The Bible as Mirror, Map and Metaphor

The last time the world ended, only a few thousand of us survived. That’s probably the way it will be the next time the world ends. The world has ended at least five times (Near extinctions, the experts call it) since it evolved to the point where we would recognize a beginning and an end. Life as we know it has practically ceased to exist at least five times since life as we know it came into existence. Who knows how many more times it will come and go. The same thing goes for the universe.

We have no reason to think that this particular configuration that we call the universe is the only configuration ever. This universe just happens to be the one we are living in now. But why think that this is the only one that ever has been or ever will be? As far as we know, universes have always been coming and going, and always will be.

The Bible thinks this is the only world that ever was, and this is the only universe that ever was. The Bible thinks this world that we live in right now had a beginning, and it will have an end, and the universe that this world is a part of had one beginning, and will have one end. Of course, we can’t fault the Bible for thinking of things in this way. That’s the way things were thought when the Bible was written. We can’t think that way ourselves just because the Bible does.

The world did not begin the way the Bible says the world began, and it will not end the way the Bible says the world will end. The Great Beast that the Book of Revelation describes as being destroyed in the Final Battle was the Roman Empire. There was no Final Battle. The Great Beast had some internal problems, and disappeared without much of a fight. The barbarians were enough to put an end to it.

Then, there is the idea of the Apocalypse, and Agamemnon, and the War for Complete Domination and Absolute Eternal Control between the forces of the Christ and the forces of the Anti-Christ. How does the Prince of Peace wind up commanding the heavenly legions? Does anyone see a fundamental incompatibility at work here? Doesn’t the Anti-Christ win if he forces the Christ, of all people, into a War of Last Resort? But, it is a popular view, even if it does completely discount the probability that the next time the world ends it will be when the Yellowstone caldera, which is the world’s largest active super-volcano, erupts again–unless the environment collapses first!

But you might as well know that the Yellowstone eruptions have been calculated to take place every 600,000 years. And it has been 630,000 years since the last one. Yellowstone Lake is tilting to the south. Under the lake there is a huge magma bubble waiting to blow any millennia now. Just saying…

The Bible’s depictions of the physical and spiritual realm, with God sitting on a royal throne in a different dimension, plotting the course of time, and planning the events of history, down to the number of hairs on our heads, and the deaths of the robins and the sparrows, are limited to the world-view of the people who wrote the Bible. They did what they could with what they had to work with, but they didn’t have much to work with. They thought the world was flat. They thought the sun moved around the earth. We cannot live in this world shackled to the way they thought about that world.

The same thing goes with the world to come—the one that is waiting for us on the other side of death. It’s all speculation, what happens when we die, but it’s such a stretch to think in terms of pearly gates, and streets of gold, and angelic choruses without end in the heavenly court. Any description of life after death must be by its very nature short on the details. It’s more than we can say. But we can say at least two things.

The first is that we have no reason to think that life actually ever ends. Oh, sure, bodies cease to live, decay, and dissolve back into the basic elements from which they came. “Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.” Bodies certainly die, but that doesn’t mean life dies, that life ceases to exist. We don’t have a clue about life, what it is, where it comes from, where it goes.

Life is like the wind. We see the effects of the wind, but we don’t see the wind. We can tell it’s there by what it does. We don’t see life, we only see the effects of life. When we take “vital signs,” we know life is in there somewhere because the “signs” say so. If we have brain activity, we have life. If we have a flag flapping, we have wind. But, what is life apart from the activity we associate with life? We don’t know.

The bodies we walk around in are made up of atoms—hydrogen atoms, oxygen atoms (We’re mostly water, you know, H2O), carbon atoms, and nitrogen atoms. It’s like we stepped right off some periodic chart. Well, not one of those atoms that make us up is alive. Not one. You could pull all the atoms that make us up off some periodic chart and stack them in a corner and they would never be us. They would just be a pile of cosmic dust. Where does life come from?

Isn’t that the question, though? We’re always wondering how life began as though its beginning is a greater mystery than its continuing, than its being. How do we get the atoms that compose us, and the life that is us, together? How is it that the life that is in my body and yours isn’t in a rock or a marble? And, what makes us think that when that life is no longer in my body and yours, it dies?

Why not think that life continues? Flowing, we might imagine, from the Source to here, and back to the Source, picking up experience, becoming conscious and aware, one might say “personal,” along the way. We might also imagine that living well brings the Source to life here and now. Jesus was an epiphany of the Source of Life and Being on earth. Eternity broke into the Temporal plane through Jesus of Nazareth—and does so through all of those who do it like Jesus, and the Buddha, and all the Bodhisattvas would do it, by doing it as only they–individually–could do it. We make the Source real, we bring the Source to life, the Source becomes a tangible aspect of life in this world, when we live in ways that fulfill our destiny, serve the good, and exhibit the truth of life and being in the world.

All the Biblical depictions of heaven attempt to convey the deep truth that heaven is—beyond all imagery and flights of fantasy—an experience with the good. The catch seems to be that the goodness is wasted upon those who do not develop a capacity for goodness—for appreciating, creating, and expressing goodness—for being good—in this life in this world. “A tree is known by its fruit,” says Jesus. What goes around, comes around. If you “sow the wind and reap the whirlwind.” We prepare for the goodness of the world to come by being sources of goodness in the world of here and now.

This leads to the legitimate place of the Bible in our lives, which is that of a mirror reflecting who we are to us, a map pointing the way, and a metaphor (like an inkblot that everyone sees a bit differently) revealing the heart of how things are to those who have eyes to see. “Isn’t that just the way it is, though?” is the question the Bible brings to life as it shows life to us.

The Bible is the story of our life. In the beginning, we are one with ourselves. We were at one with our core. Every baby starts out like this. Then, we begin to get ideas. We begin to have notions. We begin to think that life would be better if we had more, did more, went more, were more. We hatch the idea of success, and tie it up with achievement, and acquisition. Life then is about the external stuff, the bigger barns, the money in the bank, the lifetime memberships in the right clubs, and we are always only one more major purchase away from complete happiness ever after. We are sure of it. And, all of the commercials declare it to be so.

Of course, as we drift off in this direction, we lose connection with the core, forget what is truly important, can’t find our way back to where we came in—or to who we were when we came in—and try to compensate ourselves for the emptiness within with more of the external stuff. That’s the story of the Bible, and it is our story—the story of every single one of us. You will hear this from me again: All of the wonderful old themes of the Bible have a place in our life: Paradise Lost and Paradise Regained, Guilt and Redemption, Bondage and Freedom, Death and Resurrection, Lost and Found… It’s all there. We can’t read the Bible without meeting ourselves on every page. The stories deal with Adam and Eve, Jesus of Nazareth, John of Patmos, and all the others but they are about each of us.

The thread running through the Bible is the same thread that runs through our life. It’s about finding our way back home, back to the core, back to the heart, back to who we are, back to the “face that was ours before we were born.” That’s the Hero’s Journey, the Spiritual Journey, the Quest for the Holy Grail, the search for the Kingdom of God and the Land of Promise, Vitality, Integrity, Sincerity, Spontaneity. It’s the journey to ourselves, to who we are, to the experience and expression of what is undeniably, irrefutably, us in the world.

The journey is about the sacred old values like love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, goodness, generosity, compassion, hospitality, justice, and the like. The journey is about creativity, about oneness, about reconciliation, about being true to ourselves within the context and circumstances of our lives. It is about drawing lines, and taking chances, and exploring new worlds, and making where we are a good place to be. If we spend our lives taking care of this world in these ways, the next world will take care of itself.

Blurbs

This is a collection of my book blurbs publicizing the titles available in my Kindle Collection on Amazon. They sell for $2.99 apiece. If you don’t want to spring for the purchase price, all of these books are available for free on this site, and I hope you enjoy exploring the options here.

This is a collection of 100 photographs with accompanying reflections. There is a problem with the formatting of landscape images, which prevents the photo from being aligned with the typeset. The typeset can do vertical and horizontal, the images cannot. If you can live with that, you have it made. If you would have a hard time living with that, do not purchase this book, or either of the two like it described below. Your balance and harmony are the most important things, and the world is wobbly enough as it is. Our place is to reduce the noise and complexity in our life to a manageable level and maintain it, like the quality gyroscope we are, throughout the length of the roller-coaster ride that is our life.

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This is a companion volume with the first One Hundred Days, with the same formatting issue.

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This is my foray into the world of poetry, which is one of the ways available to us for saying That Which Cannot Be Said (Music, dancing, sculpting, drawing…etc., are others). We must become well practiced in the art of such language in order to do our part in maintaining our balance and harmony in a world as wobbly as this one is.

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This is a collection of photographs with the same formatting issue as described above, and my observations about the process and art of photography.

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This is the first volume of my take on the worlds of religion and spirituality (The second volume is below).

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This is the second volume of my work with the worlds of religion and spirituality. Our place is unique in the cosmos, so far as we know, standing as we do between the invisible world of Psyche and the visible world of Soma, and working to balance and bring harmony to the spiritual and physical aspects of our life. We bring Mythos and Logos together, integrating instinct/intuition/imagination/creativity with intellect/reason/logic/analytics in order to see and say what’s what and what is to be done about it when, where, how and why. How well we do that tells the tale.

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Our alignment with the here, now–the time and place of our living–is contingent upon our inner alignment of our conscious, willing/wanting self with our unconscious (so-called because we are not conscious of it most of the time) knowing/feeling/sensing self. When Jesus prays in the Garden of Gethsemane, “Thy will, not mine, be done,” he is addressing his inner, intuitive, self, and aligning himself with his original nature, his innate virtues (The things he was equipped from birth to do best and enjoy doing most), his inherent imagination along with his intrinsic intuition). When Lao Tzu said, “Do your work and step back, let nature take its course,” he was saying, “Get out of your own way and allow your intuition and inborn gifts lead your way to the Way!” Thus, “The Tao of Jesus,” is automatic, spontaneous, natural in our work to be who Jesus was simply by being who we are. Of course, to do that, we have to get out of the way with our willing/wanting self and live in relationship with That Which Knows within as the moved in relationship with The Mover.

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One Minute Monologues 061

November 26, 2020  —  December 29, 2020

  1.   11/26/2020  —  Abbott Lake 09/27/2011 — Peaks of Otter, Blue Ridge Parkway, Bedford, Virginia

    What does thinking about sex
    keep us from thinking about
    if we weren’t thinking about sex?

    What will Artificial Intelligence
    think about
    when it progresses to the point
    of being self-replicating,
    self-reproducing?

    It seems (to me)
    that thinking about sex
    is our genes’ way
    of producing more genes.

    What is the equivalent
    of “producing more genes”
    from an AI perspective?

    It could be that the problem
    for the Mystery at the heart
    of Live and Being
    is keeping the experiment going.
    So, every living thing
    thinks about sex in its own way.

    And Life and Being follows
    a routine course over time,
    except for the occasional blips
    of novelty that make it interesting.

    Being interested is another
    problem for the Mystery.
    What keeps it going?
    What is the mystery for the Mystery?
    What does it think about.

    You can’t get away from the fact
    that the theological creation we call God
    cannot get us off its mind.
    God is consumed with,
    obsessed by its compulsion
    for us to do right by it.
    We drive God to distraction.
    It cannot think of anything else.
    “What are they doing now?”
    “What are they doing now?”
    “What are they doing now?”
    And writing it all down
    in the Book of Life.
    What a life that would be.

    What keeps AI going?
    What would keep us going
    if it weren’t for thinking about sex?
    (And having sex isn’t as important to us,
    as interesting to us,
    as thinking about having sex).

    What is there, other than sex,
    to think about?
    To be interested in?
    Can we think about it,
    be interested in it,
    without thinking there is something
    wrong with us
    for not thinking about sex all the time?

    The culture would have us think about sex
    all the time.
    Sex sells.
    Sex is good for the economy.
    Sex and money are the foundations
    of every culture there ever has been–
    and where does that line lie?
    The one between sex and money?

    Sex is money.
    Money is sex.
    What is money good for
    if not sex?
    What is sex good for
    if not more sex?
    What are we good for,
    if not thinking about sex?
    It is what we do best,
    isn’t it?
    It is certainly what we do most,
    isn’t it?
    What would we be doing
    if we weren’t thinking about sex
    or having sex?

    What will AI be doing with its time?


  2.   11/26/2020  —  Fall Leaves 39 11/24/20 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Genghis Khan said:
    “A man’s greatest pleasure is crushing his enemies.
    The greatest happiness is to vanquish your enemies,
    to chase them  before you,
    to rob them of their wealth,
    to take their horses,
    to see those dear to them  bathed in tears,
    to clasp to your bosom their wives and daughters.”  

    Take his enemies,
    their wealth and horses,
    their wives and daughters
    away from him.
    Put him on an island
    with water to eat
    and fruit and vegetables to eat,
    and watch what happens to him.
    What does he do with his time?
    Forever?
    What would keep him going?

    What is your greatest pleasure?
    Your greatest happiness?
    What would you do without it?
    Without the hope of it?
    Without the possibility of it?
    What would keep you going?

    Blaise Pascal said,

    “All of humanity’s problems stem
    from (our) inability
    to sit quietly in a room alone.”

    What keeps us going,
    sitting quietly in a room alone?

    What makes it worth our time
    and effort?


  3.   11/26/2020  —  Sumac 03 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    It is difficult to know
    where Zen begins and Taoism stops,
    but.
    The concept of “turning the light around”
    is right there.

    Turning the light around means
    “Stop looking out there for what is in here!”
    The Buddha is not out there!
    The Way is not out there!
    The Christ is not out there!
    God in whatever religion is not out there!
    The Enemy is not out there!

    It is all in here!

    When Jesus said, “Love your enemy,”
    and when Paul said,
    “Wretched man that I am–
    who will deliver me
    from this body of death?”
    They were both talking about
    the enemy within,
    the one who sabotages
    our best intents and purposes.

    We do not will ourselves to perfection
    and holiness,
    deserving of the rewards of heaven
    and life-everlasting.

    We do not beat ourselves into submission,
    or punish ourselves into sinless living.
    “Love your enemy”
    is loving ourselves,
    and all that is within us
    that opposes our idea
    of who we ought to be.

    Turning the light around
    means receiving ourselves well,
    with compassion and grace,
    the good and the bad,
    like the Prodigal’s father
    welcoming him home.

    It is not by striving to be pure
    and sinless
    that we become whole and complete,
    but through compassionate,
    non-judgmental awareness
    and acceptance
    of all that we are
    and are capable of being–
    and by extending this welcoming,
    gracious, generous and kind
    receptivity
    to all others,
    we participate in the making
    of a miracle
    that transforms
    all of our relationships,
    by turning the light around.


  4.   11/26/2020  —  Fall Canopy 01 11/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Is it easier to deceive yourself alone,
    or in a group?

    When I look around at
    the white supremacists,
    the NRA,
    the MAGA’s,
    the Qanon’s,
    the Roman Catholic Church,
    the Evangelical Christian churches,
    the Protestant Christian churches…
    the list is really, really, long…

    I think there is no safety in numbers,
    and the more people you have,
    the less likely it is
    that everyone is doing a clarity/fact/check
    on every statement
    that is being made,
    and that is, at least, a possibility
    for individuals in the solitude
    of their own recliner.

    Deception, delusion, illusion, being fooled
    are all tricks humans pull
    on themselves and one another.

    Avoiding them,
    or just recognizing them,
    is a life-long task.
    And, it is one that we have to recognize
    as being ours to undertake,
    and to know we are responsible for,
    and begin the work on constructing
    what is generally thought of as a
    “Bullshit Detector.”

    What goes into an industrial strength BSD?
    There are books,
    newsletters,
    YouTube videos
    and soon-to-be-surely hotlines
    and smart phone apps.

    We would be wise to start our own collection
    of methods to keep ourselves savvy
    and up on the latest aids to knowing what’s what
    that are available to those who want to know.

    It is hard enough staying on the path
    when the mud has settled
    and the water is clear.
    When the propaganda merchants are filling
    the air with waves of nonsense and idiocy,
    we have to filter everything we hear and see
    through micro-strainers
    to have a chance at a trustworthy interpretation
    of what is going on.

    Do everything you can to see what you look at,
    and understand what is being said.
    Everything depends on knowing what is happening
    and what needs to happen in response.

    Everything.


  5.   11/27/2020  —  Ghost Trees 02 08/21/2015 — A blended photograph with the Ghost Tree from the Anna Zagora Collection and the Beach Sunrise from Huntington Beach State Park in South Carolina

    There is more to it than meets the eye.

    This is the grounding hope
    at the bottom of it all.

    Karma and Grace and the Tao
    are all a part of the More.

    Synchronicity and the magic
    of Timing,
    and the wonder of Flow,
    and whatever goes into setting
    one Time and Place apart
    from all other times and places,
    always and forever…

    There is Mystery at the Heart
    of Life and Being.

    Mystery that is to be trusted
    and relied upon
    past all logic and reason.

    To be aligned with the Mystery
    is to be on track,
    on the beam,
    at one with the moment
    and in touch with the Unknown
    and Unknowable–
    without being able to use it
    for our personal gain
    or benefit in any way.

    The Apostle Paul said it this way:
    “Have the same mind among you
    that you find in Jesus of Nazareth,
    who did not count equality with God
    as something to be exploited,
    but emptied himself
    and became faithful unto death,
    even death on a cross.”

    To live in this way is
    to be the Christ
    in each situation as it arises,
    in each moment of our living,
    by getting ourselves and our interests
    out of the way,
    and doing what needs to be done
    for no other reason than
    that it needs to be done,
    and having nothing to gain or lose
    because we are serving a Secret Purpose
    beyond sight and sound,
    and are glad to be spent in that service,
    knowing it is better and more
    than anything we could ever imagine.

    If you are going to take anything on faith,
    let it be this,
    and live in every moment
    as though it is so.


  6.   11/27/2020  —  Scum Panorama 01 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    We are ice dancing here.

    Dancing with our life,
    at one with the music
    no one can hear,
    to the flow of time and place
    and the wonder of everyone,
    ourselves most of all–
    for the glory of it,
    like a moth dancing with the flame,
    for the hell of it,
    for the joy of it,
    for the rapture of it,
    and the beauty of
    being in sync with the moment,
    having the time of our life.

    And, if not,
    why not?

    What are we waiting for?

    Step onto the ice,
    and dance!

    While you can!


  7.   11/26/2020  —  Boardwalk Panorama 10 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Everything is a portal into mystery
    and unknowing.

    The Hindus, and before them,
    the Dravidians of the Indus Valley
    (2500 BCE – 1500 BCE)
    held that the world as always been
    just as it is.

    And always means always to them.
    It means there has never been a time
    when the cosmos was not.

    No beginning, no ending–
    like the tides on the seas.
    The tide comes in
    and the tide goes out,
    and between coming and going,
    the tide turns around.
    So it is with the universe,
    coming and going always.

    It is a different way of looking at things.

    We think of the creating event
    as the Big Bang.
    Before then there was only tiny bits
    of matter coalescing over a long
    period of time.

    We do not ask,
    “How many Big Bangs have there been?”
    We think in terms on only one.
    Why only one?
    Before that one, what?

    Those of us in the Christian West,
    like to think there is only one God
    who has always been.
    We do not ask,
    “Before God, what?”
    or, “Where did God come from?”
    We grant eternal and everlasting existence
    to God.

    Hindus grant it to the Cosmos.

    And it all is shrouded in mystery.
    We do not know where it all came from,
    or how we got here,
    or by what means there is something
    and not nothing.

    Our Sunday school teachers
    told us a nice, pat, little story
    that answers nothing.
    That creates more questions
    than it resolves.
    And leaves us stuck
    with not-knowing half
    of all there is to know,
    or even half of one millionth
    of one percent
    of all there is to know.

    We live in mystery.
    We swim in mystery.
    We are awash in mystery.
    And we don’t give it a thought.

    We should be staggered by the wonder
    of it all.
    And we spend our time
    complaining about the weather,
    or wondering where we can find
    a really good pizza.

    When everything is a portal into mystery
    and unknowing,
    and it is wasted on us.

    Absolutely wasted.


  8.   11/26/2020  —  Crepe Myrtle 08 11/27/2020 Panorama Detail — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    What is meaningful about your life?
    How often do you do it?
    How often would you need to do it
    to say without hesitation
    that you are living a meaningful life?
    A life that has meaning for you
    is the only meaningful life there is
    for you.

    If what do has meaning for 10,000 people,
    but now for you,
    how meaningful is that?
    You could still drink yourself
    into oblivion every night
    and feel that you had wasted your life
    because it was not fulfilling for you.

    And it is not self-indulgent to live
    in the service of our highest/deepest
    enthusiasm, “it is vital,”
    as Diane Osbon has said.

    Do not merely think about
    what is meaningful to you–
    do it–as often as possible,
    for as long as possible!

    Make it your thing
    to do your thing,
    as often as possible,
    for as long as possible,
    throughout what remains
    of the time left for living!


  9.   11/28/2020  —  Lake Chicot 03 09/27/2015 — Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    Everything is moving
    all the time.

    The only still point in the entire cosmos
    is at the very center of ourselves.

    Finding the core of who we are–
    “the face that was ours
    before our parents were born”–
    the qualities,
    character,
    virtues/characteristics,
    proclivities/interests/enthusiasms
    gifts,
    genius,
    spirit/life/vitality
    that are as our fingerprints
    and the cones of our irises,
    unique among all humans
    who have ever lived,
    or will ever live,
    and living out of our individuality
    in ways that incarnate,
    express,
    exhibit,
    and make plain
    the person we are
    in the way we live our life
    is the Opus we are here to compose,
    orchestrate
    and bring forth
    in the time and place of our living.

    How are you coming along with that?

    What would help you with your work?


  10.   11/28/2020  —  The Light at the Edge of the Woods 11/04/2020 — 22-Acre W00ds, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    If our heart isn’t in what we are doing,
    it shows.
    We can’t fake heart.
    Better that we listen to heart–
    and do what heart says do,
    and not do what heart says don’t do.
    We make our biggest mistakes
    not listening to heart.
    Or confusing heart with Eros,
    and waking up in some version
    of the Wasteland,
    wondering how we got there.

    Well.

    It is too bad we aren’t born
    with experience.
    Because it takes listening with experience
    to know what we are hearing.

    But no one is keeping score,
    and it doesn’t matter how long it takes,
    and all it takes is waking up,
    and all waking up takes is experience,
    so, what’s the problem?

    There is no problem!

    Live on! Live on!


  11.   11/29/2020  —  Redwing Blackbird Panorama o5/21/2019 — Savanna National Wildlife Refuge, Hardeeville, South Carolina

    The moment we have something at stake
    in a situation,
    or a relationship,
    a disturbance is created in the flow,
    and we are living with our self-interest
    at heart
    and not the interest of the situation,
    or the relationship.

    Then we are in a “Get My Way At All Costs”
    mode of operating
    and the true good of ourselves,
    the other person,
    or the situation as a whole
    goes out the window.

    Getting our way is not always
    what the time and place of our living
    is calling for.
    And, even if it is what is called for,
    it still creates a disturbance in the flow
    by virtue of putting us in the position
    of calculating where to draw the line–
    where does what is good for us
    become what is bad for us,
    in terms of the price we are willing to pay
    to have our way.

    There is no price we will not pay
    when serving the good of the situation as a whole.

    Men/women sacrificing themselves
    on fields of battle,
    are examples of people paying the ultimate price
    for the good of others.

    Jesus died in service to his cause
    as a model to all his followers
    of what was to be/is to be
    expected of them in their service
    to the same cause–
    that is to say, “The truth of what
    matters most in any situation.”

    This is the “Love of Fate”
    put forth by Fredrich Nietzsche
    as the ideal way of embracing
    one’s circumstances with a bold, “Yea!”
    and letting nothing stop us from doing
    “what we are here for”
    in the places with the worst likely outcome.
    Or of “participating in the suffering
    of another to such a degree,
    that we forget ourselves
    and our own safety
    and spontaneously do what is necessary”
    (Joseph Campbell)–
    “in service to the truth
    of what matters most
    in any situation.”

    Our life is always moving toward our death.
    “The Secret Cause” (James Joyce)–
    that is, what we are living in the service of–
    directs our steps toward our final breath.
    And, through 10,000 psychological/emotional deaths
    at every transition point
    (where we are asked to “grow up some more again”
    all along the way),
    “dying to our idea of how things ought to be
    in the service of how things actually need to be.”

    The trick is to die the deaths that lead
    to new births
    and not dying the deaths that
    just lead to our being dead.

    That is living in the flow of our life
    all the way to our last breath.


  12. 11/29/2020  —  Country Cemetery 10/05/2015 — Lancaster County, South Carolina

    What pulls you off course?
    What attachment is stronger than
    the call from your center
    for expression and service?

    If we are not going to live
    to incarnate
    what is deepest,
    truest
    and best about us,
    what are we getting that will
    offset that betrayal?

    The story of the Garden of Eden
    is the story of the betrayal
    of our center.
    The story of the Garden of Gethsemane
    is the story of faithful loyalty
    to our Center.
    Both stories are about our dying.
    Only one is about our being restored to life.

    Our center is the source of life.
    It is our vital core
    of life and being.
    When we live from the center,
    we are as alive as we can be.

    When we fail to guard the center,
    and live to serve some other promise
    of gain,
    delight
    and well-being,
    we choose a path that leads
    directly to the depths of the wasteland.

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “The crucial thing to live for
    is the sense of life in what you are doing,
    and if that is not there,
    then you are living according to
    someone else’s notion
    of how life should be lived.”

    And, “I know that I am on track
    when everything is in a harmonious
    relationship with what I regard as the best
    I have in me.”

    When we sacrifice our best
    on the altar of our wants and desires,
    we sell ourselves for the equivalent
    of glass beads and silver mirrors.


  13. 11/30/2020  —  Katahdin Range Panorama 09/26/2010 — Sandy Stream Pond, Baxter State Park, Millinocket, Maine

    I dreamed last night–
    or was it a vision–
    that some place in the world
    had been cordoned off because
    a strain of COVID-19 had been discovered
    that is 25 times more deadly than
    the original version,
    and all known vaccines
    are useless against it.

    Whether it is real or not
    is not the question.
    The potential exists
    no matter how unlikely.
    Our mindset worldwide
    leaves us vulnerable
    and reduces our chances,
    regardless of what
    those chances are.

    A mindset is something
    we can do something about.

    Let’s divide mindsets between
    Stupid and Savvy.

    Stupid wears a MAGA hat
    and refuses to wear a mask.
    Savvy does the reverse.

    But, Asymptomatic people
    belong to both groups,
    and skew the profiles

    Plus, all Stupid people will not get the virus
    and all Savvy people will not avoid it.

    After the mud settles
    and the water clears,
    there will probably be
    about the same percentage of Stupid
    and Savvy in the world
    as before.
    And the vulnerability of Savvy people
    will be about what it was before.

    But.

    Everyone can increase their chances
    at a long,
    centered,
    balanced
    and harmonious life
    (Probably forgetting for some time
    happy, joyous, carefree and giddy)
    by learning to be mindfully aware
    and self-transparent.

    Jon Kabat-Zinn’s YouTube videos
    (The shortest ones first)
    are a helpful path
    to both those outcomes,
    which is really one thing,
    Mindfully-Aware-Self-Transparency.

    If it takes a pandemic
    to ground us forever in
    Mindfully-Aware-Self-Transparency,
    it is our own stupid fault.


  14. 11/30/2020  —  Lake Chicot 05 10/27/2015 — Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    “All things work together for good
    for those (who are on the beam).”

    Being on the beam is the key factor
    in a life well-lived.

    Beyond that,
    there is no advantage whatsoever
    to being on the beam.
    Staying on the beam
    under those circumstances
    is the true test
    of our resiliency and willful determination
    to be faithful and loyal
    liege servants of our destiny.

    Our relationship with our destiny
    is the central point
    around which everything coalesces.
    Living aligned with our destiny
    means one thing for us,
    and living at odds with our destiny
    means another.

    Here is the interesting thing:
    Either way,
    it is all the same with our destiny.
    Our destiny is such
    that it can use whatever we bring it
    to realize itself through us.

    It goes better for us
    in terms of our peace of mind
    and our being true to ourselves,
    living from our center
    and grounded in what matters most,
    whose life is a blessing and a grace
    upon all who come our way,
    but we are only going to be able
    to count on having what we need
    to do what needs to be done.

    Extravagance and indulgence are not
    going to characterize our life,
    and there will be days
    when we have to talk ourselves into
    getting out of bed
    and doing the thing that calls our name.

    It comes down to sacrificing ourselves,
    again and again,
    in the service of our destiny,
    doing what is ours to do,
    the way it should be done,
    when it should be done,
    as best we can
    for as long as we are able–
    with compassion and sincerity,
    and without contrivance or exploitation.

    Once contrivance and exploitation,
    personal gain and advantage,
    enter the situation,
    the flow is destroyed
    and we are on our own.

    When we walk away from the beam
    to serve our own purposes,
    we die in a wasteland of our own making
    every time.


  15. 11/30/2020  —  Fall Leaves 02 11/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Our mythology consists of the things
    we tell ourselves
    to adjust ourselves to the world,
    to life as it is,
    to the way things are.

    What do you turn to
    when you have nowhere to turn?
    What do you say to yourself
    about your losses and your sorrows?
    How do you find your way forward?

    What are the stories?
    The pep talks?
    The the slogans and mottoes?
    The mantras and the sayings?

    There is a world of things
    we turn to
    when this world flattens us,
    overwhelms us,
    disappoints us…

    We talk ourselves back to life,
    back to functioning.
    What do we say?
    That is our mythology.

    Our mythology is a collection of metaphors
    that help us make sense of things
    and find meaning in what happens
    or fails to happen.

    Scraps of songs,
    pieces of poetry,
    movie lines,
    inspirational quotes,
    stories of the heroes of the past,
    baseball quips…
    all come together in the moment
    and what needs to be done about it,
    in response to it
    and help us find our bearings,
    get our feet under us,
    stand up and make our way.

    What is our grounding mythology?
    When we identify it,
    we can consciously amend it,
    elaborate it,
    add to it,
    improve it,
    perfect it,
    shape it,
    form it
    and formally make it out own–
    and be better prepared
    to meet what is coming,
    and find our way through
    whatever is waiting around
    the next curve in the road,
    and the one after that.


  16. 12/01/2020  —  Koi Pond 01 05/24/2018 –Pike Nursery, Charlotte, North Carolina, from my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    Everything serves our destiny.

    It helps to tell ourselves that,
    no matter what happens.

    The things we don’t think we need,
    the things we don’t want,
    the things we hate with all our heart,
    not to mention our mind,
    our soul,
    our strength,
    our essence
    and our convenience,
    are serving our destiny,
    as surely as the things that please us
    to no end,
    stoke our gladness
    delight our mothers
    and fill our fathers with pride
    are.

    The question is:
    How are we going to respond to them?
    What are we going to do with them?
    Are we going to see them–
    understand them,
    interpret them–
    in ways that shift us
    off the Me And What I Want Track,
    and put us squarely in the center
    of My Destiny And How I Need To
    Align Myself With It Track?

    If everything that happens
    is serving our destiny,
    but we aren’t,
    we have a problem.

    And our destiny has a problem.

    Our destiny’s only problem ever
    is getting our whole-hearted cooperation.

    If we aren’t living intentionally,
    deliberately,
    consciously
    in the moment-to-moment,
    situation-by-situation,
    day-by-day
    service of our destiny,
    we are striving uselessly
    to heave our own ideas for our life
    into place
    in order to live happily ever after.

    And creating hell for ourselves
    and everyone we know.

    We are swimming against the current,
    spitting into the wind,
    digging holes in solid granite,
    and free-falling into the void
    through one wasteland after another.

    Not so smart.

    Everything that happens to us
    serves our destiny
    by trying to wake us up.

    And it is going to keep
    trying to wake us up
    until we die.

    We can wake up or not.
    It is up to us.

    If we think maybe waking up
    might be a good idea,
    we start the work of waking up
    by asking ourselves,
    What is my life trying to tell me?
    And all of the questions
    that question stirs to life.

    Asking all of the questions
    that beg to be asked
    leads us to seeing things
    in ways we have never seen them before.

    And seeing things differently
    opens doors we never knew were there.
    And sooner than you may imagine,
    we find ourselves in the middle
    of the Promised Land,
    listening for what is being called for
    in each situation as it arises,
    without trying to impose our will
    for the situation on the situation,
    but looking for how we can be helpful
    in ways that need what we have to offer,
    situation-by-situation,
    moment-by-moment,
    throughout the time left for living.

    And our destiny takes care of itself.
    In a thoroughly magical,
    marvelous,
    mysterious,
    miraculous kind of way.

    Without us every doing anything more
    than what needs us to do it
    here and now
    kind of way.


  17. 12/01/2020  —  Eagle Cliff Falls Panorama 09/20/2015 — Montour Falls, New York

    What are your gifts?
    What do you do with them?

    That is all you need to know.
    What your gifts are,
    and what to do with them.

    Then it is just a matter of doing
    what needs to be done
    with the gifts that are yours to share.


  18. 12/01/2020  —  Mute Swans 02 08/16/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    It comes down to attitude.
    Outlook.
    Viewpoint.
    Perception.
    Perspective.

    How we look limits what we see,
    casts what we see
    in a favorable or unfavorable light,
    tilts the table for or against,
    pro or con,
    my way or the highway.

    We tend to see in ways
    that favor what we favor
    and disfavor what we disfavor.

    We are how we look
    at what we see.

    Tell me what you see and how you see it
    and I will tell you who you are.

    So, start with a mirror,
    looking at you.
    What memories come to mind
    that cant you in a particular direction
    with regard to yourself.

    You remember the things
    that justify your view of things.
    That justify your view of you.

    When I ask you to “look at all there is
    about you,”
    you won’t scratch the surface.
    You will look at all the things
    you always see about you.
    You cannot see any of the things
    that do not support your view of yourself.

    The same thing applies to your view
    of everything and everyone in your life.
    You cannot see them for all of the things
    you already see about them
    that get in your way of seeing
    all there is to see.

    You cannot see all there is to see
    about anything.

    You see only your viewpoint,
    your perspective,
    your perception,
    your attitude,
    about everything you look at.
    Which prejudices your outlook.

    Now listen to me:
    We have to get beyond how we see things!
    We have to get ourselves out of the way!
    We have to look at everything
    as though we are seeing it
    for the first time!

    Here’s the way to do that:
    Draw a mental frame around everything
    you look at.
    Set it apart from everything else.
    Memories, impressions, ideas, presumptions,
    assumptions, inferences, what you know
    and what you think you know…
    Filter all of it out,
    so that it is just you looking at
    what is in the frame
    as though you have never seen it,
    or anything like it,
    ever.

    Sit or stand before it in the silence
    of compassionate presence
    and allow it to show you who
    and what it is.

    Allow it to transition from “it”
    to “Thou.”
    And go where you are being led.


  19. 12/02/2020  —  Adams Mill Pond Mirror 01 11/10/2014 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    Ours is the most neurotic generation in history.
    I say that based on the central place
    of money and addiction worldwide.

    Money and addiction are substitutes
    for a viable, vital, vibrant and alive center.
    We have no center,
    no core,
    no adamantine rock-solid foundation
    upon which to stand,
    immovable,
    confident,
    secure,
    stable,
    balanced and harmonious
    in the face of the clashing rocks
    and heaving waves
    of the wine-dark sea
    that constitute our life.

    And so, the attraction of certitude
    of any kind.
    We will follow anyone who knows
    what they are talking about.
    And so, Qanon and Donald Trump.

    The theme song of our age
    is “The Paradox of Needy”:
    I’m so needy!
    I HATE being needy!
    And I need to be needed
    by someone who needs me
    to need them too!
    But I’ll hate them if they do!

    All neurosis is a box
    with no center
    and no door,
    and no floor.
    A square black hole.
    A womb with no due date.
    With money and addiction,
    lights and action
    to take our mind
    off free-falling
    through endless neediness
    and a life that has no meaning.

    What’s the solution?
    Waking up.
    Bearing the pain, laughing.
    Knowing there is no fixing any of it
    only dancing with all of it,
    for what?
    We do not know!

    Shoulder uncertainty!
    Tolerate anxiety!
    Trust the unknown and unknowable!
    Dance with the darkness!
    Play with terror and with fear!

    Native Americans would tell their children
    as they left home to find their way in the world,
    “When you get out of sight of this place,
    you will enter the land of darkness and doubt,
    and you will come to a chasm.
    When you do, JUMP!
    It is not as far as it seems.”

    Neurosis is refusing to jump.
    And takes everything more seriously
    that it deserves.


  20. 12/02/2020  —  Om Mani 05 — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    Joseph Campbell emphasizes the importance
    of creating a sacred space
    as a place to retreat
    from the world of normal, apparent, reality–
    in order to return to the center,
    amid the things that are central
    to “the harmonization of your own life.”

    A sacred space is a decompression zone,
    where we return to ourselves
    and know the joy and peace
    of being sealed off
    and at one with meaningful items
    that help us find our way.

    Campbell says, “You must have a sealing-off
    place for yourself whenever you need it–
    it is an absolute necessity
    if you are going to have an inner life.”

    We need a play room where what we do
    does not have to have any significance
    beyond doing it.
    Where we can play a drum,
    or read a book that goes nowhere,
    or listen to music that we love,
    or sit looking out a window.

    We need a place where our heart and soul
    can come alive,
    and we can come alive to them,
    and join together
    in the joy and wonder of being alive.


  21. 12/03/2020  —  Grayson Highlands Oil Paint Rendering — Grayson Highlands State Park, Mouth of Wilson. Virginia

    Each one of us
    is an embodiment
    of The Mystery
    at the heart
    of life and being.

    And it is our place–
    our role,
    our duty and responsibility–
    to consciously,
    mindfully,
    intentionally and willfully,
    incarnate The Mystery
    that is who we are.

    When Jesus said
    “The Father and I are one,”
    and when he prayed,
    “And may they all be one,
    even as we are one, Father,
    just as you are in me
    and I am in you,
    may they also be in us,”
    he is talking to The Mystery,
    calling it “Father,”
    as it is, indeed,
    the Source of life and being
    throughout the cosmos.

    We all carry within us The Mystery,
    the Father,
    and are called to exemplify
    the truth at the heart of who we are
    in everything we say and do.

    Jesus and the Buddha did that very well.
    So did Eleanor Roosevelt and Helen Keller.
    As are Dolly Parton and Taylor Swift.

    Beautiful works of art, every one!

    And it is our place to join them
    as vehicles of, for and to The Mystery
    in the time left for living.

    How well we do that determines
    the extent to which
    we transform the world
    by living in each moment
    as conscious,
    mindful,
    intentional,
    willful
    extensions of The Mystery
    in the times and places of our living,
    moment-by-moment,
    situation-by-situation,
    by seeing what is called for
    and responding in ways fitting to the occasion
    with the gifts that are ours to share,
    sincerely and without contrivance,
    and nothing at stake in the outcome,
    all our life long.


  22. 12/03/2020  —  Angel Oak 11/14/2013 Black and White — Angel Oak Park, Johns Island, South Carolina

    This tree is doing all it can–
    doing its best–
    doing all it knows to do–
    with the resources at its disposal
    and the gifts that came with it
    from the acorn
    all those years ago,
    without wondering what’s in it for it,
    or thinking it isn’t good enough,
    or that it is something really special,
    or wishing it were a school bus,
    or a diesel locomotive,
    or…

    This tree is,
    as all trees are,
    just what it is:
    A tree thus come.

    Where it is,
    when it is,
    how it is,
    for as long as it is,
    as a blessing and a grace
    upon all who come its way,
    without striving to be more than it is,
    or something it is not.

    Trees know where to draw the line.

    They know the difference between
    trusting their luck,
    and pushing there luck,
    and live to see what they can do
    with what they have to work with
    in the time and place of their living.

    And they exhibit their original nature
    in everything they do.

    And are content to sincerely be who they are,
    with balance and harmony,
    through all the days of their life.


  23. 12/03/2020  —  Waiting for Breakfast 05/012019 — Bluff Lake, Sam D. Hamilton Noxubee National Wildlife Refuge, Oktibbeha County, Starkville, Mississippi

    The Dalai Lama, speaking about the Chinese occupation of Tibet, said:

    “If, in any situation, there is no solution, there is no point in being anxious. If the forces at work have their own momentum, and what’s going on now is the product of what went before, and if this generation is not in control of all those forces, then this process will continue.”

    Some things have to play themselves out.

    A lynch mob, for instance,
    is not going to be talked out
    of doing what it came to do.

    Force is the only valid form of persuasion
    in situations like that.
    And “if this generation”
    lacks the wherewithal to force compliance
    with the rules of decency and order,
    “this process will continue.”

    And China remains,
    after all these years,
    in control of Tibet.

    We can wring our hands
    and wail,
    “Why doesn’t anyone DO SOMETHING?”
    but the “process will continue”
    until it plays itself out,
    or something shifts in the situation.

    The Republicans in Congress
    are the force
    that would put the country
    back on track.
    But, they demur.
    Look away.
    Feign shock and consternation.

    They disappear.
    And become Trump’s invisible means of support
    in the attack on democracy
    and the foundations of government.

    Without the force to compel compliance
    with customary norms and standards
    of behavior,
    the country is swept by the current
    of the times
    into the clashing rocks
    and heaving waves
    of the wine-dark sea.

    And as it is with Tibet,
    so it will be with the USA,
    without a miraculous intervention
    to disrupt “the process.”


  24. 12/04/2020  —  Maine Moon 09/21/2006 — Mt. Desert Island, Maine

    Compliance with this
    is non-compliance with that,
    and vice-versa.

    The only free choice we can make
    is the choice between masters.
    “Choose this day whom you will serve!”
    is all the freedom we are allowed.

    Not wearing a mask
    is not evidence of freedom,
    but of bondage.
    The people who do not wear a mask.
    cannot wear a mask.
    They lose standing in their
    most-cherished community if they do.
    What is the value of a community
    that binds us to stupidity
    and puts us in harm’s way?

    What is the value of anything
    that destroys our connection
    with our core
    and commands us to do
    what is contrary to our
    control center within?

    When Paul says,
    “It is no longer I who live,
    but the Christ who lives within me!”
    he is saying he is being directed
    by the Knower who knows better
    than he knows what is called for
    and what needs to be done about it.

    He is saying what Captain Jack Sparrow said,
    “It’s the pirate’s life for me, Gibbs.
    I have no say in the matter. Savvy?”

    We have no say in the matter of what matters to us.
    We have no say in the matter of what
    we would go to hell for.
    We have no say in the matter of what
    pulls us or chases us or haunts us or pleases us.

    We like what we like
    and don’t like what we don’t like,
    but we can’t choose what we like
    or don’t like
    any more than we can choose
    what we dream at night
    or what the next thing will be
    that catches our eye.

    Freedom is just another word
    for having nothing at all to say
    in all matters of grave importance,
    so we need to stop kidding ourselves
    about being free,
    and realize who we are bowing before
    and taking our orders from,
    and who is directing our boat
    on its path through the sea.


  25. 12/04/2020  —  Canyon Light 09/27/2005 — Grand Canyon, South Rim, Arizona

    Sit quietly,
    find the still point within
    between liking and not liking,
    thinking and not thinking,
    wanting and not wanting,
    fearing and not fearing,
    believing and not believing,
    needing and not needing,
    etc.

    And live from there
    in doing and not doing.


  26. 12/04/2020  —  Father Crawley Point – Star Wars Canyon – Rainbow Canyon — Death Valley National Park, Inyo, California

    It is not a matter of thinking,
    or believing.
    It is solely a matter of doing–
    of right doing–
    of aligning our life
    with what is being called for
    in each situation as it arises,
    and doing there what needs to be done,
    when it needs to be done,
    how it needs to be done,
    for as long as it needs to be done,
    and repeating that process
    in the next situation as it arises,
    and so on,
    throughout our life.

    You can think whatever you want.

    You can believe whatever you want.

    As long as it enables you
    to do what needs to be done,
    when it needs to be done,
    how it needs to be done,
    for as long as it needs to be done
    by doing what is called for
    in every situation
    that arises.

    Forget ethics.
    Forget morality.
    Forget duty.
    Forget what your mother told you.
    Forget what your father always said.
    Just focus on what is being called for,
    be right about it,
    and do what needs to be done,
    when and how,
    situation by situation.

    This is called
    “living in accord with the Tao.”

    It is also called
    “serving your destiny.”


  27. 12/04/2020  —  Lake Chicot 03/22/2015 10 — Cabin Rentals, Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    We owe our life
    liege loyalty,
    filial devotion
    and devoted service
    through all the times and places,
    contexts and circumstances
    of our days upon the earth.

    Adam and Eve failed to do this,
    and served their wants and desires,
    but Abraham, Moses, Elijah and John the Baptist,
    Ruth, Ester, and Mary the mother of Jesus,
    and Jesus, among many others,
    did it very well.

    Now, it is our turn.

    Our life is our destiny.
    To live our life
    with liege loyalty,
    filial devotion,
    and devoted service,
    is to embrace our destiny,
    and do what it calls us to do,
    regardless of the price,
    without any interest in
    what is in it for us,
    and no attempt to turn any moment
    to our advantage,
    gain,
    or benefit–immediate or eternal–
    but just doing what our life requires
    in the time and place of our living,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day
    our whole life long,
    for the joy of serving our life.

    To live this way
    is to live in accord with the Tao,
    and at one with our destiny.


  28. 12/05/2020  —  Wild Goose Island 09/24/2006 — St. Mary Lake, Glacier National Park, Montana

    People group together
    around their ideas
    of how things ought to be.
    Which is how they wish they were.
    Which has a somewhat tangential
    relationship with how things are.

    The more people in the group,
    the less agreement there is
    about pretty much everything.
    Unless the group doesn’t allow disagreement,
    or questions,
    or variations from the authority
    of those in control of the group.

    Insisting that everyone see things
    like the leaders see things
    is the grounding agreement
    for peace and harmony.
    The moment different opinions
    and points of view are permitted,
    it all goes to hell in a hurry.

    Democracy is doomed from the start.
    “Okay, we can all be free to live
    our own life with the same rights
    and privileges as everyone else,
    but we all have to agree
    that the majority rules.”

    And then we get Trump and the GOP
    suing to have an election overturned
    where the majority (by 7 million votes)
    voted him out of office.

    How are we going to make this work?

    “Good fences make good neighbors,”
    said Robert Frost.
    What I do on my side of the fence
    is my business,
    and what you do on your side of the fence
    is your business.
    I won’t mess with your life,
    and you don’t mess with mine.

    That would work except for the color
    of my skin,
    or my preference for a life partner,
    or my right to have an abortion,
    then somehow my business
    becomes your business.
    How does that happen?
    I’m on my side of the fence.
    What are you doing in my back yard?
    In my bedroom?
    How did my business become your business?

    How is it that I cannot trust you
    to abide by our common agreements?

    Freedom of religion
    means I am free from your religion.
    So, keep your religion to yourself
    on your side of the fence!

    We can live together
    only if you stay on your side of the fence!
    When people in democracy
    keep trying to impose their ideas
    of how other people ought to live their life
    on other people.
    there is no democracy.

    Democracy respects lines separating
    people and their business
    from other people and their business–
    and requires everyone to mind their own business.

    Sounds simple enough.


  29. 12/05/2020  —  Lake Chicot 04 03/22/2015 Panorama — Canoe/Kayak Launch, Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    Preferences without expectations or demands
    will go a long way toward peace, balance and harmony.

    But.

    This works only where there is
    mutual respect for,
    and commitment to,
    the common good.

    Where that is lacking,
    that is where the police
    and the military come in.

    Everything depends upon
    our ability to enforce compliance
    to the agreements that hold us together.

    Without the good faith participation of all
    in the creation and maintenance
    of an atmosphere/environment
    that respects/honors the rights
    of everyone to their rights to a life
    they find to be pleasing–
    without interfering with others’ rights
    to that kind of life for themselves–
    it all goes to hell in short order.

    We owe it to each other
    to care about the good of the other
    as much as we care about our own good.

    That is the basis of our life together.


  30. 12/06/2020  —  Magnolia 08 06/24/2009 — Greensboro, North Carolina

    Only dead people kill people.

    Every person who kills someone, anyone,
    should ask themselves:
    “In doing this,
    am I more like Jesus,
    or the people who killed Jesus?”

