative term. All civilization ends in someone’s
      pursuit of opulence and greed. After all these years,
      that’s the best we can do. We all want more
      because this isn’t enough. Because this isn’t it,
      and we think more of it,
      or of something similar
      would do it. Yesterday, I read on Twitter
      that income/economic disparity in the U.S.
      is greater than it was in the 1920’s,
      and growing. In the early days of Obamacare,
      I overheard a conversation
      in which a physician and his wife
      were venting about the new regulations
      and the paperwork that would require
      additional staff,
      increase workload,
      and reduce income,
      and how it wasn’t fair
      because they weren’t
      going to be able to buy
      another boat for their
      place on the beach,
      and “Why can’t we have
      as many boats as we want?” “Boats” have since become “yachts,”
      but the sentiment remains the same. How many will it take?
      What is money for?
      If not for buying what we want,
      and more of it? Civilizations are not built
      upon reflection and realization.
      Do not value it.
      Have little use for it
      except as it pertains
      to increasing wealth
      in the exercise of power
      in the service of acquisition,
      possession,
      opulence
      and greed. It is the best we can do. Yet, more of what is not satisfying
      is not going to satisfy. Money cannot buy meaning.
      Money is not meaningful.
      Money is a substitute for meaning,
      a stand-in,
      a replacement.
      a lie,
      and a distraction
      from the absence of meaning
      in our life. We find ourselves alive
      with time on our hands
      and no foundation,
      no purpose,
      no direction,
      no goal,
      no reason to be alive
      and have to invent those on our own. Money,
      power,
      acquisition,
      possession,
      opulence
      and greed
      are the best we can do. Genghis Khan summed it up this way: “Man’s highest joy is in victory–
      to conquer one’s enemies,
      to pursue them,
      to deprive them of their possessions,
      to make their beloved weep,
      to ride on their horses,
      and to embrace their wives,
      and their daughters.” I also read yesterday
      that the Russians have developed
      a long-range artillery shell
      that is laser-guided
      with pin-point accuracy. Regardless of who imagines,
      designs,
      produces,
      deploys
      and employs
      such weapons of war,
      whatever is at work
      in all of that
      is not much different
      from what was at work
      in Genghis Khan. Money,
      power,
      acquisition,
      possession,
      opulence
      and greed
      cannot do better than
      lording it over one’s enemies
      (and friends). It is the end of all civilizations. And, we are left
      with the lament of the prophet:
      “O land, land, land,
      Hear the Word of the Lord!” And the Word of the Lord:
      “You are a hard-headed
      and stiff-necked people!
      What am I to do with you?
      How long am I to bear with you?” What is money for? Paying the bills. What are bills for? Buying the wherewithal
      to do what is ours to do. What is ours to do? That is the question
      upon which the future turns. What is ours to do
      is not about making money! It is about spending money
      in the service of what is ours to do–
      but what is ours to do? We each must answer
      for herself,
      for himself.
      And we must be right about it. Everything depends on it. If you are going to take anything
      on faith, let it be this: Everything depends upon
      our knowing,
      and living in the service of,
      what is ours to do. If we don’t know what is ours to do,
      we have to be figuring it out.
      It is essential that we do it–
      and we cannot let
      the downfall of civilization
      get in our way! We are the hope of the world! The hope of the world is lodged
      with us doing our thing
      and letting the outcome be the outcome–
      letting nature take its course–
      for better or for worse,
      letting better and worse
      simply be the context
      within which we do our thing,
      the thing that we are here to do,
      the thing that is ours to do,
      and let the outcome be the outcome. We give ourselves to the service
      of what is ours to do,
      and let everything fall out
      around that,
      no matter what. I am here to look out the window
      and see where it leads,
      and see where that goes. And, you?

02/18/2019  —  What is worth knowing?

What are the questions
the question above
begs to be asked?

Make a list,
then ask what the questions are
that each of those questions
begs to be asked.