    Christians think Jesus is a Christian,
    and would be welcome in all their churches.
    All Christian churches think everyone is welcome.
    They say so on church signs.
    “All are welcome here!”
    “Everyone is welcome here!”
    Not so.
    What they don’t say is left unsaid but implied:
    “All are welcome here on our terms.”
    “Everyone is welcome here to be like we are.”

    The list of people who are not welcome
    in Christian Churches is long.

    Are gay people welcome
    to hold Gay Pride rallies
    and organize marches,
    and preach from the pulpit on Sunday morning
    in Christian Churches?

    Are members of Planned Parenthood welcome
    to hold Freedom of Choice rallies,
    to speak from the pulpit,
    and organize marches?

    Are Muslims welcome
    to preach from the pulpit on Sunday morning,
    hold prayer retreats
    and rallies,
    and organize marches,
    and talk about Palestinian rights?

    Transgender people…
    Black Lives Matter…
    Buddhists…
    The list is long of people
    not-welcome on church property.

    Yet, all Christian churches
    think Jesus would be welcome.

    They should devote a worship service
    once a month
    for silent contemplation
    of all the ways Jesus would not be welcome,
    and of all the things Jesus
    would not be welcome to say
    and do.

    And then consider, in light of that,
    are they more like Jesus,
    or the people who killed Jesus.


  31. 12/06/2020  —  Water Flower 09/02/2008 — Bass Lake, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

    A symbol’s value
    is its aliveness in the life
    of those embracing it.

    Symbols are alive for us
    when they connect us with transcendence,
    with the Numen,
    the Ineffable,
    the Indescribable,
    the Inexpressible…
    beyond themselves.

    We see through symbols
    when we look at symbols,
    and we never confuse the symbol
    with what it symbolizes,
    with what it stands as a reference to,
    with what it points to,
    suggests,
    reflects.

    A symbol–all symbols–is/are alive
    to the extent that it/they are metaphors
    for more than words can say.
    And everything is capable of being a symbol,
    a metaphor,
    for us when we see through it,
    past it,
    to what it “stands for” for us.

    A symbol is dead
    when it means just what it means
    and nothing more ever than what it means.

    God is a symbol.
    God is a metaphor.
    God is an idea that represents
    a transcendent reality
    that cannot be said,
    told,
    explained,
    described,
    clarified,
    expressed,
    defined
    or made plain.

    God is dead to the extent
    that God is limited
    to what can be said of God
    in the Bible,
    the creeds,
    the catechisms,
    the books of confession,
    and the books of doctrine
    that say who and what God is.
    And is not.

    God is more than we can ask,
    or say, or think, or believe.

    God is beyond all concepts,
    ideas, opinions, descriptions…

    The most truthful thing
    that can be said of God
    is “I do not know God.”

    As a symbol,
    God is “transparent to transcendence,”
    as all symbols are,
    in that we see through the symbol
    to what is beyond the symbol
    which cannot be said/told/defined/etc.

    We,
    you and I,
    are to live in ways
    that “express the inexpressible,”
    and “make known what which
    is more than words can say.”

    We,
    you and I,
    are to be symbols
    which are “transparent to transcendence,”
    so that we are “as close to The Mystery
    at the Heart of Life and Being,
    as some people get,”
    so that seeing The Mystery
    through us,
    they become present to The Mystery themselves,
    and live, as a symbol of The Mystery
    in the lives of others.

    And, thus, The Mystery
    comes alive in us all,
    and we all come alive in The Mystery,
    and know that at the very bottom of it all,
    we are One with The Mystery,
    “One with the Father,”
    One with each other
    and all people of all ages,
    and all sentient beings
    of all times and places,
    world without end, amen.


  32. 12/06/2020  —  Caroline Dormon Lodge 03/22/2015 — Chico Lake State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    The old Taoist saying,
    “Turn the light around,”
    says all we need to hear.

    It can be understood on different levels.
    Initially it was a directive
    to stop looking for illumination
    “out there,”
    in books,
    or lectures,
    or sutras,
    concepts,
    creeds,
    ideas,
    thinking,
    etc.
    and start looking for it
    “in here,”
    in realizations,
    recognition,
    intuition,
    insight,
    instinct,
    etc.

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “It is through reflection
    on our lived experience
    that we arrive at new realizations.”
    And on our dreams,
    and our conflicts and contradictions,
    etc.

    Any time we come up against a wall
    is a good time for reflection,
    and for listening.

    Nothing beats sitting quietly
    and listening
    for getting past the noise
    to the truth that is trying
    to break through to us.

    All we have to do is sit still
    and notice everything
    that arises unbidden within,
    until something comes up
    with a peculiar energy about it,
    different from all the other stuff,
    in a way that catches your attention
    and jolts you with
    a kind of “Here it is! Don’t miss this!”
    emphasis.

    Well, reflect on that.
    Turn it over.
    Walk around it.
    See what you can make of it.
    What is it asking of you?
    Take it for a spin.
    See where it goes.

    On the path to the Holy Grail,
    one thing leads to another.
    Start with the thing with energy,
    and it will lead you to something else
    with energy.
    Stay with the energy.
    With the life.
    With the interest and enthusiasm.
    With the joy and wonder.

    Trust those guides with your life,
    and be off
    on your next great adventure.


  33. 12/07/2020  —  Breakwater and Headlight B&W 10/02/2002 — Rockland, Maine

    There are two things to attend
    in every listening session
    with yourself,
    and with everyone else:
    What is being said,
    and
    What is talking.

    Both must be interpreted
    in light of the context and circumstances,
    and who is speaking,
    and who is listening.

    We cannot remove ourselves
    from any conversation
    or any relationship,
    and impact what is heard
    by the way we hear it.

    We have to take all of it
    into account,
    observing the situation
    and our place in it,
    moment-by-moment,
    situation-by-situation,
    day-by-day.

    Particularly what is talking.
    What is the emotional charge
    behind the words?
    Depression?
    Dismay?
    Hopelessness?
    Anxiety?
    Fear?
    Worry?
    Anger?
    Rage?
    Hatred?
    Defensiveness?
    Uncertainty?
    Unease?
    The push to prevail?
    The need to win?
    Etc.

    When you respond,
    speak to the emotion
    as much as to the words.

    Get to the bottom
    of the origin of the words.
    To the source
    of what is being said.

    Do not leave the source un-probed.

    Ask the questions that beg
    to be asked.
    Say the things that cry out
    to be said.

    Take your time between
    the statement
    and the reply.
    Allow yourself to process everything,
    including your emotional response
    to the statement,
    and speak from your own center,
    from the source of your own propulsion,
    from the still point
    between action and reaction–
    the still point between thoughts.
    Between feelings.

    And make it your highest priority
    to nurture your relationship
    with the still point
    through all the days
    of your life.


  34. 12/07/2020  —  Lake Chicot 10/27/2015 — Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    Sit down,
    be quiet,
    watch your thoughts,
    watch your response to your thoughts,
    distance yourself from your thoughts,
    observe by being aware
    of being aware,
    without judgment or opinion,
    with compassion and non-contrivance,
    not striving for anything
    but awareness of everything.

    If the things that arise
    become overwhelming,
    return your attention
    to your breathing.

    Breathe slowly, deeply,
    pausing between exhale and inhale
    for a count of five.
    After five breaths,
    resume your observation
    of thoughts arising in the silence.

    For twenty minutes,
    or for as close to that
    as your schedule allows.
    Do this three times a day,
    as your life permits.


  35. 12/07/2020  —  Beech Tree Panorama 11/27/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    The moment is where we come alive.
    What is blocking our life-in-the-moment?
    What is happening there
    that keeps us from being alive?
    What is our attitude
    about what is happening there
    that keeps us from being alive?

    There is caring too much
    and there is caring too little.

    There is wanting too much
    and there is wanting too little.

    There is thinking too much
    and there is thinking too little.

    You see where this is going.

    We have to be capable of doing
    what needs to be done
    in ways appropriate to the occasion
    in every moment of our life.

    We need to have access to every
    action we are capable of initiating
    as a fully functioning member
    of the species
    without being incapacitated
    by over-or-under reacting
    in any area.

    Living from the center,
    from the still point between
    all extremes,
    requires optimal distance
    from everything.

    There is too-close and too-far-away.
    Strive for the middle way
    in all things.
    Not caring too much,
    and not caring too little.
    About everything.


  36. 12/07/2020  —  Walnut Creek Trail 01 11/09/2020 — Lancaster County, South Carolina

    Doing what our life asks us to do,
    being who our life asks us to be,
    faithfully offering what is called for
    in each situation as it arises,
    providing what is needed in each moment,
    with compassion and kindness,
    sincerity and grace,
    without contriving some outcome,
    or seeking our advantage or gain,
    is to be in accord with the Tao,
    living aligned with the Way,
    and fulfilling our destiny,
    step by step,
    through each day.

    Jesus couldn’t do better than that.
    The Buddha couldn’t beat it.
    The Dali Lama aspires to it.
    The people who toss it aside
    in their search for more,
    continue the legacy of Adam and Eve
    in trading Eden for the Wasteland,
    and throwing away their life
    looking for life.


  37. 12/08/2020  —  Moonrise 10/23/2010 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Nags Head, North Carolina

    If you are living from your center,
    you can live through anything.
    You can live with anything.

    Your center is centered upon your Source,
    and your Source,
    and your center,
    are equipped to assist you
    in the work of fulfilling your destiny
    within all possible
    situations,
    contexts and
    circumstances.

    Look at where we have been!
    All of this started
    in the jungles
    and in the caves–
    on the plains
    and the barren steppes!

    We came from there to here
    in 30 million or so years!
    And we came through everything
    to be here, now!

    We come from good stock!
    Stock that made it through
    impossible-seeming conditions
    using nothing but its original gifts,
    its original nature,
    living aligned with its center,
    its Source.

    That is the strategy
    for living with–
    for dealing with–
    whatever comes up.

    Seek the silence,
    seek the center,
    seek the source,
    find the still point,
    and wait for the Way to arise
    and lead you through the Wasteland
    to the Promised Land–
    the Promised Land being within,
    not without!

    The Promised Land being anywhere
    you are One with the Center and the Source
    of the Mystery of Life and Being!

    Live from there
    and we have it made
    no matter what!


  38. 12/08/2020  —  Caroline Dormon Lodge 01 — Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    We have been looking for the Power source
    for as long as we have been alive.
    As a species.

    All this time,
    we have been like
    a man sitting on his ox
    looking for his ox.
    Like a woman holding her car keys,
    looking for her car keys.

    We have been looking Out There,
    when all this time,
    it has been–and continues to be–
    In Here.

    We have looked everywhere Out There.
    In the Moon,
    in the Sun,
    in the Stars,
    in the Mountains,
    in this recipe,
    in this belief system,
    in that one,
    and that one…

    The gods and goddesses
    have been legion.
    We have tried them all,
    looking for a leg up,
    for the advantage,
    for the angle,
    for the leverage,
    for the formula
    for beating the odds
    and securing our future
    and having it made.

    Money seems to be the one
    that has made it to the top.
    If we only have enough money,
    we will surely have it made.
    And we live our life
    in the service of Mammon,
    seeking more,
    always more,
    and never having enough
    to be sure
    that we have it made.

    And through all of this
    we are never more
    than one slight perspective shift
    from having what we seek.

    All we have to do
    is change our mind
    about what it means
    to have it made.


  39. 12/08/2020  —  Crepe Myrtle 07 11/27/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Jim’s Favorite Rice Pudding

    Bring 2 Cups of water to a boil.
    Add 1 cup of uncooked rice of your choice.
    Cover and reduce heat to simmer.
    The water will evaporate/be absorbed by the rice
    as the rice cooks. This will take about 20 min.
    for white rice and about 35 minutes for brown rice.

    While the rice is cooking,
    in a separate pot, place
    3 cups of milk (Your choice of variety),
    1/3 cup of sugar, or 3TBS of Stevia
    1/3 cup or more to taste of raisins or dried cranberries
    1 TBS Unsalted Butter
    1-3 tsp cinnamon
    1/4 tsp salt
    1 1/2 tsp vanilla

    Heat over medium heat while stirring occasionally.

    When the rice has cooked, add it to the milk mixture
    and stir it over medium heat until the mixture thickens
    and the rice absorbs most of the milk–10 to 15 minutes.
    Remove from heat, cover, and allow to “set up” for 10 minutes.

    Serve or store in the refrigerator until needed.

    All of the old monks ate their rice.
    It was the foundation of their foundation.


  40. 12/08/2020  —  Carolina Thread Trail 03 11/09/2020 — Lancaster County, South Carolina

    What helps you find your way?
    What restores your soul?
    Makes your little heart sing?
    Your little footsies dance?

    What harmonizes your life,
    puts you back on track,
    centers and grounds you,
    is a reliable source of balance
    and stability?

    Joseph Campbell would suggest
    that you create your own sacred space
    around those things.

    He said:
    “You don’t have a sacred space, a rescue land,
    until you find somewhere to be
    that is not a wasteland,
    some field of action
    where there is a spring of ambrosia–
    a joy that comes from inside,
    not something external that puts joy in you–
    a place that lets you experience
    your own will,
    and your own intention,
    and your own wish (and delight)
    so that, in a small way,
    the Kingdom is there.
    I think everybody,
    whether they know it or not,
    is in need of such a place.”

    He continues:

    “A sacred space is hermetically sealed off
    from the temporal world.
    When you are in such a space,
    there is no penetration into the enclosure.
    You are in an eternal zone
    that is protected from the impact and intrusion
    of the stimuli of the day and of the hour.
    That is what you do in meditation:
    you seal yourself off.
    The world is sealed off,
    and you become a self-contained entity.
    You must have such a sealing-off program/place
    for yourself whenever you require it:
    once a week,
    or once a day,
    or once an hour.
    It is an absolute necessity
    if you are going to have an inner life.
    What it provides is an interval
    in which the eternal within you
    is disengaged from the field of time
    in the hermetically sealed sacred space
    within yourself.
    The further you can get into that,
    the more at peace you will be
    with whatever happens.”


  41. 12/08/2020  —  Currituck Beach Lighthouse 10/24/20/10 — North Carolina Outer Banks

    Every time and place has its own mood,
    its own character,
    its own sense of being in,
    or out of,
    the flow–
    the Tao–
    of life and being

    Some places are so dead
    redemption and resurrection
    are out of the question.

    I have to get myself walked out of those places.
    I expect you do, too.

    There are people–
    lots of people–
    who have no hope of
    being awake in their lifetime.
    They walk like the dead they are
    through all of the aforementioned places.

    You can see it in their eyes
    and in their slack expression.
    It has been decades since they were last alive.

    These people and those places
    constitute a large portion of the world
    we live in.

    They dumbfound everyone who comes their way.
    Jesus left shaking his head,
    muttering to himself.
    As did the Buddha before him
    and Gandhi after him.

    How do you teach a stone to talk?
    If you take the time to cultivate
    a relationship with the stone,
    seeing through the stone
    to all that it is
    that does not meet the eye,
    it will speak to you of itself
    and of you
    in ways that startle and amaze.

    The dead people and places in our life
    have the same potential.
    But.
    It will be a potential realized in pathos
    and anguish
    in recognition of all that might have been
    and never had a chance of being
    because there were none to listen
    as we are listening,
    and none to see as we are seeing,
    and none to care as we are caring,
    and now they are long past redemption
    and resurrection,
    though we are listening,
    and seeing,
    and caring
    with a heart breaking for all that is,
    and was not.


  42. 12/09/2020  —  Sailboat Abstract 01 10/29/2010 — Pamlico Sound, Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina

    We would all like to sail away
    from time to time.
    Or, as they say in the Old West,
    “Don’t fence me in!”

    Being fenced in is the worst imaginable situation
    for a lot of us.
    “Give us land, lots of land,
    with the starry skies above…
    and don’t fence us in.”

    The odd thing about all this
    is that nothing is more confining,
    limiting,
    prison-like
    than a damn sailboat!

    I’m sure the irony is not wasted on you.

    Carl Jung like to say,
    “We meet our destiny
    on the road we take to escape it.”

    We create the very future
    we try to avoid
    by trying to avoid it.

    And have less freedom than we can bear
    by trying to be free
    of all constants and restrictions.

    The trick–
    the work-a-round–
    is to be free
    right here,
    right now,
    just as we are.

    It’s the old soldiers’ Great Escape,
    being Absent Without Leave
    while standing at attention
    as the commanding officer
    passes in review.

    We are always a slight perspective shift
    from being outta here.

    It’s the old Taoists’ favorite retreat
    into seclusion and solitude.

    Just flip the switch!
    “Turn the light around!”
    Take your leave!
    Sail away!
    Without going anywhere!

    And if the situation is really obnoxious,
    drift back in from time to time
    and say, “I’m sorry,
    my mind must have wandered,
    can you repeat what you were just saying?”
    And drift immediately away again.

    That may not work on an arresting officer,
    but it’s good for insurance salesmen
    standing at the door.


  43. 12/09/2020  —  Cotton in the Field Panorama 03 11/03/2015 — Along the Blues Trail through the Mississippi Delta

    The life that is ours to live–
    the life we are built for,
    that comes with our destiny attached–
    is so far removed from the life we are living,
    that it is no wonder we suffer
    from oxygen deprivation,
    can’t get our breath,
    listlessly drift through each day.

    We do not fit the life we are living!
    We belong to another,
    vastly different life,
    and struggle to make room
    for that life
    in this life.

    Our heart isn’t in what we are doing.
    How long has it been?
    How long have we been going through
    the motions,
    thinking it is going to get better
    soon?

    We think Jesus was about heaven when we die.
    Jesus was about living the life that is ours to live
    now, while we are alive!

    Jesus lived the life that was his to live
    and calls us to follow his lead
    in living the life that is ours to live.

    The Buddha did the same thing.
    Waking up means waking up to the life
    that isn’t it,
    and to the life that is it.
    And living the right life.

    Even if we have to compromise,
    and walk two paths at the same time–
    making enough money to pay the bills
    with this life,
    and doing what we pay the bills to do
    with our real life–
    it is worth the work to do what
    we are here to do.

    We will find ourselves smiling for no reason,
    and laughing right out loud
    with delight
    over the good things
    we never noticed before.

    How long has it been since we did that?

    We are burning daylight here.
    Time’s a-wasting.


  44. 12/09/2020  —  Fall Canopy 04 11/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Joseph Campbell asked, “What are you going to do well?”

    There is our art,
    our gift,
    and our life.

    What are we going to do well,
    when it doesn’t matter?
    When no one is going to notice,
    or know?

    When it amounts to nothing more than
    “divinely superfluous beauty”?

    There is our art,
    our gift,
    our life.

    Where in your experience
    do you have to get it right?

    If it is everywhere,
    you need to look at
    how you are dominated
    by your compulsion
    to be pleasing,
    and your inability to say no.

    Don’t do anything about it!
    Do not try to make yourself
    start saying no!
    Simply be aware of it,
    be curious about it,
    search for when it started,
    for its origin in your life.
    Wonder about it.
    Dig around in it.
    See what you can turn up.

    And if it is nowhere–
    if there is nothing
    you have to get right,
    you have to do well,
    you need to look at
    who took it away from you.
    Who made fun of you?
    Who ridiculed you?
    Who made you ashamed
    of caring about what you cared about?

    Simply become aware of your disconnect
    with what was once important to you,
    and curious about what happened
    to render you incapable of
    embracing aspects of your life
    as being worth your highest esteem.
    Dig around in it.
    See what you turn up.

    Joseph Campbell would say,
    “Reflection leads to new realizations.”
    And that transforms the whole shebang.


  45. 12/10/2020  —  Half Dome and Merced River 04/27/2006 — Yosemite National Park, California

    We cannot assume anything.
    We cannot take anything for granted.
    Everything is for the first time.
    Nothing has gone before.
    Nothing will come after.
    This is all there is or ever will be.
    This here.
    This now.
    Is it.

    We are the still point of the turning world,
    right here,
    right now.
    What we do here and now
    is all that matters.

    Experience makes little difference.
    Prognostication is a delusion.
    All we can know is right before us.
    What is happening?
    What is being called for?
    How best to respond?
    That is all we need to know.
    That is all there is to know.

    If the baby’s diaper needs changing,
    change the baby’s diaper.
    If the dog needs to go for a walk,
    take the dog for a walk.

    How we feel about it doesn’t matter.
    What we want doesn’t come into the picture.
    What needs to be done?
    Who needs to do it?
    When?
    How?

    This is the place,
    now is the time–
    for what?

    That is the only question.
    Ever.

    Live to get it right.
    Every time.


  46. 12/10/2020  —  The Barn Down the Road 03/21/2011 — Yanceyville, North Carolina

    It comes down to this:

    Pay attention,
    be aware.

    See what you look at,
    know what you know.

    Do what needs to be done,
    what is called for,
    in ways appropriate
    to the occasion.

    In each situation
    as it arises.

    It is never more difficult than that.

    Anybody can do it
    with a little practice.

    What’s the problem?


  47. 12/10/2020  —  Carolina Thread Trail 01 11/09/2020 — Lancaster County, South Carolina

    You cannot be a photographer
    and be somewhere else.

    You cannot be a photographer
    thinking about something else.

    To be a photographer,
    you have to be where you are,
    when you are,
    and your mind has to be on
    what you are doing,
    what you are seeing,
    here and now.

    A camera requires your presence.
    Your attentive presence.
    It forces you to be present
    even against your will.

    If you are not present,
    it shows.

    A camera is sitting zazen.
    It is better than sitting zazen.
    Sitting zazen takes you out of the moment.
    A camera thrusts you into the moment,
    and requires you to be alive
    to the time and place
    of your living.
    Sitting zazen is just another way
    of being dead.

    Between a zazen cushion
    and a camera,
    go with the camera.


  48. 12/10/2020  —  Cypress Swamp 09/03/2015 16 Panorama — Lake Martin, Breaux Bridge, Louisiana

    Joseph Campbell said, “If you really want
    to help this world,
    what you will have to teach
    is how to live in it.
    And that,
    no one can do
    who has not learned
    how to live in it
    in the joyful sorrow
    and the sorrowful joy
    of life as it is.”

    We are always trying to improve
    everything about life:
    ourselves,
    other people,
    the world,
    life as it is…

    Life as it is
    is not the way we want it to be.
    And we have a plan for that.

    The Bible would have us believe
    that it all started out
    with Adam and Eve
    trying to improve Paradise.
    And we are still at it.

    Carl Jung said,
    “You can’t improve something
    without accepting it first.”
    Letting things be just what they are
    is the first step
    in changing our relationship with them,
    and that is the essential element
    in the transformation of everything.

    It all changes once our perspective changes.
    If you are going to change something,
    start with your perspective!


  49. 12/11/2020  —  Mud Cracks 03 06/30/2011 — Mud Volcano, Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming

    Living from the center,
    aligned with the source,
    at one with our original nature,
    waiting for the mud to settle
    and the water to clear,
    listening/looking
    for what arises in the silence
    to speak for the Tao
    flowing through all situations
    and circumstances
    in the service of balance
    and harmony,
    spirit,
    vitality
    and life,
    enables our virtues–
    the gifts that are ours from birth–
    to come forth
    as blessing and grace
    to heal the world
    through the way
    we respond
    to what is called for
    in each moment,
    moment-by-moment,
    the fulcrum shifting the future
    into place,
    and making all things
    what they need to be
    over time.

    Do here and now right
    as best you can.

    That is the difference
    that makes a difference
    in the way things are
    always and forever.


  50. 12/11/2020  —  Cullasaja River Panorama 02 04/12/2011 — Nantahala National Forest, Highlands, North Carolina

    Our destiny is among the strangest of things.
    It can use anything to bring itself about.
    Whether we cooperate or refuse,
    it is all the same to our destiny.
    From its standpoint,
    “Anything can happen,
    but nothing can go wrong.”
    Because nothing can happen
    that it cannot fold into its idea
    of how things need to be.

    The advantage of cooperating with our destiny
    is entirely our boon to embrace,
    if we choose,
    though it will seem to us at times
    to be more of a curse than a blessing.

    We have to trust ourselves to
    That Which Knows more than we know,
    and open ourselves to the times that are upon us–
    “And when,” in the Native American way of doing things,
    “we come to the chasm,
    and it is dark,
    and we are afraid for our life,
    we jump,
    trusting that it is not as wide as it seems.”

    The Hero’s Journey comes down to
    trusting ourselves to our destiny
    time after time.
    Not willing,
    not forcing,
    not pushing,
    not shoving,
    just listening,
    just looking,
    just waiting,
    for the door to open
    where we think there are no doors,
    for the blessing to be bestowed
    when we think there are no blessings
    in this mess for sure,
    ready to act when the time for acting
    comes upon us,
    and trusting (that word again)
    that we will know when it arrives.

    It is a different way of going at life,
    and it is the only way
    of being in accord with the Tao
    moment-to-moment,
    day-to-day.


  51. 12/11/2020  —  Fall Canopy 05 11/08/2020 – 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    What fills us?
    Where are we “filled to the brim”?
    Filled with life–
    with the experience of being fully alive?

    Where has that–where does that–happen to us?
    How do we respond?
    Tears?
    Laughter?
    Silence?


    Those moments are “transparent to transcendence.”
    They are “thin places” (Parker Palmer)
    where the world of The Mystery at the Heart
    of Life and Being
    breaks into the world of normal, apparent, reality,
    to transform everything,
    and we forget to breathe.

    Then it all snaps back into place,
    leaving us to wonder if that just happened,
    and long for a return engagement very soon.

    But the memory lasts always,
    and we know we are that close
    all the time,
    that it could happen anywhere,
    but it doesn’t happen everywhere,
    so we live between the times of its epiphany,
    hoping to be present again
    when it is present with us,
    knowing our life can’t be
    more meaningful than that.

    Putting ourselves in the position
    to be filled–
    opening ourselves to the wonder of being
    here, now,
    wherever we are,
    looking with fresh eyes
    to see past appearances,
    to see what else is there,
    draped in the garb of the everyday,
    concealing the truth of the Other World
    just beyond reach…

    We live in an optical illusion.
    Now we see it, now we don’t.
    We have to look knowing what we are looking at,
    knowing what we are looking for,
    looking for how to master the shift
    by not staring at it,
    but just past it,
    out of the corner of our eye,
    not quite focusing,
    seeking the wonder,
    the radiance,
    just out of sight.


  52. 12/12/2020  —  Big Creek 08 04/14/2009 –Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Waterville, North Carolina

    Whatever happens in our life
    is our destiny’s way
    of taking care of us,
    of waking us up,
    of getting us back,
    or keeping us,
    on the track.

    It is all about us and the track.

    There is being on track,
    and there is being off track,
    and that is all there is.

    Everything that happens to us
    is about keeping us on,
    or getting us back on,
    track.

    Track is the only thing to be.
    The essential thing to be.

    Track is humming along,
    with everything in place
    and working together
    to produce the music
    we came to make,
    with us being aligned with the Tao
    and in the center
    of our life’s will for us
    and all is good beyond compare.

    Do we know it?
    Is the question.

    Off Track is lost in a Wasteland
    of our own making
    by failing to cooperate with the Tao,
    and having nothing but contempt
    and derision
    for the idea
    that there is a better way to do it
    that the way we are doing it.
    “Our Way Is The Only Way,”
    carries us directly
    to the rock solid heart
    of where we do not want to be.
    And we wanted our way there
    all along the way.

    Do we know it?
    Is the question.

    We can do it our way,
    or we can do it the right way.
    And our destiny is here with us
    to urge us to do it the right way.

    Here’s a tip for you:
    We get and stay on track
    by sitting still
    and being quiet,
    and listening/looking
    until we see and hear,
    and know what’s what,
    and do what needs to be done about it.

    That is all there is to it.

    How quiet are you,
    for how often,
    and how long?


  53. 12/12/2020  —  Big Creek 08 04/14/2009 Oil Paint Rendering –Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Waterville, North Carolina — When I take a photo that is improperly focused, the only way I know of redeeming it is to render it as an oil painting or as watercolor.
    All of our sins of omission or commission are the result of not knowing, or not caring, what we are doing.
    And we get back on track the best way we can
    .

    Knowing what is ours to do,
    and to not-do
    and to do-not,
    and knowing what we have to work with
    are matters of essential knowing.

    And nobody explains that to us.

    All of the important stuff
    we figure out on our own.

    And nobody explains that to us.

    Everybody acts as though there is some
    Almighty Authority directing their actions,
    and they are doing what they are supposed to do
    by aligning themselves with that invisible,
    undetectable, completely imagined and non-sensible
    Authority.

    And, they are right.
    Except, but, only
    they are imagining the wrong Authority.

    They are imagining an Absolute Authority “out there”
    and it is “in here.”

    The One Who Knows dwells within us
    and communes with us indirectly
    with sign language (symbol language),
    metaphors and energy bursts,
    dream images and compelling urges,
    drifts of “soul” (whatever that is),
    and stirrings of “heart” (whatever that is)…

    For all practical purposes,
    WE are the Super Authority we seek,
    and our only problem
    is working out Right Relationship
    with ourselves–
    knowing who is saying “Yes” and “No”
    to the things we do and do-not
    throughout our life?

    Who is guiding our boat
    on its path through the sea?

    The answer is to be found within.

    When we get to the bottom of that,
    and are right about it,
    we know what we need to know
    to find what we need,
    to do what needs to be done,
    about everything that comes along.

    And that is the best anybody can do.


  54. 12/12/2020  —  Two Ducks Flying 11/30/2011 — The Bog Garden, Greensboro, North Carolina

    We can care too much,
    and we can care too little.
    We can think too much,
    and we can think too little.

    We live on a continuum between
    too much and too little.

    Finding the Still Point,
    is as easy as riding a bicycle.
    Once you get it,
    you have it forever.

    Just think of your life as riding a bicycle.
    And take it for a spin.


  55. 12/13/2020  —  Hatteras Sunrise 02 10/31/2011 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina

    What do you care about?
    What do you care-not about?
    What is your highest allegiance?
    Your deepest loyalty?

    I hope you don’t know.

    I hope you are living to find out.

    I hope you are living
    to show yourself who you are.

    Otherwise, you are living
    in the service of some ideology.
    Of somebody’s idea
    of what you should care about,
    what you should give your highest allegiance,
    your deepest loyalty to.

    As if they know.

    You are letting someone else
    tell you what is important.
    As if anyone but you can know what that is.

    It is ours to discover it for ourselves.

    No one can tell us what it is.
    It is for us to know what it is
    because it is.

    Our life’s work is to know
    what grounds us–
    not because it ought to,
    but because it does.

    What is the immovable,
    unshakable,
    adamantine,
    foundation
    upon which we stake our life,
    and which is our life?

    What do we live to serve?

    We live to find out.

    Let it be a surprise.

    We find clues
    in how we have lived
    up to this point.

    What are the questions we can ask?
    What are the questions that are not allowed?
    Who says so?

    When we find the things we don’t dare question,
    we have to find who says so.
    Where did we get that idea?
    What keeps it in place?
    Where are we not free to go?
    Go there.
    See what happens.


  56. 12/13/2020  —  Lake Brandt Reflection 11/09/2011 — Greensboro, North Carolina

    Diane Osbon said, “There is a track for each of us.”
    A track.
    A path.
    A way.
    A beam.
    A course…

    An we know when we are on it,
    and when we are not on it.

    We know when we are resonating with our life,
    and when we are not.

    We know when we are in the flow,
    in the groove,
    and when we are out of it.

    When we in the center of our greatest joy,
    and when we are in the wasteland of discontent.

    I know a woman in extended care
    suffering from a room full of associated symptoms
    all connected with excessive alcohol consumption
    for twenty or so years.
    Her mind is here and not-here simultaneously,
    and her body only somewhat better off.
    But.
    There is enough of her there mentally
    for her to yell out at everyone who enters her room:
    “Bring me something cold to drink
    with Vodka in it,
    and I want some Weed!”


    That is a woman who has been off track
    for over twenty years,
    and knew it,
    and drank to forget.

    The Hero’s Journey is not for sissies,
    yet it waits for each of us
    to step onto the path
    and start walking.
    And the basic requirement of that Journey
    is that we have what it takes
    to live a meaningful life.

    Our life will tell us when it is meaningful
    and when it is not.

    And when it is not,
    if we reach for the Vodka and weed,
    or some rough equivalent.
    we have chosen poorly,
    and need to get ourselves backed out of there
    while we can.


  57. 12/14/2020  —  Live Oak Fantasy — Undisclosed Location

    There is our life to live–
    the life that is ours to live–
    the life that no one but us can live.

    And there is our idea
    of a substitute for that life–
    an acceptable (to us) facsimile
    of that life,
    which we generally prefer
    because it is apparently
    softer, smoother and easier
    than our Real Life,
    and requires (at least at the outset),
    less anxiety,
    and, hence, less courage
    than our Real Life.

    What we need in order to live our Real Life
    from the start
    is more awareness of what the deal is,
    and more encouragement
    and preparation for the task,
    from birth on.

    All of which is tragically lacking,
    and we are thrown into life,
    like all of our ancestors before us,
    with no guidance whatsoever,
    and only what comes with us from the womb
    to stabilize,
    balance and direct us
    through the maze of options,
    choices and pitfalls
    that await all along the way
    from birth to death.

    We need better odds–
    which is where I,
    and those like me,
    come into your life.

    We are here to compensate
    for all the miss-direction
    and bad advice that litter your life
    from the beginning until now.

    Diane Osbon, who was wise beyond her years,
    and very much on our side,
    had this to say about that:
    “An old Apache storyteller said,
    ‘The plants, rocks, fire, water
    are all alive.
    They watch us and see our needs.
    They see when we have nothing
    to protect us,
    and it is then that they reveal themselves,
    and speak to us.'”

    This is the Apache way of saying
    that we are surrounded by
    “the hills from which our help comes”
    (Psalm 121).

    Help is everywhere for those with eyes to see
    (Which come with us from the womb).
    We only have to wake up and start looking
    to know that it is so
    (Which come from having the right people
    in our life to tell us what to do).

    We are at once on our own,
    and we have everything we need
    to find what we need
    to do what needs us to do it,
    if only we will wake up
    and start looking–
    and trust ourselves to the process
    that is waiting to assist us
    all along the way.

    If you are going to take anything “on faith,”
    if you are going to believe in anything,
    believe this,
    and start walking–
    with your eyes open!


  58. 12/14/2020  —  Hemlock Woods 03 06/06/2012 — Roan Mountain, Carver’s Gap, Tennessee

    It is the experience of life,
    of being alive,
    that is at the heart of existence,
    not what we have,
    or attain,
    or acquire,
    or achieve/accomplish…

    Being present with what is present with us,
    without trying to escape the moment
    by dismissing,
    disregarding,
    discounting,
    denying it,
    but receiving the moment just as it it,
    “thus come,”
    and doing what is called for
    in response to it,
    moment-by-moment
    is the hallmark
    of the grace and acceptance,
    of the wonder of being alive.


  59. 12/14/2020  —  Far Away 05/06/2013 — The Bog Garden, Greensboro, North Carolina

    It is easy to let someone else
    tell us what to do.
    To follow the herd.
    From the barn
    to the pasture,
    and back to the barn.
    Day after day.

    The work of being human
    is The Hero’s Journey–
    finding what is meaningful,
    not because it is supposed to be,
    but because it is!

    Not because someone else says so,
    but because we say so!
    Because we know so!

    The right kind of community
    is a community of innocence–
    innocent in the sense
    of having nothing to get,
    nothing to gain,
    from the individuals
    making up the community,
    but existing solely
    to assist each individual
    in the work of finding what is meaningful
    and letting their life
    fall into place around that.

    Once meaningful is at the center,
    we only need enough money
    to allow us to pay the bills
    required to do what is meaningful,
    and everything takes shape
    around the center.

    The Hero’s Journey is finding
    and serving what is meaningful
    with our life.

    The right kind of community
    helps us with that,
    and is composed of individuals
    supporting each other
    in the work of finding and doing
    what is meaningful to them individually.

    It does that primarily
    by listening one another
    to the truth of what they are saying,
    listening in a way
    that allows the speaker
    to hear what they are saying,
    and realize the truth of what they are about.

    The right kind of community
    serves as a sounding board,
    as a mirror,
    to everyone in the community,
    so that in looking,
    we see ourselves,
    in speaking,
    we hear ourselves,
    and know who we are
    and what is meaningful to us–
    not because someone else tells us so,
    but because we know so!
    Because we experience it to be so,
    and no one can knock us off of it.

    As you step onto the path
    of seeking and serving
    what is meaningful to you,
    be aware of the people
    who resonate with you,
    who understand the importance
    of the search for what is important,
    and can share things they have learned
    in their own search for what is important,
    and let the right kind of community
    coalesce around the quest
    to find and to know
    what is meaningful individually
    for each person in the community,
    and to make that the center
    and begin to live in ways that
    flow from the center,
    and serve the center,
    throughout what remains
    of the time left for living.


  60. 12/15/2020  —  Live Oak Fantasy 02 — Undisclosed Location

    The commitment–
    our commitment–
    is to the path,
    to our integrity
    and our potential
    as a human being.

    How human can we be?
    How true to ourselves–
    to what is deepest,
    truest,
    and best about us–
    can we be?

    We live to find out.

    We find out by committing ourselves
    to finding what is meaningful to us
    and serving it with our life.

    By committing ourselves
    to finding the center
    and living from there.

    By committing ourselves
    to finding the still point
    and allowing that
    to direct our action.

    And letting all other commitments
    fade away.

    Our liege loyalty,
    our filial devotion,
    our deepest allegiance,
    are to the grounding principle,
    the axis mundi,
    where heaven and earth meet
    in the heart of who we are.


  61. 12/15/2020  —  Mallard in Flight 01/08/2013 — The Bog Garden, Greensboro, North Carolina

    We have interests
    and proclivities,
    inclinations,
    tendencies,
    preferences,
    penchants,
    passions,
    etc.
    that energize us,
    motivate us,
    stir us to action
    in ways that are unique to us.

    We care about things
    to a degree,
    and in a manner,
    that set us apart
    from other members of our family,
    and other members of the species.

    We have potentialities that are our own,
    the realization of which
    constitutes our destiny.

    We are destined to realize our potentialities.

    Our destiny is a composite of our interests, etc.
    When our life is lived in the service
    of these things–
    when we are true to ourselves
    in honoring what we cherish
    and doing what is meaningful to us–
    we fulfill our destiny,
    and satisfy our deepest
    urge-to-wholeness-and-completion.

    Our life is the expression,
    the realization,
    the integration,
    the incarnation
    of the energy that manifests itself
    in all these ways.

    This is destiny being manifest,
    or “manifest destiny,”
    being worked out in our life.

    his is what we are here for.

    If our destiny isn’t being made manifest,
    it is being frustrated,
    blocked,
    denied,
    rejected,
    spurned
    and refused.

    And our symptoms are evidence
    of a life unlived,
    calling us to wake up
    and get with the program
    that is built into our bones.


  62. 12/16/2020  —  Wetlands Geese Panorama 01/11/2013 — Guilford County, North Carolina

    We are not free to chose our choices.
    Or to chose our preferences.
    Or our disinclinations.
    Or our desires.
    Or our fears…
    The list is long.
    Forever long.

    Freedom is the greatest illusion ever.

    We have to see the way we see,
    until we no longer see the way we see,
    and we do not determine when that will be.

    We have to feel the way we feel…

    Think the way we think…

    Enjoy what we enjoy…

    Be the way we are…

    And we talk about freedom.
    We should expand it
    to be clear about what we mean.

    We mean freedom from oppression.
    Freedom from somebody else’s religion.
    Freedom from somebody else
    telling us what to do.
    Freedom from unwarranted intrusion
    into our lives.
    Freedom from invasion,
    from the demolition of our boundaries,
    from someone else’s idea
    of how our life should be lived.

    We want our bondage to be natural,
    and not artificially imposed.

    But freedom as a way of being in the world
    is not ours to possess.

    I recall the investment firm’s commercial
    of a mighty bull trotting along
    an endless beach at water’s edge,
    while the theme song played in the background,
    “To know no boundaries,
    to let ourselves roam free…”

    The bull was bound to run on the sand.
    Not swim in the ocean,
    or fly in the air.

    Our bondage is absolute and inescapable.
    Being clear about that
    relieves us of the burden
    of thinking we can will ourselves
    to happily ever after
    with just a bit more effort.

    And then, there is Snoopy,
    reminiscing about his days
    at the Daisy Hill Puppy Farm,
    lamenting, “Once we got over the fence,
    we were still in the world.”

    It’s called the fallacy
    of the Garden of Eden.
    “One bite of the right fruit
    and we are free as the breeze,
    blowing where it will.”

    Another way to think of the breeze
    is to say it doesn’t know what to do next,
    looking as it is,
    for the way out of here.


  63. 12/15/2020  —  Circle 5-A — from my Symbols of Transformation Collection — Circles are among the most ancient symbols “transparent to transcendence,” and have been honored, recognized, understood through the ages as a metaphor of wholeness, completion, realization, awakening, enlightenment, awareness, presence, being here/now, being grounded, being immovable and untouchable…the list is long. What does a circle mean to you?

    We are not living to have our way.
    We are not living to do what we want.

    We are living to serve our destiny,
    to be who we are capable of being,
    to realize our potentiality,
    in doing what is calling us to do it–
    aligned with our original nature,
    in accord with the Tao
    (The Mystery),
    the mystical flow of time and place–
    in each situation as it arises
    all our life long.

    This puts us in the position of Luke Skywalker
    in relation to Obi-wan Kenobi
    and Yoda,
    as we take up the work
    of finding our life and living it,
    of discovering our original nature–
    our gifts,
    our virtues,
    our spirit,
    our vitality,
    our balance and harmony,
    our energy–
    and incarnating it,
    exhibiting it,
    expressing it,
    serving it,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day,
    throughout the time left for living.



  64. 12/17/2020  —  Christmas 12/31/2013

    Fear (Anger, Hatred, Jealousy, Ruthlessness, etc.) ,
    Desire (Greed, Lust, Passion, Obsession, Compulsion, etc.),
    Duty (Responsibility, Obligation, Subservience, Obeisance, etc.),
    are forever (since the Buddha’s and the Christ’s temptations)
    listed as our primary motivations,
    as the heart of human-being-hood,
    and the things we must escape
    by taking refuge in illumination (enlightenment, realization, etc.)
    and not-caring about the diversions and distractions
    of the world.

    Well.
    That pisses me off.

    It places “I Want More Now!”
    (“And Will Do Anything
    To Get It,
    Have It,
    Keep It,
    Increase It!”)
    at the center of who we are.

    And misses entirely the grace
    and wonder–
    the salvific mystery–
    of laughter and tears,
    of joy and sorrow.

    I watched four episodes of Mandalorian
    before quitting at the prospect of
    more of the same forever.
    The man behind the mask
    never laughed or cried.
    He just killed whomever
    wasn’t doing it his way (The Way It Is).
    He was/is a weapon
    in the hands of Fear/Desire/Duty.
    A non-human being.
    A non-sentient being.
    No actual non-human being kills everything
    that doesn’t do it the Right Way.
    Only human non-humans do that.
    Or thinks it can only be happy
    when all threats to happiness are destroyed.

    Happy is not what we have,
    it is who we are.

    For. No. Reason.

    Happy. Here. Now.

    How about that?

    It is a different way of thinking
    about motivation,
    and life.

    We don’t have to kill anything,
    or possess anything,
    before we can be happy.

    We can just be happy now.
    Here.
    With things as they are.
    Why not?

    What is stopping you
    from being happy to be here, now,
    with things exactly as they are?
    Laughing and crying as is appropriate
    to the occasion?


  65. 12/17/2020  —  The Fire Place 04/03/2011

    The fire pit where the family gathers periodically to sacrifice marshmallows
    and offer thanksgiving for chocolate bars and graham crackers.

    Happy is a state of being,
    an aspect of mind.

    A perspective,
    an outlook,
    an orientation,
    an attitude,
    a point of view.

    It is the way we look
    at what we see.

    Joseph Campbell called for
    “The joyful participation
    in the sorrows of the world.”
    And invited us to
    walk right into life as it is
    and embrace without hesitation
    the full pathos of
    the Mystery at the heart of Life and Being.

    He said,
    “The Cosmic Dancer, declares Nietzsche, does not rest  heavily in a single spot, but gaily, lightly, turns and leaps from one  position to another. It is possible to speak from only one point at a  time, but that does not invalidate the insights of the rest.”
    (The Hero with a Thousand Faces p. 196)

    And advised that we “Say ‘Yes!’ to it all!”

    We live as full participants
    in the moment of our living
    no matter what that entails.

    We are here/now for the good
    we are able to bring forth
    in response to what is being called for
    by the situation we find ourselves in–
    one situation after another,
    all our life long–
    without being overwhelmed and undone
    by what we have to work with.

    We step up and do what needs doing
    as the Cosmic Dancer we are,
    bringing blessing and grace,
    compassion and justice
    to bear on where we are,
    no matter what.

    We live as vehicles of hope and mercy,
    anyway, nevertheless, even so–
    drawing our strength from,
    not the results and outcomes
    of our living,
    but the foundation,
    center,
    core
    of our life.

    Zen Master Yun-Men said it like this:
    “You should withdraw inwardly
    and search for the ground
    upon which you stand–
    thereby you will discover
    what truth is.”

    And live from there
    in the joyful embrace
    of all things.


  66. 12/18/2020  —  Axis Mundi — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection
    The Axis Mundi is the Axis of the World, the center of the world and of the universe, the pole, and more than that, the point–the still point–around which everything falls into place, and upon which all things are centered, grounded, united, and become One. The Central Mountain. The Sacred Tree. The heart of the cosmos and all that is. And it is everywhere. Within everyone. Living from that point, all things are One.

    We belong in on place,
    not in every place.
    We belong to one thing,
    not everything.

    Knowing where we belong,
    and what our “thing” is,
    is essential knowing.

    Honoring what we know,
    and living in accord with it,
    is essential wisdom.

    Allowing where we belong
    and what we do
    to evolve over time
    is essential grace.

    Living out of essential knowing,
    essential wisdom,
    and essential grace
    is to compose a well-lived life.

    No one can do better than that.
    And no one can tell us
    how to do that.

    No one knows what we know.
    No one.

    We are the teacher,
    and we are the student.
    We are the chisel
    and we are the stone.


  67. 12/18/2020  —  Cabot Trail 02 09/27/2007 — Nova Scotia

    Life at its best
    has an organic flow about it.

    There is a time to sleep,
    and a time to eat,
    and a time to work,
    and a time to refrain from working…

    A circadian rhythm governs
    the planets in their orbits,
    and the tides in their cycles,
    and the seasons in their traces…

    To live in accordance with the times
    is to be on track and in tune with the Tao.
    In the ancient Greek way of thinking,
    this is kairos, the opportune time,
    the right time,
    the time for acting.

    Our lives tend to be more orderly,
    more routine,
    more predictable,
    and are run by the clock
    and the calendar.

    We eat at noon
    whether we are hungry or not.
    We go to bed at 10:30
    whether we are sleepy or not.

    We live buy Chronos, clock time,
    calendar time.
    The time bills come due,
    and school starts and stops,
    and the day begins and ends.

    Working Kairos in with Chronos
    is a balancing act only humans
    have to master.
    The rest of the natural world
    turns when it is time for turning,
    dances when it is time to dance,
    and naps when a nap is called for.

    Eating when hungry,
    resting when tired
    is the ideal to strive for.
    Doing what is needed–
    what is necessary–
    in the time and place
    the call is issued,
    is the sine qua non
    of a True Human Being.

    How close can we come,
    and how often do we dare,
    are the questions
    which, when answered,
    tell the tale.


  68. 12/18/2020  —  Coming In 03/22/2013 — The Bog Garden, Greensboro, North Carolina

    The symbols that are alive for us
    have to square us up
    with the life that is ours to live,
    and the world in which we live,
    so that we find ways to be who we are
    in the time and place of our living.

    Our symbols call us to life,
    and guide us in finding ways
    to incarnate the deep truth of our being
    within the circumstances of life-in-the-world–
    to break into the world
    as the Transforming Word,
    the Sacred Act,
    of Life coming to life
    and shattering the expectations
    and assumptions of life
    in so doing.

    Symbols are life and death in the making.

    What are the symbols that are alive for us?
    To what do they point?
    They are doorways opening to what?
    What are they calling us to do,
    to become?

    Two of my favorite “living symbols”
    are Yoda and Obi-wan Kenobi.
    The two are one.
    They stand before me
    as projections of my own Inner Guides,
    my Mentors within,
    reminding me that I have all I need,
    if I will be still and listen,
    and look,
    and write!

    When I write it out,
    there it is–
    exactly what I am looking for!
    Calling me to incarnate it
    in the way I live
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day.


  69. 12/18/2020  —  Lake Martin Sunset 08 02/07/2014 — Beaux Bridge, Louisiana

    One of the first principles states:
    “Nothing can happen to us that is so bad
    that it cannot be made better–
    or worse–
    by the way we respond to it.

    And nothing can happen that is so good
    that it cannot be made better–
    or worse–
    by the way we respond it.”

    We hold the key to how well our life goes
    by the way we respond to how our life is going.

    Our response determines (or strongly influences)
    everything that follows.

    And so, we
    Stop. Look. Listen.
    And we
    Look Both Ways Twice.

    This means before we act/react/respond
    in every life setting.

    Because our response to what is happening
    is much more important
    than what is happening.

    We set-up what happens next
    by the way we respond to what just happened.

    If you are ever going to believe anything,
    believe this–
    and act accordingly.


  70. 12/19/2020  —  Mallard in Flight 16 01/29/2013 — The Bog Garden, Greensboro, North Carolina

    Where do we go from here?
    Or, as it is sometimes phrased,
    Here we are, now what?

    Now, we wait for the mud to settle
    and the water to clear.

    It is that simple every time.

    Do not be impatient with the future!

    It comes in its own good time!

    In the meantime,
    wait, watch, listen.
    Seeing and hearing
    come in their own time,
    in their own way.

    When the door opens,
    walk through?

    What door?
    Which door?

    All this will be revealed to us
    in its own time.
    In the meantime,
    wait, watch, listen.

    If you haven’t watched
    Jon Kabat-Zinn’s YouTube videos
    on Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction,
    now would be a good time
    to do that (The shortest ones first).

    Practice waiting, watching, listening
    in each moment.
    You will be amazed
    at all you have been missing!

    And, what’s your hurry?
    There is only seeing, hearing and understanding.
    And you will never get beyond
    those things,
    even if you lived forever.
    There will always be more to see than we see,
    more to hear than we hear,
    more to understand than we understand,
    more to know than we know,
    more to do than we do,
    more to become than we are.

    There is no arriving on the way
    that is The Way!
    Only the next thing to be aware of.

    And that’s where we came in.

    So be aware of now,
    and catch it as it evolves
    into what’s next!

    And do what is called for
    in response to both!


  71. 12/11/2020  —  Storm at Sea 09/26/2008 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina

    The Holy Grail represents the full realization
    of the potentials
    that came with us from the womb.

    This is the culmination of The Hero’s Journey:
    Being Who We Are!
    Who we are capable of being!
    Fully Born,
    as one Thus Come,
    at last!

    The secret ingredient is compassion.
    Compassion for ourselves.
    Compassion for others.
    Compassion for the world as it is.

    This is not striving to be anything
    beyond compassionate,
    not trying to gain anything
    beyond being compassionate,
    not trying to do anything
    but be compassionate–
    not in order to attain anything,
    but to simply be compassionate.
    Knowing/feeling that is enough.

    That is Christ on the cross.
    The Buddha under the Bo Tree.
    The Dali Lama leaving Tibet
    without a disparaging word
    about the Chinese.
    And it is the heart of Motherhood
    around the world,
    bearing out the truth of Simeon’s word,
    “A sword will pierce your very soul!”
    even so.

    Can we say it?
    “Bring it on!
    Let it be!
    Anyway!
    Nevertheless!
    Even so!”

    It requires no attachment
    to fear,
    desire,
    or duty.

    And exemplifies the complete freedom
    and spontaneous readiness
    to do what is called for
    in each situation as it arises,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day,
    for nothing beyond the joy
    of doing what is ours to do
    with the gifts and potentialities
    that are ours to share and exhibit
    throughout the time left for living.


  72. 12/20/2020  —  Making for Home–The Mailboat’s Wake, Stonington Maine

    We live to know what owns us,
    and to choose to be owned by it
    or not.

    We choose our owner.
    It is the only choice we get to make.
    Beyond that,
    it is being owned.
    Like it or not.

    Truth is a harsh taskmaster.
    Reaping what it did not plant,
    harvesting what it did not sow.
    Asking us, “Did you think
    you were just along for the ride?”

    We have to work out for ourselves
    how much we can get by with,
    and where to draw the line.
    That is where we find out
    who owns us.

    We are who we show ourselves to be.
    Regardless of who we think we are,
    or who we say we are,
    or who we wish we were.
    Where we draw the line
    reveals the truth of who we are.

    What are the lines we live within?
    Who draws them?
    That is who owns us.
    For better and for worse.

    Better and worse.
    Good and evil.
    Those are coins
    that have no edge.
    Now it is up,
    now it is down.
    But, both are up and down
    at the same time.
    Each goes over into the other
    like that,
    and where does that line lie?

    Whomever/Whatever owns us,
    there are advantages and disadvantages.
    Advantage/disadvantage is already
    good/evil,
    better/worse,
    right/wrong.

    Beyond good and evil
    is out of the question.
    We take the good along with the bad
    and let it be
    because it is.

    Who owns us is who we are.
    For better and for worse.
    Forget advantage and disadvantage!
    Decide this day whom you will serve!
    Because that is who you are!

    We are to be who we are because we are,
    and let that be that,
    because it is.

    What can you live with,
    being and doing,
    with full awareness
    of who you are being,
    of what you are doing?

    Be that!
    Do that!
    And let the outcome be the outcome.
    For better and for worse.

    Only God can worship God.
    Everyone else
    is just trying to get something
    they don’t deserve.


  73. 12/20/2020  —  Islands in the Stream 01/11/2013 — Lake Jeanette, Greensboro, North Carolina

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “The crucial thing to live for
    is the sense of life
    in what you are doing,
    and if that is not there,
    then you are living according
    to other people’s notions
    of how you ought to live.”

    Whenever that describes our current situation,
    we have to stop.
    Look.
    And listen.

    We have drifted away from the path,
    and have to get back on track
    by re-orienting ourselves,
    turning the light around,
    re-establishing our relationship
    with our center,
    re-connecting with the guiding sense
    of what matters most,
    re-aligning ourselves with the force
    of our own life-energy,
    and seeking ways to express
    that which is deepest,
    truest
    and best about us–
    the virtues,
    character
    and manner
    which are the gifts
    that came with us at birth
    and seek expression,
    incarnation,
    embodiment
    in-and-through us
    and the life we are living.

    This is our life’s purpose,
    our destiny:
    to be who we are
    in the way we live.

    Getting back to that,
    and living from it,
    in service to it,
    and letting everything else
    fall into place around it,
    is to find the sense of life
    in what we are doing,
    to be one with the Tao,
    and to dance with the Mystery of Live and Being.

    We can’t beat that anywhere.


  74. 12/21/2020  —  Catawba Trestle 05-B 12/21/2015 — River Walk Park, Rock Hill, South Carolina

    The term “Truth Commission”
    seems to have limitations and restrictions
    that would interfere with its implied purpose
    of getting to the truth,
    so, let’s call it
    “The Katie Porter Grand Inquisition”
    (The very Katie Porter who is
    the Representative from California’s 45th District),
    and authorize her to determine
    the most efficient and expedient way
    of getting to the bottom of
    “Who authorized whom
    to do what to whom,
    where, when, why, and how–
    in regard to everything done
    under the Trump Administration
    from start to finish,
    including what laws were,
    or may have been, broken,
    and what penalties have been called for
    that need to be applied
    to see that justice is done
    and grievances addressed,
    in every instance,
    with no exceptions or exclusions.”

    And have her do it
    however she determines it needs to be done.

    Beginning on January 21, 2021.


  75. 12/21/2020  —  Jenne Farm 04 09/28/2015 — Reading, Vermont

    The next time you hear
    a politician denouncing/decrying socialism
    ask them who pays their salary.
    Ask them who pays for their health insurance.
    Ask them who pays for their housing.
    Their meals.
    Their eye glasses.
    And all things pertaining to living their life.

    Then ask them who pays public school teachers
    and employees,
    including equipment and facilities.

    And who pays law enforcement officers,
    including equipment and facilities.

    And who pays military service men and women,
    including equipment and facilities.

    And who pays all politicians,
    including their equipment and facilities
    on all levels of government,
    national, state and local.

    And then ask them why it is okay
    for taxpayers to pay all these people,
    and it isn’t okay for taxpayers
    to pay for their own health care
    out of the taxes they pay
    which pays for all these people.

    And why isn’t it okay to subsidize
    their own salaries when a pandemic
    forces them into joblessness,
    the way their taxes are used to subsidize
    farmers when crops fail,
    or businesses and corporations,
    including air lines,
    when their income is disrupted by a pandemic?

    Ask them why socialism is okay in all these areas,
    but it isn’t okay for the people
    who are paying the taxes
    that support people in all these areas.

    Ask them that.
    And don’t let them put you off
    with anything less than
    a completely satisfactory answer
    that explains clearly
    why you are less worthy
    than any of these other people
    of benefiting from the very taxes you pay.

    Don’t let them go
    until you know why you aren’t as important
    as all these other people are.

    Your taxes benefit them.
    Why do politicians oppose your taxes
    benefiting you?


  76. 12/21/2020  —  November Orchard 10 11/03/2013 — Springs Farm, Fort Mill South Carolina, Oil Paint Rendering

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “One should find,
    and learn to live out of,
    one’s own center,
    and be the source
    of one’s own
    for and against.”

    This cannot be done
    without killing the dragon
    with “Thou Shalt” engraved
    on every scale.

    We cannot submit to the expectations
    and mores of parents
    and society,
    and speak with our own voice
    and follow our own sense
    of what is called for
    in each situation as it arises.

    What is ours to bring forth
    is unique among the ages,
    and we cannot give birth to ourselves
    following the dictates
    of “Those Who Know Best” (Truman Capote).

    We are different from everyone else,
    and must have compassion
    for our different-ness,
    and courage to befriend it
    by living in ways
    that allow it to shine through
    and be known
    all along the way!


  77. 12/21/2020  —  The Sun 06/03/2019 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    Today is the Winter Solstice,
    the shortest day in the year,
    and the day the sun turns back toward the earth.

    The day all those human beings were sacrificed
    through the ages
    to bring The God back–
    and it WORKED!!!

    All of our ideologies “work” the same way!

    “Let it be!” said the Beatles.

    You can’t beat that
    for a life-giving attitude.

    Let the sun go
    if it’s going!
    Let it come back
    if it comes back!

    We can’t do that with The God.
    We have to impose our will
    with our supplications
    and votive offerings
    and even human sacrifices.

    We are stupid in so many ways.
    Let’s see how many ways
    we can not be stupid any longer.


  78. 12/22/2020  —  In The Marsh Panorama 08/22/2015 — Beaufort, South Carolina

    We are on our own.
    No one can do it for us.
    Teachers, at best, can only offer
    their experience as a guide,
    and, at worst, can only tell us
    what someone told someone who told someone
    who told someone…
    who told them.

    Too many spiritual guides
    and religious leaders
    only know what they got
    from someone else.

    Ask around:
    “What do you know of God
    that you did not get from
    some other source,
    including the Bible?”
    Ask the people who claim to know
    more than you know,
    “What do you know of God
    that you discovered on your own,
    without help from anyone else?”

    The old Taoist Masters
    cut to the chase, saying:
    “Seek the Source
    in the Silence!
    Live with sincerity
    and spontaneity
    out of your own sense
    of what is called for
    in each situation as it arises,
    incarnating/expressing/exhibiting
    the face that was yours before your
    grandparents were born!”

    No theology there!
    No doctrine there!
    No creedal formula there!
    Only personal experience at the core!
    And your personal experience
    will be different from everyone else’s!

    Their slogans,
    for example,
    “Eat when hungry,
    rest when tired,”
    mean “Live out of your own sense
    of what needs to be done
    in each situation as it arises!”

    True to our own sense
    of what needs to be done,
    we gradually learn to read
    our situations with a perceptive eye,
    and get responding to them appropriately
    down to a fine art–
    and no one can tell us how to do that!

    So, “Get in there and do your thing,
    and let the outcome be your teacher
    in knowing how to apply your thing
    to each situation as it arises!”

    That is all there is to it!


  79. 12/21/2020  —  In the Beginning 07/28/2016 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    We care too much
    about the wrong things,
    and we care too little
    about the right things.

    Consider what you care about,
    and what you don’t care about.

    All of the time.


  80. 12/23/2020  —  Charlotte Skyline 08/23/2017 Oil Paint Rendering– Charlotte, North Carolina

    Enlightenment,
    Illumination,
    Reflection/realization
    all result in
    awakening to what is important–
    that is,
    knowing what we know to be important–
    and being right about it,
    so that we live out of that knowing
    in each situation as it arises.

    This is all it takes to put ourselves
    right with ourselves
    in the life we are living,
    and with the world in which
    we are living.

    And that shifts the world on its course,
    and puts the world in alignment
    with itself.

    And that transforms everything.

    Be right.
    Do right.
    Make right.

    Get that down,
    and we all have it made!


  81. 12/23/2020  —  Adams’ Millpond 11/10/2015 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    “What should I do?
    What response should I make?
    What is being asked of me?
    What is being called for in this immediate situation,
    here and now?”

    We only have to know what is being called for
    in the situation that is most pertinent
    in any moment,
    to know what we should do.

    What is your most pressing situation
    right here, right now?
    Only you can decide that.

    What is being called for?
    Only you can decide that?

    If you are being paralyzed,
    or held hostage,
    or rendered hopeless,
    by the absence of acceptable outcomes–
    if everything you can think of doing
    is useless in terms of its impact
    on the situation as a whole,
    think smaller,
    think here and now.

    Share cups of cold water,
    or hot coffee,
    or room temperature wine,
    and talk of better days,
    or of what would help to get through
    these days,
    or simply share the warmth
    of each other’s company…

    You know,
    like that.


  82. 12/24/2020  —  Steele Creek Trestle Panorama 02/13/2014 Oil Paint Rendering — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    It is Christmas Eve.
    A wonderful time
    for re-evaluating your relationship
    with your life.

    We know all about what
    needs to be changed about the world.
    What needs to be changed about you?

    About your relationship with you?
    About your relationship with the world?

    It is a week until New Year’s Eve.
    The New Year is the traditional time
    to consider what needs to be new about us
    in honor of a new year,
    a new beginning,
    replete with resolutions and high hopes
    for “this year being different.”

    We have a week to focus on our relationship
    with our life and the world.
    Not to think,
    but to listen.

    We do not get anywhere we need to be
    by thinking,
    but by listening,
    by looking,
    by seeing,
    by hearing,
    by reflecting/connecting
    and forming new realizations.

    What do we need to realize?
    We have no idea.
    So thinking cannot get us there.

    Spend your time in the next week,
    sitting still,
    being quiet,
    listening,
    looking,
    open to what comes up in the silence,
    waiting for things to arise
    with a particular “charge” about them
    that “catches your eye,”
    and “calls your name,”
    and demands that you pay attention.

    Look closer at those things,
    just watching,
    just seeing,
    just hearing,
    holding everything in your awareness,
    writing down what needs to be written down,
    and continuing to sit still,
    be quiet,
    and listen,
    look…

    And see where you are in a week.
    Perhaps the mud will settle,
    and the water will clear,
    and you will know what
    you are being called to do.

    Then there is doing it.

    Throughout the New Year,
    and beyond!


  83. 12/25/2020  —  Watkins Glen 07 09/20/2015 Oil Paint Rendering — Watkins Glen State Park, Watkins Glen, New York

    The Christ I am
    wishes a Merry Christmas
    to the Christ you are.

    If the Christ is anything,
    the Christ is iconoclastic to the core.
    No theology!
    No doctrine!
    No ideology!
    No creeds!
    Just being right about what is important,
    and seeing what needs to be done
    in each situation as it arises–
    doing it without considering
    our advantage,
    or what we stand to gain or lose,
    with no interest in the outcome,
    just giving the best we have to offer
    to the true good of the moment,
    moment-by-moment-by-moment.

    Of course,
    the outcome of this moment,
    will set up the next moment,
    where we will again offer what is needed,
    so that our work is never done,
    which always gives us something to do,
    so what’s the problem?

    Well, one problem is being right
    about what is important.
    We get better at that over time,
    bringing our experience into play
    with our imagination,
    and our intuition,
    and our instincts,
    and our sense of what’s what,
    but throughout time,
    consequences remain our only teacher,
    and we are always learning what is important,
    and getting better at reading situations,
    and having less at stake
    in what is happening,
    and becoming more aware of ourselves
    responding to what is going on,
    and what’s pushing our buttons,
    and yanking our chains,
    and engaging our complexes,
    as we work things out slowly
    over time,
    reflecting continually
    in the service of new realizations
    and an increasingly better alignment
    with the Tao,
    and a deepening accordance/resonance
    with the Mystery at the heart of Life and Being
    throughout our life.

    The Christ is always becoming The Christ–
    and we are always
    incarnating/embodying/expressing/exhibiting
    the Christ in all that we do.

    And my Christ wishes your Christ
    the merriest of Christmases
    with good faith
    and courage for the journey
    through all that is before us
    all along the Way!


  84. 12/25/2020  —  Beaufort Fall 13 11/13/2017 Oil Paint Rendering — Beaufort, South Carolina

    We are the final authority
    in all matters of faith and practice.
    We are the one who says so.
    We are responsible
    for all of our decisions and choices,
    and the burden of our outcomes
    remains ours alone to bear
    throughout all eternity.

    Our life is our responsibility.

    Life is constantly throwing things at us–
    and that is where we come in.
    We respond to each thing as it comes,
    and the way we do that
    is the teller that tells the tale.

    No matter what happens to us,
    we say what it means,
    and we say what we do about it.

    If we yield our position
    and allow someone else to tell us what to do,
    we choose to yield and to submit to the other.

    Our choices and our actions are inescapable.
    We carry the weight of having lived
    up to this point,
    and will carry it forward
    from this point on.

    We are the authority
    by which our life is lived.

    That being the case,
    you might think we would
    be more diligent about
    our approach to the moment at hand–
    more aware,
    more intentional,
    more alert,
    more awake,
    completely present
    and accounted for–
    and ready to deal with
    what is ours to manage
    as only we can.

    Instead,
    we allow ourselves to be swept along
    by our circumstances,
    with no idea
    of what is guiding
    our boat on its path
    through the sea.

    It is time
    we take up the work
    of getting to the bottom of it–
    and assert our authority
    over what we do about
    what is happening
    in each situation as it arises
    all our life long.

    Our life is what we do
    in response to our circumstances.
    What we do is our call to make.
    Moment-by-moment-by-moment.
    If we aren’t making the call,
    we are making it by default
    in a “Not to decide is to decide”
    kind of way.

    We are Luke Skywalker
    with the training helmet on,
    having to learn what it means
    to trust the Force,
    which is also the Source,
    which is also the Mystery
    at the Heart of Life and Being.

    Moment-by-moment-by-moment.

    How well we do it is dependent
    on how intentional and aware
    we are about what we are doing.

    It is all up to us.
    For better, for worse.
    All our life long.


  85. 12/25/2020  —  Maine Moon 09/27/2012 — Stonington, Deer Isle, Maine

    Jon Kabat-Zinn is the Father
    of Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction.
    His YouTube videos are not to be missed
    (The shortest ones first)
    in the work of establishing
    ourselves in the practice of mindfulness.

    But.

    There is one thing he fails to stress
    to my satisfaction:

    Silence is the source of Good
    and Noise is the source of Evil.

    Blaise Pascal said,
    “All of humanity’s problems stem
    from (our) inability to sit quietly
    in a room alone.”

    Being quiet
    and paying attention
    to the silence,
    noticing what arises–
    without engaging any of it,
    but simply being aware of it,
    and watching as one thing
    is replaced by another,
    with no apparent connection
    and no inherent meaning,
    and how your emotions
    are aroused,
    and how your body reacts physically,
    to the thoughts that fly about
    erratically,
    haphazardly,
    inexplicably…

    And yet, the one thing they have in common
    is you.

    Watch for patterns to develop.
    For themes to emerge.
    For a story to take shape.

    We do not think “just anything.”
    Our “monkey mind” is not swinging
    wildly from tree to tree.
    The chaos is ordered precisely,
    and presents a clear picture
    of how things stand with us
    at this particular moment in our life.

    Our mind is shouting,
    “Listen! Look!
    This is how it is with you!
    Pay attention to the apparent madness!
    This is the mud
    you must allow to settle,
    so that the water can clear
    and you can see what is interfering
    with your ability
    to live your life as it needs to be lived,
    moment-to-moment,
    day-to-day!”

    Being aware of the noise
    in the silence
    allows us to distance ourselves
    from the turmoil
    and just see, just know, just be
    in the moment with it all
    in our awareness.

    Returning our attention to our breathing,
    allows us to hold it all in awareness,
    just watching,
    just seeing,
    just knowing,
    just breathing…

    And things shift.

    Without our doing anything
    beyond watching, seeing, knowing, breathing…

    Wu-wei, as the Zen Taoists might say.

    Make a regular routine
    of sitting with the Silence,
    and be amazed at how that simple act
    transforms the way you live your life
    over time.


  86. 12/25/2020  —  Peach Orchard Panorama 01/17/2015 — Springs Farm, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    Martha Graham premiered Lamentation
    on January 8, 1930.
    You can participate in her dance here:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-lcFwPJUXQ

    Hers was/is the only appropriate response
    to her times
    and ours.

    Metaphors express what words cannot say.
    The most important things cannot be said.
    The deepest things cannot be said.
    The truest things cannot be said.

    Yet we have lost the medium of metaphor.
    We don’t know symbols.
    If it isn’t a fact,
    it isn’t real.

    What are the meaningful symbols
    in your life?
    In the life of the nation?

    We live in the absence of symbols
    like a fish lives out of water.
    Without metaphors to speak to us,
    and for us,
    we are dead people walking,
    not seeing,
    not hearing,
    not feeling,
    not knowing…

    Plodding through our life
    going nowhere.

    Oceans of tears exist
    just on the other side of silence,
    but we will not be that quiet.
    Noise is our salvation.
    Noise and addiction du jour.

    We have to talk, talk, talk,
    defend,
    explain,
    justify,
    excuse…

    Anything but be still and quiet,
    listening,
    looking,
    because we might see and hear,
    and never stop crying.

    Let Martha Graham say
    what we are experiencing,
    without saying a thing.


  87. 12/26/2020  —  Mesquite Dunes 04/06/2006 — Death Valley National Park, California

    They want impunity and immunity.
    They want a law that puts them forever
    beyond the law.
    A law that says they aren’t liable,
    which means they aren’t responsible,
    which means they can do whatever they like.

    The top 1% I’m talking about.
    Maybe the top 0.5%.
    And also those aspiring to be
    among the top 0.5%.

    They want the Prince MBS Rule,
    which says, “Anything Goes,”
    applied to them.
    Exclusively.

    And they will do anything
    for the privilege
    of being able to do anything.

    They all aspire
    to being who Donald Trump is.
    Who aspires to be who MBS is.

    Donald Trump will do anything
    to remain in power.
    Power is everything to Donald Trump
    and to all of the people
    who want to be just like him.

    And power means making everyone
    afraid to oppose you.
    That is Donald Trump,
    and MBS,
    and all their doting legions.

    Don’t forget Mitch McConnell.
    The Enabler in Chief.
    When he says, “No Democrat bill
    will ever pass!”
    he is exercising the power
    he envies and envisions for himself.

    Total power.
    Absolute power.
    The power of God.

    Republicans and their keeper/donors
    want the power of God.
    They want to be God.
    They want God to be their toady.

    And they will do anything
    to have what they want.

    If we are going to stop them
    it is going to be now.
    Every eligible voter in Georgia
    has to vote for the Democrats.
    If they don’t win,
    it’s over.

    Why is this so hard to see?


  88. 12/26/2020  —  Adams Millpond Mirror Panorama 11/10/2014 Oil Paint Rendering –Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    Fraser Snowden said,
    “The only true philosophical question is
    ‘Where do you draw the line?'”

    Where do you draw it?

    Only you can draw the line
    where you draw it.
    Where do you think it goes?
    Only you know that.

    What keeps you from drawing the line
    where you think it goes?
    Get to the bottom of that question.

    Who draws your lines for you?

    When we stop drawing our own lines,
    it is all over for us.

    Joseph Campbell said it all comes down to
    drawing our own lines.
    To having the courage
    to draw our own lines.

    His exact words are:
    “The aim of individuation requires
    that one should find
    and then learn to live out of
    one’s own center,
    in control of one’s own
    for and against.”

    In control of where one
    draws the line.

    That is what makes us human.
    Drawing the line where we determine
    it needs to be drawn!

    Oh, and we have to be right about it!

    That’s the catch with being human.
    We have to say so,
    and not so,
    and be right about it.

    Being right about it
    is where philosophy comes in.
    Who is to say
    what is right and what is not?
    We are, of course.
    But.
    We have to be right about it.

    This being right
    is completely of the moment.
    It is ephemeral,
    mercurial,
    fleeting,
    and gone like that (snaps fingers).

    Jesus said “The Spirit
    is like the wind that blows where it will.”
    Which means not even the Spirit
    knows what it will do next.
    Which means nothing can be
    written down,
    set in stone,
    declared to be so for all ages to come.

    There are no laws.
    No laws of nature.
    This is what science has discovered.
    There are only hypotheses .
    Only best guesses.
    Of the moment.
    To be verified or refuted
    in the next moment,
    or one of the ones after that.

    There is right.
    And there is wrong.
    Which can be determined
    only later.
    In the meantime,
    we are left with drawing our lines
    for the time being,
    and redrawing them again,
    and again,
    in light of future revelations,
    when we are better able
    to know what we are doing,
    knowing that we will never know
    all we need to know
    to know what we are doing.

    “Sin boldly!”
    Said Martin Luther.
    “And believe more boldly
    in the marvelous grace of God!”

    We have to live boldly,
    from our own center,
    from our own for and against,
    from our own yes and no–
    and be right about it.
    Which means knowing when we
    are wrong,
    or have been wrong,
    and making adjustments,
    and re-drawing our lines
    in light of the best information
    currently available.

    Believing in–
    counting on–
    grace all the way
    to the end of the line,
    knowing there is no end of the line,
    as far as we can tell,
    given the information
    currently available to us.


  89. 12/26/2020  —  The Bench 09/05/2017 B&W — Charlotte, North Carolina

    Consequences are the only teacher.
    Experience is the experience of consequences.
    Reflection on experience
    leads to new realizations.
    Realization takes the past
    and constructs the future.
    Yesterday’s wrong
    is tomorrow’s right.
    It takes getting it wrong
    to get it right.
    Doing it wrong
    to do it right.

    We learn to make really good
    chicken noodle soup
    by making a lot of very bad
    chicken noodle soup
    with our eyes open,
    seeing what we look at,
    reflecting on our errors
    to the point of new realizations
    and informed hypotheses
    and additional experimentation
    all the way to perfection.

    We live boldly,
    courageously,
    toward doing it better,
    toward getting it right.
    Right Soup,
    according to our taste,
    exists “out there.”
    We only have to find our way to it,
    and trust ourselves
    to know it when we get there.

    It is the same
    with every aspect of our life.

    We are making soup constantly.
    The idea is to make really good soup,
    to live a really good life,
    one mistake at a time.

    We get it right
    by getting it wrong
    with our eyes open,
    seeing what we look at,
    reflecting on what our experience
    is telling us,
    to the point of new realizations
    leading to different ways of doing things,
    all the way to perfection.

    Throw away all of the rule books,
    all of the doctrines,
    creeds,
    theology,
    and live with your eyes open
    to what is happening
    and what the consequences
    have to tell you
    about what you need to do differently
    in light of what needs to be done
    to make things as good as they can be
    as assessed by the majority of people
    evaluating your life over time.


  90. 12/26/2020  —  Colt Creek Cascades 02 04/14/2014 Oil Paint Rendering — Pierson’s Glen, Saluda, North Carolina

    Our life is uniquely equipped
    to lead us to the heart
    of what matters most.

    The problem is
    that we have our own ideas
    about what that is.

    And our life has to get us
    to abandon our idea
    of what matters most
    and to embrace our life’s idea
    of what matters most,
    and live in the service of that
    with all our heart.

    This is the story of Adam and Eve
    in the Garden of Eden,
    and the story of Jesus of Nazareth
    in the Garden of Gethsemane.

    This is the story of humankind.
    We live to know what is important
    and live in light of it,
    serving it with our life.

    And we interfere with that process,
    with the process of life,
    by forcing our idea of what is important
    on our life.

    Ideally, we live to comprehend–
    and pledge our liege loyalty to–
    the meaning of:
    “Thy will, not mine, be done!”
    with “Thy” understood as
    “The flow of life and being,”
    or “The Mystery of Life and Being,”
    or “What needs us to do
    what needs to be done
    here and now.”

    It would help to have this
    explained to us at the start,
    and to be reminded of it often.

    Our life is not ours
    to do with as we will!
    We belong to our life
    to do what it needs us to do!

    This is the call of Destiny
    to acquiesce to its demands.

    Everything rides on our response.


  91. 12/27/2020  —  Cypress Mandala/Adams Millpond Mirror-Mirror Oil Pant Rendered — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    Our depth is without end.
    We will never get to the bottom
    of who we are.
    There will always be
    more to us than meets the eye.
    Why do we stop exploring ourselves
    so soon?

    That is the line separating
    ignorance from intelligence.

    Intelligence has nothing to do
    with how smart we are,
    or how educated we are,
    and has everything to do
    with how inquisitive we are,
    and how playful we are.

    Most scientists are intelligent people
    because they love questions
    and delight in playing with possibilities,
    and imagining new worlds,
    and seeing what makes things work,
    and keeps things from working.

    Ignorant people know what they like,
    and what they don’t like,
    and that’s that.
    They think the way
    they are supposed to think,
    and do things the way
    they ought to be done.
    And that’s that.

    Ignorant people and intelligent people
    have a hard time getting along,
    and rarely spend much time together.
    When they are thrown together
    by a natural disaster
    or a war,
    they can cooperate in getting the job done,
    but then it’s back to their way
    of being who they are
    with people who are like them.

    It is great to have people who are like us.
    That makes it easier
    and a lot more fun
    being who we are.

    But.

    We have to learn to do that
    without making people who are not like us
    into enemies
    whom we disparage,
    berate,
    ridicule
    and monsterize.

    We have to learn to listen to one another
    around the table,
    across the oceans.

    We have to pretend we are all
    in foxholes together,
    saving the environment,
    defeating the pandemic-of-the-day,
    sharing resources,
    and improving the quality of life
    for everyone everywhere.

    The world is not a friendly place.
    And that’s where we all come in.
    We can befriend one another
    without everybody being the same.

    Why not?


  92. 12/27/2020  —  Live Oak Lane 01 Oil Paint Rendered — Undisclosed Location

    Our work is integrating opposites,
    creating harmony,
    realizing balance,
    honoring symmetry,
    maintaining the tension
    of mutually exclusive contradictions,
    dancing/living with the rhythm
    of yin and yang coursing through
    our veins
    and meeting us a every turn
    in the course of every day.

    India’s Hinduism and Buddhism
    deplore duality.
    China’s Taoism and Zen delight in duality,
    and see it as the heart of the cosmos,
    the rhythm of life and being.

    From the Tao te Ching (Chapter 42),
    we read:
    “The Tao gives birth to the One (The Origin),
    the One gives birth to the Two (Yin and Yang),
    the Two give birth to the Three (Heaven, Earth, Humanity),
    the Three give birth to every living thing.

    All things are held in Yin and carry Yang,
    and they are held together in the Ch’i
    of teeming energy.”

    Duality is One with Life and Being.

    When we are most whole, we are playing
    with what Joseph Campbell called,
    “the potentials of this infinitely and incessantly
    changing universal duad (Yin and Yang).”

    Living authentically, genuinely, honestly
    is being true to the contradictions within,
    bearing the tension of being two things at once
    (I want to be the best father/husband/etc. who ever lived,
    and I don’t want to be a father/husband/etc. at all!).

    “This is the way things are,
    and this is the way things also are,
    and that is the way things ARE!

    “This is the way things are,
    and this is what can be done about it,
    and that’s the way things are!”

    We honor the rhythms of life
    in the way we live with life,
    within life.

    “The tide comes in,
    and the tide turns around,
    and the tide goes out,
    and the tide turns around,
    and the tide comes in…”

    Ebb and flow,
    up and down,
    right and left,
    forward and backward,
    Yin and Yang…

    We dance with our circumstances,
    moving with the rhythm of our life,
    in sync with the Tao,
    doing what is called for
    by the time and place of our living,
    through all the times and places of our living,
    without imposing our idea of how things
    ought to be,
    but honoring how things are,
    and what needs to be done in light of it,
    here and now,
    all our life long.


  93. 12/27/2020  —  Blue Moon 06 01/31/2018 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    The Tao is recognized and honored
    by all religions everywhere.

    Everybody acknowledges the appropriate time,
    the appointed time,
    the fullness of time,
    the right time,
    the time to act
    and the time to refrain from acting.

    And everybody understands
    that there is a right way
    and a wrong way
    to do anything–
    and knows there is a right thing to do
    and a wrong thing to do
    on every occasion under heaven.

    That is all the Tao is about:
    the right way to do
    the right thing to do
    at the right time to do it.

    We all recognize the importance
    of the Tao,
    but.
    We don’t do much about
    putting ourselves in accord
    with the Tao
    in the times and places of our living.

    And that’s the kink in the hose.

    We have to learn to lay aside
    our will for the moment,
    our wants, wishes and desires
    for our life,
    stand apart from our agendas
    and our contriving
    to have our way,
    and live sincerely
    in the service of the good of the moment,
    spontaneously offering what we have to give
    without seeking to exploit
    any occasion in any way
    for our benefit,
    advantage,
    pleasure.

    That is all it will take.
    Heaven won’t be any better than that.


  94. 12/27/2020  —  Bog River Falls 09/29/2014 Oil Paint Rendered — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York

    Here we are. Now what?

    The relationship between/among the individual
    and the collective
    required to produce and maintain,
    oversee and steward,
    meaningful change for the good of the whole–
    the whole earth–
    is governed by what?

    Who does what to whom, when, where, how?

    The Tao is doing the right thing
    in the right way
    at the right time,
    moment-by-moment-by-moment.

    Which is made possible by being quiet
    and living out of our own center i
    n ways that incarnate our original nature
    in doing what is called for
    in the right way
    at the right time
    in each situation as it arises.

    And who is learning to do that?
    Who is living to do that?

    How many of us with it take to do that
    in order to “turn the light around,”
    and transform the way
    life is lived upon the earth?

    And how do we get there from here?

    Someone?

    Anyone?


  95. 12/28/2020  —  Fall Woods Oil Paint Rendering 11/12/2006 — Great Smoky Mountains National Park

    Martin Palmer says all of our lives
    are grounded on faith,
    but not all of us have any idea
    of what the ground of our faith is.

    It helps to know what grounds us,
    and to know what we think about that
    in terms of its helpfulness to us
    and to the life we need to be living.

    Martin and I give away something
    of our faith
    when we imply that
    there is a life we need to be living.

    That is a statement of faith
    if ever there were one.

    Speaking of statements of faith,
    here are two collections:

    “It’s fine.
    It’s all fine.
    Everything is fine.”

    “It doesn’t matter.
    Nothing matters.
    Nothing has ever mattered.”

    These are statements of faith
    representative of attitudes,
    frames of mind,
    perspectives
    that ground someone’s life
    and direct their living.

    We all believe things
    incapable of verification
    that reflect our general orientation
    and the effort we make
    to shape our life
    and impact the world around us.

    What do you believe?
    What is worth believing?
    Everything about you/us hangs
    on how we answer these questions.

    The things we tell ourselves
    and the seriousness with which we take them
    make all the difference
    in terms of the quality of the life we live,
    and the enthusiasm with which we live it.

    If you are going to take anything on faith
    (And we all are going to take a lot of things on faith!)
    let the importance of the things we tell ourselves
    be one of the things on that list!

    Martin and I would say
    that our story–
    the story we are telling about us
    by the way we are living our life–
    our life story,
    is important beyond all we are capable
    of imagining,
    and, more than that,
    it is a part of another, larger, story
    that encompasses all of our stories
    throughout time.

    Our story is connected with all of our stories,
    and all of our differences
    create our commonalities
    and produce the song
    we all are singing
    that we don’t know anything about.

    And everything we do has an impact
    beyond anything we recognize as being impactful.

    Our influence is actual,
    and it is amazing.

    It matters how we live.

    If you are going to believe anything
    (And you are going to believe a lot of things!)
    believe that!
    And live as though it is so!

    Moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day,
    your whole life long!


  96. 12/28/2020  —  Pawley’s Island Moon 03 12/16/2013 — Pawley’s Island, South Carolina

    What do you care about?
    Why do you care?
    How would other people
    know you care about it
    by the way you live your life?

    Get to the bottom of all three questions.

    Write down your answers
    in a poem,
    or an essay,
    that speaks the truth
    about you
    and what you care about.

    Take your time with this exercise,
    but do not put it off.

    It will take you to the core
    of who you are,
    and what you are doing about it–
    and call you to life.


  97. 12/28/2020  —  Confluence 07 10/29/2014 Oil Paint Rendering — Ramsey Creek, Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Greenbriar District

    We all possess a super weapon
    that is well within our reach,
    yet far exceeds our grasp.

    It is simply-and-simultaneously-impossibly
    being mindfully aware
    of what is happening
    and what needs to happen in response
    in each situation as it arises,
    and how we might help meet that need
    with the gifts/virtues/characteristics/
    genius/original nature
    that come with us from the womb
    for just such an occasion–
    to be used with innocence, sincerity and spontaneity,
    with no investment in what we stand to gain or lose,
    or any idea of exploiting the situation
    for our benefit in any way.

    That’s it.

    We are equipped to see and do,
    to rise to every occasion,
    and live out our lives
    in the service of compassion and grace.

    If that doesn’t impress you
    as being much of a super weapon,
    that is because you are thinking
    about weapons in the wrong way.

    They are not for serving our needs
    and interests,
    but for doing what is right
    at the right time,
    in the right way.

    Why do anything other than that?


  98. 12/29/2020  —  The Maple Tree Oil Paint Rendered — Bass Lake, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

    What do we talk about
    when we have nothing to say?

    What do we talk about
    to keep from saying
    what we have to say?

    What do we talk about all the time?

    What do we never talk about?

    How do we know/decide
    what to say?

    How much does our talking conceal?
    How much does our talking reveal?

    Who is listening when we speak?

    What do we have to say
    that no one will/can hear?

    What do we have to say
    that we refuse to hear?

    What are we not saying
    that is dying to be heard?

    What are we saying by the way
    we live our life?

    What are we afraid of?
    Ashamed of?

    What are we hiding?
    What are we hiding from?
    Why are we hiding?
    Who are we kidding?
    Why are we kidding anyone?


  99. 12/29/2020  —  Baxter Creek Bridge Panorama Oil Paint Rendered 11/11/2008 — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Big Creek Campground, Waterville, North Carolina

    Living in ways that befriend life
    balances the opposites,
    integrates the polarities,
    harmonizes Yin and Yang,
    negotiates and compromises–
    and resorts to forcing, pushing, shoving
    only when all other approaches have failed
    and crashing through windows
    and smashing down doors
    are our last remaining choice
    for escaping a burning building.

    Thinking of battling,
    fighting,
    going to war,
    as our first,
    best,
    most efficient,
    most effective
    way of getting what we want
    and having our way
    is already to have lost
    anything worth having.

    “Prayer Warriors”
    miss the point of prayer–
    and do not grasp the significance
    of “What shall I say?
    ‘Father, save me from this hour!’
    No! For this purpose
    I have come to this hour!
    ‘Father, Glorify your name!'”

    How we face “the hour,”
    how we understand “the hour,”
    who we show ourselves to be in “the hour,”
    is why we come to “the hour,”
    in every hour,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day
    our entire life long.

    “The hour” is the time and place
    of our revelation,
    of our realization,
    of our incarnation,
    of who we are and what is ours to do–
    requiring that we stand consciously,
    mindfully,
    between the contradictory forces
    at work in “the hour”
    and make peace,
    bearing in our body
    “the marks of the cross.”

    Hour after hour.

    In so doing,
    we become Jesus in Gethsemane,
    the Buddha under the Bo Tree,
    and every parent worthy of the title,
    and every human being
    carrying the weight of being human.

    It is who we are.
    It is what we do.

    “What I do is me,
    for that I came”
    (Gerard Manley Hopkins).


  100. 12/29/2020  —  Ramsey Creek Bridge 04/17/2008 Oil Paint Rendering — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Greenbriar District

    We stand between how things are
    and how things ought to be,
    and bear the pain of the dichotomy,
    of the contradiction,
    and do what we can
    in the service of the ought-to-be,
    within the constraints
    of the possibilities before us.

    We do not get to choose our choices.

    We get to choose from among the choices
    available to us
    in each situation as it arises.

    How long have we been struggling
    beneath the burden of racism?
    Sexism?
    Misogyny?
    Homophobia?
    Islamophobia?
    Xenophobia?
    Etc.?

    Ours is the Sisyphean Task
    of doing what must be done
    within the limitations imposed upon us
    by the time and place of our living.

    “As good as it can be”
    is often far from
    “Good enough,”
    and nowhere near
    “The Good!”

    But our work is always
    in the service of The Good!

    The Good is the rock we roll up the hill,
    and follow to the bottom,
    and roll it up the hill,
    and follow to the bottom…
    throughout our life.

    And quitting is not an option!

    Think of it as job security,
    and get back to work!







One Minute Monologues 060

October 27, 2020  —  November 25, 2020

  1. 10/27/2020  —  Monument Valley Sunrise 09/25/2007 — Monument Valley Tribal Park, Utah/Arizona

    Reframe the things you are ashamed of–
    your liabilities are assets unknown.

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “Where you stumble and fall,
    there lies the treasure!”

    Is it a weakness,
    or is it a strength?
    Is it better to win
    or to lose?
    Is it more important to see,
    or to see that you don’t see?
    Etc.

    All our dichotomies are false dichotomies.
    What we take to be a dead-end
    is a threshold to a different kind of outcome.

    We are the incarnation of mystery beyond infinite.
    And miss the adventure we were born to live
    by refusing to trust ourselves to the mystery
    in digging for the gold
    buried in the rejects and discards.

    “Nothing good comes from Nazareth,” you know.
    “The stone the builders reject,” you know.
    The priceless pearl lost amid
    the costume jewelry, you know…

    “Reframing” is a synonym for “recognizing,”
    for “reclaiming,”
    for “redeeming,”
    for “realizing,”
    for “repenting,”
    for “being born again”


    Seeing what we are looking at
    means seeing beyond what we think we see,
    means seeing into the mystery,
    and throwing ourselves into it
    with all our heart,
    and soul,
    and mind
    and strength–
    in a “Okay! I’m all in!
    Show me what you got
    in the time left for living”
    kind of way.


  2. 10/27/2020  —  Gardenia 02 07/06/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    Donald Trump is completely responsible
    for himself,
    and he cannot help being who he is.

    Which is something that can be said
    about each of us.

    We are who we are
    because of our refusal to be anything else–
    or because of our striving to be something else,
    which we also could do nothing about.

    We all could be worse than we are,
    and better,
    but which it will be
    is out of our hands.

    We live at the mercy of forces
    quite beyond us,
    and are where we are by the grace
    of the journey,
    and the timely accidents
    that shifted everything into place–
    without our knowledge
    of anything that was going on.

    We think we are free to do as we please,
    but we are not free to choose what we please.
    We think freedom means doing what we want
    with our life,
    but we cannot not-want what we want,
    or want what we do not want.
    We are not free to pick what we will want today
    anymore than we can pick what we will dream tonight.
    How free is that?
    We are bound to our wants
    the way the sun is stuck in its orbit.

    It is all a mystery–
    where it comes from,
    where it is going,
    how it fits together.

    We are a mystery.
    Our life is a mystery.
    Everything is a mystery.
    And we walk past it all
    as though it is completely unexceptional,
    thoroughly routine,
    outrageously boring
    and nothing more
    than the same old same old.


  3. 10/27/2020  —  Persimmons 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    We cannot help how we see things,
    the way we feel about things,
    the way we think of things,
    and we have never had a motive
    that we fully understood.
    We do not know why we do what we do,
    or what we will do next
    (And if we do,
    we have symptoms we cannot manage,
    and our life is going quite to hell).

    We swagger around as though
    we are in total control–
    or, we are afraid of what
    the next minute will bring,
    and have no idea of what we will do
    about any of it.

    Either way, we do not have a clue.

    Joseph Campbell said, “The individual
    must realize that the grandeur of their being
    is that of representing something
    larger than themselves–
    that they stand for something
    that is bigger than they are.
    They have to know they are an agent
    of something,
    and live conscious of being
    a presence in the world
    as a representative of that thing,
    as an incarnation of it
    in their daily life–
    and they have to know what it is
    that they are living to exemplify”
    (Or words to that effect).

    And, of course, we have no idea
    of what he is talking about.
    What are we living to exemplify?
    What are we the bearers of?

    Allow me to make a suggestion:
    We are expressive and representative of
    The Mystery of Life and Being!

    Carl Jung said, “There is within each of us
    another, whom we do not know.”

    We carry within us unconscious depths
    that we dismiss without a thought
    about what we are doing.
    We live to feed our appetites,
    to enjoy our entertainments,
    to serve our addictions,
    and never consider that we
    represent anything more than
    our desires and our fears.

    We don’t look within
    because we know there is nothing there,
    or are afraid there is nothing there,
    or are afraid there is something there
    and it is terrible and out to get us.

    It is out to get us, of course,
    but in a fulfilling,
    enlightening,
    amazing
    and wonderful kind of way.

    We are looking for something
    to relieve our terminal boredom with our life,
    and the adventure of a lifetime
    is a perspective shift away.

    We are the embodiment of The Mystery!
    And only have to trust ourselves to it
    to step into the power,
    the tremendum,
    the fascinans of the mysterium
    every day.


  4. 10/27/2020  —  Stumpy Pond 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    We believe in causality.
    Cause and effect.
    Everything is caused by something.
    There are no accidents.
    “There is a reason for everything.”

    “I think, therefore I think I am.”

    Things do not have to be the way they are.
    The world would be fine
    if World War II had never happened.
    Nothing has to happen
    in order for something else to happen.
    Whatever happens will be fine.

    Nothing is in charge.
    There is no design.
    Everything is free to be what it is,
    doing what it does,
    in conjunction with everything else
    being free to be what it is,
    doing what it does,
    and the limits and restrictions
    will work themselves out,
    and be what they are.

    In the beginning there were a lot
    of collisions while things were looking
    for smooth and easy.
    It is smoother and easier than it was
    (Remember how dark it got each night before
    we domesticated fire?),
    but it still is far from smooth and easy
    (And nothing is as boring as smooth and easy).

    It is all still working itself out.
    Everything is finding its way.
    A lot of things are in the way.
    Some things have to get out of the way,
    or pay the price.

    We can find patterns everywhere.
    That doesn’t mean anything was “meant to be.”
    It means we can find patterns everywhere.
    They are caused by our brain’s ability
    to perceive relationships
    and impose order
    in helping us find our way.

    Our brain is a meaning-maker!
    We see patterns among the stars
    and conclude that they had to be placed there
    for a reason,
    and that where they are when we are born
    has dramatic implications for our life.

    Jumping to conclusions is what we do best.
    No! Kidding ourselves is what we do best!
    NO! Telling ourselves what we want to hear
    is what we do best!
    NO! Shooting ourselves in the foot is what we do best!


    We are the victims of our own constructions of reality.
    We do not just observe the world,
    we also interpret our observations
    in ways that make them meaningful to us.
    And then we go to war over our conclusions.

    For instance, we take it on faith
    that we are all going to hell
    if we don’t believe Jesus saves us
    from going to hell
    if we believe in him–
    and we have to tell everyone
    to believe as we do
    because we believe Jesus will hold it against us
    if we don’t convert the world–
    and we are making all of this up!!!