Start asking people
what questions
their statements/questions
beg to be asked.

Instead of arguing about statements,
seek to ask the questions
the statements beg to be asked.

You will be transforming the world.

5097. 02/19/2019 —  Carolina Wren 2019-02 01 — Scenes from my hammock, Zen Glen, Indian Land, South Carolina, February 18, 2019There is no time to waste! We have to start wasting time
      in the pursuit of finding our life
      and living it. Sitting quietly.
      Doing nothing. Looking.
      Hearing.
      Seeing. Asking the questions
      that beg to be asked.
      And asking the questions
      that beg to be asked
      of the answers. Taking no one’s word
      for anything. Exploring our own experience,
      mining our own reactions,
      investigating our own interests,
      and fears,
      and assumptions,
      and inferences,
      and convictions,
      and doubts… Paying attention!
      Learning to see,
      hear,
      know/understand
      what is happening
      in each situation
      as it arises,
      and what needs
      to be done about it,
      and how we can be helpful
      with the gifts,
      genius,
      daemon,
      perspective
      that go with us
      into every situation. Wasting time
      in the service
      of being who we are,
      and, thereby,
      being exactly who
      the times are dying for. There is no time to waste!
      We must begin to waste time wisely! NOW!!!

02/19/2019  —  Hopelessness,
despair,
despondency
and desperation
are going to follow us
throughout our life.

Haunt our nights
and days
like Zombie Horsemen of the Apocalypse.

Money will have no impact.
High walls will not keep them away.
All of our escapes
and addictions
will become avenues
the Four Ghostly Ghouls
use for access to,
and ownership of,
our soul.

Once they move in
and take possession,
we are left with
going through the motions
of living
with no life about us
until we die.

Our best option
is to learn the way
of dealing with them
early on,
and turn to it regularly
and often
in restricting them
to their archetypal roots,
and freeing us
to meet the crises
of each day
in a manner appropriate
to the occasion.

That way
is the way of mindful awareness,
welcoming them as age-old
responses to unwanted
and devastating realities,
and inviting them to take their place
among all things considered,
as we take stock
and imagine our best response
to the current manifestation
of the Cyclops standing in our path,
and wonder how to answer
the “Now What?” question
in each situation as it arises
all our life long.

“Now What?”
is a prayer of contemplation,
reflection,
meditation,
grounded in the confidence
of those whose foundation
is the source of creative response
to every condition and circumstance
of life.

We came out of nowhere,
with nothing!
And here we are,
with grand pianos
and transcontinental airliners!
Don’t tell me
we don’t have what it takes
to meet the moment of our living!

So, sit down and shut up,
and LISTEN!

What are the questions that are begging
to be asked
by the situation we face
here and now?

Ask them!
And ask the questions that beg
to be asked
by the answers!

And see where that takes you!

It will not be awash in hopelessness,
despair,
despondency
and desperation!
That’s the cheap and easy
way to go,
with the highest price
and emptiest outcome
hidden from view
at the start.

02/19/2019  —  I cannot condense it.
There are no shortcuts.
It cannot be boiled down
to three or four,
or three or four dozen
or thousand
sequential steps
to wherever it is
you think we are going.

Where DO you think we are going?
What WOULD it take
for you to have
exactly what you think is missing?
What DO you think is missing?

Here’s what I think.
I think we are seeking
“The still point of the turning world.”
Whatever that means.

I think we are seeking
“The face that was ours before we were born.”
Whatever that means.

I think we are seeking
the bedrock foundation of true value.
Whatever that means.

I think we are seeking
what matters most.
Whatever that means.

T.S. Eliot said it best:

“We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.”

I think we are seeking to be able
to rise from a good night’s sleep
and step into the day,
meeting what we find there
with the confidence of those who know
we have what it takes
to find what it takes
to respond to each situation
in ways appropriate to the occasion,
and go to sleep each night
knowing that we have done right by the day,
and that all is well.