    Why do we take that on faith
    and not something else instead?
    How do we find comfort in a God
    who will send anybody to hell?
    Who can ever relax around a God like that?

    We are making everything up–
    why not make up things that are life-enhancing
    and mutually beneficial
    across the table,
    around the world?

    We make up Us and Them!
    Why not make up WE?!
    And find ways together to live together
    in ways that improve everyone’s chances
    at a life worth living?

    Why not see everything, all things,
    as a Thou?
    Why not identify with all sentient beings?
    Adopt, “Inasmuch as you have done it,
    or not done it,
    to every living thing,
    you have done it, or not done it,
    to me!”?

    Why not do everything we do because
    it needs to be done
    and not because of what we stand to gain or lose
    by doing it?

    Why not live the mystery?
    And not make up conclusions about it
    that have no basis or grounds for being? 


  5. 10/27/2020  —  Trekker Loop 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    We hear “Follow your bliss,”
    and think the Hero’s Journey
    is a joy ride.

    The bliss is “joyful participation
    in the sorrows of the world.”

    If you can stand in the tension
    of that contradiction,
    you have met the only requirement
    for the journey.

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “Where you stumble and fall,
    there lies the treasure.”
    That doesn’t mean
    we roll over and there the gold is!
    It means we start digging!

    Being a writer
    does not mean writing best sellers
    with movie contracts attached.
    It means writing,
    day in and day out,
    whether anyone reads your work
    or not.

    If you write because that is your bliss,
    rain or shine,
    whether you feel like it or not,
    whether you are in the mood for it or not,
    whether you want to or not,
    whether you “feel it” or not,
    for no other reason than because
    you are a writer
    and writing is what you do
    no matter what,
    and nothing is going to
    knock you off of it,
    because you’re a writer.
    Write on!

    Campbell also said,
    “That which you seek
    lies far in the back
    of the darkest corner
    of the cave you most
    don’t want to enter.”

    Following our bliss
    means going into the cave
    all the way to the very back
    and feeling around in the darkest corner.

    It means doing the work!
    And it is Real Work!
    Sticking with it!
    Soldiering through!
    But, it is our work–
    and that makes all the difference!

    No one is forcing us to do it.
    We are called to do it
    by some mysterious energy/force
    calling us away from the pastimes
    and entertaining asides,
    into the expression/incarnation
    of our own depth,
    our own heart and soul.

    In this, we engage the mystery
    at the center of our life,
    of all of life,
    and know there is a Source beyond us
    that is living in us and through us,
    guiding our way,
    urging us on.

    I have been writing from high school on.
    This is the 6,305th post of its kind
    since 2011.
    I don’t know why.
    I don’t know where they come from,
    or to what end.
    and I don’t care.

    I sit down because I must,
    because of an inner compulsion,
    and I would be remiss if I did not,
    I would be betraying something
    that I consider to be worthy
    and deserving of my honor and respect,
    reverence and service,
    and I have liege loyalty
    to the Source of what I write.

    I start out with a few words,
    maybe a sentence,
    that just comes upon me
    out of the blue,
    and everything flows for there,
    with a life of its own.
    My job is to come up with the right word
    for the occasion.
    And I write to be amazed at what I’m writing.

    That is Mystery!
    Where does all this come from?
    From the darkness and the silence
    of my unconscious!
    That is our bliss station!
    And we are wrong to not open ourselves
    to what beckons to us from what we call
    our “unconscious mind”
    (Simply because we are not conscious of it!)!

    The journey to the heart of ourselves
    awaits us all,
    and it is never too late
    to begin the never-ending process
    of self-discovery
    along the Bliss Road
    that runs through the time left for living.


  6. 10/28/2020  —  Little River at the Sinks 11/04/2006 Oil Paint Rendering — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Gatlinburg, Tennessee

    Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth
    are the grounding values of the Constitution
    and the Declaration of Independence.

    They are the heart of the Sermon on the Mount,
    the parables of the Prodigal’s Father
    and the Good Samaritan.

    They are the center of the 8 Fold Path
    and the 4 Noble Truths of Buddhism.

    And, they are the Boon the Hero retrieves
    from their journey into the depths of the Psyche
    to find what we ultimately are all about
    and bring it to life in the life
    they are living in the world.

    We cannot do better than
    Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth.

    They are the end to
    Racism, Sexism, Misogyny,
    Xenophobia and Homophobia.

    And, they are the essence
    of who we are as individuals
    and as a community of like-minded people.

    It doesn’t matter what we believe,
    who we are,
    how much money and power we have,
    or what we say is important to us–
    if we do not live in the service of
    Liberty, Justice, Equality and Truth,
    we have failed to embrace our calling
    and live out our destiny
    as human beings sharing a planet
    with one another.

    If we are white and privileged
    (And what white person is not privileged?),
    it is incumbent upon us to live
    beyond the appearance of impropriety
    in these four areas
    of Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth.

    We must live so that we never feel the need to say,
    “Oh, I am not racist, sexist, a misogynist, xenophobic
    or homophobic,”
    because those things are being said about us
    by all who know us.

    Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth
    bond us together,
    call us forth,
    inform our living,
    comprise our life.

    We owe it to ourselves
    and to each other
    to live together in ways
    that serve, honor, revere and incarnate
    Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth–
    and oppose with deliberate vigilance
    all threats to these core values
    of humanity
    in all times and places
    throughout our life.


  7. 10/27/2020  —  Lake Crandall 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    The Hero’s Journey is to the heart of who we are.

    There, we find the essence of our Original Nature.

    We discover the wonder of the Mystery of Life and Being.

    We relish and revere the Silence
    as the source of our own healing and wisdom.

    We embrace our calling and our destiny
    as servants of truth
    integrating polarities,
    bearing the tension of contradiction,
    taking up the tasks of balance and harmony,
    and doing what needs to be done
    in each situation as it arises
    with the gifts/daemon/virtues/character/vitality/spirit
    that are ours to offer
    in each situation as it arises
    all our life long–
    without thought of profit or gain,
    benefit or advantage,
    but with compassion,
    sincerity
    and spontaneity,
    dancing with what life brings us
    and being source of goodness and mercy,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day,
    “participating joyfully in the sorrows of the world”
    (James Joyce/Joseph Campbell),
    and being a blessing upon all
    who come our way.

    May it be so for us all!


  8. 10/27/2020  —  Eno River Reflections 01 11/09/2011 — Eno River State Park, Durham, North Carolina

    I trust you to know your own business,
    to know what moves you,
    to know what is yours to do and to not do,
    to know what calls your name,
    to know what you need and where to find it,
    to know what is striving to come forth
    through you into your life
    and into the world.

    And, if you think you do not know these things,
    I encourage you to sit quietly
    and receive what occurs to you
    with compassion and grace,
    and without judgment or opinion.



  9. 10/27/2020  —  Lake Crandall 15 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    The face that was ours before we were born
    is our Original Nature,
    which is who we are when there is no one to please,
    or impress,
    or oppress,
    or dominate,
    or constrain.

    When there is nothing to lose
    or to gain,
    and we have no stake in the situation
    and no reason to wear any other face
    than the one that was ours before we were born.

    That is the who we are to be
    everywhere,
    anywhere,
    all the time,
    for all time.

    What keeps that from happening?
    Why not be who we are?

    Sit quietly with the question,
    and receive what occurs to you
    with compassion and grace,
    and without judgment or opinion.

    Be the mirror
    reflecting you to you,
    and live self-transparently
    throughout the time left for living.


  10. 10/27/2020  —  Five Geese

    Jesus can’t do anything for us
    that we can’t do for ourselves.

    Jesus has only one thing to say to us:
    “Be who you are
    the way only you can be who you are,
    the way I am being who I am.
    Don’t allow anything to keep you from being you
    the way I am being me.
    Not fear.
    Not desire.
    Not duty.
    That is all I have to say.”


  11. 10/27/2020  —  Sumac 02 10/28/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land South Carolina

    In any Now,
    we do not know What’s Next.

    In attempting to soothe our anxiety,
    take control of the moment
    and arrange What’s Next,
    we remove ourselves from
    the flow of Tao–
    which is the flow of time (kairos)
    and place (dharma),
    upset the dispensation of Grace
    and Synchronicity,
    and operate as a rogue predator
    in the here and now of our living.

    Better to live aligned with ourselves,
    standing on the ground that grounds us,
    attuned to the moment,
    waiting for the time to act
    in the service of what needs us to do it,
    spontaneously moving in synch
    with what is called for,
    with no concern for what is in it for us,
    and nothing at stake in the outcome–
    moment-by-moment-by-moment.


  12. 10/29/2020  —  Moonrise 10/17/2013 02 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, Outer Banks, North Carolina

    What is the most meaningful thing in your life?
    Sit with it.
    Walk around it.
    Look at it.
    Poke it.
    Prod it.
    Turn it over.
    Get to the bottom of it.

    Ask all of the questions
    that beg to be asked
    of it,
    about it.

    Say all of the things
    that cry out to be said
    about it.
    To it.

    When did it first become meaningful?
    What brought it to your attention?
    Who is responsible for getting you
    together with it?
    What has it brought to life in your life?
    How do you honor it?
    How much time do you spend with it–
    in a day?
    A week?
    A month?
    A year?
    When is the last time you spent time with it?
    In what ways does it define you?
    Reflect you?
    Express you?
    Incarnate you?
    What does it show you about yourself?
    What does it say about who you are?
    What does it ask of you?
    Who have you become because of it?

    Write a letter to it,
    saying all of the things you have to say.

    Then, write a letter to you from it,
    as though you are taking dictation–
    do not think about what to write,
    just write what needs to be written,
    “automatic writing,” it is called,
    saying all of the things
    it has to say to you.

    What does this reflection open up for you?
    Where are you being led?
    Where will you go from here?
    Do not analyze it.
    Do not critique it.
    Do not examine it.
    Do not explain,
    defend,
    excuse,
    understand it.
    Go there!
    Do what is being asked of you!
    Say “YES!” to what is calling you!
    NOW!


  13. 10/29/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 10 10/28/2020 Panorama — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    We begin to die
    when we stop singing,
    dancing,
    telling,
    listening to,
    and being enchanted by,
    stories,
    spending time with,
    and being comforted by,
    “the sweet territory of silence”
    (Angeles Arrien).

    There is a difference
    that is more than a difference
    (Like a train wreck
    is different from a burp)
    between being driven by an agenda
    and being led
    by the soft whispers of our soul.

    We live these days from our head.
    It used to be,
    in the days long gone,
    that we lived from our heart.
    We have been cut off from our heart
    for generations,
    and it shows
    in the emptiness of our eyes
    and the shallowness of our desires
    and the impulsive jerkiness of our life.

    Maybe this!
    Maybe that!
    Maybe that over there!
    We are all over the place
    looking for it,
    whatever “it” is,
    we don’t know,
    but “this” isn’t it.
    We know that much.

    What would it take?
    We don’t know.
    We just know that something isn’t right
    somehow.

    We just want to be happy,
    as though happiness is something
    to be acquired
    as a by-product
    of the things we buy and do
    to make us happy,
    and if we are happy,
    things must be right
    about us and our life.
    Right?

    Wrong!

    Happiness is no indicator
    of a life well-lived.
    A life well-lived is not attuned
    to happy/not-happy.
    It has other things on its mind.
    Seeing and doing what is called for
    here and now,
    for instance.
    Listening for the gentle whispers
    of soul,
    for another.

    We don’t have time to assess our
    current degree of happiness
    when we are living in the service
    of heart and soul.
    Then, we are busy taking care of business
    in the business of being alive.

    How to get from here to there:

    It’s my favorite Joseph Campbell quote:
    “That which you see lies far back
    in the darkest corner
    of the cave you most don’t want to enter.”

    The Hero’s Journey is simply the shift
    in perspective from where we are now
    to the center of our heart.
    But.
    That requires the complete transformation
    of our relationship with our life.

    Meister Eckhart said,
    “The greatest and last leave-taking
    is leaving God for God.”
    I say that the next leave-taking in line
    is leaving our life for our Life.

    And that is why things are as they are
    everywhere we look.


  14. 10/30/2020  —  Flying North — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    Angeles Arrien said that if we pronounce “intimacy”
    slowly, emphasizing each syllable,
    we get:
    In
    To
    Me
    See.

    How many people
    are we willing to
    present ourselves to
    on that basis?

    Including ourselves?

    We like the idea of intimacy
    without vulnerability.
    Which generally means having sex
    with nothing on the line.
    Because we don’t want anyone
    to know who we are,
    especially ourselves.

    Well.

    It all begins with seeing
    what we look at
    when we look in the mirror.

    We cannot let an act
    or an inclination
    go by without examination,
    exploration
    and awareness,
    awareness,
    awareness!

    We cannot be unknown unto ourselves!

    The first law of spiritual development is
    “Thou Shalt Be Transparent To Thy Self!”
    Self-transparency is the foundation,
    the impetus
    and the goal
    of the Hero’s Journey.

    Which comes as bad news to those
    whose first line of defense
    is to not-know what we are doing.

    We have to look until we see,
    listen until we hear,
    inquire until we know and understand
    what we are doing,
    and what that reveals/expresses
    about who we are.

    We can complete the Hero’s Journey
    without ever leaving home.


  15. 10/30/2020  —  Flying South — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    We are constantly creating momentum,
    forming Karma
    by what we care about
    and don’t care about
    in each moment as it unfolds before us.

    We have to live as though we care
    about what needs to be cared about
    whether we care about it or not.

    Living as though we care
    is the most important skill
    to develop and apply
    throughout our life.

    A.A.’s slogan captures the essence
    of what we are about:
    “Fake it until you make it!”
    If you get living as though you care down,
    no one can tell whether you care or not–
    and it won’t matter.

    Caring shapes your life
    around what matters most.
    Living as though you care
    shapes your life
    around what should matter most.
    Either way, we are all better off
    by the way you live your life.

    Everybody should know by now
    what a healthy lifestyle consists of:
    No alcohol.
    No tobacco.
    No drug abuse.
    A diet with enough nuts, fruit and vegetables,
    low sugar and low fat.
    Regular exercise.
    Silence.
    Creativity.
    Reading.
    Singing.
    Dancing.
    Play.

    Living as though we care about a healthy lifestyle
    transforms the way we live.
    Living as though we care about other people
    transforms the way life is lived around us.
    Before you know it,
    the world is a better place
    because we are relating to it
    as though we care!

    We don’t have to be sincere
    if we fake it well enough!

    No one will ever know,
    and everyone will benefit.

    So, get in there and do your thing
    as though doing so is the most important thing
    in your life!
    Whether it’s real or not
    won’t matter at all,
    and the impact will be both
    real and everlasting!

    Fake it like you mean it!
    And all will be as well as possible,
    which is a lot more than could
    otherwise be said!


  16. 10/30/2020  —  Lake Crandall 12 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    We cannot allow ourselves to live
    haphazard lives.
    We have to “run a tight ship”
    from start to finish–
    from beginning to take up
    the work of finding our life and living it,
    to our last breath along the way.

    A “tight ship”
    is a disciplined life.
    A life lived around,
    and based on,
    rituals and routines,
    a specific “order of the day,”
    and regular,
    recurring,
    practices and procedures.

    We don’t fall into doing
    what we feel like doing
    when we feel like doing it.
    We do what needs to be done
    when it needs to be done
    in light of the situations
    and circumstances
    that develop “of themselves”
    in a day.

    We live a structured life
    within a fluid,
    fluctuating,
    unstable,
    volatile
    and unpredictable environment.

    It is our way of maintaining
    our balance and harmony,
    our stability and security,
    our vitality, life and spirit
    in a world of clashing rocks
    and heaving waves on wine dark seas.

    And it is up to each of us
    to ground ourselves in regular routines
    that connect us with the Source of life and being
    in ways that nothing can dislodge or threaten
    throughout the time left for living.


  17. 10/30/2020  —  Adventure Road 06 10/28/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    The heroic task is living out
    of our own center
    within the context
    and circumstances
    of our life.

    Jesus did that.
    The Buddha did that.
    Gandhi did that.
    Eleanor Roosevelt did that.
    Dolly Parton is doing that.

    The list is long.
    But not long enough.
    It needs our names
    among the others.

    Angeles Arrien (Whose
    name is on the list),
    said that all the people who have ever lived
    have been/are distinguished,
    unique,
    and set apart from each other
    by their fingerprints,
    their voice frequencies,
    and the color patterns of their eyes.

    No two of us are alike.
    Not even “identical” twins and triplets.

    What is with the homogenization of the species?
    Why the push to be like everyone else?
    To spend our life following the other cows
    from the barn,
    to the pasture
    and back to the barn?
    To think like everyone else,
    believe like everyone else,
    see like everyone else
    and be a clone of the cultural ideal,
    cut off from our heart
    and stepping carefully
    in the black cutouts of shoe prints
    laid out for us by Those Who Know Best?

    Who knows better than you and I
    what is ours to do,
    and when and how we need to do it?
    Who can hear better than us
    the quiet nudges and soft whispers
    of our heart and soul?

    We betray our genetic makeup
    when we fall in line
    and march in step.

    We violate our sacred summons
    to come forth
    and exhibit the
    gifts/daemon/character/virtues/spirit/vitality
    that are unique to us
    when we “conceal our light
    under a basket”
    and refuse the challenge
    to “judge for ourselves what is right.”

    We have a role to play,
    a place to fill,
    that are unique to us,
    and it is incumbent upon us
    to find and live
    the life that is ours to live
    within the context and circumstances
    of our time upon the earth.


  18. 10/30/2020  —  Sanskrit Peace 03 — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    The Hero’s Journey is about
    seeking the source of who we are
    in the work of reclaiming our Original Nature
    and uncovering what is deepest,
    truest
    and best about us.

    It is a psychological journey of discovery,
    requiring us to work with our dreams,
    engage our fears and desires,
    and our obligations to our place in society,
    our duty to our country
    and to one another.

    In completing the journey,
    we will have to come to terms
    with our contradictions,
    dichotomies
    and polarities,
    square up with the realities that restrict
    and limit us,
    and deal with the difference between
    metaphorical truth and factual truth.

    Our task is to bring ourselves back to life–
    as in rebirth/resurrection/renewal–
    by embracing the Self
    at the center of ourselves,
    and returning to our place
    in the world of ordinary,
    apparent,
    reality,
    in full possession of the gifts/daemon/virtues/character/spirit/vitality/balance/harmony
    that are ours to incarnate
    and to share
    as a blessing and a grace
    and a grounding presence
    in the lives of others.

    We are the treasure we find,
    the boon we recover,
    and are glad to offer ourselves
    as healer,
    teacher,
    helper
    and guide
    to all who may benefit
    from our experience
    and our life.


  19. 10/31/2020  —  Goodale 18 11/04/2018 Panorama — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    My idea of the Anima
    has nothing to do with sex
    and everything to do with life.

    I am to be the best woman
    I am capable of being,
    and must be in order to be fully alive.

    I cannot be the best man
    I am capable of being
    until I can be the best woman
    I am capable of being.

    I bring the two together–
    Animus and Anima–
    merging,
    blending,
    uniting,
    integrating
    the two into one,
    and giving birth
    to the miracle of life,
    “pouring over,
    spilling out,”
    in the process,
    as a by-product,
    a second-thought,
    an accident of,
    well,
    birth.

    The same goes for you,
    and you,
    and you…

    I do not know a woman
    who is being the best woman
    she is capable of being–
    much less a man.

    I do not know a man
    who is being the best man
    he is capable of being–
    much less a woman.

    And, consequently, I don’t know
    of a woman who is being the best man
    she is capable of being,
    or a man who is being the best woman
    he is capable of being.

    We all settling for being much less
    than we are capable of being–
    and that is the Original Sin.
    Which is also the Unforgivable Sin,
    the Unpardonable Sin,
    and creates a little bit of hell
    wherever we go.

    The way out is clearly
    the way of becoming who we are,
    androgynous human beings,
    male and female,
    united within,
    as the best male and best female
    we can be.

    It will take some work,
    but I am confident that we can pull it off.

    It will take shedding ourselves
    of the “hard values,”
    and bringing forth/immersing ourselves
    in the “soft values”
    (With values becoming virtues/characteristics
    in the process).

    The things we shed are things like
    domination,
    power,
    privilege,
    profit/gain/advantage/contrivance
    at any price…

    The things we bring forth are things like
    life,
    instinct,
    intuition,
    integrity,
    sincerity,
    compassion,
    good faith,
    awareness,
    kindness,
    gentleness,
    peace,
    and the kind of presence
    that makes all things good…

    Get the idea?
    Get to work!


  20. 10/31/2020  —  Lake Crandall 10 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill South Carolina

    Is this the best we can do?
    If not, why not?
    If so, who are we kidding?

    What would it mean to do better?
    Be better?
    Get better?

    What would constitute improvement?
    What is keeping us from improving?

    What is our idea of who we need to be?
    What do we need?

    I think we have no idea of who we need to be.
    No idea of what we need.
    And, we get in our way
    of our getting better
    by having ideas of what better would be.

    If we only sit down and shut up,
    our life will do the rest,
    delivering us into the next thing we need
    at exactly the right time,
    shocking us with its precision
    and its idea of what we need to do
    to be who we need to be.

    We are on a journey
    that can be completed
    by realizing we don’t know where we are going
    and it is never going to end–
    which relieves us of all responsibility
    except that of looking and listening,
    and and being right
    about what is being called for,
    and doing it
    in each situation as it arises,
    without worrying about where it is going.

    Show up moment-by-moment-by-moment.
    Pay attention to what has heart and meaning.
    Speak the truth with compassion,
    and without judgment.
    Do what needs to be done
    with no attachment to the outcome,
    and nothing at stake,
    nothing to gain and nothing to lose.
    And don’t take anything
    more seriously than it deserves.

    These are things anybody can do
    at any stage of life,
    regardless of conditions,
    context
    or circumstances,
    allowing their life
    to take it from there.


  21. 10/31/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 07 10/15/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Trust yourself to your life!
    Do not strive to force it to be
    what it has no business being!

    All of our problems
    are brought on
    by willing what cannot be willed.
    By trying to have what doesn’t belong
    in our life.
    By trying to get rid of what does belong.
    By having no idea
    of the destiny that is ours to live,
    and no interest in fulfilling a destiny
    that isn’t what we wish it were.

    We cannot dial up “Happy.”
    We cannot arrange “Meaningful.”
    We cannot produce “Perfection.”

    The harder we work to arrange
    the life of our dreams,
    the further we drift
    from the life
    that is our life to live.

    We get back to the beam
    by stopping, looking, listening,
    seeing, hearing, knowing, understanding,
    realizing, perceiving, awakening,
    and changing our relationship
    with our life.

    We are not the director.
    The choreographer.
    The conductor.
    The One In Charge.
    We are a liege servant
    pledging filial loyalty
    and allegiance
    to The One Who Knows within.

    How do we know what The One Who Knows knows
    is the question that defines,
    forms
    and shapes our life
    from this time forth
    and forevermore.

    We start by trusting ourselves to our life,
    and allowing instinct and intuition
    to lead the way
    moment-by-moment,
    sensing what is called for
    and doing what needs to be done
    with sincerity
    and spontaneity–
    and without contrivance–
    and seeing where it goes.

    Like the wind that blows where it will,
    we do not know what we will be doing next.
    Ours is but to live with the wind in our hair,
    enjoying the ride!


  22. 10/31/2020  —  Trekker Loop 04 10/22/2020 –Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    Our life is a compromise among competing,
    contrary,
    contradictory,
    opposing,
    forces/interests–
    and we have to work things out
    moment-by-moment.

    It is our place in our life.
    Our role to fill.
    Our part to act.

    We integrate the polarities
    and maintain the tension
    among those that cannot be integrated.

    We make it work
    as well as it can work,
    within the givens
    and the needs
    converging and clashing
    in each here and now,
    choosing from among our choices
    and determining
    where we go from here, now.

    How well we do that
    tells the tale.

    It helps if we have no interests
    of our own to serve,
    but only the true good of the whole,
    with all things taken into account
    from all sides
    on every dimension,
    and everything riding on the outcome.


  23. 10/31/2020  —  Hickory Tree 01 10/24/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    We can expect/demand too much of our life.
    Lowering our standards
    can improve things immensely.
    Giving life a break,
    cutting life some slack,
    giving life a fresh start,
    with fewer shoulds-oughts-musts
    to deal with
    would be a good move.

    Life has a hard job.
    Seeing that a world full of people
    are pleased with their context
    and circumstances
    would wear anyone down.

    “It’s not fair!”
    How many times does life hear that
    in a day?
    and “Why ME?”

    Life could use a holiday.
    A day with no moaning,
    complaining,
    whining,
    remonstrating,
    sighing,
    pouting,
    slamming doors
    or throwing the car keys…

    Maybe we could take life to lunch
    and talk about all the things
    we like about the way things are.
    A little compassion for life,
    isn’t asking too much,
    given the amount of heat life takes
    on an average day.


  24. 11/01/2020  —  Earthshadow 10/30/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    When Angeles Arrien says,
    “Everybody wants to have their way,”
    she is saying,
    “Everybody needs to grow up.”

    The Terrible Two’s is where this all begins.

    Everything would be fine
    if we only had our way–
    and we know how that sounds,
    so we tack on
    “once in a while”
    to take the edge off of
    our terminal self-centered-ness,
    which is the same thing as
    our terminal immaturity
    as individuals
    and as a species.

    People of every culture
    and of every religion in every culture
    have always projected their
    infantile fantasies onto
    their idea of heaven,
    where they will be guaranteed
    of having their way at last.

    The Hero’s Journey is the wake-up call
    to our whining and complaining.
    The Path that has to be our own path
    is nothing more than the way to
    maturity and grace.

    The Hero’s Journey is growing up
    and assuming responsibility for
    our own life
    and sacrificing our way
    for the true good of the whole–
    in the manner of those who
    “come not to be served but to serve,
    and to give their lives to the work
    of setting others free from themselves
    so that all might be here
    for the good of the whole.”

    Nothing is ever wrong with us
    that growing up some more, again,
    wouldn’t help.


  25. 11/01/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 08 10/25/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    In the gospels of Matthew and Mark,
    Jesus says contradictory
    and mutually exclusive things.

    In Matthew 12:30, it is like this:
    “Those who are not with us
    are against us.”

    And, in Mark 9:40, it is like this:
    “Whoever is not against us is with us.”

    Leaving us in the lurch,
    wondering, “Which way IS it?”

    This is the absurdity
    of a rule-based system
    governing relationships.

    There are no static,
    rigid ways of structuring communities
    or societies.

    The truth is that how we live together
    comes down to good faith among us,
    and how we individually read a situation
    and respond to it.

    “Sometimes, it is like this,
    and sometimes, it is like that.”

    When is it what,
    and how do we know?

    We decide.

    It may be this way in this moment
    and that way in the next.

    Equitable,
    fair
    and just
    have to even out over time–
    and that is achieved through
    awareness and good faith,
    around the circle,
    across the table,
    but it may not be our turn
    as often as we think
    it ought to be.

    The catch, of course,
    is with “good faith.”
    Good faith is beyond the bounds
    of rules and laws.

    Rumi said,
    “If you aren’t here with us in good faith,
    you are doing terrible damage.”

    Sincerity,
    authenticity
    and good faith
    are the things upon which
    relationship depends.
    And they cannot be forced
    or contrived.

    And that’s the plaque in the veins.


  26. 11/01/2020  —  Sumac 01 10/28/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    What is this moment in our day
    asking of us?
    What is this time and this place in our life
    asking of us?

    Sit quietly!
    Listen!
    Feel in your body
    what this moment in your day,
    what this time and place in your life,
    are asking of you,
    are calling for.

    Learn to read the moment
    and the times and places of your life–
    not to exploit them
    or to profit from them,
    but to know what is being called for,
    what they need from you.

    Sincerity and non-contrivance
    are the ways
    of those who do not come to be served
    but to serve–
    without an eye out for gain or reward.

    The thing is to be completely free
    to offer what is needed
    without strings attached
    or hope for some advantage.
    Walking freely and unmoved
    by hope of personal benefit
    into each moment,
    in to all times and places,
    puts us at the fulcrum,
    the pivot point,
    of those moments/times/places,
    and positions us to lever the present
    into a future that is exactly
    what is needed for that present place and time.

    This is to have an impact for the good
    for no reason.
    It is being good for nothing.
    That kind of boon is the hope of the world.


  27. 11/02/2020  —  Steele Creek 01 11/01/2020 Panorama, an iPhone Photo — I took this handheld with the Spectre Long Exposure App — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Lake Haigler Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    There are no shortcuts to eternal life.

    “The shortest way through
    is the long way around!”

    The “circumambulation of the self”
    is what Carl Jung called
    the Hero’s Journey.

    We are all on the path
    to the Truth at the heart of who we are.
    to the “face that was ours
    before our parents were born.”

    As we approach the point
    of full realization,
    and quite some time before we arrive,
    we will understand that
    the Truth at the heart of who we are
    is also the Mystery at the heart
    of who we are.

    Truth is Mystery.
    Mystery is Truth.
    And that’s the Truth.

    And we cannot hurry things along.
    Things plod along as though
    they have all the time in the world.
    They do.

    Everyone who knows
    knows the same thing
    in every generation.

    Lao Tzu said a thousand years
    before Jesus was born,
    “The Tao that can be said/told/explained
    is not the eternal Tao.”
    He was saying “Truth is Mystery,
    Mystery is Truth.”

    500 years later, the Buddha said the same thing.

    500 years later, Jesus said the same thing.

    The Christ is born in every generation
    and says the same thing–
    and this has been going on from the first generation,
    and will go on to the last generation.

    Things plod along as though they have
    all the time in the world.
    They do.
    They must.
    Because they are taking us
    where we do not want to go,
    and we resist and oppose,
    snarl and snort,
    buck and bite
    all along the way.

    The only way to speed up the process
    would be to see from the start,
    but that’s the reason for the process.
    We refuse to see from the start,
    saying, “What’s to see that I don’t already see?”

    Trump (and his ken) thinks he sees.
    But he doesn’t see what I see.
    I think I see, but I don’t see what the Buddha saw.
    The Buddha thought he saw…
    The Christ thought he saw…
    There is always more to be seen
    than is seen,
    that is why it is called
    “The Mystery at the Heart of Life and Being.”

    The Mystery is unending and everlasting,
    and we will never get to the end of the journey.
    There is always more to see
    than has been seen.
    More to know than has been known.
    And always something calling us to do it
    in each situation as it arises.

    And all we have to work with is
    right here, right now.

    “So get in there and do your thing,
    without looking for profit, recognition,
    or reward!”

    After all, what’s beyond seeing to want?
    There is only more seeing
    for as far as we can see.

    See?


  28. 11/02/2020  —  Pink Camellia 01 11/01/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    I do not know if life was invented
    to facilitate/enable/assist/speed up seeing,
    but,
    I am quite confident
    that if we live long enough
    we all will see all there is to see at last.

    Everything becomes clear in time.
    We all see what is to be seen eventually.
    If we live long enough.

    This is a safe hypothesis
    because no one can live long enough
    to test its validity.
    We all die–no matter how long we live–
    before we see even half
    (Okay one half of one percent)
    of all there is to see.

    Yet, we all parade around,
    thinking we see what we look at,
    thinking we know what we are doing.
    We don’t even see ourselves seeing!
    We don’t even see what we are doing!

    A lot of us will not live long enough
    to see that we don’t see!
    Much less, to see what there is to see!
    Much less, to see all there is to see!

    So, if life was invented to facilitate seeing,
    you gotta believe that that before life
    things were dark indeed.
    Gives me pause to consider
    what that means for after life.

    If life is the place of seeing,
    we better be sitting quietly more often
    for longer periods of time,
    looking within,
    because that is were seeing begins.


  29. 11/02/2020  —  Nation Ford Road 11/01/2020 — The Nation Ford was a ford across the Catawba River and this is a portion of the road that led to it. First a Native American footpath, it became the highway for all west-bound traffic during the early American expansion years. — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Lake Haigler Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    Take what you get
    and do what you can with it–
    in light of all things considered,
    particularly what needs to be done
    in each situation as it arises.

    Don’t let your chances stop you
    or even slow you down!

    “Get in there and do your thing”
    no matter what–
    in light of what “your thing”
    has to offer the present moment.

    Our only interest/concern is to be
    true to ourselves
    within the time and place,
    conditions and circumstances,
    of our living.

    Do not think of achievement,
    accomplishment,
    advancement,
    advantage,
    success,
    profit,
    gain,
    or winning.

    Live to be who you are,
    doing what you do best
    with what you have to work with,
    right here, right now.

    No one can do more than that ever!
    And we can always do it.
    Don’t let anything stop you
    from doing it!
    Ever!


  30. 11/02/2020  —  Peaks of Otter 02 10/29/2019 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Bedford, Virginia

    Sincerity and non-contrivance are one thing,
    and combine with compassion
    to produce an environment conducive to
    life,
    living
    and being alive.

    There are not enough sources
    of sincerity/non-contrivance and compassion
    in my life or yours,
    or in the entire world.

    It is more like
    snatch and grab
    and to hell with you
    wherever we look.

    Plop sincerity/non-contrivance and compassion down
    in the middle of that
    and you get the Buddha,
    and Jesus,
    Gandhi and the Dali Lama,
    and all of the people
    who have kept hope alive
    in the darkest nights
    we have lived through
    in all the years of our living.

    You get people who are remembered
    and revered
    for making all the difference
    in our lives.
    It is our calling
    to be one of those people.

    All it takes
    is dedication to the task,
    and practice,
    practice,
    practice.


  31. 11/03/2020  —  Black Australian Swans 02 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    Jesus came reinterpreting everything
    that had gone before.
    “You have heard it said,”
    he said,
    “but I say unto you…”

    “The old has passed away!
    Behold! The new has come!”

    How we did it then does not
    take precedent over
    what is called for now!

    With Jesus, what once was the case
    is no longer the case,
    what we once could assume was so,
    can no longer be assumed to be so.

    “It’s a new world, Golda!”

    We look.
    We see.
    We listen.
    We hear.
    We decide what is being called for.
    And we respond with the gifts
    that are ours to share.

    We say what is so,
    and act out of our own perspective.
    We take the appropriate action
    in each situation as it arises,
    and are the person responsible
    for knowing and doing–
    in living our life as it needs to be lived
    moment-by-moment-by-moment.

    Jesus said,
    “You shall know the truth,
    and the truth shall set you free.”

    The truth is the truth of how things are,
    the truth of what’s happening now,
    the truth of what needs to be done about it.
    Seeing the truth
    is being set free
    to do what needs to be done about it
    with what is ours to offer
    in each situation as it arises
    as a spontaneous response to the moment
    with no thought for what is in it for us,
    or for what we stand to gain,
    or how we might profit,
    or what the advantage to us might be
    with this response or that one.

    We simply do what needs to be done.
    We simply say what needs to be said.
    We simply are who we need to be–
    who the situation needs us to be–
    one situation after another,
    day by day,
    all our life long.

    No one can do better that that.
    And it needs to be done all the time.


  32. 11/03/2020  —  The Path 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    I don’t care what happens to us–
    how we respond to it
    is what matters.

    We are built for reversals,
    betrayals,
    disappointments,
    devastations…

    If it isn’t the clashing rocks,
    it is the heaving waves!
    If it isn’t a catastrophe,
    it is a calamity.
    If it isn’t a disaster,
    it is a debacle.

    Look at what we have been through
    as a species
    to be here, now!
    What keeps us going???

    Whatever it is,
    it can be counted on!
    It and gravity are the most reliable
    things this world has to offer!

    And it comes tucked away
    in each of us,
    to be used as needed
    throughout our life
    in dealing with circumstances
    beyond control,
    and events that are completely
    out of hand.

    There is an adamantine core
    running through the human spirit
    that is “a very present help
    in time of trouble.”

    Our original nature
    includes resilience and durability.

    Grounded upon the rock of our character
    and the flexibility of our spirit,
    we are more than a match
    for the daily deliveries.
    It only takes standing on our own two feet
    and living out of our center
    to know that it is so.

    The stream finds its way to the sea.
    We have what it takes
    to find what it takes
    to do what needs to be done
    about all that comes our way.

    The confidence that this is so
    is waiting in the silence
    to console and sustain
    and call us forth to meet the day.


  33. 11/03/2020  —  Tree Pans 02 –10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    Heart and meaning are our guides through the wilderness.
    Does it have heart?
    Is your heart in this?
    Does it have meaning for you?
    If things start out full of heart and meaning,
    notice if that changes–
    not just because things become difficult.
    No just because hard things are being asked of us.
    Every track asks us to see something through.
    A war comes along.
    Or someone close to us dies.
    Or we have a health crisis.
    We have to work through 10,000 opportunities
    to quit.
    What is it you can’t quit?
    I am a writer,
    so I write without an audience.
    I write to hear myself think.
    I write to know what I have to say.
    To quit writing would be an immense
    betrayal of self.
    I take photographs in the same way.
    I have to take photographs.
    My heart demands it.
    Meaning and purpose hang on it.
    What do you do “the way a dog wags its tail?”
    (Alan Stacell)
    Do more of that.


  34. 11/04/2020  —  Jordan Pond 01 09/23/2012 — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine

    We cannot help how we see things–
    anymore than we can help
    the color of our eyes,
    the tonal range of our voice
    or the pattern of our fingerprints.

    How we interpret what we look at,
    how we make meaning of what we perceive,
    in light of what we live–
    and why we live in light of that
    and not something else instead–
    what we revere as important
    and disdain as worthless,
    what we believe
    and what we believe in,
    and how all of this reflects who we are,
    are things we are no more in charge of than
    the dreams we had last night
    or the time we spend
    reflecting on anything..

    We are not our own.

    The most we can do is realize that,
    and devote ourselves to the lifelong task
    of being aware of what moves us to action,
    and the type of action we are moved to take–
    seeing how we see
    and the meaning we make of things,
    and wondering what that is about
    and where it comes from.

    Introspection,
    examination,
    exploration,
    inquiry,
    curiosity,
    inspection,
    seeking to discover who we are
    and what we are about,
    and how good the good is we call good,
    transforms the relationship
    we have with ourselves
    and all other selves,
    opens us to the truth
    of what we call “true,”
    and carries us to the brink
    of the mystery at the heart
    of life and being.


  35. 11/04/2020  —  Camellia 03 11/01/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    The people who think about killing themselves
    are right about something needing to die,
    and wrong about what.

    It is not their actual, physical, body
    that needs to die.
    It is their attitude,
    perspective,
    point of view,
    way of seeing what they look at
    and feeling the way they feel
    in light of what they believe to be the case
    that needs to go.

    They do not need to kill themselves!
    They need to change their mind about themselves
    and their situation in life!


    They need to grow up, some more, again!

    And that is like dying!

    And that is the death to choose to die
    whenever you are faced with wanting to die!
    Just die to your way of seeing/interpreting/evaluating
    your situation!

    Change your mind the way your mind needs to be changed,
    and live on!
    Live on!
    Live on!


  36. 11/04/2020  —  Sourwood 01 11/04/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    It is simple enough to find the still point–
    the fulcrum,
    “The still point of the turning world,”
    (T.S. Eliot),
    the center of our own ground of being,
    the Axis Mundi,
    the center of the world,
    of the universe,
    of eternity,
    of infinity…

    Stand still.
    Sit quietly.
    There you are.

    You are the still point.
    We all are.
    When we are being still and quiet.
    In quest of the Source
    from which we come
    and to which we return.

    The Source is the unknown depth
    within each of us,
    connecting all of us,
    known as the Ātman in Hinduism,
    and as the Psyche in psychology,
    the Source is the Mystery at the Heart
    of Life and Being
    in all living things.

    We can connect with the Source at any time
    simply by standing or sitting quietly,
    and opening ourselves to the presence
    that is with us always.

    Then what?
    Then we listen!
    And remain alert to whatever arises within.
    And respond to it in ways that are appropriate
    to the occasion.

    The old Taoists held that
    the Tao gave rise to the Source (The One),
    and the Source gave rise to Yin/Yang (The Two)
    And Yin/Yang gave rise to Heaven and Earth
    and Humanity (The Three)
    and from The Three come everything.
    I say that is an interesting theory,
    but what can be known
    is the presence that is always with us
    to comfort and console,
    uplift, encourage and enable,
    guide and direct.

    It only takes sitting or standing quietly listening
    to know what I’m talking about.


  37. 11/05/2020  —  Sourwood 02 11-04-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Alcohol and pot cloud our judgment,
    screw with our perception
    and mess with our ability
    to know what we are doing.

    Nothing like being high
    for being out of touch,
    groundlessly floating in free fall,
    laughing at all the colors
    and crying over everything.

    Critical assessment
    and careful evaluation
    take a leave of absence,
    and we are enthralled by
    the curled beauty
    of a discarded popped top.

    Or shift quickly into being suicidal at
    the empty prospects of our life.

    Reality becomes a quick change artist
    and we become a yo-yo
    and have to make ourselves unconscious
    just to keep breathing.
    Or stop breathing entirely–
    there are times it doesn’t matter which.

    So the first step
    for letting the mud settle
    and allowing the water to clear
    is De-tox Now!

    That’s the hardest one.
    Not really.
    They are all the hardest one.
    That’s the second step.
    We Have To Do What’s Hard.
    No one can do it for us.

    What’s hard is waking up.
    Then getting up.
    Then facing the day,
    and it’s hard all the way.

    And we have only taken two steps!
    Check that.
    We are only taking two steps.
    We take all the steps–
    and there are many more than 12–
    simultaneously all the way
    every day.

    I don’t think we can do it alone.
    That’s the real blessing of A.A.
    We know we are not alone.
    Standing Up,
    Squaring Up,
    Facing Up,
    To A New Day
    And Doing It Sober Again.
    That’s still the second step.

    If we didn’t extend steps,
    we would run out of numbers,
    lose count
    and have to start over,
    and it’s hard enough as it is.

    What keeps us going?
    The spiritual side of reality.
    Being a drunk is a great way
    to find that door!
    Everybody talks about God, God, God,
    but nobody knows God
    as the most intimate aspect
    of who we are
    who hasn’t made that discovery
    crawling out of some equivalent of a bottle.

    So, I don’t use the word “God.”
    It is too crusted over with rusted layers
    of theology, doctrine, dogma, creeds, catechisms
    and other nonsense
    to be of any help to anyone ever.

    I use the word “Source,”
    as in “The Source,”
    to mean what I mean when I say “God.”
    The Source is with us always,
    right there,
    right here,
    right now.

    Is always glad to see us.
    Is always ready to get to work,
    seeing, hearing, knowing, understanding
    what is happening
    and what needs to happen in response,
    doing what needs to be done
    with the gifts/daemon/genius/spirit/
    virtues/character/vitality
    that came with us from the womb
    in the form of our Original Nature,
    which we access from the position of
    balance and harmony
    that comes from living in accord
    with the Tao–
    the right way of doing what needs to be done
    in each situation as it rises–
    and being at one with who we are,
    and with how things are,
    for the true good of the whole
    all our life long.

    That’s the Source.
    The Source is the source of Yin/Yang,
    which are the vital opposites/dualities/contradictions
    at the heart of life and being.
    They are also called “The Mystery
    at the heart of life and being.”
    Nothing is more mysterious than the unity–
    the oneness–
    of the contradictions/dichotomies/polarities/etc.
    that comprise our life,
    where good is bad and wrong is right,
    and the dualities all dance together
    like a perfect dance team,
    a couple who are two and one at the same time
    on a dance floor that could be called Life Itself.

    That is the Mystery at the heart of life and being.
    Which is the Source.
    That keeps us going.
    With all of our contradictions dangling
    from every pore
    daring us to find the courage
    to step into another day.

    It is possible
    to integrate our opposites
    after the manner of Rumi’s “The Guest House”
    (Googleit),
    and take up the challenge
    of finding the good in this
    terrible, awful, no good, very bad mess
    we call our life,
    one day at a time.


  38. 11/05/2020  —  Swan Lake 01 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina  

    When we live to integrate our opposites
    and express/incarnate/bring forth our original nature–
    “the face that was ours before we were born–
    our identity,
    who we are,
    our true self,
    and not to get something,
    attain something,
    have something,
    possess something,
    dominate something,
    win something,
    have something to show for having lived…

    When we live to serve our life
    and live the life that is truly ours to live,
    we live sincerely,
    authentically,
    without striving or contriving
    to exert our will upon the earth.

    And the trees welcome us,
    the meadows and the mountains recognize us
    as one who belongs there,
    the birds and the wild things
    are glad to see us coming,
    and we are one with all the world.


  39. 11/06/2020  —  Bog River Falls 01 09/29/2014 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York, Oil Paint Rendering

    It’s been a while since I recommended
    Jon Kabat-Zinn’s YouTube Videos,
    so here it comes!

    Jon Kabat-Zinn is the father of Mindfulness
    Based Stress Reduction.
    He invented “be here now.”
    Not really, but, he has helped
    bring “being here now” into the lives
    of millions of people worldwide,
    and you would be remiss
    if you did not avail yourself
    of what he has to offer.

    So, watch all of his videos–
    the shortest ones first.
    And bring the regular practice
    of Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction
    into your life.

    It will make all the difference
    in the way you think about your life
    and go about living it.

    And in these times,
    we can use all the help we can find!


  40. 11/06/2020  —  The Bridge at the Bottom of the Hill 02 11-05-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Where do you turn
    when you have nowhere to turn?

    It’s a serious question.

    What holds you up?
    What keeps you going?
    What do you live for?
    What is life for you?
    What is your foundation?
    Your ground?
    Your center?
    What is the rock solid,
    adamantine core of your life
    which nothing can knock you off of?
    Your core certainty/conviction?
    The one thing of which you are totally sure?
    The one thing around which
    your essential identity is eternally bonded?

    What object or image reflects or expresses
    the essence of your core?

    Make or find a surrogate of the object or image
    and carry it with you,
    or create a sacred place for it to reside
    at your home,
    to be a constant reminder of what is so,
    as a grounding/directing symbol
    offering balance and harmony,
    guidance and direction
    amid the clashing rocks
    and heaving waves
    of your life.


  41. 11/07/2020  —  Sourwood 03 11-04-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    The people you run with
    are your enablers
    and your guards,
    guaranteeing that you don’t grow
    beyond where you are.

    They are the status quo keepers,
    holding you in place,
    ruling out any possibility
    of your seeing things other than you do,
    or being different than you are.

    They limit your choices
    and your chances,
    and maintaining your present umwelt
    exactly as it is forever.

    If you want things to change about your life,
    your “friends” are the first things
    that have to go.

    What we all need is a Community of Innocence
    whose place in our life is that of a
    sounding board,
    enabling us to say what needs to be said
    and to hear what we are saying
    to the point of understanding
    what the implications are
    and what we need to do about it
    in making the changes necessary
    to grow into who we are.

    A Community of Innocence is innocent
    in the sense that it has no ulterior motives,
    no hidden agendas,
    nothing it wants from us,
    or needs of us,
    or each other,
    beyond sincerity,
    authenticity,
    and non-contrivance,
    so that everyone in the Community
    is Thus Come,
    is just who they are
    and who they are becoming,
    and all are supporting one another
    in the quest to grow in all phases
    of human development,
    so that all are maximize
    their individual potential
    on all levels of life–
    becoming who they are
    throughout the time left for living.

    And they may do this unknowingly.
    They may exist as a community
    only in your recognition of their place
    in your life.
    They may never know one another,
    but they are Your People in the best sense
    of the term.

    The process for helping us come forth
    is that of simply reflecting us to us
    so that we see/know who we are
    and who we need to be,
    and live to narrow the gap,
    even as it expands in all directions
    and calls us ever beyond where we are
    to all that we are capable of being.

    In that there is always
    “more to us than meets the eye,”
    we are always at the point
    of becoming who we are
    by being who we are.

    In seeing/saying/incarnating/
    expressing/exhibiting who we are,
    we move beyond who we are
    into who we are yet to be.

    There is no static way of being.
    There is no rigid,
    firm and final form of US.
    Our identity is being shaped
    by our potential all our life long.
    We never stop growing,
    and that means we never stop growing up.

    That can only happen within a Community of Innocence
    that has nothing at stake in who we are,
    and is only interested in reflecting us to us,
    and thereby helping us to become
    who we are becoming.

    I don’t know you,
    but I know you do not have 3 to 5 people
    in your life who are assisting
    you in the process of your own birthing
    in this way.

    It is up to you to find them
    and let them be for you
    your Community of Innocence,
    even though they may never meet one another,
    or come together for group gatherings,
    they are what you need to be who you are
    becoming who you are,
    and are your sources of life,
    and light,
    and being.


  42. 11/07/2020  —  Camellia 04 11/06/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Our Community of Innocence
    is comprised of the people
    around whom it is safe
    to be who we are.

    They are the people who receive us well,
    who regard us kindly–
    with compassion and without judgment.
    Who listen to us to the point
    of enabling us to hear
    what we are saying.

    They love us as we are
    and as we are becoming–
    and have nothing at stake,
    nothing to gain
    and nothing to lose,
    in our being who we are
    beyond wanting us to be
    as aware of ourselves
    and of our situation in life–
    in our umwelt
    (“The world as we perceive it to be”)–
    as we can possibly be
    at every point in our life.

    They believe that seeing is being is doing,
    and live to enable everyone to see
    what they look at,
    and see beyond what they look at
    into what needs to be done
    in response to it,
    which is basically,
    enabling the situation
    to take itself into account
    and adjust what needs to be adjusted
    to be what it needs to be.

    They are mirrors reflecting us to ourselves,
    so that we might see ourselves
    as though for the first time
    and do what needs to be done about it
    to better incarnate/exhibit/express
    who we are and who we need to become.

    It is our place to seek out the people
    who allow us to be who we are
    and enable us to become
    who we are capable of being.
    Too many people want us to be
    who they want us to be,
    and will not permit us to be
    different from their idea
    of who we ought to be.

    “That isn’t YOU!”
    “Get back in line!”
    “Be who you are supposed to be!”

    They want us to wear the costume
    and play the role
    assigned to us by our place in their life,
    toeing the line
    and exemplifying their ideal
    of who we need to be.

    “No variation allowed!
    Recite the creed!
    Embrace the dogma!
    Project the image!
    Be who we expect you to be!”

    Communities of Innocence
    simply want us to be
    who we are capable of being
    in each moment of our living,
    moment-by-moment,
    responding to what is called for
    here and now
    with what we have offer
    from the gifts/daemon/virtues/
    character/spirit/vitality/life
    that comes with us from the womb
    as our original nature–
    sincerely and spontaneously,
    without contriving
    to arrange a particular outcome,
    just doing what needs us to do it
    as best we can
    in the right way,
    at the right time.
    All our life long.

    In this way,
    Communities of Innocence
    enable us to live in accord with the Tao
    and exhibit the face that was ours
    before we were born,
    out of the balance and harmony
    that envelop those
    who are at one with the way
    day-by-day.


  43. 11/07/2020  —  12-Mile Creek 02 11/07/2020 — Union County, North Carolina

    What’s so bad about your life?
    What don’t you like about your life?
    What is good about your life?
    What do you like about your life?
    What is it in your life that brings you alive?
    How often do you go there, do that?
    What is deadening about your life–
    what drains the life out of you?
    How often do you go there, do that?
    How much of your heart is
    in the life you are living?
    What has to change to get more heart
    in your life?
    What control do you have over your life?
    How much of that control do you exercise?
    How might you better manage
    the control you have
    over your perspective?
    Over your reactivity?
    Over your attitude?
    Over your relationship with yourself?
    If you were to improve
    your relationship with yourself,
    what would you do?
    What is keeping you from doing it?


  44. 11/08/2020  —  Jordon Pond 01 09/23/2012 BW — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine

    A photograph that works
    is a prefect example of the Tao
    being exhibited in our daily life.

    Tao is doing the right thing,
    in the right way,
    at the right time.
    Like framing a photograph,
    and pressing the shutter button.

    When things click into place,
    and you know that’s “it,”
    that’s Tao.

    Living in accord with Tao
    is doing the right thing,
    in the right way,
    at the right time,
    moment-to-moment,
    situation-by-situation
    day-by-day
    throughout our life.

    Try doing that without
    paying attention.

    Try doing that without
    being here, now.

    Try doing that with
    your mind on something else.

    Living in accord with Tao
    is living centered,
    focused,
    grounded in,
    and aware of,
    the present moment,
    moment-to-moment,
    day-by-day.

    Distraction,
    diversion,
    disturbance,
    preoccupation,
    grief,
    mourning,
    stress,
    anxiety…
    the list is long
    of things that take us
    out of the present moment
    and transport us somewhere else.

    “The noise of the world.”
    “The dust of the world.”
    “The 10,000 things.”
    Are terms the old Taoists used
    in talking about all
    that interferes,
    and/or disrupts,
    our connection
    with the flow of Tao.

    Out of the flow,
    we are a fish swimming
    on the beach.
    A bird flying in a cage.
    A dog running
    with its paws tied together.

    Being in the flow
    is waking up to being
    out of the flow,
    stopping,
    looking,
    listening,
    breathing slowly and deeply,
    pausing for a count of five
    between exhale and inhale,
    and bringing ourselves back
    into the moment of our living.

    Being here, now,
    is being aware of being here, now.
    Being aware of breathing here, now.
    Being aware of what is happening
    here, now–
    and what needs to happen in response,
    and how we can best respond to the situation
    with the gifts/character/perspective/etc.
    that we bring to the occasion,
    without contrivance,
    without judgment,
    with compassion
    and complete sincerity,
    knowing where to place the camera
    how to set focus/shutter speed,
    aperture and iso
    for a proper exposure,
    and when to press the shutter button.
    Or whatever the equivalent would be
    for the present situation,
    moment-by-moment-by-moment
    all our life long.

    That. Is. All. There. Is. To. It.


  45. 11/08/2020  —  Rocks and Clouds Oil Paint Rendering — Yosemite National Park, California

    How we see things
    is a function of 10,000 things,
    a significant one being
    the way people close to us,
    and around us, see things.

    How they influence/impact
    the way we see things
    depends upon the quality
    of our relationship with them.

    Growing up means growing apart
    from the way things are seen around us
    and growing into the way we see things
    for ourselves.

    We have to separate from others
    in order to develop our own sense
    of ourselves
    and of how things are,
    and how things ought to be.

    Where there is no separation,
    there is no seeing.

    Seeing is seeing how we are influenced
    by those around us–
    and taking that into account
    as we evaluate the accuracy of our perceptions
    in light of the questions
    that beg to be asked,
    and the things that cry out to be said,
    about them.

    Who would be proud of you
    for the way you see things?
    Who would take issue with you?
    Who encourages you to see things
    the way you do?
    Who discourages you?

    What is a play
    in your wanting to please the people
    who are pleased with you
    and being fine with displeasing
    the people who are displeased with you?

    What makes you think
    that the way you see things
    is the right way to see things?
    Who says so?
    Who are the authorities you recognize
    to be a knowledgeable and proper authority
    in the matter of the way you see things?
    What makes you think they know
    what they are talking about?

    What evidence would it take
    to change the way you see things?
    What do you think needs to change
    about the way you see things?

    Where are you most open to the idea
    of changing the way you see things?

    Where are you already beginning
    to change the way you see things?

    When have you been surprised
    to see that the way you see things
    has changed?

    Seeing the way we see things
    and the things that influence
    us to see the way we see,
    is opening the door
    to seeing things as they are,
    apart from how we think things are,
    and that is a step on the way
    to seeing our seeing
    and knowing what’s what
    and what isn’t–
    and that is what seeing is all about.


  46. 11/07/2020  —  Fall Leaves 07 11/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Every photograph that works
    is synchronistic arrangement
    bringing the photographer together
    at the right time
    in the right place
    in the right light
    to compose the image
    that makes the photograph.

    Every photograph that works
    is a miracle in that way.
    Is the Tao creating wonder
    and amazement
    that we pass of with
    “Pretty picture,”
    on our way to something worth our time.

    We are that way with miracles
    of timing and grace
    every moment
    of every day.

    Wherever we are,
    in every moment
    it is a miracle
    that we are there, then
    with all that is there, then
    with us.
    And we miss it.

    We think, “Here I am.
    So what?
    Everybody is somewhere.
    What is the big deal?”

    It is a big deal for anybody to be anywhere!
    At the precise moment
    that everything else is with us
    right here, right now.

    It happens all the time
    and we don’t notice it.

    Take your cell phone
    out of your ear
    and start photographing
    something amazing
    that occupies the moment with you.

    Teach yourself to be shocked
    that This should be Here, Now
    at the same exact time that you are!

    It will transform the way
    you take your life for granted.

    We walk through miracles of pace and timing
    every day
    without noticing any of it,
    with our cell phone stuck in our ear.


  47. 11/09/2020  —  Fall Leaves 04 11-08-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Cruelty and compassion
    are the marks of bad religion and good religion.
    All religion falls out between those two poles.
    Theology has nothing to do with it.
    How we live/treat one another
    is all that matters.
    It doesn’t matter why.
    It matters what.

    Consistently–
    or even occasionally–
    doing the right thing
    for the wrong reasons
    is infinitely better than,
    and always to be preferred over,
    doing the wrong thing
    for the worst of reasons.

    Do not stop to get your theology right!
    Do not even pause to wonder about it!
    Theology is as much an excuse
    for not doing what needs to be done
    as it is a reason
    for doing what needs to be done.

    Getting your theology all ordered,
    lined-up,
    systematic,
    proof-texted,
    iron-clad,
    and irrefutably so
    is just a way of feeling smug
    about your oversights
    and omissions.

    Live with sincerity,
    straight from the heart,
    spontaneously responding
    to what is called for
    moment-by-moment,
    without contrivance
    or agenda,
    judgment or opinion,
    with nothing to gain or lose–
    like the prodigal’s father
    and the good Samaritan,
    the Buddha and the Christ
    in every age–
    and leave the thinking
    to those who see everything
    but what they look at.


  48. 11/09/2020  —  Fall Leaves 06 11-08-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    The 22-Acre Woods are,
    for all practical purposes,
    my private preserve–
    for which I pay no taxes
    or have any liability.

    My wife and I own a quarter-acre lot
    nestled into the northwest corner
    of our subdivision,
    which is also the southwest corner
    of the 22-Acre Woods
    (And I am the only one
    who refers to the small tract of trees
    in this way).

    There are roughly 800 people
    in our development,
    and we may see a dozen of them–
    generally the same dozen,
    mostly teenagers–
    walking (or biking) through the woods
    in a given week.

    I am the only one I have ever seen
    with a camera in the woods.

    They are owned by a family
    of six or so elderly children
    who can’t find a buyer for the property
    because it is landlocked
    with one access point in and out,
    and it is a drainage area
    for rainwater on its way to the sea.
    There are more attractive parcels
    close-by for developers to choose,
    and I relish each day
    without a bulldozer in it.

    I can walk out our back door,
    or our front door,
    and be in the woods
    as quickly as I can check the mail.

    They are a wonderful mixture
    of hardwoods and pine.
    The deer have moved out
    due to encroaching construction,
    but small animals and snakes
    and a pair of red-shouldered hawks
    are holding out for as long
    as luck allows.

    I am two weeks away
    from stepping into my 77th year,
    and osteoarthritis in both knees–
    and COVID-19–
    keep me from traveling
    to photo-worthy sites
    more than two hours away,
    and make the 22-Acre Woods
    my primary source for scenes.

    Access is always the first rule
    of photography.
    Without access,
    a camera is worthless
    regardless of what it costs,
    and the 22-Acre Woods
    are always accessible–
    until the bulldozers arrive
    and begin doing their thing.

    So, I welcome another fall,
    and the daily opportunity
    to go for a walk in the woods.

    With a camera in hand.


  49. 11/09/2020  —  Black Australian Swans 03 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    What is your enthusiasm quotient?
    Are you a proponent of enthusiasm?
    An advocate?
    An avid proponent?
    An enthusiast?

    On a low-to-high scale
    of 1 to 10,
    where do you rank yourself
    on your daily degree of enthusiasm?

    How many things are you enthusiastic about?
    How often are they a part of your life?
    If you were to raise your level
    of enthusiasm,
    what would you do?

    Is your life more of a burden
    or a pleasure?
    What accounts for that?
    Contributes to that?

    What would need to change
    for you to be able to find
    more pleasure,
    more joy,
    in just being alive?

    To what degree is your residual
    amount of joy/pleasure
    circumstances dependent?
    To what degree is it a natural
    expression of who you are?

    Does your thinking flow from
    joy and pleasure?
    Create joy and pleasure?
    Create their opposites?

    What governs your thinking?
    Why do you think the way you think?
    What makes it easy for you
    to think the way you think?

    How often do you think about your thinking?
    Think about your feeling?
    Are aware of your thinking/feeling?
    Can you separate thinking from feeling?
    Are they two things for you
    or one thing?

    Upon what does your enthusiasm depend?
    What part do reflection and realization
    play in your emotional response to your life?


  50. 11/10/2020  —  Walnut Creek Trail 02 11/09/2020 — Union County, North Carolina

    Thin is the line,
    fine is the balance,
    between having it made,
    and having nothing at all.

    Everything about democracy
    depends on the willful cooperation
    of all those involved in the work
    of democracy.

    Depends upon the good faith
    of those promising
    to “preserve, protect and defend
    the Constitution against all enemies,
    foreign and domestic.”

    If those so promising
    are themselves Domestic Enemies
    of the Constitution
    and Participatory Democracy,
    well Who Is Going To Stop Them
    from initiating a hostile takeover
    of the government from within
    the government?

    The GOP has succeeded in placing
    itself in the position
    of destroying democracy
    without a shot being fired.
    Vladimir Putin has bought himself
    a country
    for less than one air craft carrier
    would cost.
    Talk about a coup!

    All Trump has to do between now
    and January 20, 2021
    is fire all of the government workers
    –the head of the Department of Defense
    was the first to go–
    who might be disloyal
    and replace them with “acting” loyalists,
    and have them all refuse to obey
    the norms and procedures
    for transferring power to Joe Biden.

    The government then would obey Trump.
    Democracy would be kaput.
    And the take-over would be complete.
    Then it would just be a matter
    of cleaning things up,
    with the ouster and martyrdom
    of all of his political enemies,
    at home and abroad.

    Sweet.
    Smooth.
    Easy.
    Simple.
    What could go wrong?

    That’s the question that turns the future.

    And however the future turns out to be,
    it is sickening
    that the fortunes of democracy
    depend upon the willing and willful compliance
    of all the people doing what is truly right
    in upholding the principles of democracy
    throughout the long generations of people
    taking their oaths of office
    and serving the country to the best of their ability
    so help them God.


  51. 11/10/2020  —  Carolina Thread Trail 06 11/09/2020 — Swinging Bridge, 12-Mile Creek, Lancaster County, South Carolina, Union County, North Carolina

    Living in accord with the Tao
    is laying aside all ambition,
    all aspiration,
    all agendas,
    all aims,
    all purposes,
    all goals,
    all objectives,
    all desires…
    other than and contrary to
    living in accord with the Tao.

    It is trusting the Tao,
    trusting ourselves to the Tao,
    beyond all logic and reason,
    with liege loyalty
    and filial devotion,
    doing what is called for
    with complete sincerity,
    spontaneity
    and non-contrivance,
    in each situation as it arises
    moment-by-moment
    all our life long–
    with the Tao understood to be
    doing the right thing
    in the right way
    at the right time
    and being right about
    what is right–
    living so in tune with the here and now,
    the time and place of our living,
    that we are at one with what is happening
    and what needs to happen in response,
    that we do what is called for
    without hesitation
    and without thinking,
    time after time after time.

    Like a stream flowing downhill,
    adjusting its flow
    to take boulders,
    fallen trees,
    cattle in the water,
    and dams being constructed
    into account on the fly
    on its way to the sea–
    and being right about
    what needs to be done
    in every moment of the journey.


  52. 11/10/2020  —  Crepe Myrtle 01 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    When this all started,
    there were no natural laws.
    No law of gravity.
    No law of inertia.
    Laws and rules hadn’t been invented.

    Then there was this really big BANG,
    and everything started flying in all directions
    at once,
    and it took several years
    for it to get sorted out
    and into stars and planets,
    constellations and galaxies.

    The universe figured it out
    by letting things bang around
    until order appeared,
    and now we have clocks and calendars,
    physics and chemistry,
    scientists and mathematicians.

    It’s amazing what can happen
    just by letting things happen.
    That is pretty much what happened
    with each of us.

    None of us knew what we were doing,
    most of us still don’t,
    and not one of us planned to be where we are,
    or got here by making all the right moves.

    We are here by virtue of the same process
    that got the universe here.
    We knocked around,
    got knocked around,
    and here we are.
    Still getting knocked around,
    and are on our way to somewhere else.

    We don’t comprehend any of it.
    It is all such a mystery.
    Yet, we pretend everything is well in hand
    and completely under our control.

    We are masters of our destiny, you know.
    Captains of our ship.
    And all that.

    We are the biggest mystery of it all.
    And we think getting what we want
    is all it takes.
    What we want is our way,
    at all times,
    in all places.

    That is such a laughter.
    Give us our way–
    we don’t know what to do with it!
    We find our way to where we need to be
    by taking one wrong turn after another.
    And, poof, like that,
    we wind up in exactly the right place.
    Or not.
    Either way, it’s a mystery how it works out.

    It is as though something
    knows more than we do.

    But, how could that be?
    It’s a mystery.
    There is no one here but us,
    but there is more to each of us
    than meets the eye.
    Even our own eye.

    WE are the mystery!
    You might think
    we would be more interested
    in getting to the bottom of us
    than we are.
    But we are more interested
    in watching re-runs of sitcoms.

    And that’s another mystery.
    Mystery is everywhere!
    And we are the biggest one anywhere!


  53. 11/11/2020  —  Sourwood 15 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    No one can tell us
    what our Original Nature is.
    That is ours to ferret out for ourselves.

    Each of us is unique
    in a special kind of way.
    Our Original Nature
    is like an emotional/psychological fingerprint.

    We also differ by the sonic patterns
    of our voice,
    the coloration of our eyes,
    the cones of our irises.

    Not to mention our idea
    of a good pizza.

    We are as different as different can be.
    We all are alike in that way.

    We are different and we are the same.

    The tide comes in,
    the tide goes out,
    the tide turns around…
    Which way is it?
    The tide is all those ways at once.
    If it is not coming or going
    it is turning around.
    That’s the tide for you.

    Our place is to say “Yes!”
    to everything.
    But everything includes “No!”
    We say “Yes!” to “No!”
    and say “No!” to things that are out of place,
    or out of time,
    or out of place and time.

    “Everything in its own place
    and in its own time!”
    “Nothing in the wrong place,
    or in the wrong time!”

    “Yes!” can become “No!”
    “No!” can become “Yes!”
    depending on the time and place,
    the here and now,
    the situation that is at hand.

    The Dalai Lama’s bodyguards
    carry automatic weapons.
    That is “Yes!” being prepared
    to say “No!”

    Shiva is the Lord of the Dance,
    among other things.
    He dances with time and place,
    with here and now,
    and is always exactly what he needs to be
    in each time and place of his being.

    Which means, of course,
    that Shiva contradicts Shiva,
    as all God’s worthy of the title do.

    Yahweh is a God who hides
    in thick darkness
    sometimes,
    and is said to be The Light of Life
    in whom there is no darkness at all
    sometimes.
    Which way is it?

    The tide comes in
    and the tide goes out
    and the tide turns around.

    The only God worth having around
    is the God who sacrifices God,
    who kills God,
    who bears the cross of contradiction
    all the way to death,
    to be resurrected/reborn as God.

    Birth and death,
    coming and going and turning around,
    forever.
    This is the dynamic of life,
    of eternity,
    of the way things are.

    There is no static state of being.
    Rigid,
    static,
    unbending,
    unmoving,
    unchanging…
    is death, not life.

    Life is becoming
    by dying
    and being raised from the dead
    to new life,
    which is becoming…

    When something becomes,
    something else dies.
    Dying is the prerequisite of becoming.
    We are born to die again and again
    in the process of becoming who we are,
    of maturation,
    of developing wisdom and grace.

    This life.
    Life is the way of dancing
    with the time and place of our living,
    being what is called for here and now,
    and being something else then and there.

    Always moving,
    coming, going and turning around.
    Dying again and again,
    coming to life again and again,
    metaphorically and actually
    (Where does that line lie?),
    on and on.

    Never stopping.
    Never quitting.
    Never arriving.
    Always moving on.
    Dancing with time and place,
    being what is needed here and now,
    doing what is called for forever.

    World without end. Amen.


  54. 11/11/2020  —  Sumac 03 11-10-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Mindful living is being aware
    of the present moment
    with compassion for,
    and acceptance of,
    the “is-ness” of what is,
    without judgment or even opinion,
    on every level
    for as long as the moment lasts–
    and then being present
    in the same way
    in the next moment,
    and so on,
    throughout what remains
    of the time left for living.

    Jon Kabat-Zinn has some valuable
    YouTube videos that will help
    with the process.

    Watch the shortest ones first,
    and change your life
    one moment at a time.


  55. 11/11/2020  —  Fall Leaves 12 11/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Grounded in,
    and living out of,
    our original nature
    and that which is ours to do,
    we are invincible,
    untouchable,
    beyond reach,
    and cannot be knocked off
    dead center
    no matter what comes along.

    Send up the Cyclops!
    And Medusa!
    Genghis Khan and the Mongol Hordes!
    It doesn’t raise a sweat.

    We are invulnerable when we are
    being who we are,
    doing our heart’s sure things.

    The way is clear before us:
    Align our conscious identity
    with our unconscious original nature,
    and cast off all motives,
    desires,
    ambitions,
    incentives,
    aspiration–
    and live connected with our heart
    and its sense of what it needs to do.

    Letting our heart
    and our original nature
    lead the way,
    is to be on the way
    across the slippery slopes,
    the dangerous paths
    and the razor’s edge–
    with nothing to fear
    the next adventure
    to look forward to.


  56. 11/12/2020  —  Fall Leaves 28 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    It takes more than the will to live.
    It takes willing to live
    beyond being 98.6 and breathing.
    It takes willing to live
    as self-directed,
    self-aware,
    self-sacrificing
    human beings,
    in the service
    of That Which Is Greater
    Than They Are,
    and Knows More Than They Know,
    in doing what is called for
    in each situation as it arises,
    with no interest in,
    or regard for,
    their own personal advantage,
    gain,
    benefit,
    good,
    interest,
    or boon,
    but with the sincere
    devotion to the good of the whole
    and loyalty to That Which is Greater
    Than They Are,
    and Knows More Than They Know,
    leading the way,
    supplying their motivation,
    and driving their effort
    day-by-day.

    A bit more on That Which Is Greater
    Than They Are
    and Knows More Than They Know…

    In The Hero With A Thousand Faces,
    Joseph Campbell says, talking about the Hero–
    which is to be understood as
    every person through time
    “There is everywhere a benign power
    supporting him in his superhuman passage.”

    And later:
    “This is the power known to science as energy,
    to the Melanesians as mana, to the Sioux Indians
    as wakonda, the Hindus as shakti, the Christians
    as the power of God… Its manifestation in the
    psyche is termed, by the psychoanalysts as
    libdio. And its manifestation in the cosmos as
    the structure and flux of the universe itself.”

    This is the power that is known to the Taoists
    as the Tao.

    This is the power that is at the heart of all
    religion everywhere.

    We all, at various points in our life,
    have experienced something beyond
    ordinary, apparent, reality
    at work in our life and in the world.
    That “something”
    is The Mystery At The Heart Of Life And Being
    about which we can say no more than
    “It Is!”

    But, if we cooperate with it,
    if we collaborate with it,
    if we “throw in with it,”
    place ourselves “in accord with it,”
    live “aligned with it,”
    there comes to pass in our lived experience,
    a sense of peace and well-being
    unsurpassed by anything money can buy.


  57. 11/12/2020  —  Tree Tops Panorama 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    We need all the help we can get.
    We are here, in part, to help one another.
    The government is the extension
    of ourselves into an organized body
    of helpfulness,
    providing all people access
    to what they need
    to live fulfilling,
    productive,
    creative,
    satisfying lives.

    The government is our collective way
    of assisting one another
    in the task of finding our life
    and living it.

    But, the government has been shanghaied
    by corporate money and power
    to serve corporate greed
    at the expense of the people’s need.
    “Profit At Any Price”
    is the motto of rampant capitalism
    gone rogue.

    The government has been taken over
    by capitalists
    who are out for their own idea
    of the good
    and use the people as means
    to their ends.

    The capitalists turn the people
    against themselves
    by demonizing labor unions,
    and collective bargaining efforts,
    and social programs,
    and civil rights endeavors,
    and environmental movements,
    and anything that the capitalists
    perceive to be a potential threat
    to their ability to increase their wealth.

    The capitalists own the government
    and the media
    and the social/cultural institutions
    that keep the people living
    well below their potential
    or their optimum level of functioning–
    and incite jealousy, hatred and fear
    of each other among the people
    to keep their own interest in
    and allegiance to,
    Profit At Any Price
    serving them well in their pursuit
    of increasing their wealth
    for the sake of increasing their wealth
    throughout the rest of time.

    Capitalists need to wake up,
    grow up,
    and get a life
    that is centered on their
    self-development as persons,
    as human beings,
    without thinking that is in any way
    connected with their net worth.

    Money is just an easy way out
    of doing the work required
    to become a full/complete/actualized
    human being.

    Money is a diversion/distraction
    from the work of being who we are
    in the service of the true good of the whole.

    We only need enough money
    to buy the tools we need
    and provide the wherewithal
    to do what needs to be done
    with the gifts/daemon/character/
    virtues/vitality/interests/
    enthusiasm/heart and soul
    that are reflected in our
    original nature
    and come with us from the womb
    and are at our disposal
    in the work to find our life
    and live it
    in being who we are,
    doing what is ours to do,
    in each situation as it arises
    all our life long.

    How to do that
    is more of a problem
    than it needs to be
    because people are out for themselves
    at the expense of everyone else.

    Greed is driving the world.
    Compassion is a much better choice.
    See what you can do about
    putting things right
    in the time left for living.


  58. 11/12/2020  —  Fall Leaves 31 11/12/2020 — Sassafras Leaves, 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    We have to grant our imagination
    access to us.
    We do that by allowing our mind
    to range freely over our
    external and internal landscape,
    playing with the possibilities,
    turning things upside down,
    inside out,
    seeing things as they are
    and as they should be
    and as they never will be,
    wondering why
    how
    what
    when
    where
    about it all.

    Taking things apart.
    Putting them back together differently.
    Getting to the bottom of everything.
    Or half-way to the bottom of something.

    Let your imagination wander around
    with everything you have ever been told was so,
    with everything you have always held to be so,
    and see what you imagination has to say
    about what is so,
    and isn’t so,
    and may be so,
    or not so.

    Let your imagination play with your life!
    And join in the game!
    Playing along!


  59. 11/13/2020  —  Fall Leaves 03 11/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Fear, guilt and regret
    lock us into an ever-deepening
    and increasingly repetitive
    cycle of fear, guilt and regret.

    The more fearful, guilty and regretful
    we are,
    the more fearful, guilty and regretful
    we will be.

    It is up to us to turn the haunting Cronies
    away!
    “ENOUGH!
    I SAY ENOUGH!!!
    Turning to stare them into silence
    and send them away,
    we step toward our own center
    and become the redeemer/savior
    of our own future
    and the life we have yet to live.

    We have to claim that future
    and that life,
    and secure them against the encroaching
    erosion of fear, guilt and regret.
    “BEGONE!
    I SAY BEGONE!!!
    Has to be repeated with force
    for as long as it takes to be free,
    and settled into who we are,
    what we have done and failed to do,
    and what may happen to take everything away.

    Our work is to be
    “a wheel rolling/turning
    out of its own center”
    (Friedrich Nietzsche),
    grounded in our original nature,
    focused on seeing/doing
    what is called for
    in each situation as it arises
    with the gifts/daemon/virtues/
    character/spirit/vitality/life
    that are ours to offer
    throughout the time left for living.

    This is the salvific orientation
    that stabilizes us
    and anchors us to the core
    of sincerity,
    balance and harmony,
    and enables us to live spontaneously,
    without contrivance,
    in responding to the needs of the moment,
    moment-by-moment
    forever.


  60. 11/13/2020  —  Walnut Creek Trail 08 11/09/2020 — Walnut Creek, Union County, North Carolina

    There is within each of us
    a self who knows
    and a self who thinks it knows.
    And it is our place to know
    which is which,
    and throw in with the self who knows.

    This is a problem
    because the self who thinks it knows,
    is sure it knows.
    Is convinced it knows.
    Knows it knows.
    But.
    It does not know.
    And does not know that it does not know.

    It is our place to know
    that one self does not know
    as much as it thinks it knows.
    And to make inquiries.

    We are to ask the questions
    that beg to be asked,
    and say the things
    that cry out to be said
    to both selves,
    and see which self
    does the best job
    answering and retorting.

    Put the selves to the test!
    “What makes you think
    that what you think is so
    is so?”
    “What do you base your beliefs on?”
    “By what authority do you say
    what you just said?”
    “How does what you just said
    jive with what you said five minutes ago?”
    With what you said yesterday?”
    “What do you have at stake–
    what do you have to gain or lose–
    in things being the way you say they are?”
    “Who would be most proud of you–
    the most happy with you–
    for saying what you just said?
    For thinking what you think is so?”
    “Who are you trying to please?”
    … And on like that,
    getting to what is behind
    what each self “knows,”
    or knows, is so.

    Do not take what either self says
    as truth
    without exploring it exhaustively
    for its validity.
    Make them say what is so
    about what they think is so.

    Talk it out.
    Make them come clean.
    The truth will shine through
    if you take the time
    to clear the window of perception
    by getting to the source
    of the perspective.

    Your place is to investigate
    what comes up from within
    in knowing what each knower knows–
    and does not know.
    And deciding what to do about it.


  61. 11/13/2020  —  Carolina Thread Trail 04 11/09/2020 — 12-mile Creek Bridge, Lancaster County, SC/Union County, NC,

    We can make anything better or worse
    by the way we respond to it.

    That being the case,
    you would think we would study up on our
    response ability and how to perfect it,
    becoming experts in responding appropriately
    to every occasion.

    You couldn’t be more wrong.
    Why is that?
    Why don’t we make a concerted effort
    to live the best possible life
    under the circumstances?

    Why don’t we all swear to the One Who Knows
    within each of us,
    an oath of fealty, loyalty,
    allegiance and devotion,
    that we will, with their help,
    make our best effort
    to respond to the events of our life
    in ways that have the best chance
    of turning things to the good
    of ourselves,
    our circumstances,
    and all those concerned,
    by simply doing what is called for
    moment-by-moment
    all our life long?

    Why don’t we do that?
    I’m serious.
    Why don’t we?


  62. 11/13/2020  —  Peaks of Otter 10/29/2019 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Bedford, Virgina

    Each of us has a destiny to fulfill,
    a life to live,
    a work to perform,
    a calling to serve,
    a self to express, exhibit, incarnate,
    a divine spark to nourish
    into a flame of glory and wonder
    so that no one can tell where we stop
    and God starts.

    Sounds a bit much, I know.
    But, there is Jesus saying,
    “Come, follow me.”
    And, “Greater things than I have done,
    you will do.”

    He’s saying, “Get out of your own way
    and be who you are!
    And allow the Mystery of Being
    to come to life in you
    in ways that are uniquely yours
    to bring forth!”

    Carl Jung said,
    “In the final analysis,
    we count for something
    only because of the essential
    that we embody.
    If we do not serve that,
    life is wasted.”

    Our destiny is to be who we are
    at the core of ourselves,
    who we are capable of being,
    who we are here to be,
    to become.

    Jung also said,
    “There is in each of us
    another, whom we do not know.”
    This Other is “the essential
    that we embody.”
    Whom we live to know
    and to serve with our life.

    We do that consciously
    by paying attention to
    the unconscious clues
    that are always winking at us,
    trying to catch our eye.

    Our life is like that of a fairy tale,
    or of Luke Skywalker,
    and the clues are lying all about us.
    Help is on every side,
    and the audience is groaning
    because we won’t see what is right there.


    So, we have to learn to stop, look and listen.
    What are we missing?
    What did we dream last night?
    What makes our little heart sing?
    What brings us to life in a way
    that makes us forget what day it is,
    and not know how long we have been doing
    the thing we love to do?

    What keeps coming back around?
    What won’t go away?
    What do we keep pushing aside,
    only to have it pop up again in a month
    or a year?
    What do we find ourselves thinking about?
    What do we wish we could do?
    What do we keep finding excuses
    for not doing?

    There is a secret cause dying for us
    to find it,
    claim it,
    live it as our own dream
    dreaming we would adopt it
    as our own life.

    It is our destiny.
    We have to work it into our life!
    We have to find ways of being who we are!
    We have to honor the dream that dreams of us!

    We would be most remiss if we did not.


  63. 11/14/2020  —  The Cascades Panorama 04/19/2011 — EB Jeffres Park, Blue Ridge Parkway, Wilkes County, North Carolina

    When we live aligned
    with the Secret Cause–
    the Secret Cause of us,
    of our life,
    of the life that is to be our life–
    we are at one with our destiny,
    and centered in
    and grounded upon
    the why, what,when and how
    of our existence.

    In that place, we are “immortal,
    invincible,
    God-only wise,”
    and “though we die, yet shall we live.”
    And nothing can knock us off
    “the still point,”
    “the axis mundi”
    “the center of the universe”
    and “of the turning world.”

    We are anchored to the adamantine foundation
    of our life–
    of all of life–
    of the entire cosmos
    and whatever might lie beyond it.


    We are one with everything,
    and live with a confidence
    that borders on recklessness,
    and have to call upon the guardians
    of humility and self-transparency
    to rein ourselves in
    and live within the situations
    and circumstances of our life
    as they unfold about us–
    as those who have work to do
    that is vital to the whole
    and to the Cause.

    Serving the Secret Cause
    in the time and place of our living,
    in the here and now of our existence,
    opens us to the agony of Jesus
    with his, “I have come
    to set the world on fire,
    and how I wish it were already kindled!”
    But, like him,
    we have to submit to the times,
    and trust ourselves to the secret workings
    of the Secret Cause–
    to the unfolding of the Tao
    in its own time
    and in its own way,
    and remaining true to our role
    of exhibiting in the moment
    our gifts/daemon/virtues/character
    in doing what is called for
    situation-by-situation,
    day-by-day
    for as long as life shall last–
    at one with the Mystery
    at the Heart of Life and Being.


  64. 11/14/2020  —  Sourwood 19 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    “They cast their nets in Galilee
    Just off the hills of brown
    Such happy simple fisherfolk
    Before the Lord came down.
    Contented peaceful fishermen
    Before they ever knew
    The peace of God That filled their hearts
    Brimful and broke them too.
    Young John who trimmed the flapping sail,
    Homeless, in Patmos died.
    Peter, who hauled the teeming net,
    Head-down was crucified.
    The peace of God, it is no peace,
    But strife closed in the sod,
    Yet, children, pray for but one thing–
    The marvelous peace of God.”

                –William Alexander Percy

    “The peace of God” is another term for
    “The Secret Cause.”
    They are interchangeable
    and equivalent.

    There is no “peace of God”
    apart from our alignment with,
    and liege loyalty to,
    the Secret Cause.

    Just as there is no life without death.
    Just as every birth is death in the making,
    and every death is a threshold to new life,
    Just so, our embrace of the Secret Cause
    is a union with “the peace of God”
    that is “strife closed in the sod,”
    and a crucifixion waiting to happen.

    “Yet, children, pray for but one thing!”
    It is “for this we have come.”

    Both in terms of “What shall I say,
    ‘Father, save me from this hour’?
    No! For this I have come!”

    And: “What I do is me, for this I came!”
    (Gerad Manley Hopkins)

    We find what we seek
    in our identification with the Secret Cause,
    though it be like the moth’s
    identification with the flame.

    The Secret Cause of our life
    is death and life and death and life…
    The two are one.
    It is oneness all the way down.
    And up.

    All of our dichotomies are false dichotomies.
    Good/Bad,
    Right/Wrong,
    Left/Right,
    Up/Down,
    Black/White,
    Simple/Complex…

    Duality comes to an end
    in the realization of oneness.
    Both/And,
    Either/Or–
    which is it?
    It is both/and
    it is either/or.

    Death is life,
    life is death.

    We die at every transition point
    throughout our life,
    and are born again
    on the other side
    of every successful transition.
    Only to die again
    at the next transition point.
    And our life never runs out of
    transition points!

    And the Secret Cause
    is the cause of most of them!

    In the service of the Secret Cause–
    the Secret Cause of our life,
    of the life that is our life to live,
    of the purposes and meanings
    that are life itself for us–
    we confront the contradictions,
    dichotomies,
    and polarities
    that bring us forth
    by demanding our death
    again and again.

    The Hero’s Journey is one long series
    of deaths and resurrections.

    “Yet, children, pray for but one thing:
    the marvelous peace of God!”

    It is Yin/Yang all the way down–
    with Yin/Yang understood to be a metaphor
    for the integration of opposites,
    which remain oppositional
    throughout their oneness,
    as we bear the pain of that tension
    our entire life,
    by bringing them together in our life.


  65. 11/15/2020  —  Adams Mill Pond Reflection 02 11/09/2014 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “Bliss is that deep sense
    of being present, here and now,
    and doing what you absolutely
    must do to be yourself
    in the time and place of your living,”
    (Or words to that effect).

    And if that is also the way
    it should be done,
    the way the situation is calling
    for it to be done,
    you are transparent to transcendence,
    which is as close to God
    as we are going to be in this life.

    Here’s the problem:
    There are multiple layers
    to every situation.
    What is allowed on some levels
    are anathema on other levels.
    What can you get by with
    is the question.

    Can you get by with being true
    to yourself here and now?
    This is your role in the process.
    Only you can determine
    what you can get by with,
    and what has to give,
    what has to go,
    for you to be true to yourself
    in each situation as it arises.

    Your problem is finding places
    where it is safe to be you,
    and finding people around whom
    it is safe to be you–
    and, even then, you will be
    risking everything,
    every now and then,
    in being who you are
    and doing what is called for
    in the situation.

    This is called dancing
    across the slippery slope,
    traversing the dangerous path,
    along the razor’s edge.
    It is not for the faint of heart.
    And it will require dying
    again and again,
    and being born again
    again and again.
    All the way to the end of the dance.


  66. 11/15/2020  —  Fall Leaves 34 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    You can be trusted to know
    what is good for you and what is not,
    where you belong and where you do not,
    what is “you” and what is not,
    what is reliable and what is not…
    and to learn how to know what you know,
    and trust yourself to know it
    as you go along.

    You are born with what it takes
    to know what you need to know
    to find what you need
    to be who you are
    and do what is yours to do
    in doing what needs to be done
    in each situation as it arises
    situation-by-situation.

    That is all there is to it.

    But.

    You cannot do it
    without sitting still
    and being quiet
    on a regular basis
    all along the way.


  67. 11/15/2020  —  Walnut Creek Trail 07 11/09/2020 — Lancaster County, South Carolina

    Everything hinges upon,
    flows from,
    falls into place around
    living meaningfully.

    Living meaningfully
    is living with your heart in
    what you are doing.

    What keeps that from happening?

    There are no substitutes for it.
    No stand-ins.
    No reasonable facsimiles.

    All of the distractions,
    like money,
    sex,
    alcohol and pot,
    can’t erase the emptiness
    or disappear the truth
    that your heart isn’t in
    what you are doing.

    The only fix
    is for you to sit down
    with your heart,
    and listen.

    Then find ways of putting
    yourself in accord with your heart.

    Living meaningfully
    is the solution
    to all of our problems today.
    And tomorrow.
    Forever.


  68. 11/16/2020  —  Along NY Highwat 30 06 09/28/2014 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, Tupper Lake, New York

    I am the jewel in the lotus–
    om mani padme hum–
    so is the Buddha,
    so are you.

    And, so are we all
    the jewel in Indra’s net,
    each reflecting the other
    by the light of realization/awareness/
    illumination/enlightenment/awakening.

    One is many,
    many are one.

    We are the same in our differentness,
    with each of us being unique,
    set apart,
    individually identified
    by our outlook,
    our fingerprints,
    the sonogram of our voice,
    the coloration of our eyes,
    the cones of our irises
    our idea of a meaningful life,
    and 10,000 other things–
    and each of us being exactly alike
    by being different in so many ways.

    One is many.
    Many are one.

    And we get to each other
    through ourselves.
    We cannot be intimate
    if we will not be vulnerable.
    We can be only as vulnerable
    as we are conscious
    of who,
    and how,
    and what we are.
    The less self-transparent we are,
    the more hidden we have to be,
    all wars are fought by those
    who refuse to know themselves.

    If you want to know me,
    know you.
    There I am.
    If you do not want to know you,
    you will never know anyone.

    You are the jewel in the lotus
    only when you know it to be so–
    and being humbled by it,
    not impressed,
    because you know it to be so
    of everyone.

    Everyone is the Buddha.
    Everyone is the Christ.
    And the Hero’s Journey
    is living a meaningful life.

    If you understand this
    and apply it,
    you have it made.

    Om mani padme hum.


  69. 11/16/2020  —  Crepe Myrtle 01 11/10/2020 Oil Paint Rendering — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Carl Jung referred to the feminine aspects of a man
    as his Anima,
    and to the masculine aspects of a woman
    as her Animus.

    When men are being the best woman they can be,
    and women are being the best man they can be,
    the word is balanced and in harmony,
    and everything happens
    exactly as it needs to happen
    on all levels,
    every day.

    Things are as they are because
    men think they are to be men,
    and women think they are to be women.

    And that isn’t the only problem.

    No one has any idea of what a Real Man is,
    and no one has any idea of what a Real Woman is.

    We all need to go back to the womb
    and start over
    with parents who understand,
    in a world of parents who understand,
    and see how things would be
    if we had a proper upbringing.

    Who is the best man you have ever known?
    Who is the best woman you have ever known?
    Live toward being the best
    of both those people
    in the way you live your life.

    If you are a man or a woman,
    live to bring forth the best man
    and the best woman,
    you have ever known.

    That will shift things toward the good.
    Then we can work to improve our ideas
    of “man” and “woman.”

    And that will get us within reach
    of the ideal human being.

    And that will be a world
    worth living in!


  70. 11/16/2020  —  Lake Chicot 06 10-27-2015 — Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    Why do we care about what we care about?
    We will never explain our way to the bottom of it.
    The question can be answered
    only with another question.
    “Why do you care about what you care about?

    We do not have access to the Carer within.
    We like what we like.
    We don’t like what we don’t like.
    We love what we love.
    We don’t love what we don’t love.
    We care about what we care about.
    We don’t care about what we don’t care about.

    There is an entire cosmos within
    which we do not control,
    understand,
    comprehend,
    or even know about.

    Why do we see the way we see?
    Feel the way we feel?
    Think the way we think?

    Our viewpoints are not our own.
    We do not reason our way there,
    and cannot reason our way out of there.

    We are led about,
    directed and guided through our life
    by what, we do not know.

    Who/What is piloting our boat
    on its path through the sea?
    And, if we have a destination in mind,
    Who/What put it there?

    No matter how we try to evade,
    escape,
    deny
    the conclusion,
    we cannot avoid
    the inescapable reality
    that our life
    has a life of its own.

    The only reasonable,
    logical
    (since we like logic and reason so),
    alternative here
    is to open ourselves to
    the truth of another boarder,
    and devote ourselves
    to the task
    of sensing/feeling
    the influence
    of instinct and intuition,
    and trusting ourselves
    to the realm of hunches,
    nudges
    and things that occur to us
    “out of the blue”
    (or in the wee hours of the night),
    in determining what is being called for
    within the circumstances at hand,
    responding with liege loyalty
    and filial devotion,
    in doing what we are led to do,
    and allow our outcomes to be our outcomes–
    without judgment or opinion,
    but with grace and compassion
    pouring over, spilling out–
    and see where it goes.


  71. 11/17/2020  —  Tupper Lake Sunset 01 09/22/2015 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York

    Is it better to win or to lose?
    To be tall or to be short?
    To live with a plan or to live without a plan?
    And ten thousand other questions like these.

    Who is smart enough to know
    what is better in a general,
    vague,
    absolute kind of way?

    Better depends upon the situation at hand.
    Better is clear in the here and now.
    In the far from now,
    there is no telling.

    What is to our advantage
    changes with time and place.
    Every asset is simultaneously a liability,
    and every liability is an asset,
    depending upon a combination of factors
    that are time and place dependent.

    We are built to rise to meet
    every occasion.
    We are ideally suited
    for the life that is ours to live.
    The life that is ours to live
    is a perfect fit
    for what we bring to the table.

    When we start messing with things
    with an eye on perfection,
    we mess things up royally
    for ever one.

    This is the moral of the Garden of Eden.
    The moral of the Garden of Gethsemane
    is “Thy will, not mine, be done,”
    with the “Thy” being the Tao of time and place
    situation and circumstance,
    and consisting of what is being called for
    here and now.

    If you like something,
    it is likely to change in time.
    And, if you don’t like something,
    that, too, stands a good chance of changing.

    Forget what you want and don’t want,
    like and don’t like.
    Step into your life without opinion
    or expectation,
    judgment or demands.

    Trust yourself to the developing situation,
    and be whom the situation can trust
    to do what is right
    at the right time
    in the right place
    in the right way.

    Things have a way of turning out
    as blessing and grace
    just by doing what is right
    one situation at a time,
    as though something
    knew what it was doing.



  72. 11/17/2020  —  The Seated Buddha — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    The Hero’s Journey is a meaningful life.

    A meaningful life is the first thing to go.
    Our eye is on the prize,
    and the old Zen maxim always applies:
    “The ability of the archer to hit the bullseye
    varies in inverse proportion
    to the size of the prize for doing so.”

    A meaningful life is the bullseye.

    But, we go for the money every time.


  73. 11/17/2020  —  Fall Leaves 24 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    All religion is based
    on the premature interpretation
    of experience.

    The discovery of recurring cycles
    in the relationships
    between the stars and planets–
    with mathematical regularity–
    did not,
    does not,
    mean anything beyond what it is.

    However, the stargazers who put
    everything together
    made it mean what they
    said it meant
    by interpreting it the way they did.

    We should leave things we don’t know
    anything about uninterpreted
    until we know better what is going on.

    This is the difference between
    science and religion.
    Science calls its interpretations
    “hypotheses.”
    Religion calls its interpretations
    “facts”
    (Everything religion “takes on faith”
    becomes a fact the instant
    it is so taken).

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “The whole point of science
    is that there are no facts,
    only theories.”

    No religion,
    or spokesperson for religion,
    would say that about religion.


  74. 11/18/2020  —  The Grove 07 01/29/2015 –Ernest F. Hollings ACE Basin National Wildlife Refuge, Hollywood, South Carolina, The Big House now serves as office space for the Refuge

    We all die by our own hand.
    We all are the secret cause of our own death.
    We all have rhythms and themes
    and ways of being, and being-not,
    that carry us through our life
    to the very end.

    We step toward our own dying
    step-by-step,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day.

    In each of us,
    our fate and our destiny
    meet up
    and work themselves out,
    to our oblivious,
    unknowing,
    out-of-touchness,
    and our clueless turning
    from one thing to another,
    completely unaware
    of the rhythms and themes
    that are dancing us,
    directing us,
    all our life long.

    Noticing and knowing
    what we are doing
    will enable us to smile
    as death comes upon us,
    and step toward it
    as though we are meeting our lover,
    greeting it with a warm embrace,
    saying with passion
    and meaning every word,
    “It is so good to meet you at last,
    and on such a good day to die!”


  75. 11/18/2020  —  Around Bass Lake 07 10/13/2014 — Moses H. Cone Memorial Park, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

    The rhythms and themes,
    tastes and interests,
    proclivities and ways of making coffee,
    or whatever we drink instead,
    which direct and define our living,
    are unique among people
    who have ever lived,
    or will ever live.

    We are one of a kind,
    individual
    and distinctive,
    set apart.

    And then we get married.

    It takes fifty years or so
    to knock off the sharp corners
    and smooth out the rough edges
    and make each of us fit company
    for the other of us.

    Marriage is equivalent to the smashups
    that went on for eons
    after the Big Bang
    that eventually created
    the laws of physics and biology
    by destroying everything
    that didn’t belong as it was
    where it was.

    We all take our place over time.
    Become domesticated
    and can be trusted to know
    our limits
    and where we belong,
    and where we have no business being.

    And, it would help to know something
    of the rhythms and themes, etc.
    of the person we are marrying
    before we marry.