And there are no quick and easy methods
of arriving at that destination–
although all it takes is opening our eyes
and seeing what we look at,
and doing what is asked of us
by the situation at hand.

02/19/2019  —  It is raining like it means it,
and I’m looking out the window,
wondering if there is
a common view of what is valuable–
a commonly agreed upon recognition
of what matters most–
among people with similar
years of practice with meditation
and/or mindfulness.

And, if so, why that kind
of recognition
has had such negligible impact
upon political,
social
and cultural
ideas of what matters most.

Jesus, the Buddha and the Dalai Lama
can preach compassion
all their life,
and compassion will still be absent
in the way politics is done
in the way society works,
and in the way the culture
does its business.

Knowing what matters most,
and having that recognized
and served
on all levels of life
is beyond our ability
to orchestrate.

Even churches and religious organizations
operate more like politics,
society
and culture,
than like the vehicles of true value
and the servants of what matters most.

I can’t make sense of it.
I can only dedicate myself
to the service of what matters most,
and take my chances.

It is raining like it means it.
I take that as a sign
to live like I mean it,
and let that be that.

5098. 02/20/2019 —  Wood Thrush 2019-02 01 — Scenes from my hammock, Zen Glen, Indian Land, South Carolina, February 18, 2019Be aware. Be loving. Be patient. Be kind. Be self-transparent. Be faithful to your sense
      of what matters most… How does this compare
      to the list you would make? What questions beg to be asked
      by each item on our combined lists? Use this exercise
      for reflection in the service
      of new realizations. And see where it goes.

02/20/2019  —  In any moment,
we stand between
darkness and light.

What tips us toward one,
away from the other?

Momentum,
history,
karma
play a role.

Trends tend to continue.
Paths become ruts.
Ruts become graves.

The past is prelude,
and then, like that,
the past is postlude,
and the middle
is just a matter
of going through the motions,
pretending to be alive.

Life in the moment
requires our participation
in the moment,
and our awareness
of standing between
darkness and light,
and choosing again
which it will be
here, now.

02/20/2019  —  Thinking about the questions
that beg to be asked
by my last post
about standing between
darkness and light,
brings me to the place
of joy and delight
at life being rife
with paradox,
irony,
contradiction,
conflict,
dichotomy,
opposites
and incompatibilities.

Darkness and light
merge and blend
like yin and yang,
each containing elements
of the other,
with darkness never being
absolutely dark,
and light never being
absolutely light.

“There is enough bad
in the best of us,
and enough good
in the worst of us,
that it does not behoove
any of us
to talk about the rest of us.”

And yet,
in each moment,
we stand between darkness and light,
and lean toward one
and away from the other.

And the more aware we are
of the true nature of each,
the more difficulty we have
being smug and complacent
about the goodness
of our choices.

Yet, still we have to choose!
Knowing that no Real Choice
is possible.

Remaining in the center
is preferable to either extreme.
There is the wholeness
that makes us whole!

We are One in the mindful awareness
of Two,
and in the freedom to be either
in response to what the situation dictates,
and in the mind of whomever
might be watching.

02/19/2019  —  I understand that there is going
to be a demonstration
in Oxford, Mississippi
by Confederate sympathizers
(Which I take to mean white supremacists)
with some hard things to say
about “political correctness.”

One of the questions that beg to be asked
of the demonstrators
is “What varieties of correctness
are acceptable to you?”

“Political correctness”
is as correct as any form of correctness
I know about.

Is there any type of correctness
likely to be recognized immediately as such
by, say, a three year old child
anywhere in the world
that would approve of despising anyone
based on their skin color,
or on their sexual preference,
or on their gender identification,
or on their place of origin,
or on their religious preference,
or on their physical abilities,
intellectual capacities,
age,
etc?

Justice has a particular shape and form
in every corner of the cosmos.

And injustice stands out everywhere
it is expressed.

The Confederate flag is a symbol of injustice
and oppression,
which are as incorrect as anything I know.
It was as wrong when it was created
as it is now.
And it is not going to get better with time.