    Insuring compatibility
    will not guarantee no collision
    of galaxies, but,
    it will reduce the likelihood,
    and that alone would make it
    worth the effort.


  76. 11/18/2020  —  Atlantic Moonrise 01 08/08/2007 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina

    Being right about who we are,
    and living to place ourselves
    in accord with who we are
    is the essence of true-human-being-hood,
    and the most meaningful thing we can do
    in the time left for living–
    for ourselves and all of humankind.

    “What I do is me/for that I came,”
    said Gerad Manley Hopkins.
    “By the grace of God, I am what I am,”
    said Paul the Apostle.
    “I yam what I yam!”
    said Popeye the Sailor Man.

    There is no greater honor
    or pleasure
    than being who we are
    in the way we live our life.

    And it is the Secret Cause
    (Stephen Dedalus/James Joyce)
    that directs us to our death.
    And what a beautiful, wonderful
    way to die that is.

    We are going to die some way,
    some how.
    Why not die being who we are?
    As a direct consequence of being who we are?
    Deliberately,
    willfully,
    being who we are every step of the way?

    What is a better way to go?

    Mean to die by the way you live!
    Let that be your gift to the world!
    As surely as Jesus’ death was
    his gift to the world!

    To live and to die being who we are
    is the greatest meaning
    we can give to our existence!
    Why throw it away drinking beer
    looking at the ocean?

    Drinking beer, looking at the ocean,
    is only a pilgrimage to restore our soul
    and deepen our commitment
    to being who we are in a world
    that doesn’t notice or care who we are–
    a “pause that refreshes”
    and enables us to stand up,
    and step back into our work
    of being who we are,
    doing what needs us to do it,
    the way only we can,
    all our life long.


  77. 11/18/2020  —  Lake Chicot 09 10/27/2015 — Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    It is our body of work that does it.
    It is the cumulative impact
    of our life on other lives
    over the full course of our life
    that makes our living worthwhile,
    and stands as our contribution
    to the whole–
    that constitutes “doing our bit”
    in support of the idea of humanity
    in the cosmos.

    It’s like this:
    We affect every moment for better or worse,
    for good or ill,
    by the way we respond to the moment.
    We influence every situation
    through the response we make
    to the situation.

    We are, then and there, for the sole purpose
    of being who we are, then and there,
    for the good of then and there.

    You can blow that off if you want to.
    That is your way of responding
    to here and now.

    You can do that with every here and now
    that proceeds from this here, this now.
    Blow it off.
    Maybe that is just who you are,
    and you can’t help it,
    even by paying attention to it,
    and wondering if there is a more helpful
    way of being present
    in the situations that constitute your life.

    I’m saying that you owe it to yourself
    and to the rest of us
    to be consciously present
    in each situation as it arises,
    and to offer those situations
    what is being called for there
    to the best of your ability,
    one situation at a time
    all your life long.

    Blow it off if you want to.
    Never mind if you like.
    I did what I could do for you,
    you wanted nothing to do with it,
    and that’s that.

    But, before you go, look at it this way:
    An orchestra,
    a choir,
    a quartet,
    a duo,
    you standing alone at the microphone,
    works best when everyone
    is on key, in tune,
    and harmoniously in accord with the music.

    Stay with me here.

    Every situation is a performance
    before an audience,
    with music
    and a microphone,
    with a rhythm and a flow,
    calling us to dance in sync
    with the movement of that time
    and that place.

    And when we do it,
    it is beautiful.
    And when we do not do it,
    it is not.

    Your place and mine
    is to grace each situation
    with the full wonder of our presence,
    day in and day out forever.

    Blow it off if you must.
    But, know what you are doing
    when you do.

    How we live matters!
    It is the only thing that matters!
    And we get to practice our part,
    to play our role,
    to be who we are,
    offering what we have to give,
    in each situation as it arises.

    We have no excuse for failing
    to be good at being us over time.
    And everything depends on our
    being good at being us,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day.

    Don’t believe it if you want to,
    but why wouldn’t you believe it?
    Why would you believe something
    that lets you get by with being
    a fly in the soup,
    a gnat in the eye,
    a scourge on the earth,
    a blight, a curse, on the legacy
    of humanity eternally,
    the bane of human existence
    through all the ages?

    Answer me that,
    before you go.


  78. 11/18/2020  —  Walnut Creek Trail 09 11/09/2020 — Lancaster County, South Carolina

    My short list of the most important things:

    See what you look at.
    Look at everything.

    Hear what you listen to.
    Listen to everything.

    Know what you know,
    and what you don’t know.

    Sit quietly as often as possible
    for as long as possible.

    Contemplate your original nature
    and your natural rhythms.

    Realize that you cannot change your life
    without changing the way you live your life.

    Without changing the way you think about your life.
    Without changing the people you run with.
    Without becoming transparent to yourself.

    When you become transparent to yourself,
    you become transparent to transcendence.

    When you become transparent to transcendence,
    you become as God,
    with you and “the Father” being one.

    How different are you willing for your life to be?


  79. 11/19/2020  —  Moss Glen Falls 03 09/25/2015 — Stowe, Vermont

    How confident are you
    of living out of your own center?
    How courageous are you
    in living out of your own center?

    When your center comes under attack,
    how do you defend it?
    When you come under attack,
    how conscious are you
    of retreating to your center?

    Your center is your adamantine core.
    Your immovable,
    unassailable rock.
    Your unshakable foundation.

    Do you have any idea
    of what I am talking about?

    Are you blown about,
    unsure of yourself,
    easily talked into and out of
    anything?
    With no north star to guide you,
    and no gyroscope
    to hold you on course?
    Second-guessing and self-doubting
    leading the way?

    If so, it is time to find your center.

    Your center is an extension of the Source,
    with your own particular blend
    of tastes/interests/peculiarities/
    proclivities/idiosyncrasies/gifts/
    ways/characteristics/etc.
    forming the “I am” that grounds you
    and sets you apart from everyone else.

    You are alike everyone else
    in that we all stem from the Source,
    and we are different from everyone else
    in that we are a unique combination
    of traits unlike anyone who has ever been
    or will be.

    And the idea that we should abandon who we are
    and be identical to everyone else is anathema.

    Our place is to BE who we are
    in relationship with everyone else,
    in the old, “Define yourself
    while staying in touch” kind of way.
    Tricky.
    And it all hangs on our knowing
    and living out of our center.

    Our center is the home
    of our Original Nature
    and our Natural Rhythms.

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “We know when we are on the beam
    and when we are off of it.”
    “The beam” here is a metaphor
    for our center.

    We know when we are centered,
    balanced and in harmony with ourselves,
    and when we are not.

    We have to know what we know.
    Pay attention.
    Be aware.
    And consciously allow our action
    to flow from our center
    by observing ourselves in action,
    and checking to see if the origin
    of what we are doing–
    how we are living–
    is flowing unimpeded from our center,
    or if it is being directed
    by some other source
    (Like the desire to be pleasing,
    or the fear of being abandoned),
    and doing the work
    of coming to terms
    with our vulnerabilities
    by being aware of them,
    and of living out of our center
    by being aware of it.

    Awareness is the solution
    of all of our problems today
    and every day.

    Perhaps this would be a good time
    for me to mention
    the Jon Kabat-Zinn YouTube videos
    (The shortest ones first)
    on Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction.

    It is difficult to live out of our center
    without being aware of what we are doing.
    Jon Kabat-Zinn is the awareness guru.
    Start with him.


  80. 11/19/2020  —  Sunset at Water Rock Knob 08/05/2007 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Maggie Valley, North Carolina

    What feeds your soul?
    What makes your little heart sing?
    What brings you to life?
    What nurtures you,
    nourishes you,
    restores you,
    centers you,
    grounds you,
    balances you,
    harmonizes you,
    reconnects you to you?

    Make it your practice
    to incorporate the things
    that do these things
    into your life
    on a regular basis.

    You are responsible for
    your own self-care.

    We neglect ourselves
    to our own demise.
    It is like dying a slow death
    by our own hand.

    Whose side are you on?
    Would anyone ever guess
    that you are on your own side
    by the way you treat you?

    You are your only hope.
    You are the guardian
    of your own Inner Guide.
    Follow the guidance
    of the One Who Knows Within!

    And start doing the things
    that bring you to life!

    Regularly!
    Dependably!
    Relentlessly!


  81. 11/19/2020  —  Fall Canopy 02 11/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    We see things the way we see things.
    And.
    Everything hinges/turns/flows from/falls out around
    how we see things.
    Nothing is more important
    than being right about the way we see things.
    That being the case–
    and who could see it any other way–
    you would think we would take the pains required
    to see things as they are.

    In other words,
    to see the things we look at
    as scientists would see them
    and not as religious fanatics would see them.

    That would mean
    stepping back from the way we see things
    to see ourselves seeing things.
    And make inquiries.

    Why do we see things the way we see them
    and not some other way instead?

    Where does the way we see things come from?

    How many other ways of seeing things
    can we imagine?

    How do we know the way we see things
    is the right way to see things?

    Who would be proud of us
    for the way we see things?
    Who would be disappointed in us
    for the way we see things?
    Who are we trying to please/displease
    by the way we see things?

    Where do we get our ideas
    about the way we ought to see things?

    Who are the authorities we respect
    when it comes to how to see things?

    Other than taking their word for it,
    how could we determine whether the way
    we see things
    is the right way to see them?

    What standards/principles govern
    the way we see things?

    What experiments can we devise
    to test the validity of the way we see things?

    How can we determine if we know
    what we are doing,
    seeing things the way we see things?

    What are we afraid of
    when it comes to examining
    the way we see things?

    What are the questions we are afraid to ask
    about the way we see things?
    What are the questions we refuse to ask?

    How do we know that we know
    what we are talking about?

    Who says that the way we see things
    is the right way to see things?
    Who says that the way we see things
    is the wrong way to see things?
    How do we know who is right?

    What are we taking for granted
    when it comes to the way we see things?

    What are we assuming to be so?

    What justifies us in seeing the way we do?
    What calls us into question?

    What does how we see things
    say about what is most important to us?
    How do we know that ought to be important?
    Who says so?
    Who says not-so?
    What makes us think they know,
    or don’t know,
    what they are talking about?

    Etc. and so forth all the way
    to the bottom of the matter.


  82. 11/20/2020  —  Looking East 05 09/01/2014 — Water Rock Knob, Blue Ridge Parkway, Maggie Valley, North Carolina

    We start where we are,
    with seeing all there is to see
    here and now–
    right here, right now.

    Asking all of the questions
    that beg to be asked.

    Saying all of the things
    that cry out to be said.

    Without judgment, evaluation
    or even opinion–
    and with compassion and acceptance–
    in a “This, too! This, too!”
    kind of way.

    All of it is grist for the mill.
    We are milling ourselves.
    Who we are
    and who we have within us to be.

    We are seeking ourselves,
    and looking for the life
    that is ours to live.

    We find both
    waiting for us
    at the center.
    It all comes together
    at the center.

    All paths lead to the center,
    flow from the center,
    circle around the center.

    The paths are not straight.
    There is nothing linear
    or sequential about us.
    “The shortest way through
    is the long way around”
    (Conventional wisdom saying).

    Carl Jung talked about “individuation”
    (What we are about,
    becoming who we are,
    doing what is ours to do)
    as “The circumambulation of the self.”
    It is a long,
    downward spiral to the center
    of life and being.

    At the center
    is also The Source,
    which is also The Mystery,
    of Life and Being.

    We are one with The Source
    and The Mystery
    of Life and Being.

    And, here is the secret
    of the center,
    at the center,
    we are connected
    with everyone else
    at their center.

    The many are one at the center.
    and say, “AUM…”,
    which is a lot like saying, “WOW…”,
    together,
    through the ages.


  83. 11/20/2020  —  Carolina Thread Trail 05 11/09/2020 — Twelve-Mile Creek Swinging Bridge, Lancaster County, SC/Union County, NC

    We find the center by seeking
    and exploring,
    and exhibiting,
    our Original Nature
    and our Natural Rhythms.

    “Is this Me or Not-Me
    here and now?”

    Is the question that
    carries us into the roles
    our lives require us to play,
    and the masks we wear day-to-day.

    Joseph Campbell talked about
    the Primary Mask being who
    our parents, our culture, our society
    ask/expect us to wear,
    and the Antithetical Mask being who
    we are in our inmost self.

    For 40.5 years in the ministry,
    I was an introvert
    pretending to be an extrovert.
    I did it by being conscious of it.
    By not pretending to myself.
    I stepped into the role
    my life was asking me to play,
    like I would if I were an actor
    playing my part for the Big Screen.

    Life is like a Big Screen.
    We show up,
    deliver our lines as they should be delivered,
    act our part as it should be acted,
    take our bows,
    and return to our life off-screen,
    where we can settle into “just being ourselves”
    for a while.

    The masks are essential.
    We have to walk two paths at the same time.
    Who we are
    is who-we-ought-to-be
    and
    who-we-can’t-help-being.
    Where the two paths clash considerably,
    we have to work it out.

    I could not have been a minister
    in a right-wing evangelical church.
    I knew where to draw my lines.
    There are some parts we cannot play
    and be true to ourselves.
    Actors do not accept every part
    they are asked to play.

    Fraser Snowden said,
    “The only true philosophical question
    is ‘Where do we draw the line?'”
    The answer to that question
    is a door opening to the mystical
    center of ourselves,
    revealing who we are
    in ways we might never have guessed
    without being pushed to the point
    of drawing a line.

    All of our lines are mirrors
    reflecting us to us.
    In drawing our lines,
    we know who we are,
    what is important,
    and where we stand.

    Where have you drawn lines
    in the past?
    Where are you drawing lines
    in the present?
    Where are you likely to draw lines
    in the future?

    There you are.

    Other places/doors/mirrors revealing
    us to us
    are the things/people that/who attract us
    and the things/people that/who repel us.
    Anything, any person,
    that/who evokes a visceral reaction in us
    is telling us about us.

    The things we intend to do
    and keep forgetting to do.

    The things we intend not to do
    and find ourselves doing.

    The tunes we hum/sing without meaning to.

    The themes which keep playing themselves out,
    or coming to the surface again and again,
    when our mind is “just wandering.”

    The dreams–particularly the Big Dreams,
    and the recurring dreams–we have at night.

    The day dreams–dreads and happy fantasies–
    we have during the day.

    The ways we spend our money.
    The ways we spend our time.

    Our viewpoint.
    Our preferences.
    Our fears.
    Our desires.

    All are clues to who we are,
    to who we are afraid of being,
    to who we do not want to be at all,
    that need to be examined,
    investigated,
    explored,
    contemplated,
    mined
    for the gold.

    The paths to the center
    are paths to meaning and purpose,
    hope and fulfillment,
    identity and confidence,
    balance and harmony,
    and wait for our cooperation
    to lead us to ourselves.


  84. 11/20/2020  —  Tree Panoramas 04 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    Our life is designed
    to bring out the best in us,
    or not.

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “It took the Cyclops
    to bring out the hero in Ulysses.”
    But, not in all those
    the Cyclops met before Ulysses.

    We do not have to stand up
    and step forward to meet our life
    with our best in hand.
    We can run.
    Carl Jung said, however,
    “We meet our destiny on the road
    we take to avoid it.”
    Yet, ever there,
    we do not have to meet it
    with our best in hand.

    We can turn to denial,
    despair,
    dejection,
    addiction…
    and die long before
    some coroner makes it official.

    Our life doesn’t always
    bring out the best in us.
    How we respond to the demands
    of the moment
    is our call to make,
    moment-by-moment-by-moment.

    Having what it takes,
    and doing what needs to be done,
    is as much a matter of perspective
    and perception,
    courage and willful determination,
    as it is skill and ability.

    Just making the effort
    attracts help from
    the most unexpected places.
    Just opening ourselves
    to the gifts of our imagination,
    creates shifts and openings
    in our circumstances
    we could never expect.

    We craft miracles by
    stepping forward,
    wondering how we are going to
    do this thing that is called for.

    Again and again.

    Ours is the Sisyphean task
    of putting our shoulder  
    to our life and rolling it up the hill
    each day
    and following it down the hill
    each night,
    to roll it up the hill again
    the next day,
    day after day after day.

    How did Sisyphus do it?
    I would have to make a game of it.
    I would make a friend of the rock.
    I would love the rock
    and my relationship with the rock.

    Each day, I would roll it to almost
    the top of the hill,
    seeking the still point
    between up and down.
    It would have to be there somewhere.
    The place of balance and harmony.
    The place of rest.
    Aha!

    And I would take a break,
    and count the seconds each day,
    before the tipping point gave way,
    and down she goes.
    I would live to discover my personal best,
    and strive to beat it each day.

    And I would walk slowly down hill,
    to start over again tomorrow.

    I would give it my best each day,
    with no end in sight,
    and no way out.
    It is called making meaning,
    what humans do best.
    Just me and my rock called Micky
    (For Mick Jagger, the Rolling Stone).


  85. 11/21/2020  —  Huntington Beach Sunrise 10 08/25/2015 — Huntington Beach State Park, Murrells Inlet, South Carolina

    Denial, self-deception, illusion, delusion,
    diversion, distraction, deflection,
    and all their spin-offs
    and relatives,
    have gotten us this far.
    I’ll bet they keep us going.

    You can say what you want to
    about the high values,
    liberty, justice, compassion, peace…
    all the things we say we are living for.
    But we are living out of fear, desire, duty,
    and their extensions,
    guilt, anger, rage, hatred, greed, terror, dread…

    If you want to motivate someone,
    go for stirring things up
    in the areas of guilt, anger, rage, etc. area.
    Forget appealing to their “higher selves.”

    Donald Trump is a case in point.
    He got 70 million people to vote for him
    on that basis.
    And the 73, or so, million who voted against him?
    Most of them acted out of the same motivation,
    only directed against him.
    Everybody voted their fear and rage.

    So don’t give me
    the humanity is all justice and love
    at the heart ga ga.
    Humanity is out for itself at the heart,
    even though it has no idea of what that means.
    It thinks what it means
    is having what it wants
    and not having what it doesn’t want,
    and that is how it lives–
    toward having its way
    and avoiding all things not its way.

    And it doesn’t like the way that sounds,
    so it tricks itself with words
    that conceal its intentions and desires.
    Telling ourselves what we want to hear
    is what we do best.
    Or is it shooting ourselves in the foot?
    Perhaps, they are the same.

    If you don’t want to be that way,
    you will be working against the grain,
    swimming against the current,
    like up Niagara Falls,
    but, you could begin by looking in the mirror
    until you see who is looking back.

    Self-transparency is the foundation
    of a super-human life,
    the life of a Real Human Being.
    Just looking until we see.
    Just listening until we hear.
    Just inquiring until we know.
    And letting nature take its course.

    Nature does what needs to be done
    without looking back
    in each situation as it arises,
    not kidding itself.

    Nature doesn’t operate
    out of fear, desire, duty.
    Nature is fearless,
    desire-less,
    duty free.

    Think lemmings and the sea.

    Nature does what is called for
    without knowing why,
    or caring about what the gain is.
    And it doesn’t take more than it needs.
    Or ask for more than it has a right to.
    And trusts it all to be just fine
    some how.

    The difference between us and nature
    is that we have a bigger brain
    and can foresee the future,
    and think we can avoid aspects of it
    and guarantee other aspects of it,
    and are future-bound.

    And we can remember the past
    want to avoid certain aspects of it
    and guarantee other aspects of it,
    and are past-bound.

    And that plays hell with the present.

    But here we are.

    Now what?

    I’m just going to see what the next moment
    calls for and strive to do it,
    with all things considered,
    insofar as that is possible,
    and see where it goes,
    and let that inform what I do
    in the next moment,
    for all the moments that remain
    in my life.

    And hope for the best.
    Whatever that may be.


  86. 11/21/2020  —  Lake Chicot 06 10/27/2015 — Lake Chicot State Park, Ville Platte, Louisiana

    We are riding a black horse
    bareback on a dark night
    in the pouring rain
    down a steep trail.

    Our place is to stay on the horse,
    and not try to tell her what to do.

    I recommend leaning forward,
    with your cheek on her neck
    and your hands extended down
    toward her shoulders
    and your knees pressing into
    her sides,
    and letting her find the way.

    Keep that image/metaphor
    in mind
    as you step into each day.

    And bring it up into consciousness
    when you encounter
    turns of events you don’t expect,
    and news you can’t handle.

    We are riding a black horse
    on a dark night
    in the pouring rain
    down a steep trail.


  87. 11/21/2020  —  Adams Mill Pond B&W 53 11/10/2014 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    We have to be right about what’s important.
    Everything rides on it.
    But how can we be right about what’s important?
    By being wrong, wrong, wrong
    with our eyes open.

    Getting it right the first time
    is an accident.
    Getting it right twice in a row
    just starting out
    is stupid lucky.
    Getting it right every time
    is unheard of.

    We have to get it right every time.
    We get there the hard way.
    By being aware of what we are doing.
    Nobody can tell us how to be right.
    We figure it out for ourselves.

    Books are no help.
    Recipes are useless.
    Experience is the only teacher,
    and we have to be the willing student.

    The way to make really good soup,
    let’s say, chicken noodle,
    is by making a lot of really bad
    chicken noodle soup.
    And learning as we go.

    We learn what’s important the same way.
    How do we know what’s important?
    By trying out all of the likely candidates
    and seeing how it works.

    We experiment our way through the options.
    “That’s not it!”
    “That’s not it!”
    “That’s not it!”
    “Nope.”
    “Nope.”
    “Nope.”
    All the way down the line.
    Learning how to see what we look at,
    how to evaluate what we see,
    how to know what’s what.
    Until, bingo, there it is!

    And when we know “There it is!”,
    we know it.
    And when we know it,
    nothing can talk us out of it.
    It is important because
    we know it is important.
    Because we say so.

    And we will go to hell for it,
    if need be.
    Because it matters most.

    What will you go to hell for?
    When you can answer that question,
    you know you have something
    to hang on to.

    Hang on to it,
    and serve it with your life!


  88. 11/22/2020  —  Sun Beams 02 09/02/2014 — Water Rock Knob, Blue Ridge Parkway, Maggie Valley, North Carolina

    If everyone would sit still
    and be quiet
    until The Shift happened
    the world would be instantly transformed.

    Shift happens.
    It happens regularly throughout our life.
    But we cannot schedule it.
    It doesn’t happen when it is convenient.
    It doesn’t happen at the same time
    for anyone,
    much less for everyone.
    It can be assumed,
    and even expected,
    and looked forward to,
    but it cannot be predicted,
    and if it is controlled,
    it is artificial,
    and cannot be relied upon
    to be as dependable
    and trustworthy
    as the real thing.

    When The Shift happens,
    our life “clicks” into place,
    and things take shape around that.

    We know what is important,
    see what needs to happen,
    hear what is being called for
    in each situation as it happens,
    and live in the service
    of our destiny
    in responding spontaneously
    to the need of the moment
    in each situation as it arises,
    with sincerity and non-contrivance,
    compassion and acceptance,
    balance and harmony,
    day-in and day-out,
    all our life long.

    This is the attitude,
    and the approach to life,
    that changes the world.

    And it arises on it own
    out of the stillness
    of the silence.


  89. 11/22/2020  —  Wood Duck 02 05/15/2014 — Bass Lake, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

    We are here to serve our destiny–
    to be who we are,
    naturally,
    spontaneously,
    doing what is ours to do,
    without contriving to have our way,
    or to get what we want,
    or to turn things to our
    benefit,
    profit,
    gain
    or advantage–
    just to be who we are
    and do what is ours to do
    for no other reason than because
    that is who we are
    and that is what is ours to do.
    Period.

    In each situation as it arises,
    all our life long.

    Our destiny is the rough equivalent
    of a caste system,
    the only difference being
    that no one can tell us what
    our destiny is
    by virtue of the circumstances
    of our birth.

    No one can tell us what our destiny is.
    That is ours only to know
    for ourselves.

    Only I know what is “me.”
    And “not-me.”
    Only you know what is “you.”
    And “not-you.”

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “We know when we are on the beam,
    and when we are off of it.”

    We know what is ours to do
    when we see it.
    We know it is talking to us
    when it calls our name.

    Of course, most of us have other ideas.
    We have our preferences
    and our dreams for our life.
    The trouble is that our life
    probably has other ideas for us.

    This gets us to the heart of,
    “Not my will, but thine, be done!”
    Our life’s will for us
    can be like a crucifixion,
    a self-sacrifice,
    acquiescence,
    surrender,
    submission,
    death,
    dying
    to our wants/wishes for ourselves
    in swearing filial allegiance
    and liege loyalty to our destiny
    and our life’s will for us.

    This is the story of the Garden of Eden
    and the Garden of Gethsemane.
    Who is the final authority
    determining how our life is to be lived?
    Is it us?
    Or our life, our destiny?

    Our answer to that question
    determines everything that follows.


  90. 11/22/2020  —  Walnut Creek Trail to Carolina Thread Trail Connector Trail 01 11/09/2020 — Lancaster County, South Carolina

    What are the things keeping us
    from being the person we are capable
    of being,
    doing the things we are capable
    of getting done?

    Really–what is holding us back?
    Standing in our way?
    If it weren’t for what,
    we would be doing what?

    Sit quietly with those things
    in your lap.

    Meditate on those things.
    Contemplate those things.
    See what stirs to life in so doing.
    See what comes to light.
    See where you are being led,
    and don’t fail to go
    where you are being directed.

    Your life needs you to live it
    the way it needs to be lived.
    To serve your destiny.
    To be who you were born to be.
    In each situation as it arises
    all your life long.

    Beginning right here right now.


  91. 11/23/2020  —  Reeds at Sunset 05/27/2012 — Abbot Lake, Peaks of Otter Lodge, Blue Ridge Parkway, Bedford, Virginia

    “I believe, help, thou, my unbelief!”
    Means, “I know who I need to be,
    help me be who I am!”
    Means, “I have the mental part down!
    Help me incarnate that in my life!”
    Means, “I know what needs to be done!
    Help me do it!”

    “In each situation as it arises!
    All my life long!”

    We live to put it into action.
    We live to live the truth of who we are
    in the midst of the 10,000 things.
    In the whirling Dust of the World.
    Amid the heaving waves of the wine-dark sea.

    If you think that is easy,
    back it out of the drive way
    and take it round the block
    a time or two.

    It takes focus,
    clarity,
    concentration,
    dedication,
    stillness
    and silence,
    and practice, practice, practice
    to live without contrivance,
    with sincerity,
    spontaneity,
    compassion,
    awareness,
    balance,
    harmony,
    acceptance of–
    and compliance with–
    how things are
    and what needs to be done about it
    in each situation as it arises,
    throughout our life.

    But.
    Once we get that down,
    it is clear sailing
    all the way.


  92. 11/23/2020  —  Crepe Myrtle 02 11/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    It takes returning regularly
    to stillness and silence
    in maintaining our connection
    with the center
    and the Source–
    with the Mystery at the heart
    of life and being.

    When we lose that connection,
    we are on our own,
    without guardrails or guidance,
    lost in the wasteland
    of fear/desire/duty,
    with nothing to stabilize
    or orient us
    beyond the next thing to want,
    and all the things to hate,
    despise,
    loathe
    and detest
    to keep us going.

    Groundless living
    is drifting–
    free-falling–
    through our life,
    hoping to find something
    to make it worthwhile,
    and settling for one addiction
    after another
    as an acceptable substitute
    for being alive.

    All the time ignoring
    the life that is “right there,”
    “right here,”
    waiting to be recognized,
    acknowledged,
    embraced
    and engaged.

    Like the man holding the butter,
    looking for the butter.
    Like the woman with her glasses
    on her head asking,
    “Has anybody seen my glasses?”
    We walk past our life,
    through our life,
    seeking our life,
    when all it takes is stopping,
    seeing what we are looking at,
    hearing what we are listening to,
    knowing what we know
    and doing what needs to be done
    about it.


  93. 11/23/2020  —  Sourwood 05 11/04/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    We are to live out of the center of who we are–
    “Like a wheel turning out of its own center,”
    (Friedrich Nietzsche).

    In order to do that,
    we have to spend time
    nurturing
    and nourishing
    our relationship
    with our center.

    Our center is the contact point with
    our original nature,
    our natural rhythms,
    and the Source–
    the Mystery at the Heart
    of Life and Being.

    It is no light thing
    to return to the center!

    And it is an absolute essential thing
    to live from there!

    At the center,
    there is stillness and silence
    and a perceptible, though faint,
    sense of “AUM” in the air.
    And we know we have what we need
    to find what we need
    to do what needs to be done
    in each moment,
    moment-by-moment,
    situation-by-situation,
    day-by-day,
    throughout our life
    and beyond.

    Return regularly to the center,
    and everything will fall into place
    around that.

    We have to understand, however,
    that “falling into place”
    doesn’t mean “having our way.”

    We will have to adjust
    our expectations,
    aspirations
    and ambitions
    to align them with the center’s aims,
    and our destiny’s interests,
    which is necessary to turn things around
    and create the framework
    for a life lived from the center,
    transforming all things.


  94. 11/24/2020  —  Ghost Trees of Graveyard Beach 01 08/21/2015 — From my Skeleton Trees Collection–This is a blended image with the Ghost Tree from Botany Bay Heritage Wildlife Preserve and the beach scene from Huntington Beach State Park, both in South Carolina

    A Community of Innocence
    is a group of 3 to 5 people
    who come together
    with no agenda,
    and nothing at stake in each other,
    beyond serving as a
    sounding board
    for one another
    in helping everyone in the group
    find their life,
    and live it
    with allegiance to
    their individual destiny,
    through establishing
    their contact with,
    and living from,
    their own center
    by way of self-transparency
    and awareness,
    mindfully exhibiting
    sincerity,
    non-contrivance,
    balance,
    harmony,
    and spontaneity
    in response
    to what is happening,
    and what needs to be done in response,
    in each situation as it arises.

    We do not live
    to answer the question,
    “What do I want to get from my life?”
    Or,
    “What am I getting from my life?”
    But,
    “What do I have to offer my life
    and the situations that comprise my life,
    out of the gifts I have to share,
    for the good of the situations as a whole?”
    And,
    “How can I best live from my center
    in serving my destiny
    and my essence,
    by being true to my original nature
    and my natural rhythms,
    situation-by-situation?”

    Our Communities of Innocence
    (And we can have as many
    as we can fit into our life)
    listen us into hearing what we have to say,
    and offer a regular reminder
    of the importance of finding
    a place for stillness
    and silence
    in each day
    for self-reflection,
    examination,
    exploration
    and realization
    in order to know what we know
    and what is being called for
    in the here and now
    of our living.

    That is all we need
    to find what we need
    to do what needs to be done
    in the times and places
    of our living.

    And no one can do
    more than that.

  95. 11/24/2020  —  12-Mile Creek 01 11/07/2020 — Union County, North Carolina, an iPhone Photo using the Spectre long exposure app

    Our way of living
    creates waves upon the surface of life,
    making it impossible
    for us to see into the depths
    in order to perceive
    the truth of our essence,
    and live out of our original nature
    and our natural rhythms,
    in meeting the requirements
    of the here and now
    as we move through each day.

    In order to live out of the truth
    of our center
    within the time and place
    of our living,
    we have to make the concerted effort
    to stop at regular intervals
    throughout the day
    to remember our breathing
    and shift into self-realization,
    by sitting still and being quiet
    to calm the waves,
    allow the mud to settle,
    and clear the water
    to connect with the deep core
    of our being
    and the Source,
    the Mystery,
    at the heart of life.

    Being thus centered and grounded,
    we can step back into the moment
    as those capable of seeing
    what is happening
    and what needs to happen in response–
    what is being called for
    and how we can rise to the occasion
    with the gifts we have to offer,
    with sincerity and non-contrivance,
    in each situation as it arises.

    Transforming the world
    one situation at a time.


  96. 11/24/2020  —  Flooded Path 11/04/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, the path becomes a drainage system for the woods, carrying runoff down the hill to the sea every time we get 2.5-3 inches of rain within 3 hours. It has worked this way from the beginning.

    What is your predominant mood?

    What is your overriding feeling?

    What is the nature of your outlook?

    Of your viewpoint?

    Of your disposition?

    How does your body carry anxiety, anger, hopelessness, depression, grief, mourning, fear, worry, concern…?

    What is not working about your life?

    Where are your needs and expectations being disappointed?

    What is the nature of your betrayal?

    Where do you turn when you have nowhere to turn?

    When you know you are “on the beam,”
    what is the nature of the beam?
    What are you doing?

    What happens to knock you off “the beam”?

    What is the nature of your dissatisfaction?

    How would you go about changing
    what you tell yourself
    about what has happened/is happening
    in your life?

    How does your “narrative” need to be changed?

    Are you your own best friend?

    If you were your own best friend,
    what do you think you most need to hear?

    On a low to high scale of 1 to 10,
    how would you rate your response-ability
    to disappointment?
    to beauty?
    to good news?
    to bad news?
    to wonder?
    to excitement?
    to opportunity?
    to invitations?

    Questions for self-reflection.


  97. 11/25/2020  —  Goodale Mirror Panorama 01 — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina

    Freedom is not having anyone
    telling us what to do,
    what to like and not like,
    what to see
    and how to see it…

    We want to be free to choose,
    or not,
    all of that for ourselves.

    As if.

    We are not–not one of us is–
    free to choose what we like
    and don’t like,
    what we want
    and don’t want,
    how we see
    and how we don’t see,
    what is important
    and what does not matter at all…

    Anymore than we are free
    to choose our destiny,
    or how we will respond to it,
    or our taste in pizza,
    or when we will be in the mood for it,
    or any of our preferences
    and proclivities,
    or our interests
    and our lack of interests…

    We have no say in who we are,
    or how we are.

    “Free will”
    is such a hoax.
    We are not free to will anything
    other than what we will.

    “Freedom of choice”
    is another one.

    We are not free to choose our choices.

    We are not free to choose what we want.
    Or what we don’t want.

    We are not free to live
    anyway we please
    because we are not free
    to choose what pleases us
    and what does not.

    We are as bound to who we are
    and how we exhibit that in our life
    as a leopard is to its spots
    and a spider is to the web it spins.

    Enough of the free will myth!

    Stop trying to have your way
    and put your effort into
    having it not!

    Real freedom is walking away
    from your idea of you,
    and embracing the you
    that is calling you into its service!

    We get to choose our masters!
    It is the only choice we have!

    Who is guiding your boat
    on its path through the sea?

    What is the source of the good
    you call good?

    What is the essence of you
    that you are asked to exhibit,
    to incarnate,
    to serve with your life?

    Our quest is to know these things,
    to grow up against our will,
    and to be, at last,
    who we are–
    and have been
    since before we were born!


  98. 11/25/2020  —  Sweetgum Fall 11/24/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    My best advice has not changed over time:

    Sit still,
    be quiet,
    wait for the mud to settle
    and the water to clear.

    See what arises from the silence.
    What calls you to action.
    What compels you to act.

    What you do about it
    tells the tale
    that is waiting to be told.

    At this point,
    at every point,
    your future is entirely
    up to you.


  99. 11/25/2020  —  Fall Fern 11/24/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    There is only knowing what your “thing” is,
    and doing it.
    Knowing what makes your little heart sing,
    and doing it.
    Knowing what is meaningful for you,
    and doing it.
    Knowing what you love,
    and doing it.

    How long as it been?
    How long will it be
    before you work it into your life?

    That is your life!

    The rest of your life
    consists of what all doing that leads to
    and what it takes to support
    your doing it.

    If your life is renting a horse
    and jumping obstacles,
    rent a horse and jump obstacles,
    and let everything else
    fall into place around that.

    Everything. Else.


  100. 11/25/2020  —  Trees Panorama 03 10/25/2019 — Swan Lake Iris Gardens, Sumter, South Carolina

    Boredom is not a call for
    “Action, any kind of action!”,
    but an invitation
    to sit still and be quiet.

    We are forever passing up silence
    for action–
    and therein lies the problem.

    “Action, any kind of action,”
    is distraction,
    diversion,
    addiction–
    addiction to noise,
    to distraction
    and diversion.

    We live for entertaining pastimes,
    and have no intention
    of meeting what meets us
    in the silence,
    and dealing with what must be dealt with,
    and doing what needs to be done.

    We live for the “action, any kind of action,”
    that keeps us going
    and saves us from the silence
    that requires us to face
    the truth of who we are
    and how it is with us.

    We don’t much like ourselves
    and do not enjoy our own company–
    and seek relief from
    all that is so unsatisfactory
    about us
    in “action, any kind of action!”

    Living is like dying,
    any way we look at it.
    Doing what it takes to be alive
    is like dying.
    And refusing to do what it takes
    to be alive
    is like dying.

    One way of dying comes with resurrection
    attached.
    The other way of dying is to be dead
    until we die.

    I say if we are going to die either way,
    we may as well get something out of it,
    and go with meeting ourselves in the Silence,
    and doing what is required to be alive.

    Even though it is like dying,
    it is the doorway to life.

    Being fully alive,
    with life pouring over
    spilling out,
    is “right there,”
    waiting for us to show up
    and say,
    “We’re looking for action,
    Can you help us with that?”














The 22-Acre Woods Project 04

  1. 01/29/2019  —  A Walk in the Woods 2018-12 01 Panorama — The 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, December 31, 2018

    Every living thing
    does its thing
    as well as it can
    within the time and place,
    terms and conditions,
    nature and circumstances
    of its life,
    as long as it lives,
    until it dies.

    That is the deal.

    It is our contract with life.

    We all live
    to see what we can do–
    even now,
    even yet,
    even so–
    in the time left for living.

    And–
    as far as human beings
    are concerned–
    our ability to do that,
    and to keep on doing it,
    depends entirely
    how we understand
    the “we” to be
    who does its thing
    in the time left for living.

    Who is the “we”
    who lives to see
    who the “we”
    can be–
    even now,
    even yet,
    even so?

    Our philosophy,
    theology,
    etiology,
    psychology
    of the “we”
    determines exclusively
    how well we do
    what we do
    in the time left for living.

    Who is the “we”
    who can make meaning
    of anything–
    even life in the face of death?

    That is the “we”
    we need to be clear about,
    and get to know.

    Because there is no one
    here but “us,”
    and what “we” do–
    and do not–
    makes all the difference.


The 22-Acre Woods Project 03

 01/05/2019  —  A Stream Runs Through It 2019-01 Panorama -- The Glen on the Edge of the 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, January 4, 2019
 
 There is nothing to say beyond 
 what needs to be said, 
 nothing to do beyond 
 what needs to be done, 
 nowhere to be beyond 
 where we need to be, 
 to be in accord with the Tao, 
 aligned with our Dharma, 
 at one with the time and place 
 of our living. 
 
 There is liberation in being 
 bound to the role 
 we are asked to play 
 here and now, 
 relying on nothing more 
 than our original nature 
 to see us through 
 the conditions and circumstances 
 that meet us in each moment--
 to those that meet us in
 the following moment. 
 
 There is nothing hard about it, 
 and it is impossible 
 to will into being. 
 
 Our place is to trust ourselves 
 to ourselves 
 and get out of the way. 
 
 It takes a lifetime of growing up 
 to get that down.
 
 But, what's the hurry--
 Even though there is
 no time to waste?
 
 
 

The 22-Acre Woods Project 02

11/23/2018  —  A Walk in the Woods 2-18-11 07 Panorama — 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, November 10, 2018

I repeat myself a lot
because I only have one thing to say:

Wake up!
Be quiet!
Seek solitude!
Revel in the silence!
Listen—particularly to yourself!
Listen to me when I say,
“Don’t Listen to Me!
Listen to You!”

See what you look at!
Hear what is being said—
Particularly when you are talking!
Especially to what you are saying
by the way you are living!

What are your symptoms saying to you?
Your loves and hates?
Your habits?
Your obsessions?
Your fears?
Your conflicts?
Your stuck places?
Listen to you!

Know what you are doing!
Know what you don’t know you are doing!
Know the difference between
Knowing something and knowing about something
and doing something about what you know!

Why don’t you do what needs to be done
about what you know needs doing?
What is stopping you?

That’s all the same thing.

Everything flows from waking up.

Once you start waking up,
everything you do,
see,
say,
hear,
think
becomes a threshold
to waking up in different ways
to different things,
and all those thresholds
become thresholds themselves
to waking up
in different ways
to different things.

And you can’t be quiet about
any of it,
but have to express it,
shout it,
say it,
to everybody—
whether they are interested
in hearing it or not,
because there is nothing but
waking up and living as though you are,
which runs counter to being quiet
and seeking solitude, etc.

and it is all ridiculously paradoxical
and contradictory,
which are additional thresholds
opening to new worlds
requiring exploration
and examination—
and discovery is everywhere you look,
leading to more insight
and realization
which flows from and leads to
the same thing:

Wake Up!

The 22-Acre Woods Project 01

11/15/2018  —  A Walk in the Woods 2018-11 09 — 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, November 9, 2011

Jesus did not tell anyone
what they expected to hear.

The True Believers
of his day
had the Temple
and 2,000 years
of traditional understanding of—
and faith in—
The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.

And Jesus stood before them
and said, “You have heard it said,”
but I say unto you…”

That is always the end
of every theology
that has ever been
faithfully believed
and held to be true.

“You have heard it said,
but you don’t know a thing!”

Preachers tell us the Bible
is the foundation of morality,
and that we will never know what’s good
and do it
if we don’t believe
we are going to hell
if we don’t.
But they expect us to know what is right
when they tell us we are wrong.

We have always known
what is right and what is wrong.
So, when our children are hungry
and ask us for food,
we don’t give them
a plate of sand and gravel.

Lived experience correctly interpreted
is the source of ethics and morality.
A pack of wolves
and horses at the water trough
know what is right and what is wrong—
because they have lived and learned.

The Bible supported slavery,
witch hunts
and segregation.

And Jesus asked,
“Why don’t you judge for yourselves
what is right?”

Our life is in our hands.
We decide how to live it
by living it
and learning to interpret
our lived experience
in ways that direct our feet
to the path that is ours to walk.

We live and reflect on having lived
to the point of new realizations
and better ways of living—
and don’t take anyone’s word
for the right way to do something
without evaluating its value
in light of our own experience
and judging for ourselves
what is right for us—
even if they tell us we are going to hell
if we don’t listen to them.

The 22-acre Woods

When my wife and I retired, we moved to a half-acre lot “cornered into” the 22-acre woods, which is how I refer to the wooded buffer-land between us and the developments, shopping centers and highways about three-quarters of a mile away.

The woods are a mixture of hardwoods in the bottom land and pines in the high ground. There were deer here when we moved in, and coyotes, but they moved out as development encroached, and now we are left with a few squirrels and rabbits, a mated pair of Red-shouldered Hawks, and the usual assortment of songbirds and insects for company.

Arthritic knees and arthroscopic surgery in 2014 reduce my travels in search of photos from the exotic national parks and forests to local greenways and the 22-acre woods. I combine photography with philosophic wonderings in a way that is as haphazard as our life is–and I have gathered these together as an offering who whomever stumbles upon them as a treasure in a field, or a pearl lost amid the costume jewelry in the bin at the flea market, a real find to those who are looking for exactly what is here, and more meh for everyone else.

I expect this site to be “in process” over time, so return as you are able and see if its here yet, what you seek. I hope it will be.

–Jim Dollar, February 2, 2021

One Minute Monologues 59

September 21, 2020  —  October 26, 2020

  1. 09/21/2020  —  Portland Headlight 9/26/2005 — Portland, Maine

    You don’t want to be living your life
    with an agenda in hand
    and a schedule at the ready,
    with every day being another bout
    at implementation.

    This is not to be in accord with the Tao.

    People who think they know best–
    particularly with regard
    to how their life ought to be
    (and yours)
    are highly medicated
    just to get through each day.
    Or the people who live with them are.

    People who are structured to the limit
    (If only there were a limit!),
    and bound to the task
    of imposing their idea
    of how things ought to be
    on everything and everybody,
    are a threat to the possibilities
    for life worldwide,
    and a danger to themselves
    and others.

    Maintain a safe, healthy, distance
    between you and them,
    and by all means,
    do not marry one!
    And if you are one,
    take yourself out of circulation immediately!

    Trust the world to find its way without you,
    and trust yourself to find within
    what it takes to meet the disappointments
    of each day
    without issuing orders,
    writing pink slips,
    threatening law suits,
    or calling up plagues,
    droughts,
    earthquakes
    and floods.

    When given an opportunity,
    life generally,
    and our lives in particular,
    are quite capable
    of finding the way
    winding through all situations
    and circumstances
    to equilibrium and harmony,
    balance and peaceful accord.

    They do not flourish under the burdens
    of schedules and expectations,
    time frames and stop watches.
    But do best with their own rhythms
    and purposes,
    timing and patterns.

    The stream finds the sea,
    in its own time,
    in its own way.


  2. 09/21/2020  — Waterrock Knob Sunset 11/08/2006 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Maggie Valley, North Carolina

    I am sure you have noticed by now
    that everything we want
    comes with something we don’t want attached.

    There is no escaping it,
    no denying it,
    which leaves us with accepting it,
    and letting it be
    because it is.

    There is nothing wrong anywhere in our life
    that growing up some more again
    won’t make better.

    Growing up some more again
    in this instance
    means being able to say a wholehearted “YES!”
    to what we want,
    AND to what we don’t want!

    “HELL YES!” To it all–
    just as it comes right out of the box.

    There is not a scalpel anywhere so sharp
    as to allow us to cut out the good
    and throw away the bad.
    The good and the bad come to us as one thing.
    We give up this to get that.
    What is good for the lion
    is bad for the antelope,
    and can be bad for the lion
    if the antelope is sick,
    or staked out by hunters hiding in the bush.

    YES! to it all!

    Fran Tarkenton, the NFL quarterback
    known for his scrambling ability,
    was talking about his career on an ESPN interview.
    “I loved it all so much,” he said.
    “The scrambling around and finding somebody open
    for long gains and touchdowns.
    And getting tackled for huge losses.
    The completions and the incompletions.
    The fumbles, and the mud, and the grime.
    The penalties, and the missed field goals, and points after touchdowns.
    The wins and the losses
    and every single aspect of the game.
    I miss it so.”

    That is saying YES! to it all!

    Love your life the way Fran Tarkenton loved football!
    All of it!
    Every bit of it!
    It is passing so fast!
    And when it is gone, it’s gone!


  3. 09/22/2020  —  The Hay Rake 12/16/2007 — Caswell County, North Carolina

    It is amazing how bad it can get
    just by moving away from the center
    and imposing our will for the good
    upon the situation–
    any situation–
    at whatever price,
    no matter what.

    When it is
    “Our way at all costs,
    and you can go to hell!”
    We all go to hell.

    There are always hidden costs
    we do not take into account
    when we say, “At all costs!”

    This is why greed and folly
    are always connected.
    Greed is folly!
    And when it is our way no matter what,
    that is merely greed dressed up
    in the finest motives,
    taking the moral high ground
    straight to hell
    and taking everyone with it.

    Beware of those who know best
    and must be pleased,
    particularly when they look back at you
    from the mirror.

    Seek the center.
    Live from there.
    Bear the pain
    of integrating the extremes.
    Balance and harmony
    serve the greatest good
    of all concerned
    with everything taken into account.

    Every parent worthy of the title
    understands this
    and incorporates it daily
    in their work
    to make things work.


  4. 09/22/2020  —  Lake Haigler 11/17/2016 49–Anne Springs Close Greenway, Lake Haigler Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    For things to be better
    we all have to grow up.

    Growing up is the solution
    to all of our problems today.
    Every day.

    Growing up is sacrificing our good
    for the good of the whole.

    More than that–
    Growing up is sacrificing our idea of the good
    for the good of the whole.

    Our idea of the good
    is the only thing standing in our way–
    standing in the way–
    keeping things from being better.

    For things to be better,
    we have to change our mind
    about what’s important.

    Let me know when you are going to do that.
    I want to watch you leave what’s important
    for what’s important.

    It happens all of the time–
    never willingly.

    Alcoholics give up what matters most
    for what matters most.
    But.
    Not of their own accord.
    Not because it is Tuesday morning
    and they feel like a change.

    People are always waking up
    and exchanging their idea of the good
    for the good.
    Not because they want to.
    Not because they are in the mood to do it.
    Not because they feel like doing it.
    Not because someone told them they should.
    But because they have no choice in the matter.
    It is forced on them
    by the weight of their circumstances.

    We have to get to the end of our rope
    before we can change our mind
    about what’s important.

    The chances of all of us
    getting to the end of our rope
    at the same time
    are too faint to be calculated.
    So faint as to be nonexistent.

    Things need to be better,
    and we don’t have what it takes
    to make them better.

    We need to grow up,
    and we don’t have what it takes
    to grow up.
    Except that we do.
    But we can’t access it
    until we have to.

    AA says, “Attraction, not promotion,”
    because it knows
    until the student is ready,
    the teacher is wasting their time.

    We are not in control
    of the things required
    for things to be more like they ought to be
    than they are
    around the table,
    across the board.

    The one thing we can do,
    is sit quietly
    until we realize that
    and allow realization
    to work its magic.

    Knowing it
    and realizing it
    are different things.


  5. 09/22/2020  —  Little River at the Sinks 11-04/2006 — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Tremont, Tennessee

    To eyes that see,
    ears that hear,
    and hearts that understand,
    our fate provides us with exactly what we need
    to fulfill our destiny.

    Joseph Campbell said, “Love your enemies
    and what you hate most about your life
    because they are instruments of your destiny.”

    We are pulled forth,
    against our will,
    and thrust into the trials and ordeals
    that are necessary to produce and refine
    the character and qualities
    most needed to fulfill our destiny.

    Campbell said,
    “It took the Cyclops to bring out the hero in Ulysses.”

    Lao Tzu asked, “Fame or integrity, which is more important?
    Money or happiness, which is more valuable?
    Success or failure, which is more destructive?”

    It is clear that it is not at all clear
    whether it is better to win or loose,
    to be right or to be wrong,
    to get what we want or to be saddled with
    what we cannot stand.

    This leads Lao Tzu to ask,
    “Can you deal with the most vital matters
    by letting events take their course?”
    And, “Can you remain unmoving
    until the right action arises by itself?”
    And, to say, “A good traveler has no fixed plans
    and is not intent upon arriving.
    A good artist lets his intuition lead him
    wherever it wants.
    A good scientist has freed herself
    from concepts, and keeps her mind open to what is.”

    Instead of railing against the way things are,
    we might simply have faith in the way things are,
    trusting that we are being led by
    That Which Knows along
    a curious and winding path
    straight to the heart of who we are,
    and into the service of what needs to be done—
    and, in so doing,
    fulfill our destiny
    and compete the work
    that is ours to do.


  6. 09/23/2020  —  Falls Pond 09/26/2007 — Kancamagus Highway, New Hampshire

    We are looking for the energy,
    the enthusiasm,
    the flow of life…

    For what resonates with us,
    attracts us,
    calls us,
    urges us,
    compels us into its service.

    How long has it been?

    We have been making up reasons to live
    for about as many years
    as we have been living.
    Finding things to live for.
    Thinking up things we might like to do.
    Trying all of the latest trends…
    Hoping something clicks.
    And lasts.

    Dismissing,
    discounting,
    disregarding,
    ignoring
    every inclination
    that can’t be justified,
    explained,
    excused,
    defended.

    Well.

    Here is a suggestion that can’t be
    justified,
    explained,
    excused,
    defended.
    Get used to such things,
    and to living with the wind of the sprit
    that blows where it will
    forever in your hair!

    Take up sitting quietly,
    seeking the Source–
    not out of desperation,
    and with no pressure attached,
    but with interest,
    curiosity
    and expectation–
    wondering what might be
    on the other side of silence,
    and how you will know
    if anything is.

    Sit waiting,
    listening,
    watching,
    wondering,
    as often as you can
    work it into your week.

    Make a ritual of it.
    Set aside a specific time of the day.
    Sit in a particular place,
    for an allotted amount of time,
    with a good faith commitment
    to the process
    and to honoring what arises
    in the silence
    with a will for adventure,
    and filial devotion to the cause,
    and see what comes.


  7. 09/23/2020  —  Mt. Rundle at Dawn — Banff National Park, Alberta

    If we are going to take anything on faith,
    let it be the actuality of the Unknown Knower within!
    Take the Psyche we are unconscious of on faith!
    And work to develop a relationship with her–
    a relationship of mutual respect,
    dependence,
    and collaboration–
    throughout the remainder of the time
    left for living!

    Consider the Psyche to be of another dimension,
    and consider our conscious mind
    to be the connection,
    the contact point,
    between the world of normal, apparent, physical reality
    and the world of paranormal, invisible, spiritual reality
    (We call it “spiritual” because it is invisible
    and cannot be weighed, measured, counted
    or willfully engaged,
    and anything we say about the “spiritual dimension”
    is something someone made up,
    invented,
    imagined).

     I’m making-up,
    inventing,
    imagining this as I go,
    but play along,
    and live as if it is so,
    and it will be evident that it is so
    in a short matter of time–
    which is exactly the same spiel
    those who invite you to take their theology/doctrine/dogma
    on faith
    use to bolster their claim
    to the reality of which they speak.

    Experiential confirmation/affirmation
    of things we take on faith
    is characteristic of the species!
    It is the grounding foundation of black magic,
    voodoo,
    superstition,
    human/animal/vegetable  sacrifice
    astrology,
    horoscopes,
    religion,
    and True Love.

    We live as if something is so.
    As if winning is better than losing,
    for instance,
    or being wealthy is better
    than being poor.

    We make up the importance
    of everything we think is important.
    We take it on faith
    that we are right about the value
    of what we call valuable,
    that we know what we are doing,
    that the good we call good is good…

    We take tomorrow on faith,
    and what remains of today.

    So what’s the problem with Psyche
    being a knowing source of guidance
    and direction,
    worth
    and value?

    And devoting ourselves
    to learning her language,
    attending her ways,
    and living in accord with her purposes
    and leanings?


  8. 09/24/2020  —  Sandy Stream Pond Autumn 09/2007 — Baxter State Park, Millinocket, Maine

    We spend our lives fighting life,
    thinking it is about one thing,
    when it is about another.
    “Climbing the ladder of success,”
    as the old one-liner goes,
    “only to discover
    the ladder is leaning
    against the wrong wall.”

    Chasing down
    “Fortune and glory, Kid,
    fortune and glory,”
    with our soul’s true joy
    languishing and dying
    for lack of attention and devotion.

    Munching on the Forbidden Fruit,
    with eyes for the bright lights and action
    of Gay Paree,
    we miss the white rabbit
    from another dimension
    inviting us to the adventure of being alive,
    and settle for shiny beads
    and silver mirrors
    while the hope of the gods for us
    flickers and fades away.

    We are never more than a shift in perspective
    away from seeing, hearing and understanding.

    But.

    We don’t ask the questions that beg to be asked,
    or hear the things that are crying out to be heard,
    or say the things that are trying to be heard.

    And.

    Are too busy dying to realize we have never lived.

    What’s it going to take?
    All of the prophets and seers,
    teachers and Bodhisattvas
    are stumped by that one.

    “When the student is ready,
    the teacher appears,”
    and in the meantime,
    the teachers gather,
    shaking their heads,
    saying, “What’s it going to take?”

    The Native Americans were savvy as hell,
    and idiot sportsmen looking for a thrill
    wiped out their buffalo/bison in ten years.

    Stupidity wins and loses at the same time,
    certain it knows what it is doing,
    wondering what went wrong,
    and who is at fault
    for things not being
    as they are supposed to be.

    Who put the ladder against the wrong wall?


  9. 09/24/2020  — Path Through Fall 10/28/2007 Watercolor Rendering — Bass Lake, Moses H. Cone Memorial Park, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

    Ambition,
    incentive,
    aspiration
    are all over-hyped.

    Who knows what to want?
    Who wants what should be wanted?
    Who can be forced to want
    what they ought to want?

    So, you spend your life
    in the service of things
    that don’t matter,
    thinking they matter,
    working for
    prestige,
    status
    and stature,
    dry as desert dust
    where you heart should be
    because you’ve never loved anything
    more than money
    for as long as you can remember,
    with no mulligans to bail you out
    and only regret for company.
    Who wants that?
    Who thought that was what they were getting?

    It’s always going to be different this time.
    How often is it really?

    How many people are right
    about what matters?
    Ambition in the service of the wrong things
    is worse than no ambition at all.

    A life without ambition
    is a life devoted to living
    aligned with the Tao–
    with the movement of the heavens
    and the rhythm of the tides,
    without contrivance
    and with complete sincerity,
    being in the moment for the good of the moment,
    with nothing to gain and nothing to lose,
    trusting ourselves
    to find ways of being good for ourselves
    and true to ourselves
    in the service of the good of the here and now
    of our living.

    We walk two paths at the same time:
    Paying the bills
    and living the life that is our life to live,
    that calls our name,
    that fills our heart,
    that is our soul’s true joy.

    If you are going to aspire to something,
    aspire to that!


  10. 09/25/2020  —  Sandy Stream Pond Reflections 09/24/2006 — Baxter State Park, Millinocket, Maine

    Sealing ourselves off from one thing,
    opens us up to another.

    We have to come to terms
    with our vulnerability,
    and settle for being
    as safe and as secure as we can be
    under the circumstances,
    with all things considered.

    Our life is a negotiated compromise
    with “the facts of life,”
    taking everything into account,
    and being okay with our outcomes,
    whatever they may be–
    understanding “outcome”
    as being just another event
    on the unending road of turns
    and how we respond to them
    our entire life long.

    Nothing lasts forever under the right perspective.

    We give up this to get that,
    and pay a price for being alive.
    How creative and flexible we can be,
    how accepting and open,
    how pliable and resilient,
    how generous and kind,
    how patient and yielding,
    how perceptive and aware,
    how long-suffering and considerate,
    how enduring and responsive…
    will strongly influence–
    if not determine–
    how lucky, blessed, and graced we are
    over the full course of our life.

    Being lucky, blessed and graced
    are a function of being trusting and confident
    in ourselves
    and our ability to respond appropriately
    to whatever is happening in each situation
    as it arises moment-to-moment,
    day-by-day
    without having to have things be otherwise.

    If everything hangs on having everything just so,
    we will have a hell-of-a-time receiving things
    “thus come,”
    and seeing what may yet become of us-in-relationship-wth
    all things just as they are.

    Which is the very foundation of–
     and the door open to–
    the wonder and glory
    of the adventure of being alive.

    No adventure is what we expect it will be.
    Insisting and demanding that our adventure
    be what we want it to be
    rules out any possibility of adventure from the start.

    We belong to the road.
    The road rules.
    Our place is to laugh and dance along the way.
    How we respond to the gifts of the road
    makes all the difference.


  11. 09/25/2020  —  Pink Ladies — Blue Ridge Parkway, Virginia

    Maintaining our focus,
    remaining centered,
    balanced,
    in harmonious accord with the Tao
    is all there is to it.

    Only fear, desire and duty
    stand in our way.

    And the dust of the world.

    And the 10,000 things.

    It is amazing that we can even
    consider focus,
    centering,
    balance
    and harmony.

    And it is not surprising at all
    that we have such difficulty
    finding our focus,
    our center,
    our balance
    and harmony.

    We only have two tools to work with:
    Our breath
    and the silence.

    Focusing on our breathing
    and seeking the silence
    provide us with an oasis
    in the wasteland.

    Making regular returns
    to our breath
    and the silence
    provide us with a sacred place
    amid the heaving waves
    and the clashing rocks–
    all we need for regaining our focus,
    finding the center,
    being balanced
    and in harmonious accord
    with the Tao
    and at peace with our life.


  12. 09/26/2020  — Sunset at Silver Lake Watercolor Rendering 10/28/2006 — Ocracoke Island, Cape Hatteras National Seashore, North Carolina

    We have to believe in the things
    that keep us going.
    That is the true test of our faith.
    Can it–does it–will it–keep us going?

    We go in the service of what we believe in.
    People who have lost their faith
    go mostly to bars and opioids.

    The surest way to not lose our faith
    is for it to be grounded–
    not in theology or doctrine
    or somebody else’s beliefs–
    but in our own experience
    with numinous
    (So-called because it is unspeakable,
    inexplicable,
    un-say-able,
    beyond words)
    reality
    that has grabbed us,
    whammed us,
    overwhelmed us,
    claimed us
    and made us its own.

    We can’t think up something to believe in.
    We have to be stunned into stopping mid-stride
    by it.

    If we don’t have an experience of the Numen
    it’s because we have insulated ourselves
    against it
    by living loud, busy, regimented lives.

    We have to stop. Look. Listen. Pay attention.
    What’s the first thing we notice?
    Something to make us want to escape
    back into busyness most likely.

    We run from the Numen
    because it lives in a dimension
    accessible only by going where we do not want to go.
    Past things we do not want to face.
    We had rather go to bars and opioids.

    It takes the Numen to keep us going.
    If we prefer to shut down and quit
    that’s our business.
    But, we need to know we have a choice.

    We can sit in the silence,
    listening, looking
    for what is there with us
    beyond the terrors of the darkness.

    Trusting in what-we-do-not-know
    to call our name
    and transform our life.


  13. 09/27/2020  —  Bow Lake Num-ti-ja Lodge 09/21/2006 Watercolor Rendering — Banff National Park, Alberta

    Are you at peace with your circumstances?
    Are you at-one with yourself?

    Balance and harmony, Kid!
    Balance and harmony!

    We can gauge how well its working
    by our degree of balance and harmony,
    spirit, vitality and life.

    When the Clashing Rocks
    and Heaving Seas
    disturb our inner rhythm and flow,
    our outer life-in-the-world
    will be at hell’s gate.

    We think we have to get outer
    all calm and peaceful
    in order to bring our inner world
    into tranquil accord.

    That is to have things backwards
    in a cart-before-the-horse kind of way.
    First inner, then outer.

    It’s the old story of the Taoist Master and the Drought.
    The people of the drought-plagued district
    asked her to come and bring the rain.
    She arrived and shut herself into a hut in the village
    and three days later it rained.
    Asked how she did it,
    she replied,
    “When I arrived,
    I found things to be out of accord
    with the Tao
    and in complete disarray.
    So, I closed myself off from the village,
    and sought to make my peace with the situation,
    and to restore my own harmony with the Tao.
    And then, the rains came.”


  14. 09/27/2020  —  A View of the River Watercolor Rendering — Yellowstone Canyon/River, Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming

    Jon Kabat-Zinn
    (And if you haven’t watched
    his YouTube Videos
    on Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction–
    the shortest ones first–
    what exactly are you waiting for?)
    said that mindfulness and meditation
    are like riding a bicycle.

    When you are learning to ride a bicycle,
    you think about riding the bicycle.
    When you learn to ride a bicycle,
    you quit thinking about it.

    The same thing applies to playing third base,
    hitting a curve ball
    (or throwing one),
    cooking pizza or an apple pie,
    and hitting high C.
    We think about it until we get it,
    and then we stop thinking about it.

    Always thinking about it,
    always thinking about how we aren’t doing it,
    and when are we going to start doing it,
    and who is doing it better than we are,
    and why we aren’t good at anything…
    gets in the way of doing it.

    Practice until we get it,
    then stop thinking about it,
    and do it.

    It’s like learning to walk.


  15. 09/28/2020  — Sanctuary 10/24/2006 — Big Creek, Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Waterville, North Carolina, Watercolor Rendering

    What keeps you going?
    You live in the service of what?
    What is your shtick?
    Your thing?
    Your art?
    Your genius?
    Your gift?
    What are you here to do?
    To bring forth?
    Exhibit?
    Express?
    Love with all your heart?
    Who are you here to be?
    No matter what?

    Do not stray from that!
    Do not wander away from the center!
    The core!
    The essence!
    The qualities that constitute
    your Original Nature!

    Be you wherever you are!
    Regardless of your circumstances!
    Bring your perspective forth!
    Dance your dance!
    Love your life!
    Love being alive!
    Let your love for life show!

    Why hold anything back?
    Let your little light shine!
    Let your little toes dance!
    Let your little heart love what it loves!
    While it can!


  16. 09/28/2020  —  Jasper Wetlands 09/29/2009 03 Watercolor Rendering — Jasper National Park, Alberta

    Friedrich Nietzsche said the goal of the maturation process
    is to become “a wheel rolling out of its own center.”

    I envision a gyroscope turning out of its own center
    as it moves in a direction suited to its purposes,
    stabilizing itself in tune with its own balance and harmony,
    and serving its own Original Nature
    with sincerity and compassion
    in all that it does.

    We are our own authority.
    We govern our own actions.
    We evaluate our own values.
    We live to ask the questions that beg to be asked
    in each situation as it arises.
    To say what cries out to be said.
    And to do what needs to be done
    here and now–
    without contriving
    or deferring,
    seeking to please
    or fearing repercussions,
    but living to express
    our own heart and soul,
    and being true to ourselves
    in all times and places.

    We stand on our own feet,
    live out of our own center,
    with loyalty and devotion
    to our own nature,
    and let the outcome be the outcome.

    To do this,
    we have to devote time and attention
    to cultivating our relationship
    with ourselves
    so that we know who we are
    out of our on-going experience
    with what is deepest, truest and best about us
    all our life long.


  17. 09/13/2020  —  Reelfoot Lake 11/04/2015 50 — Reelfoot Lake State Park, Tiptonville, Tennessee

    All religious wars are fought
    between/among disciples
    of a particular idea of religion.

    They are fighting over their understanding
    of theology, doctrine, dogma, creeds and catechisms.
    Over words about their religion.

    They disagree about what words are true
    and what words are false.
    They disagree about what they believe to be so–
    to be factual, actual, real and, thus, true!
    because someone has said so.

    All of this changes like that (snaps fingers),
    when we shift from talking about belief
    and start talking about experience.

    Separate yourself from everything
    you have ever heard about God
    from all other sources including the Bible,
    and focus exclusively
    on what you have personally experienced of God
    in your own life.
    What do you know to be so
    because you know it is so,
    and not because you believe it to be so,
    or have heard it to be so?

    When we talk of our experience of God,
    we do not speak of the God of theology and doctrine,
    but of the Numen beyond all words and reason,
    beyond all logic and intellect.
    The experience of the Numen
    sits us down and shuts us up.
    Wonder and awe,
    amazement and fascination,
    do not lend themselves to words.

    Lao Tzu said all that can be said:
    “The Tao that can be said
    is not the eternal Tao!”

    There are neither wars
    nor disagreement
    among those who experience the Numen
    in art, music and nature,
    with childbirth and falling in love,
    or being smitten by the encounter
    with another human being,
    all being as natural as nature can be.


  18. 09/28/2020  —  First of Fall 01 09-28-2020 — 22 Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    I would like to sit down one-on-one with everybody,
    and hear what they had to say.
    I think that is all anybody needs.
    Someone to hear what they have to say.

    Everybody wants to tell people what they need to hear.
    Nobody wants to hear what people have to say.
    I would like to change that.
    I’ve been doing it all my life.

    I’ve also been saying what I have to say.
    I don’t hold anything back.
    I’m doing it here, now.
    I do as good a job listening
    and speaking
    as anyone I know.

    It’s what I do best.
    Along with seeing.
    Not that I don’t miss anything.
    Yesterday, I moved the butter out of the way
    looking for the butter.
    And last week, I left a crutch at the nursery
    (I was one crutching it–
    I use crutches to get about because of osteoarthritis
    in both knees,
    but my left knee is worse than my right one,
    so I can manage for short distances
    with a forearm crutch on my right arm,
    and got distracted with buying the plants
    my wife and I purchased,
    and left my crutch behind).
    I didn’t miss it for a couple of days
    (Don’t use it around the house),
    and had no idea where it was.
    So, today, it occurred to me to ask
    at the nursery if it were there.
    And happy the reunion was.
    All of which is to say I miss things all the time.
    Without thinking anything of it.
    I keep looking and seeing,
    and not seeing.
    Listening and hearing,
    and not hearing.
    It’s what I do best,
    and enjoy most.
    And I look forward to continuing
    to do it for long years
    into the far distant future.

    Holding the butter looking for the butter
    was great.
    I am very Zen-like some days.


  19. 09/29/2020  —  First of Fall 09/28/2020 02 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    So much goes on behind the scenes,
    unseen,
    unknown,
    it’s a travesty
    and a betrayal of trust,
    and we all should be ashamed,
    and aware–
    transparent to ourselves,
    if not to everyone else,
    and they to us.

    At least, we could be sincere
    about our lack of sincerity.

    But who can risk absolute sincerity?
    Who can be that vulnerable,
    that known?

    We hide things from ourselves!
    How sincere is that?
    We cannot bear the truth
    of our own truth!
    And other people know things about us
    we do not know ourselves!

    It is staggering–
    the duplicity,
    the deception–
    and essential!
    Necessary!
    Unavoidable!

    Because we need a double life
    to have a life at all!

    This is the other side of Yin/Yang–
    the two sides have a second side apiece!
    Hidden from themselves!

    Our Shadow has a shadow!
    This is getting fancy!
    And we have no choice
    but to bear our own complexity!

    Our complexity is a compromise
    enabling us to bear the strain
    of the tension of competing needs–
    financial, emotional, physical, spiritual, practical, creative…
    how many aspects of us are there
    that have to be taken into account
    in order to balance the harmony of the whole?

    However we look at it,
    there is more to us than meets the eye!
    Any eye!
    And what you see–
    what any of us see–
    is the result of sanity management
    undertaken to bear the pain
    of getting through the day.

    We have to kid ourselves
    in order to play the game
    of not kidding ourselves,
    because otherwise it would be intolerable,
    and too much of a stretch to keep it going.

    It is what we don’t know
    that upholds what we do know,
    and makes it possible
    to go on!


  20. 09/29/2020  —  Sunset at Water Rock Knob 08/05/2007 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Maggie Valley, North Carolina

    There is nothing like coming to terms
    with how things are–
    and also are
    (Which is how things actually are)–
    for enabling us to let things be
    without emotional reactivity
    that interferes with how things actually are,
    and creates complexity,
    upheaval,
    disruption
    and chaos
    on all levels simultaneously,
    wreaking havoc,
    destruction,
    devastation
    and misery everlasting.

    Here’s the deal:
    We live on the boundary,
    the border line,
    the interface,
    the pivot point,
    the fulcrum
    between how things are
    and how things ought to be
    in each moment
    in each situation as it arises
    day-by-day
    all our life long.

    And how we respond to what is happening
    in that moment
    makes all the difference.

    The key to being able
    to do right by the moment
    that is at hand
    in every moment that comes along
    is caring enough about the right things
    in the right way
    to do what needs to be done
    without interfering with what is happening
    or getting in the way of what needs to happen.

    The right kind of caring
    is the difference between being helpful
    and being intrusive,
    between being engaged for the good of the whole
    without being co-dependent
    and overly invested in the outcome.

    We have to live in each moment
    as those who care enough about what is happening
    to offer the best we have to give
    in the service of the good of the whole
    without being meddlesome,
    over-wrought,
    strung-out,
    and personally in need of
    things happening in a particular way,
    to the extent that we try to will what cannot be willed
    and force things to happen that cannot be forced.

    We have to take things seriously enough
    to do what is needed/necessary,
    in the right spirit,
    with the right frame of mind,
    without taking things seriously at all.

    This is called “maintaining working distance”
    between ourselves and the situation.
    Close enough to care
    without having anything at stake.

    Caring enough to give what we have to offer
    with nothing to gain
    and nothing to lose.

    To live out of that place
    is to be always “at the still point
    of the turning world”
    (T.S. Eliot).

    The trick with that
    is understanding there is no static way of being
    in the daily interplay of life.

    The “still point” is not stationary!
    The still point that enables us to ride a bicycle
    is within a range of controlled wobbles!
    The same thing applies to the still point
    of living in balance and harmony with our life–
    and all of life!

    Caring enough without caring too much!
    Offering what is ours to give
    to each moment of our living
    without contriving to arrange
    a particular result/end/outcome!
    Letting things come and go
    according to the rhythm
    of their own timing,
    and honoring, thereby,
    the tides of life and living and being alive!

    This is the art of being human.


  21. 09/29/2020  —  Swift River 09/26/2007 Watercolor Rendering — Kancamagus Highway, New Hampshire

    We are never more than a slight shift in perspective
    away from having it made.
    We are never more than that far away from Nirvana,
    from illumination,
    from awakening,
    from enlightenment,
    from Christ-consciousness
    and Buddha-mind.

    It all comes down to being right
    about the way we see things.
    To being right about what is important.
    Seeing things with right seeing
    makes all the difference.

    How we see is a function
    of how we look.
    Of asking the questions that beg to be asked.
    Of hearing the things that cry out to be heard.
    Of saying the things that are dying to be said.
    Of knowing what we know,
    and what can be known,
    and what cannot be known.

    Instead of imposing our view of reality upon reality–
    instead of imposing our ideas about how things are
    upon how things are–
    we wait in the silence to see,
    to hear,
    to know,
    to understand.

    When we reflect on what is before us–
    upon what is happening
    and what that means for us
    and for the situation as it arises–
    to the point of new realizations,
    we are at the fulcrum,
    being levered by forces quite beyond us
    to seeing with new eyes,
    which makes all things new.

    And that is IT!


  22. 09/29/2020  —  Teton Barn — Mormon Row, Grand Teton National Park, Jackson, Wyoming

    Consistency, reliability, dependability…
    Can we maintain our connection with the center?
    Can we remain on the path?
    Can we retain our focus
    amid the Clashing Rocks
    on the Heaving Waves of the Wine Dark Sea?

    It is one thing to grasp the truth
    of what is needed
    in the silence of circumstances
    that are routine and predictable,
    but.

    Enter the unfathomable.
    Put the Gauls or the Visigoths at the gates!
    Remove the norms and standards.
    Introduce uncertainty.
    Destroy the systems and institutions
    that hold life together.
    Or, just take to bed with a migraine for two days.
    See how you do.

    An old Zen adage applies:
    “The ability of the archer to hit the bullseye,
    varies in inverse proportion
    to the size of the prize for doing so.”

    “AUM” is the first thing to go
    when the cat has diarrhea
    and the electricity goes off
    at 2 AM.

    Where is the center then?
    What happens to our focus then?
    Who has time for the balm of realization then?

    Then the time has come for action!
    What directs our movement in the field of action?
    What leads us there, then?
    What becomes of us there, then?
    Can we disappear there, then?
    And become one with the action?

    The dancer becomes the dance!
    The singer becomes the song!
    The musician becomes the music!
    The Force is always with us, but.
    Can we be one with the force?
    Can we become the Force?
    Can we become the Tao?
    Dancing with Yin and Yang in the Here and Now?
    Gracing the situation with exactly what is needed?
    Spontaneously?
    Improvisationally?
    Without stopping to think,
    “What would Jesus do?”?
    Can we become Grace in Action?

    That’s how illumined we are!
    How enlightened we are!
    How awakened we are!
    Can we disappear
    and be what is needed
    in the time and place of our living
    regardless of the circumstances?

    That is the test of our connection
    with the center and ground,
    The Source and the flow
    of our existence.


  23. 09/30/2020  —  First of Fall 04 09/29/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Britain felt worse during the endless days of World War II.
    And Rome during the forever-long collapse of the Caesars.
    The people who have felt worse–
    and faced worse–
    through the bitter winds of time
    from the beginning until now
    would not fit within the confines of this country
    or all countries on this planet.

    So stop your whining.
    Nothing is free.

    We walked into the voting booths in 2016–
    or didn’t vote at all–
    thinking it didn’t matter what we did.
    Has anybody ever been more wrong over the full sweep of time?

    Our assumptions,
    expectations
    and the things we took for granted
    have us here, now.
    We did not know what we were doing.
    We did not care what we did.
    And we are looking for someone to fix it for us.
    To make it go away.

    “We did it to our ownselves.”
    And it will be a long time gone.

    So put your walking shoes on,
    and step into doing what needs to be done,
    one day at a time
    for as long as it takes
    to be at a better place,
    individually and collectively.

    Start by voting for Joe Biden.
    And by being right about what’s important.
    And being willing to go to hell for what is,
    because we will certainly go to hell for what isn’t.

    And knowing when your assumptions are invalid
    and your expectations are groundless,
    and when you are failing to tend your responsibilities
    to democracy and all the values worth living for–
    and being who we all need each other to be
    for as long as life shall last.


  24. 09/30/2020  —  The Cabin 10/05/2006 — Jesse Brown’s place, Blue Ridge Parkway, near West Jefferson, North Carolina

    Safety, security, stability are the three foundational necessities
    for life as we would like to live it.

    They are as much an internal orientation
    as they are an external reality.

    Someone who has been physically/sexually/emotionally abused,
    and place them in a safe/secure/stable environment,
    and it will take them forever to feel safe/secure/stable.

    Take someone who has been betrayed,
    and how long will it be
    before they can trust themselves to anyone?

    This is where establishing,
    deepening
    and maintaining
    a vitally alive relationship with our inner self
    becomes essential.

    What keeps us going
    if not knowing who/what we can count on?
    Who/what is the most reliable source
    of helpful presence in our life
    than the two million year old person within
    who comes packed in the DNA
    of each of us
    to comfort and console,
    guide and direct,
    us on our way through
    the contexts and circumstances
    of our daily walk?

    Why don’t we devote ourselves
    to the care and tending of our relationship
    with the Other within?

    What do you think Marianne Moore meant
    when she said,
    “The cure for loneliness is solitude”?
    Who do we find waiting for us
    in our solitude but The One Who Is With Us Always?

    Our “Two Million Year Old Self” (Anthony Stevens,
    Carl Jung) is an aspect of our Unconscious Mind
    (So-called because we are not conscious of it),
    and is “The One Who Knows” within
    who we experience as “A Very Present Help In Time Of Trouble,”
    and is the origin of our “holy nudges,”
    and “sudden inspirations,”
    and “providential realizations,”
    and “propitious interventions” in the form of things that occur to us
    “out of the blue,”
    and change our course to “save the day”
    and more than that.

    Where would any of us be
    without our “invisible means of support”
    (Bill Moyers)?

    Each of us is born with all we need
    to find what we need
    to make our way through our life.
    Why do we ignore that,
    or despise it,
    in favor of “blind guides”
    and bad bets?


  25. 10/01/2020  —  Mushrooms 01 09/30/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Happiness is not a function of circumstance or occasion.
    Happiness is a function of perspective,
    of evaluation.
    Happiness is a way of seeing/being.

    Why not be happy?
    With things just as they are?
    Why not say YES! to life just as it is?
    Why not, as Joseph Campbell suggested,
    “participate joyfully in the sorrows of the world”?

    Campbell also said,
    “The warrior’s approach is to say ‘yes’ to life: ‘yea’ to it all.”

    And,
    “We are not there until we can say ‘yea’ to it all.”

    And,
    “As you proceed through life, following you own path,
    birds will shit on you. Don’t bother to brush it off.”
    (Pay it no mind.
    Live to do what you are doing!)

    And,
    “Getting a comedic view of your situation
    gives you spiritual distance.
    Having a sense of humor saves you.”

    And,
    “The very cave you are afraid to enter
    turns out to be the source
    of what you are looking for.
    The damned thing in the cave
    that was so dreaded
    has become the center.”

    And,
    The path requires “the love of your fate.
    Whatever your fate is,
    whatever the hell happens,
    you say, ‘This is just what I need!’
    It may look like a wreck,
    but go at it as though it were an opportunity,
    a challenge.
    If you bring love to that moment–
    not discouragement–
    you will find the strength is there.”

    And,
    “Nothing can happen to you that is not positive.”

    And
    “When we are on our own path,
    what we need comes along just when we need it.”

    And,
    “Have a theory that if you on your own path,
    things are going to come to you.
    Since it is your own path,
    and no one has ever been on it before,
    there is no precedent,
    so everything that happens
    is a surprise and is timely…
    Nothing is routine,
    nothing is taken for granted.
    Everything is standing out on its own,
    because everything is a possibility,
    everything is a clue,
    everything is talking to you.”

    Happiness is a function of perspective,
    perception and evaluation.

    Happiness is a function
    of how we see what we look at,
    of what we tell ourselves
    about what we see.

    We are either on the adventure
    of being who we are,
    where we are,
    when we are,
    how we are,
    or not.

    “The future is up to us!”
    (Enola Holmes)

    “Anything can happen,
    if you let it!”
    (Mary Poppins)

    “Whose side are you on?”
    (Jim Dollar)


  26. 10/01/2020  —  Ace Basin Collage 01/29/2015 — Ernest F. Hollings ACE Basin National Wildlife Refuge, Hollywood, South Carolina

    We create the future
    by the way we respond to our present.

    Each present moment–
    every here-and-now–
    is a fulcrum,
    a pivot point,
    shifting how things are
    into how things will be.

    If things are to be different.
    We have to think differently.
    We have to live differently.
    We have to see differently.
    We have to interpret/evaluate/understand differently.

    We have to be different.
    We have to become different.
    Here/Now.

    We tend to think we are perfect as we are,
    and it is our surroundings,
    our circumstances,
    that have to change.

    If we want things to change
    in relation to us,
    we have to change
    in relation to things.

    It starts with us.

    We are holding things in place
    by the way we respond to things.
    Until that changes,
    nothing changes
    (No matter how much it appears to change).

    If things change
    without our attitude changing,
    nothing is different,
    regardless of how much it changes.

    The changes that make a difference
    take place behind our eyes,
    between our ears.


  27. 10/01/2020  —  The Log in String Lake 09/23/2006

    The Way doesn’t get any clearer than this:

    Do your thing
    with nothing at stake in the outcome.

    In each situation as it arises.

    That is all there is to it.
    Or ever has been.


  28. 10/02/2020  —  Valley View 04/26/2006 — Yosemite National Park, Mariposa County, California

    We hide ourselves
    and hide from ourselves.

    We speak in code about ourselves
    and to ourselves.

    Dismissing.
    Disregarding.
    Discounting.
    Denying.
    Ignoring.
    What is important
    in favor of what is trivial
    and essentially non-essential.

    We only have to look a our life
    to know it is so.

    Our life conceals and reveals us.
    Our choices disclose and obscure us.

    We don’t like ourselves
    and it shows.

    Nothing is more apparent
    than our refusal to be who we are.

    We have what remains
    of the time left for living
    to turn the light around,
    and redeem what needs redeeming
    by serving the destiny
    we abandoned shortly after birth.

    We start by sitting down,
    being quiet,
    and meeting what meets us
    in the silence
    with nowhere to hide–
    holding everything that comes up
    in our awareness,
    with compassion,
    without judgment or opinion,
    just seeing,
    just knowing,
    just looking,
    just listening,
    just being
    with what is being with us,
    waiting for the way
    to open before us,
    trusting ourselves
    to know when it does.


  29. 10/03/2020  —  Water Rock Knob 10/29/2014 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Maggie Valley, North Carolina

    The old adage gets to the heart of the matter:
    “It’s all grist for the mill.”
    What are we milling is the question.
    What are we working to get,
    acquire,
    amass,
    attain,
    achieve,
    have,
    do,
    be?

    What is it going to take
    for us to be
    at absolute peace
    with the life we are living?

    What are we milling?
    Producing?
    Manufacturing?
    Making?
    Constructing?
    Creating?
    Processing?
    Assembling?
    Putting together?

    What is guiding our boat
    on its path through the sea?

    How we discern a favorable wind
    from and ill wind?

    A good place to be
    from where we have no business being?

    What is our business?
    What are we about?
    What are we milling?

    Where are we going?
    How will we know when we arrive?
    Who are we trying to please?
    How do we know what is pleasing?
    Who says so?
    How did they become the voice of authority
    ruling over our life?
    What makes us think they know what is pleasing?
    Our life is based on what?

    What is guiding our boat
    on its path through the sea?


  30. 10/03/2020  —  Goldenrod 01 10/01/2020–22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    We could make a list–
    and probably should–
    of the people who know the truth
    when they see it,
    as a source of encouragement
    and motivation
    in our own work
    to see what we look at
    and know what’s what.

    George Carlin
    Claudia Conway
    Dolly Parton
    Linda Ronstadt
    Eddie Murray
    Richard Pryor
    Jon Stewart
    Stephen Colbert
    Al Franken


    Who stands out for you?
    Let them be your soulmates,
    your guides,
    your gurus,
    your spiritual family,
    the people you turn to
    in time of trouble.

    Nobody can do it for long alone.
    Not even the people on your list!
    Live to be on somebody’s list–
    and keep going!


  31. 10/03/2020  —  Two Barns 08/10/2019 Panorama — Kershaw County, South Carolina

    Our life forms itself around us,
    reflecting our choices and decisions
    exhibiting our preferences and inclinations,
    expressing our degree of creativity and courage…

    We are content seeking shape and form.
    Our life becomes us so.

    And we blame our circumstances.

    “If we had had more of this
    and less of that!”

    If this! If that!
    Well.
    Easy to say.
    Maybe. Maybe Not.

    What we know is that
    we are the one constant
    through all of the times and places,
    chances and opportunities,
    contexts and circumstances
    of our life,
    and here we are now.

    We are the content,
    and this is the shape and form.

    If we would prefer a different shape,
    a better form,
    we only have the content to work with.

    How different can we be in the time left for living?

    If you are serious about finding out,
    sit before a mirror
    and see who looks back at you.
    Consider the content of you,
    and what is revealed/concealed
    by your appearance,
    body language–
    including posture
    and facial expression–
    tone of voice
    physical shape
    and overall demeanor.

    Take up the practice
    of changing your content
    and seeing what shifts
    your shape and form
    take in response
    to the shifts made in content.

    It will be a game
    you play with yourself
    for the rest of your life.


  32. 10/04/2020  —  Two Rocks 02 09/24/2004 –Jordan Pond, Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine

    Abraham’s retort to God,
    “Shall not the judge of the earth do right?”
    is one Job should have used.
    Instead, Job cowers before the “Might Makes Right” defense
    God uses to justify leaving Job unprotected against the wiles of Satan.

    And Baruch would have done well to use it
    against God’s, “I’ll give you your life as a prize of war,”
    excuse for refusing to be more of a
    “very present help in time of trouble.”

    The question is one we shun and ostracize
    in the forlorn hope that God will make it up to us
    if we are patient and faithful
    in trusting ourselves to the ultimate triumph of “God’s Plan”
    at work through inconceivable evil
    to save the day and all the long-suffering True Believers
    at the End of Time. 

    Habakkuk and Jesus stand out in having
    the courage of their own convictions,
    in declaring their loyalty and allegiance
    to doing what is right in each situation as it arises,
    no matter what–
    with the outcome playing no part
    in their ongoing and eternal devotion
    to doing what needs to be done
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day,
    their whole life long.

    In so doing,
    they point the way for us all.

    Why something happens
    or fails to happen
    is irrelevant to the situation at hand.
    Doing what is called for here and now
    is our only concern.

    “Here we are–now what?”
    is our response to the times
    all the time.
    How we answer that question,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day,
    sets the tone
    and establishes the rhythm
    of our life,
    and shapes the future
    better than any assortment of beliefs
    and statements of faith
    ever could.

    Believe whatever you want,
    but do what needs to be done!
    Here and now and always and forever!


  33. 10/04/2020  —  Muscadine and Sourwood 10/03/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Living from our own center
    with nothing at stake in the outcome
    is like singing in the shower,
    or dancing in the rain.

    It is a spontaneous,
    impromptu,
    improvisational
    response to our situation as it arises
    and opens before us,
    calling us to dance with life
    in becoming one with the moment
    and the opportunity it offers us
    to express ourselves
    by offering what is ours to give
    in response to the need of the moment
    and the time that is at hand.

    And this,
    without contrivance
    or agenda,
    or any thought of what is in it for us,
    or how we might seize the moment
    for our benefit,
    advantage,
    gain
    or profit,
    and “come out ahead”
    in any sense of the term.

    We’re dancing, man!
    “And there is only the dance!”
    (T.S. Eliot)

    The key to living well
    is to live as though we are dancing.
    When the music begins,
    our cares drop away.
    We don’t know who the President is,
    or what our worries are,
    or how we are going to manage
    with “the wolf at our door.”
    We dance.
    And dancing brings forth
    the joy of life.
    The joy of being here, now,
    alive in this moment
    and able to dance.

    The music is there in every moment,
    waiting for ears that hear,
    and toes that tap,
    and hearts that can dance with life!


  34. 10/05/2020  —  The Horse Barn 10/04/2020 01 Panorama — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    If you wait until you are drowning
    to learn how to swim,
    you make it harder on yourself
    than it needs to be.

    See how many places you can apply
    this pithy little insight
    throughout your life.

    It will change your life.


  35. 10/05/2020  —  Wildflower Grassland 01 10/04/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Lake Haigler Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    What would it take for you to be at peace with your life
    just as it is?

    Which includes doing what it takes
    to make your life more like it needs to be
    than it is.

    What does your life need to be
    that it isn’t?

    Where is your life deficient?
    Where is your life excessive?
    Where is your life being neglected/ignored?
    Where is your life being restricted/confined?
    Where is your life being overrun/violated/disrupted?

    In what ways do you need help with your life?

    To what degree are you aware
    of your relationship with your life?

    In what ways does your life reflect/exhibit/express/incarnate/reveal
    who you are?

    In what ways does your life inhibit/conceal/deny/oppose/repress who you are?

    How would you describe your relationship with your life?

    In what ways do you tend and serve your life?
    In what ways do you expect your life to tend and serve you?

    In what ways do you cooperate/collaborate with your life?
    In what ways do you contend/clash with your life?

    What do you need from your life?
    What does your life need from you?


  36. 10/06/2020  —  The Live Oak at Springer’s Point 10/17/2013 — Ocracoke Island, Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Outer Banks, North Carolina

    Attending what I am doing,
    moment-to-moment
    is among the hardest things
    for me to do.

    Just knowing what I am doing now–
    not generally,
    vaguely,
    “I’m driving.”
    “I’m walking.”
    But specifically.
    Precisely.
    “My turn is coming up.”
    “Watch the kid on the skateboard!”

    Being here, now, is the hardest thing.
    Of course we are here, now.
    We know that.
    And we miss our turn,
    and send the kid on the skateboard
    to his heavenly reward.

    All because we know what we are doing
    without attending it,
    without being aware of it,
    without knowing what we know,
    specifically,
    precisely.

    We live disconnected
    from the time and place
    of our living,
    thinking about anything,
    everything,
    but the here and now.

    So what?

    How we answer that question
    makes all the difference.

    Here and now is all there ever is.
    If we are not present and accounted for,
    fully here, fully now,
    when will we ever be alive?

    We do not come to life
    until something in our present moment
    commands our full attention
    and brings us to life.

    Puppies can do it.
    And kittens.
    And babies/grandbabies…
    We all can remember experiences,
    good and bad,
    that have grabbed us
    and hurled us in to the Now,
    but it takes something special.

    We can’t be here, now,
    for no reason.
    We are shanghaied by other things,
    fear,
    desire,
    duty
    drag us off into endless walk-a-bouts,
    meandering among the possibilities
    and the impossibilities,
    lost and unavailable
    to turns coming up
    and kids on skateboards.

    But.
    Any moment can be “transparent to transcendence”
    (Joseph Campbell),
    transporting us instantly
    into the rapture of awe and wonder–
    not because it is obvious,
    not because we are whammed by it unexpectedly,
    but because we simply sat,
    looking,
    until we saw–until we see–it.

    We can be so present to any moment
    that every moment has the potential
    of being a portkey,
    transporting us from this dimension
    into the other dimension
    of numinous, ineffable, unspeakable truth.

    Bringing that dimension
    into this dimension,
    moving from this dimension
    into that dimension,
    is the gift of attentive presence,
    bringing us to life
    in the life we are living.

    Eyes that see
    are the same eyes that don’t see,
    waiting us to open ourselves
    to what is here and now
    but turning the light around
    and seeking within the switch
    that turns the light on
    and enables us to see what we are looking at
    for the very first time.


  37. 10/06/2020  —  Two Mushrooms 10/05/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    The old Taoists recommended
    that we “turn the light around,”
    and look inwardly
    for what we are seeking externally,
    which would be something worth living for.

    Some reason,
    some purpose,
    some meaning
    for it all.

    Life is its own meaning,
    but it takes realizing that
    and living as though it is so
    to turn the light around.

    Living as though our life is meaningful
    just as it is
    is the shift
    that opens us to the truth
    of the immense value
    of the here and now.

    This! Is “the still point of the turning world”!
    (T.S. Eliot)
    This! Is the moment of our Illumination!
    It only takes looking
    to see that it is so!

    Two mushrooms seen properly,
    are the bell of awakening.
    Any time can be the time of our realization.
    How we see what we look at
    is more important than what we look at.

    Turn the light around!


  38. 10/07/2020  —  Stump and Sourwood 10/05/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    When the light comes on,
    everything/nothing changes.
    Life goes on as it always does
    and nothing about life is as it was
    for the one for whom the light comes on.
    Now, that one has to live
    with a foot in two worlds,
    and walk two paths at the same time–
    living in this world
    in light of that world–
    with this and that world
    informing and influencing
    the way they live
    in that and this world.

    The two worlds interact/interface
    in the one for whom the light goes on.
    They cannot live in either world
    as though the other does not exist.
    The two worlds are not mutually exclusive.
    They both are conjoint with the other
    and create the “Mysterium Coniunctionis”
    (Carl Jung’s term meaning
    the “Mystery of the Conjunction”),
    which is the ground of all of our dualities,
    and which we live to integrate and express/exhibit
    by the way we manage the challenge
    of living in two worlds at the same time,
    walking two paths at the same time,
    and consciously realizing
    and living in the tension
    of the interplay between the worlds
    (Which might be better thought of
    as “dimensions” within the world of
    normal, apparent, physical reality)
    moment-by-moment
    within all of the times and places
    of our existence.

    We are living within an optical illusion.
    Now it’s this way,
    now it’s that way.
    Which way is is?
    Both ways simultaneously!
    How do we manage our life
    living both ways at once?

    Playfully!
    Laughing and dancing all the way!

    It is the Tevya dialogue in “Fiddler on the Roof”:
    “But, this cannot be so if that is so!”
    “You are right! That is also so!”
    Laughing and living in the tension of all opposites,
    of all dichotomies,
    being so at the same time!

    The two become one in us!
    And we become one with all things!

    Integrating what cannot be reconciled,
    and bearing the agona, the agony, of the tension
    playfully, laughingly,
    every step along the Way,
    by doing it the way it needs to be done,
    the way it is being called for,
    in each situation as it arises
    all our life long.

    Sometimes we do it like this,
    and sometimes we do it like that,
    and sometimes we do not do it at all!

    When to do what is our call to make,
    lovingly, laughingly, playfully,
    doing what is called for in each moment,
    the way only we can do it,
    moment-by-moment,
    “singing and dancing in the rain.”


  39. 10/07/2020  —  Afternoon Light 10/04/2020 — Black-eyed Susans, Anne Springs Close Greenway, Lake Haigler Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    We cannot live one dimensionally in in a multi-dimension world.

    This is the failure of Evangelical Christianity
    and of strict religiosity  world wide.

    “Walking the straight and narrow”
    is not about prudishly, puritanically, keeping the rules.
    It is about walking gingerly, consciously, carefully
    along the slippery slope,
    the dangerous path,
    the razor’s edge,
    between the Clashing Rocks,
    the Scylla and Charybdis,
    the dualities, dichotomies, duplexities
    of day-to-day,
    moment-to-moment,
    life in the world of normal, apparent, reality.

    There is no static way of being.
    Balance and harmony are about controlling the wobbles,
    like riding a bicycle.

    We have to live free in our soul,
    like the spirit that blows where it will–
    which is another way of saying,
    “Not knowing what it will do next”!

    Jesus lived that way,
    raising the dead in one minute,
    and leaving the dead to bury the dead in the next.
    Forgiven the woman guilty of adultery one day,
    and cursing  the innocent fig tree on another.

    Do not look for, expect, demand, insist upon consistency,
    uniformity,
    absence of deviation
    from yourself
    or one another!

    Sometimes, we do it this way,
    and sometimes, we do it that way,
    as the occasion requires.
    We dance with the music of the times.
    We do what the situation calls for–
    without being burdened
    with having to “toe the line”
    and “mind our p’s and q’s”
    by doing what we are “spozed to do”
    in all times and places
    because we dare not “get out of line”
    or express our own individual gifts and genus
    in the way we go about our life.