Live toward the best
and away from the worst
in all that you do.

Let that be the correctness
that guides your way,
by whatever name you choose to call it.

5099. 02/21/2019 —  Goodale 2018-11 12 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina, November 4, 2018When you are in the grip of a divine imperative,
      act on it! Our “Categorical Imperatives”
      cut across (and through)
      all categories! They are crazy as hell. No one can understand them,
      least of all, those in their power. But our duty is clear:
      Do It! This is a Mythological Vision,
      a vision of mythological proportions. Joseph Campbell said,
      “Maslow says that people live for five things:
      Survival, Security, Personal Relationships,
      Prestige, and Self Development. These are precisely not the values
      that a mythically inspired person lives for.
      A person who is really gripped
      by a dedication,
      by a zeal,
      will sacrifice all these things
      for the sake of his or her own passion. These five values
      are the values people live for
      who have nothing to live for.
      Nothing has seized,
      caught,
      or driven these people
      ‘spiritually mad.’
      These people aren’t worth talking to.
      These people are bores.” When a Mythological Vision
      comes calling,
      trust the road
      that opens before you,
      beckoning,
      and go for a ride! The ride of your life!
5100. 02/22/2019 —  Downy Woodpecker 2019-02 02 – Scenes from my hammock, Zen Glen, Indian Land, South Carolina, February 18, 2019We all live to answer the same questions: What matters most?
      What’s the most important thing?
      How does my life serve that?
      Who am I?
      How does my life conceal/reveal who I am?
      What am I running from?
      What am I living toward?
      What burdens do I carry?
      How mindfully aware of all things to be considered do I live?
      What am I not seeing?
      What am I refusing to look at?
      Who am I kidding?
      What will I do with the time left for living? We live our way into asking these questions,
      and we live our way into answering them.
      No matter how we have answered them
      up to this point,
      what is important is how we answer them
      from this point forward. We can’t waste our life in remorse.
      We live our life in redemption and atonement.
      All things work together
      for the good of the next thing,
      or not–
      depending on our response
      to this here
      and this now
      of our living. Every present swings our future
      toward integrity
      or away from integrity. Everything hinges upon,
      and flows from,
      how we live now,
      on what we do here. Each of us has to answer
      for himself,
      for herself,
      but for me,
      at this moment in my life,
      integrity matters most,
      is the most important thing. How is who I am capable of being,
      in the best sense of the term,
      being served by who I am being,
      here and now? What is generally missing
      in our life
      is who we are capable of being. We are all awash in who we are,
      with no sense of direction,
      or accomplishment,
      or intention
      of living to effect
      and to serve
      our genius,
      gifts,
      daemon,
      heart,
      soul,
      essence
      in the day to day experience
      of each here and now. We live only to serve
      our impulses and desires of the moment
      in each moment,
      with more of the things that pleasure us
      and less of the things that don’t. Sacrifice, redemption and atonement
      mean nothing to those intent on
      escape, denial, and a pain-free existence. The turn-around point is absolute hell. But, we are turning back to ourselves,
      back to “the face that was ours
      before we were born.”
      Back to “the still point
      of the turning world.”
      Back to living here and now
      in each situation that arises
      to serve who we are capable of being
      in the life we are able to live,
      given the context,
      conditions
      and circumstances
      of our life–
      by asking and answering
      the questions
      we live to answer
      all our life long. May it be so
      for each of us
      always.

02/22/2019–The older I get,
the less inclined I am
to push my luck.

Trusting our luck,
is one thing.
Pushing it,
is another.

Knowing when trusting
is going over into pushing
is critical knowing.

Everything hangs in the balance there.

As I get older,
I am less inclined
to live with things
hanging in the balance.

Which means
that I stay out
of what I consider to be
harm’s way.

As Jesus liked to say,
“Why ask for trouble?
The day is going to present you
with enough of its own,
without you adding to the pile
by being stupid!”