    Grant yourself the freedom of getting out of character–
    because it is required by the circumstances,
    or just for the hell of it!
    Do things that are “not you”!
    Expand your range!
    Open yourself to the possibilities!
    Live beyond your limits!
    Outside your boundaries!
    Live to find out–to discover–
    what you are capable of!
    Experiment with new roles!
    Try out for different parts!
    Explore!
    Experiment!
    Bring yourself to life
    in the time left for living!

    Why hold anything back?


  40. 10/07/2020  —  The Horse Barn 10/04/2020 02 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina, Horse Barn Road Access

    We live our way to the truth of who we are
    coming to terms with the truth of how things are,
    of how the world is,
    of how life is,
    of the way things work
    moment-to-moment,
    one situation at a time,
    one day at a time,
    over the full course of our life.

    The Spiritual Journey,
    is the Hero’s Journey,
    is another term
    for Growing Up.
    Growing up is coming to terms with how things are
    and how we are
    and how best to deal with the contradictions/dichotomies
    at work within and without
    throughout our life.

    We want things to be different than they are.
    We want to be different than we are.
    And how well we bear the pain of the difference
    between how things are and how we want them to be
    on all levels of life and being
    is the essence of growing up,
    of waking up,
    of squaring up
    with how it is with us
    at various points in our life.

    Our identity changes over the time of our living.
    Living changes us.
    Living requires us to change.
    The people who refuse to change,
    who live static, rigid, lives
    are dead people.
    They may be 98.6 and ambulatory,
    but they have no life about them,
    they haven’t been alive for years past remembering.

    How we respond to our life
    through all the stages of our existence
    is the marker declaring our degree
    of vitality,
    interest in,
    and enthusiasm for
    our life and the experience of being alive.

    Our life is naturally designed to bring us forth,
    to show us who we are,
    by requiring things of us
    we do not know we are capable of.

    We have to be fluid and flexible enough
    to sit before what is being asked of us
    and explore/imagine/consider how we might
    best respond to it in the here and now of our living.

    This is to say that new epiphanies,
    recognitions,
    realizations,
    understandings,
    visions
    and additional illumination
    are required–and available/possible–
    at every point along the way
    from birth to death.

    And so, it is said that the awakening
    of every enlightened being
    requires a return to the state of unenlightenment.

    We never out-grow the need to respond
    creatively/imaginatively
    to the circumstances and situations
    of life here and now
    throughout the times and places of life in the world.

    The Spiritual Journey has no end.
    The “Circumambulation of the Self”
    (Carl Jung) is eternal and everlasting.
    We are always becoming who we are.
    And the longer we are conscious of the process,
    the more we are able to laugh and dance
    along the way.


  41. 10/08/2020  —  The Dairy Barn 02/18/2018 — Louisiana Central Hospital Grounds, Pineville, Louisiana

    We do not receive the help we need.
    And if it is offered,
    it isn’t what we have in mind.

    Given the choice,
    do you go for feeling better
    or getting better?

    When the treatment is worse than the disease–
    or worse than the symptoms–
    what do we do?

    Where do we go with the pain
    of damned if we do and damned if we don’t?
    With the agony of endless agony?
    In the meantime, what?

    When there is no balm in Gilead,
    where do we go for relief from our anguish?
    For alleviation from our pain?

    Where do we find what we need
    to do what needs to be done
    about any of it?

    Therapy is found in the damnedest places.

    The dairy barn at the Louisiana Central Hospital
    brought people back to life
    by giving them cows to milk and feed,
    to pasture and tend.

    What does a cow have to do with our problems?
    Who would ever think,
    “A cow is just what I need”?
    How long would a physician last
    who prescribed a cow to care for
    to those seeking solace for the burdens they bear?

    Don’t disparage cows!
    Seek out their equivalent in your own time and place!
    You who have needs,
    lend yourself to the service
    of that which has need of you!
    You who languish for a lack of help,
    provide help to that which languishes
    for what you have to offer!
    Be good for someone,
    some thing!

    The world will shift on its axis,
    reorient itself in its orbit.
    All because you dared
    to love a cow!


  42. 10/08/2020  —  Steele Creek Cascades 03/29/2014 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Dairy Barn Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    The  most important commandment in the Old Testament
    didn’t make the top ten,
    though it lends itself to an interpretation
    that makes it #1 even there.

    Seeing “The Lord Thy God” in each of our neighbors
    would put “Thou shalt have no other gods before me”
    in the place of, as Jesus would say,
    loving our neighbors as we love ourselves,
    and as the most important commandment puts it,
    “Thou shalt not remove thy neighbor’s landmark.”

    Honor thy neighbor’s right to themselves
    and to all that belongs to them!
    Do not mind thy neighbor’s business!
    Do not violate thy neighbor’s boundaries!
    Do not invade thy neighbor’s sacred space!
    Do not denigrate thy neighbor in any way!
    Respect thy neighbor as thou desireth to be respected!

    Know where you stop and your neighbor starts
    and do not step over the line!

    How may ways did Jesus say that?
    He made it the central element in what he had to say.
    Everything comes down to seeing our neighbor
    as equal to us in every way.
    And to seeing everyone as our neighbor.
    And everyone is Every. Single. One.
    We are to be everyone’s neighbor,
    treating them all as though they are our neighbor.

    Why is this hard?
    Why is it not being done?


  43. 10/09/2020  —  Around Price Lake 10/17/2016 19 — Julian Price Memorial Park, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

    Purity is the great enemy of truth.
    Purity is truth to the far extreme.
    Truth without contradiction.
    Truth without contraries.
    Truth without truth.
    A mockery of truth.
    An imposter of truth.
    A pretender of truth.
    A sound-alike.
    A wanna-be.
    A Lie.

    Watch the flow of the game
    over the next 10 to 20 years.
    Keep your eye on the ball.
    The truth is that
    “extremes beget extremes.”

    Those who remain steadfastly in the center
    become the enemy
    of the opposite poles.
    Yet, the center is the fulcrum,
    the pivot point,
    “the still point of the turning world”
    (T.S. Eliot).

    The center is our only hope.
    The cross of Christ
    bearing the pain
    of his own self-realization.

    “You shall know the truth,”
    he said,
    “and the truth shall set you free.”

    The truth of what?
    Free from what?
    Free for what?

    The truth of the moment.
    Of this moment.
    of this here-and-now.

    Free from/for what?
    Free from denial/mindlessness/unawareness/blindness/stupidity…
    Free for doing what needs to be done here and now,
    in this moment just as it is.

    Free for responding appropriately
    to the moment as it is being lived
    in seeing/hearing what is called for
    and providing it,
    doing it,
    regardless of what you might have said/done
    in the last moment,
    or any previous moment–
    or what you ever imagined that you would do
    in any moment.

    Freedom to be who you are,
    living out of your own center
    in response to the craziness–
    the madness–
    of a world gone to the extremes,
    where:

    “Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
    Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
    The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
    The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
    The best lack all conviction, while the worst
    Are full of passionate intensity”
    (W.B. Yeats, “The Second Coming”).

    Freedom to be what is needed
    even there,
    especially there,
    in the heart of anarchy
    amid the Clashing Rocks
    and the Heaving Waves
    of the Wine-Dark Sea.


  44. 10/09/2020  —  Adventure Road 01 10/07/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Faith has nothing to do with belief.
    Faith is faithfulness.
    Keeping faith with oneself and one another.
    Being faithful to one’s center, core, foundation–
    in the company of those
    who are being faithful to themselves,
    to their center, core, foundation–
    and to one another.

    Faith as faithfulness is the center, core, foundation
    of ourselves
    and of the right kind of community.

    It has nothing to do with what we believe,
    and everything to do with what we know to be so
    because it forms the ground of our experience,
    and is the very essence of our being/doing.

    “Thanks be to God I am who/what I am!”
    (Paul of Tarsus)

    “What I do is me/for that I came!”
    (Gerard Manley Hopkins)

    Belief is a substitute for faith,
    a surrogate for the lived experience
    of ourselves in the world.

    “Know Thyself!”
    (The Delphic Oracle)

    “To Thine Own Self Be True!”
    (William Shakespeare)

    Our faith is in who we are
    and what is ours to do.
    Our faith is our life.
    Our life is our faith.

    The content of our faith
    is the body of work
    we create/produce
    as a testimony to who we are
    through the way we live our life
    and bring ourselves forth
    within the context and circumstances
    of the times and places of our living.

    The content of our faith
    is how we live our life.


  45. 10/09/2020  —  Muscadine and Moss 10/07/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Waiting for the mud to settle
    and the water to clear,
    it is important to exhibit
    the kind of stillness
    and confidence in the process
    that creates the atmosphere
    in which the mud can relax
    and trust itself to gravitational forces
    it cannot understand,
    but can allow to work its magic
    in assisting things seeking to find their place
    and give themselves to doing
    what they do best.

    The forces at work in our own life
    are not different from the gravitational force
    at work in the service of clarity.

    We belong to the things that stir us to life
    and call us forth
    to find what best suits our gifts
    and interests,
    and our deepest love–
    a love we know noting of
    until it claims us
    and graces us with its call to service
    in devotion and loyalty to its needs
    and interests.

    We find our way to what owns us
    bit by bit,
    allowing “one book to open another,”
    and always listening for what calls our name
    in each situation as it arises,
    allowing ourselves to be led–
    even when we don’t know we are being led–
    to sacred places
    “transparent to transcendence,”
    with nothing special about they
    that would set them apart,
    or suggest the wonders hidden
    from those who look without seeing
    what we behold.

    Swaddled in amazement,
    we feel ourselves carried
    from one wonder to another
    in a life that is merely following the flow
    from one day to the next,
    without a plan in mind,
    or an agenda directing the action.

    All we need do is listen and look,
    as we wait for the mud to settle
    and the water to clear.


  46. 10/10/2020  —  Muscadine and Sourwood 10/10/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Believe in what you are doing
    and do it!

    If you are going to believe in anything,
    let it be what you are doing!

    Why would we do anything we don’t believe in?
    Yet, how many of us are doing things we don’t believe in?
    Going through the motions.
    Paying the bills.
    So we can go through the motions.

    Wait!!!
    Time Out!!!
    It’s one thing to go through the motions
    to pay the bills–
    but we can’t pay the bills
    to go through the motions!
    We have to pay the bills
    to do what we believe in doing!

    Are we doing anything we believe in?
    Anywhere in our life?
    If no,
    that’s a problem.

    How can we live without believing
    in what we are doing?
    Without believing in the life we are living?

    We can’t just go through the motions!
    Our heart has to be in something
    we are doing,
    else our life is a sham,
    a lie,
    an empty balloon on a stick
    and we are dead people walking around
    blank-eyed and soulless.

    Sound like anybody you know?

    The cure is to get our life back
    by finding something we believe in
    and doing it
    while we pay the bills any way we can.

    Where do we start finding something
    we can believe in?
    What was the last thing you believed in?
    What happened to that?
    What are some things you think
    you might be able to believe in?
    If you were going to believe in something,
    what would it be?
    What would it take to be able to do it?
    If you can’t do it,
    start dreaming about doing it.
    Imagine doing it.
    Watch videos about doing it.
    Pretend to be able to do it.
    Start collecting items that are related to it.
    Read about it.
    Write about it.
    Build a fantasy life around it.
    Believe in your fantasies!
    If you can’t go to the moon,
    make a life around studying everything
    about going to the moon!

    Work something you believe in into your life!

    Without something to believe in,
    we are just marking time until we die.

    We may as well be in prison.

    Do not die before you are dead!

    Promise me you won’t!


  47. 10/10/2020  —  Fence Post 10/07/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Martha Graham’s dance, “Lamentation,” says what words cannot
    (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgf3xgbKYko),
    and in reflecting on her performance,
    she said about it and all of her performances,
    “The is always one person to whom you speak
    in the audience. One.”

    That took me straight to the one disciple of the Buddha
    who “heard” his Flower Sermon.
    Mahākāśyapa is in every audience,
    as male or female.

    Do not think,
    “No one hears”
    (Or cares).


  48. 10/10/2020  —  False Fox Glove 10/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    The work is ours to do alone.
    Sitting.
    Listening.
    Looking.
    Seeing.
    Hearing.
    Feeling.
    Trusting.
    Risking.
    Doing.
    Being.
    Becoming.

    We grow up on our own.
    Against our will.
    Because it is called for.
    And is the best
    of all our available options.

    All that we have been told
    about how things are
    is not how things are.
    This is how things are:
    There is the way things are,
    and there is what we can do about it,
    and that’s that.
    And that is how things are.

    Part of what we can do about it
    is squaring ourselves up
    with the difference between
    how things are
    and how we wish they were,
    or how we want them to be.

    Coming to terms with how things are
    is being okay with things
    not being okay.
    And letting things be
    because they are.

    Within any context and all circumstances,
    there is what we can do
    and what we cannot do.
    Refusing to let what we cannot do
    keep us from fully exploring what we can do
    is the creative response
    to our situation,
    no matter what it is.

    Always the strategy is:
    Ask all of the questions that beg to be asked!
    Say all of the things that cry out to be said!
    Listen to everything!
    See what we look at!
    Feel what we are feeling!
    Know what we know!
    Bear the pain
    and keep on going!


  49. 10/11/2020  —  Hammock Creek — Pamlico Sound, Ocracoke Island, Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Outer Banks, North Carolina

    Wanting what we have no business having
    is the bane of our existence.

    Desire,
    Fear,
    and Duty
    burden us with concerns
    that are not our concern.

    Contriving to have something else,
    something better,
    something more
    keeps us from the joy
    of the day-to-day.

    We are our own worst enemy.

    Nothing can happen to us
    that we can’t make worse
    by the way we respond to it.

    If we are ever going to be happy,
    contented,
    well-pleased
    and at peace,
    it is going to start right here,
    right now.

    The only thing keeping that from happening
    is the way we think about things.

    Our judgments.
    Our opinions.
    Our evaluations.
    Our expectations.
    Our default dissatisfaction.
    Combine to prevent us
    from being able to delight
    in simple pleasures,
    and dismiss
    concerns that are not our concern.

    An old Taoist self-help manual says,
    “Noble people are calm,
    joyful,
    and not contrived,
    without cunning or ulterior motives.
    This means being empty and plain.”
    And,
    “Private interest is what corrupts the world.”
    And,
    “What is not one’s path is not taken,
    even if profitable.”

    2,000 years later,
    they still ring true.


  50. 10/11/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 10/08/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina

    Trump is forever whining about how
    unfairly he is being treated.

    I take that to mean he thinks he should be
    awarded the Nobel Peace Prize,
    and be accorded the honor and admiration
    he thinks he deserves.

    Whatever he thinks,
    he recognizes the importance of fairness
    and bemoans not being granted his share.
    It is a justice issue.
    Trump quickly recognizes injustice
    as a recipient.
    He has no awareness whatsoever of injustice
    as a dispenser.

    “I acknowledge no responsibility!”
    That’s Trump’s trump card.
    Trump trumps everything playing that one.

    I wish I had a trump card like that.
    It’s not fair.

    But I recognize the absurdity of thinking that
    wanting something has no necessary association
    with receiving the thing.
    That’s a blessing of wealth and privilege.
    More wealth and privilege than I’m interested in.

    An aside: Some people can’t get enough wealth and privilege,
    others need only enough to get their work done.
    The people who can’t get enough,
    have no work to do.
    Apparently, their idea is to avoid all work entirely,
    and go through life wallowing in wealth and privilege.
    As Jesus might say, “They have their reward.”

    All I want is enough wealth and privilege to do my work.
    Not enough wealth and privilege is a distraction,
    and too much wealth and privilege is also a distraction.
    The sweet spot, you might say,
    is enough to buy the tools our work requires
    but not so much that it gets in the way.

    And we have to know what our work is,
    what we live to do,
    and be about it.
    Joseph Campbell said the blessing of getting older
    is the ability to refine what is truly important
    down to the absolute essentials
    and the time to spend your life with those things.
    He was absolutely correct about that,
    and I relish each day as another opportunity
    to enjoy the presence of those things which matter most.

    May you be blessed in a similar way
    throughout what remains of the time to be lived
    on your life!


  51. 10/12/2020  —  Katahdin Panorama 10/09/2009 Watercolor Rendering — Sandy Stream Pond, Baxter State Park, Millinocket, Maine

    We cannot impose our will for our life upon our life.

    We certainly cannot impose our will for someone else’s life
    upon their life.

    These are the two fundamental/foundational principles of life
    that must be honored and respected,
    embraced and acquiesced to
    by all people great and small
    across all times and places
    in order for life to be lived
    the way life needs to be lived
    for the true good of all concerned,
    including ourselves.

    These two principles are the center and ground of democracy,
    and set it apart from all other ways of life together
    throughout the universe and all dimensions
    within which life might be lived.

    They are the end of caste systems
    and jihads,
    discrimination
    and injustice,
    and require us to live together
    in ways that are in accord
    with the Tao of all sentient beings,
    Tao being the name for The Spirit of the Times,
    in the sense of there being a time and a place
    for everything in its own time and its own place
    over all times and places,
    with the essential question being,
    “What is it time for in this place,
    here and now?”
    in every time and place.

    Balance and harmony,
    spirit,
    vitality,
    virtue/character,
    integrity
    and sincerity
    become the central features
    of life together for all concerned–
    and we all live in ways
    that honor them
    and call them forth
    in our life and the lives of others.

    The Buddha and the Christ
    represent the end of all caste systems
    and the imposition of dharma/duty
    limiting people to prescribed places
    in the social order,
    and invite everyone to follow
    their own sense of the Spirit
    that is like the wind,
    blowing where it will,
    not knowing itself what it will do next
    over the full course of their life.

    The charge, “If you meet the Buddha/Christ
    on the road, kill him!”
    captures the essence of the matter.
    Each person is responsible for their own life
    and the development of their own potential
    for realizing,
    expressing,
    incarnating who they are
    and what they are to be about–
    and no one can escape that
    by doing what someone else tells them to do.

    We are the Buddha!
    We are the Christ!
    And our life is the matrix
    within which we work out the implications
    of knowing and being who we are
    and are capable of being/becoming–
    the first order/obligation being
    the creation and maintenance
    of an atmosphere/environment
    in which everyone realizes
    what is expected of/incumbent upon them
    and lives their life in accord
    with the Spirit of the Times
    in all times and places
    of their coming and going.


  52. 10/12/2020  —  Fence Post 10/07/2020 Oil Paint Rendering — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    We cannot impose our will for our life upon our life.

    We “take our orders” from a source other than ourselves.
    We align ourselves with “God’s will for our life.”
    We put ourselves “in accord with the Tao.”
    We seek to follow “the path that calls our name.”
    We say “we are not our own to do as we will.”
    Then we tell people they are going to hell
    if they don’t do it like we do it.
    Which way is it?

    We shun people,
    ostracize people,
    have nothing to do with people
    who don’t do it like we do.

    We “say” in a thousand ways daily,
    “I am the way, the truth and the life,
    and  no one comes to the Father but by me!”

    All of the self-help books ever written
    boldly proclaim:
    “If you want to be happy,
    you have to do it like I do!
    And herein is the recipe!”

    What outlandish arrogance!

    Everybody finds their own way.
    Everybody has to do their own work.

    Joseph Campbell declares that the way
    is a different way for every individual,
    which is the meaning of the word “individual.”

    Carl Jung says the same thing.

    Campbell:

    “The knights entered the forest at the point that they had chosen, where there was no path. If there is a path, it is someone else’s’ path, and you are not on the adventure. Now, what are you to do about instruction? You can get clues from people who have followed paths, but then you have to carom off that and translate it into your own decision, and there is no book of rules.”

    Jung:

    “It is the individual’s task to differentiate themselves from all the others and stand on their own feet.”
    “The development of personality means fidelity to the law of one’s own being.”
    “Follow that will and that way which experience confirms to be your own.”
    “The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are.”

    Our burden is our glory:
    Finding and living the life that is ours to live–
    at the expense of the life we wish were ours to live.

    This is the working out of those age old themes,
    “From bondage to freedom.”
    “From death to life.”
    “Death and resurrection.”
    “Darkness and light.”
    “Asleep and awake.”

    The ultimate duality
    is created by those who declare
    “There are no dualities!”

    The ultimate illusion
    is created by those who declare,
    “Duality is an illusion!”

    “No one is as blind
    as those who declare:
    ‘I see!'”

    Seeing is borne out by the way
    in which we live our life.
    If seeing sees anything
    it sees all the ways in which
    it does not see at all,
    and does not boast of
    the great clarity of its vision.

    We find our own way.
    We do our own work.
    It is all up to us.
    All of our problems
    are simply doorways to realization,
    pathways to the Land of Promise,
    to the Farther Shore,
    which is always beneath our feet
    all the time.

    Like the man on his ox,
    searching for his ox.

    Like the woman holding her car keys
    looking for her car keys.

    Like the person moving the butter out of the way
    looking for the butter.

    We don’t have to go anywhere
    to find what we are looking for–
    we only have to realize
    that we are it.
    Just as we are.
    “The one thus come.”
    “The father and I are one.”

    Right here, right now.


  53. 10/12/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 02 Panorama 10-09-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    We say what is ours to say,
    do what is ours to do,
    in the times and places of our living,
    and are gathered to our ancestors,
    and the world goes on
    as it always does.

    We speak truth to power
    and power has the leverage
    and the privilege
    and does what it always does.

    Nothing changes.
    “The more things change,
    the more they stay the same.”
    The things Jesus and the Buddha said
    in their time
    still need to be said in our time.
    What?

    Here is the truth that is as true
    as the truth has ever been:

    The work does not depend upon the results!
    We say what we have to say–
    what we MUST say.
    We do what we have to do–
    what we MUST do.
    And let that be that.
    What comes of it is not our concern.
    Our only concern is to be true to ourselves,
    to what is ours to say and to do,
    and let the outcome be the outcome.

    We gauge success by the degree to which
    our life incarnated/reflected/exhibited/expressed
    who we are
    and what is ours to say and to do.

    What comes of it is just what comes of it.

    Our task is to be true to ourselves
    and to our work–
    the work of expressing ourselves
    in the life we live.
    Beyond that,
    it is out of our hands.

    So, as Joseph Campbell said,
    “Get in there and do your thing,
    and don’t worry about the outcome!”


  54. 10/12/2020  —  One Mushroom 10-07-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    For those of you interested in
    living out of your own center
    in the service of the work that is yours to do
    in the life that is yours to live,
    Joseph Campbell has this to say
    (From The Mythic Image, p. 178, hardback edition):

    “There are three points of accord that make it possible to speak of modern depth psychologies in the same context with yoga.

    First, there is the idea that the fate of the individual is a function of his psychological disposition: he brings about those calamities that appear to befall him.

    Next, there is the idea that the figures of mythology and religion are not revelations from aloft, but of the psyche, projections of its fantasies: the gods and demons are within us.

    And finally, there is the knowledge that an individual’s psychological disposition can be transformed through controlled attention to his dreams and to what appear to be the accidents of his fate.”

    Our life is a meditation.

    Asking the questions that beg to be asked
    and saying the things that cry out to be said
    enable the reflections
    that lead to new realizations
    and “create doors where we
    did not think there would be doors,”
    and opportunities for life
    in what we took for a barren wasteland.


  55. 10/12/2020  —  Lower Falls, Yellowstone River 06/17/2001  —  Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming

    Always the first response,
    regardless of what happens:

    “Well, now. What can we do with this?”

    Everything about our life is given to us
    so that we might play with it
    and see what we can make of it–
    of what we can become thanks to it.

    Everything is a vehicle for our own becoming.

    Nothing is wasted.
    Nothing is worth nothing.
    Nothing is for nothing.
    Everything is going to impact us in some way.
    Is going to make some sort of difference in our life,
    in our way with life.

    Our place is to oversee the impact,
    to moderate the effect,
    for the good–
    using it to shape ourselves in ways
    that enable us to better be who we are,
    clarifying us,
    if only to ourselves,
    defining us,
    refining us,
    bringing us out,
    bringing us forth,
    showing us,
    and others,
    who we are.

    Our life sets us up for the things that come our way.
    We bring it on ourselves
    as a gift from ourselves to us
    to round us out,
    complete us,
    grow us up.

    It is all a gauntlet, of sorts,
    an initiation process,
    an induction into the way of things,
    a test of our mettle,
    of our spirit,
    to show us what we are made of,
    and build our confidence in ourselves
    and in our ability to deal appropriately
    and successfully
    with anything that comes our way.

    Our role is to take meet what meets us
    as though we welcome the challenge,
    and are looking forward ourselves
    to seeing what we will come up with next,
    how we will handle this,
    of all things,
    and what it has to teach us about ourselves.

    Practice the line until you can say it like you mean it:

    “Well, now. What can we do with this?”


  56. 10/13/2020  —  Sumac 10/09/2020 02 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Everything turns–for better or for worse–
    on our being right
    about what we call good.

    How good is the good we call good
    is always the question.

    Our idea of the good
    can be anything but good.

    It is up to us to know what’s what
    with the good we call good.

    How do we evaluate our values?

    What guides our boat
    on its path through the sea?

    Can it be trusted to know True North
    from Due South?

    How do we have our alignment checked?

    What’s a valid plumb line in the arena of the Good?

    Whose word do we take?

    What makes us think they know
    what they are talking about?

    What is the source of our certainty?

    How often is it calibrated?

    Against what standard of accuracy is it measured?

    Who does the measuring?

    How good is the good we call good?

    Who says so?

    If you are going to assume something,
    or take it for granted,
    don’t let it be the goodness
    of your idea of the good!


  57. 10/13/2020  —  Summer Fern

    We gather ourselves
    and step into the day.

    What do we mean by that?
    What do we intend?
    What’s the point?
    What are we going to do with this day?

    Each day is an addition
    to our body of work.
    What do we mean by that?
    Intend?
    What is the point of our body of work?
    Who are we showing ourselves to be
    in our collection of days?
    What theme are we developing?
    What is the nature of our life?
    Who are we becoming?
    Who have we become?

    I look at the various segments
    that make up my day
    as mirrors reflecting me to me.
    I see myself in the ways I respond
    to what meets me in a day,
    and evaluate my responses
    in light of my Ideal Me–
    the Me I wish I were–
    the Me I live to be.

    Each day is a practice run
    toward the Me I would like to be,
    one situation at a time.
    It goes better
    when I take my time,
    embrace the silence,
    remember my breathing
    and know what I know.

    When I step back,
    and allow Me to lead the way,
    surprising me with spontaneous
    responses to the developing situation–
    which is quite different from knee-jerk reactions–
    things develop a flow
    that I am proud to be a part of
    even as I marvel at how this remark
    or that action
    could come from me.

    Where did that come from?
    is always a joy to find myself asking,
    and I think I keep living
    just to see what I will do next!

    Coming to trust myself
    to know what to do
    has been the blessing
    and the grace
    of life through the years,
    and I face the future
    with the confidence gleaned
    from having faced the future
    into the fourth quarter
    of my seventy-fifth year.


  58. 10/13/2020  —  Last of Spring Watercolor Rendering– Above Tremont, Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Tennessee

    Martin Palmer said that the Tao
    is simply getting things done in the right way–
    the right way of going about doing something.
    Anything.
    Everything.

    The only thing standing between us
    and doing things the right way
    is us.

    Before we do anything,
    we only have to stop and remember
    to do it the right way,
    the way it is to be done,
    the way it needs to be done.

    And do it that way.

    This is not hard.

    We only have to get ourselves out of the way.

    Why wouldn’t we do that?


  59. 10/14/2020  —  Sourwood 5-6 Panorama 10/09/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    You don’t have to want to do what needs to be done
    the way it needs to be done.

    You don’t have to feel like it.

    You don’t have to be in the mood for it.

    You don’t have to care about it.

    Your heart doesn’t have to be in it.

    You can explain/defend/justify/excuse
    not doing what needs to be done
    the way it needs to be done
    in 10,000 ways.

    You just have to do it.

    Everything depends upon it,
    flows from it.

    You create the future in every moment anyway.
    You may as well create the kind of future
    that will be the way the future needs to be–
    by doing what needs to be done,
    when it needs to be done,
    the way it needs to be done
    here and now,
    moment-by-moment
    for as long as you have to live.

    This is called “living in accord with the Tao.”

    And it is the only thing that matters.


  60. 10/14/2020  —  No Photo

    Here is the introduction to my WordPress site “The Church of What’s Happening Now,” because, why not?

    Flip Wilson had a comedy routine built around “The Reverend Leroy and The Church of What’s Happening Now.” The name of his church captures perfectly the essence, scope and calling of every church since the invention of churches–to exist beyond theology and doctrine, dogma and creed, catechisms and systems of belief as the servant people of what’s happening now.

    Jesus said “The Spirit is like the wind that blows where it will,” which implies that not even the Spirit of God knows what it is going to do next–and the people of that Spirit have no business codifying and systematizing commandments, rules and organizing principles governing the manner in which they are to go about their way of life and being in the world.

    Jesus responded spontaneously to each situation as it arose. The woman taken in adultery, the question from the lawyer about “Who is my neighbor,” the crowd asking for a sign… Jesus did not had out tracts or ask people to memorize the books of the Bible in order, or give them catechisms, or tomes of doctrine to study and re-study.

    Jesus said, “Why don’t you judge for yourselves what is right?” and called each person to “do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” He expected people to be open to the moment of their living, and to do there what was called for with the gifts of their original nature as their tools to work with in the day-to-day events of their life.

    Jesus, and the Buddha, and everyone who has known since the beginning of knowing have understood the essential nature of the importance of doing what needs to be done, the way it needs to be done, when it needs to be done–and doing it with sincerity and spontaneity–and letting that be that.

    Which is, of course, called “living in accord with the Tao.” And it is never more difficult, or more important, than that.

    The Church of What’s Happening Now is the only church there is, and the church all churches need to be. This page is a collection of supporting posts for becoming that kind of church in the daily happenings of our own life throughout the time left for living.

    I am glad you have found your way this far. You can trust yourself to find your way all the way the rest of the way. You are all you got. You are all you need. And the ideal community consists of individuals just like you who are finding their way alone together.

    Welcome to The Church of What’s Happening Now!


  61. 10/14/2020  —  Moonset at Clingman’s Dome — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Cherokee, North Carolina

    Wanting is of the devil.

    All of the plights known to human beings throughout time
    have wanting at their core.

    Wanting is the bane of human existence.

    We can want what we have no business having–
    and do.
    All the time.
    And this is what we get from it, for it
    (Looking around, palms up).

    We think wanting is our infallible guide
    to happiness everlasting.
    We think if we only could have what we want
    everything would be perfection and delight without end.
    We cast about,
    moaning and wailing,
    lose ourselves in addictions
    and other forms of idiocy,
    because we cannot have what we want,
    or do not know what we want,
    but this isn’t it,
    and we are stuck with doing what we want
    whether we want to or not.

    And all we have ever wanted is happiness
    at the end of Smooth And Easy Street.

    Here’s the truth for you:
    Happiness isn’t smooth
    and happiness isn’t easy
    and happiness isn’t all it is cracked up to be.

    The sure path to happiness
    is doing what needs to be done,
    the way it needs to be done,
    when it needs to be done,
    whether we want to or not,
    whether we are in the mood for it or not,
    whether we feel like it or not,
    whether it is raining or not,
    whether anything comes of it or not,
    whether we gain anything by it,
    or get anything out of it,
    or not,
    for no other reason than
    because it needs to be done
    right here and right now
    and it needs us to do it.

    This is called “living in accord with the Tao.”

    The Tao is the right way of doing something.
    Anything.
    Everything.

    Everything we do,
    or fail to do,
    creates the future.
    We are creating some future in every moment.
    Moment-by-moment we create the future
    by the way we live in,
    respond to,
    the moment,
    right here,
    right now.

    That being the case,
    why not create the future that needs to be
    by doing what needs to be done
    right here,
    right now?
    Moment-by-moment,
    situation-by-situation,
    all our life long
    by simply doing what needs to be done
    the way it needs to be done,
    when it needs to be done?

    That is all it ever takes.

    Spontaneous sincerity
    responds to the moment
    the way the moment needs
    to be responded to,
    for no reason beyond
    giving what is needed
    to the time and place of our living.

    Without seeking to gain from it
    in any way,
    the gain from it is immeasurable.

    World wide.

    You don’t have to believe it.
    Just do it.
    The cumulative effect of doing so
    will validate the value of doing so
    in undeniable,
    irrefutable ways over time.

    Everyone who knows anything
    knows it is so.


  62. 10/14/2020  —  Sourwood 10/09/2020 01 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    Our place,
    as conscious egos,
    is to live as guardians,
    protectors,
    defenders,
    and servants
    of the Source,
    the Origin,
    of our life and being.

    If I asked you to “Go to the Source,”
    where would you go?
    If I asked you to describe the location,
    what would you say?
    If I asked you to rank the strength of your connection
    with the Source,
    what would it be?

    When I contemplate the Source/Origin
    of my life and being,
    I can’t get closer than
    what I think of as a symbol
    of the Psyche/the Unconscious/the Soul-Self
    the Hindus call “the Atman.”

    That symbol, for me,
    is a subterranean ocean
    that would fill an infinite number of universes.
    It is “deep and wide.”
    It is dark there, but I can make out a shoreline
    disappearing off to my right,
    and ending at a rocky outcropping
    extending into the sea to my left.
    I can see and hear waves gently lapping on the shore
    near my feet
    as I stand looking out to what would be the horizon
    but for my vision being limited by the darkness
    about fifty feet from where I stand.
    The Source.

    I go there for sustenance and courage
    and instruction in the form
    of things stirring into my awareness,
    things to do,
    things to consider.
    The Source is the source of ideas and images,
    the source of imagination and visions,
    the source of all that is.

    Hindus think of the Atman
    as the essence/true self/the is-ness/am-ness
    of every living thing.

    “The face that was ours before we were born.”

    And Joseph Campbell says, “This power,
    which transcends all thought,
    is the very essence of your own being.
    It is Transcendent and it is Immanent,
    right here, right now, everywhere!”
    We incarnate “the Father”
    (We and “the Father” are one!)!
    We are the Avatar!

    And our role, our task, is to live
    “transparent to transcendence”
    (Joseph Campbell)–
    by living consciously in accord
    with our Original Nature
    without contrivance,
    and with sincerity and spontaneity!
    That’s divinity!
    That is who we are!

    And, to get there, to this point,
    we have to establish, maintain,
    develop, deepen
    our relationship with the Atman,
    the Self/Soul,
    the Source,
    the Origin
    of our life and being.

    Seek the Source.
    See where you go,
    and what happens there.


  63. 10/15/2020  —  Sumac 10/09/2020 01 Panorama — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    The Atman (A Hindu term meaning True Self,
    the essence,
    the is-ness of every living thing–
    and I prefer to think of it as everything–
    vital or inert)
    is the connective tissue of the Universe
    and beyond.
    The atmosphere/environment
    in which we live
    and move
    and have our being.

    It is our place to develop,
    deepen,
    demonstrate
    our connection–
    our relationship–
    with the Atman
    through the way
    we live our life,
    seeking in every moment
    to be who we truly are
    within the context and circumstances
    of our existence.

    This is no problem for rocks and trees,
    lions and grey hounds,
    bald eagles and hummingbirds.
    Only people come with the option
    of not being who they are.

    Joseph Campbell talks about our situation
    in terms of the masks we wear.
    The Primary Mask is handed to us
    by the culture/society into which we are born.
    Our parents tell us who we are
    and how we are to behave.

    When the authorities of Jesus’ day
    called him “a glutton and a wine-bibber,”
    they were using a term that meant
    “beyond parental control.”
    Jesus wasn’t doing what he was supposed to do.
    He wasn’t being who his culture expected him to be.
    He was wearing his Antithetical Mask.

    That is Campbell’s term for who we are really.
    Our True Self,
    The Atman,
    shinning through.

    But we have more than one option.
    There is an Antisocial Mask.
    A Sociopathic Mask.
    A Psychopathic Mask…
    All representing different ways of being in the world.
    There is a different face for every occasion.

    The old Taoists had the ideal:
    “Show us the face that was yours
    before you were born!”
    “Show us your version of The Atman!”
    “Who you are ‘Thus Come’!”
    “Before your Ideas got a hold of you!”

    That is difficult because our Ideas are many,
    and in the way.
    We want to be anything but who we are.
    We have aspirations.
    Desires.
    Ambitions.
    Ideas.

    And there is only one way with our name on it.
    It is our place to find that way and walk it,
    and in so doing,
    exhibit the radiance of God,
    of The Atman,
    living within us
    to all the world.

    How do you think that’s going?


  64. 10/15/2020  —  Golden Rod 04 10/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    What isn’t working for you?
    Where did you get off the track?
    What are you seeking?
    What would make things right?
    How are you kidding yourself?
    What would it take to stop?

    There has to be a reckoning.
    A coming to terms with how things are.
    An owning up.
    A turning.

    Carl Jung said,
    “There is in each of us,
    another,
    whom we do not know.”

    He was talking about the Atman,
    the Self,
    “the face that was ours before we were born.”
    The One Who Knows
    who we are
    and who we were born to be.

    Taking up the work
    of developing a collaborative partnership
    with the one whom we do not know
    would put us on course
    to realize the fullness
    of all that might yet be.

    We have all the help we need at hand.
    All it takes is asking,
    to turn things around.


  65. 10/16/2020  —  Mt. Rundle Sunrise 09/27/2009 — Banff National Park, Alberta

    The Buddhists have a saying:
    “All is One.”
    But they do not think it is all the same one.
    And it helps to be able to discern
    the differences between things.
    Salt is not sugar.
    Coffee is not corn meal.
    And we get along better in the world
    being able to recognize
    and appreciate
    the distinctions
    that create the tensions
    that allow life to exist.

    “Without contraries is no progression”
    (William Blake).
    We dance with contradiction
    all the way down.

    Speaking of dancing,
    there is no better symbol
    of two being one
    while remaining two
    than a couple dancing
    in perfect sync/rhythm/harmony.

    In the presence of that kind of oneness,
    we forget to breathe.

    The same applies to the pair,
    merged to the point of being inseparable,
    of complete opposites known as
    transcendence and immanence.

    Take anything.
    A shoelace.
    In the right kind of light,
    with the right kind of mood,
    and the right kind of perspective,
    which allows the right kind of perception
    (How we see produces/creates what we see),
    the shoelace–
    and every other thing–
    becomes “transparent to transcendence”
    (Joseph Campbell).

    Everything is a portkey,
    transporting us into the field of wonder,
    awe,
    amazement,
    fascination,
    reverence,
    veneration,
    worship,
    adoration,
    speechlessness,
    and we forget to breathe.

    The world is an optical illusion.
    Now we see it,
    now we don’t.
    Now we do.
    Now we don’t.

    Looking at anything reveals everything.
    Looking at everything conceals anything.
    Twoness is oneness.
    No, it’s twoness.
    Is it oneness or twoness?
    Yes.
    It is both.
    At the same time.

    “So what?” you say.
    So at any moment in our life,
    we are a simple shift in perspective
    away from seeing the wonder of being able to see–
    which transforms everything
    and opens us to the experience
    of the transcendence of immanence,
    of the immanence of transcendence,
    of the ineffable,
    unspeakable,
    irrefutable
    reality
    of the Numen
    at the heart of existence,
    and the very essence of life,
    flowing in and through all things,
    transforming everything
    and making all things new,
    like being high on mescaline
    all the time.

    “If the doors of perception were cleansed,
    everything would appear to us as it is–
    infinite”
    (William Blake).

    We have no business saying anything
    until we see everything in this light,
    and then there are no words
    with which to say a thing.


  66. 10/16/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 10/15/2020 03 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    If we want to see,
    we have to see that we are not seeing.
    And then,
    we have to see what we are not seeing.

    We do that best
    by sitting quietly.

    Silence is the source of The Source,
    and the threshold to all seeing/knowing,
    doing/being.

    It all begins with silence,
    and proceeds from there in silence
    to silence–
    because “The Tao that can be said
    is not the eternal Tao.”

    What more can be said than
    “Sit quietly”?

    Just sit.
    And wait to see.

    See?


  67. 10/17/2020  —  Thus Come 03 –From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    The Buddha is recognized and revered
    as “The One Thus Come.”
    The Christ belongs in that category as well.

    As do all who are just who they are–
    with neither pretension nor aspiration,
    just so,
    just this,
    just thus.

    Which is to say, naturally exhibiting
    “the face that was theirs before they were born.”

    All natural things are Thus Come.

    Rocks and waves,
    wind and turkeys,
    gold nuggets and porcupines…

    The natural world is Thus Come.
    Only human beings have the capacity
    to be other than they are
    in striving to create a future to their liking.

    All humans Thus Come
    are content with the way things are,
    and have no need to transform things
    into their idea of how they ought to be.

    They do not walk around
    with an agenda in hand
    and a plan for everything in their life.

    In trying to arrange a particular future,
    we arrange ourselves in particular ways.
    Terrible Twos are so called
    because children at about that age
    react violently when the way things are
    is not the way they want them to be.

    No puppy, kitten, bear cub or penguin chick
    ever cried, kicked, screamed, bit their parents
    or rolled on the floor
    because things weren’t going their way.

    People in their eighties
    can still be in their Terrible Twos.
    They are Thus Come in a way
    different from the Buddha and the Christ,
    and are avoided by everyone in their vicinity
    for being the way they are.

    Being our natural self
    puts us in accord with the natural world,
    and we live out our lives
    smoothly choreographed with the movement
    of life around us.

    This is to be aligned with the Tao
    and at one with the times and places of our life.

    It is to say “Yea!” to life as it is,
    and to find ways of folding ourselves into
    our circumstances
    and make a way for ourselves within the confines
    of “what’s happening now,”
    in a “Okay, now what?” kind of way–
    while those in the Terrible Twos Stage
    are going,
    “NO! NOT THIS–THAT!”
    NO! NOT THAT–THAT OVER THERE!”
    all their life long.


  68. 10/17/2020  —  Goldenrod 03 10/08/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Where is your zeal in the matter?
    Any matter?
    What matter holds the most zeal for you?
    Enthusiasm?
    Heart?
    Life?
    What brings you to life?
    Calls you to life?
    Infuses you with life?
    Begin there.
    Go there.
    Do that.

    I’m better off walking around
    looking for photos,
    or sitting with my computer
    processing photos,
    or writing,
    or reading,
    or cooking,
    or playing at playing my djembe drum,
    than most any other where
    in my life.

    Those are the things that ground and center me
    and restore my balance and harmony.
    If I am away from them for longer than I like,
    I drift over into crotchety and snarly
    and people start saying,
    “Why don’t you go find something to photograph?”

    It’s important to know where our zeal lies,
    and feed it what it feasts on as often as possible.


  69. 10/17/2020  —  Adventure Road 03 10/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    You can lead a horse to water,
    and if on the way you stop for a while
    at the salt block,
    you can pretty well guarantee the horse will drink.

    What’s the equivalent to a salt block
    on the spiritual journey?
    What can we do to prepare ourselves
    for the serendipitous moment of illumination?
    How can we put ourselves in the way of enlightenment?
    How can we assist seeing,
    hearing,
    realizing?
    Satori hinges on what?

    It often takes nothing more “spiritual”
    than a dead end.

    Come to the end of your rope,
    and there is the light.

    Joseph Campbell liked to say,
    “Where you stumble and fall,
    there lies the gold.”

    And we’ve all heard the axiom,
    “It’s always darkest just before dawn.”

    All that we try that doesn’t work
    is cleaning the windows of perception.
    “Not this, not this, not this…
    is all important knowledge
    on the way to knowing “This is IT!”

    It is all preparation.
    Nothing is wasted on the path to realization.
    We hurry up awakening
    by doing everything with our eyes as open
    to what’s what as they can be.

    We can only see what we see,
    but we can be conscious of looking,
    and ask the questions that beg to be asked
    about everything in each situation as it arises–
    and say everything that needs to be said,
    trusting the “click” to happen
    in its own time.


  70. 10/17/2020  —  Sourwood 02 10/09/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Joseph Campbell,
    speaking about his college days
    on the tract team at Columbia,
    “I lost two races that were very important to me
    because I lost the still place.
    The race meant so much
    that I put myself out there
    to win the race
    instead of to run the race,
    and the whole thing got thrown off.”

    When we lose the still place,
    we lose the rhythm,
    the dance,
    the balance and harmony
    of ourselves in this moment in time,
    where we act out of the stillness,
    sincerely and spontaneously
    offering what is needed
    moment-by-moment,
    without thought of gain or loss,
    without thinking anything,
    just being in the moment,
    free to be who we were being called to be
    by the time and place of our living.

    We lose that by trying to force a win,
    by pushing our agenda,
    by living from a motive of profit
    and the desire to win.
    That is to be out of accord with the Tao,
    and it all goes south like that
    (Snaps fingers).

    We are here simply to run the race,
    to live from the still place,
    and offer what is called for
    in each situation as it arises.

    We are here to attend the moment.
    To see what’s what,
    and know what is happening
    and what is needed,
    and how we can help with that
    out of the gifts/genius/daemon/character/talents
    we have to offer–
    remembering Lao Tzu’s advice,
    “Do your work and step back,
    and let nature take its course.”

    That’s all it takes,
    but it takes it day in and day out.
    Forever.
    We are in it for the long haul.
    The Hero’s Journey never ends.

    Get your game face on
    and don’t take it off.


  71. 10/18/2020  —  The Atman 04 – From my Symbols of Transformation Collection


    The Atman is a Hindu term for our essential Self,
    for the essence of who we are,
    for the divine being at the heart of all living things.

    If we were talking,
    I would want to know about your life–
    about the life you are living,
    and about the life that is yours to live–
    about what you do for a living,
    and about what you live to do.

    That is the dynamic
    within which we work out who we are.

    Working out who we are consumes our life.
    By the time we figure out the basics–
    if we do–
    most of the time for living has been used up.

    No one tells us early on
    what the deal is.
    Because no one knows
    what the deal is.

    Pleasing God and getting to heaven
    gets all the attention,
    or did through my growing up years,
    not that I’m not still growing up,
    but I could have spent my time in better ways
    with better guidance
    about how to spend my time.

    When I was sixteen/seventeen,
    I wanted a typewriter for Christmas.
    Where did that come from?
    When I was eighteen/nineteen,
    I had an epiphany upon seeing
    a 35mm single reflex camera
    sitting on a table.
    What was that about?
    I could have used some pointers.

    Carl Jung’s autobiography is entitled,
    “Memories, Dreams and Reflections,”
    mine would be,
    “The Tao, The Atman and The Silence.”

    I lived blindfolded looking for the Piñata,
    with nothing to go on.
    It takes a while.
    But, the Tao, the Atman and the Silence,
    do not go away,
    do not give up,
    but hang around like gravity
    doing their thing,
    and here we all are.

    And if we were talking,
    I would ask you about your life,
    about what brings you to life,
    about where your fascination is found,
    about where your enthusiasm comes from
    and where your hunger leads you.

    And we could talk long into the night.


  72. 10/18/2020  —  Pelicans in Flight 11/02/2008 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina

    No one gets anywhere
    without changing their mind
    about what is important.

    Changing our mind about what is important
    is the essence of the Hero’s Journey,
    the Spiritual Quest
    and Growing Up.

    And it isn’t enough to just change our mind.
    We have to be right about it.
    About what is important.

    That is the only thing worth knowing.
    And serving with our life.

    No one can tell us what is important–
    well, they can, but we can’t hear them
    until we discover for ourselves
    what they are talking about.
    Their words have to “click” with something within us,
    something that knows the truth
    of what they are saying,
    in a, “So, that’s it!” kind of way.

    We have to live ourselves into
    knowing what’s important
    when it is pointed out to us.
    And it all starts with the realization
    that “This isn’t it.”


  73. 10/18/2020  —  Sumac 03 10/09/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    It helps to believe in what we are doing–
    in something we are doing.

    Joseph Campbell believed that
    “devotion to one’s own inner work
    is the beam that keeps us on the path”
    (Phil Cousineau).

    We cannot live as tourists
    looking for something to like
    and finding things to not like.
    We have to be living out of our own core,
    and doing the things that serve
    that central thing that we are,
    while we also are making ends meet
    however we can.

    It helps if our job can be somewhat kin
    to our calling,
    to the things that “electrifies
    and enlivens our hearts and wakes us”
    (Joseph Campbell).

    And we have to always be mindful
    of walking on two paths at the same time,
    integrating consciously
    (and regularly)
    the opposites,
    balancing the responsibilities,
    dancing with the contradictions,
    and working things out.

    But the main thing is to have a main thing.
    Something we love with all our heart.
    Something we must do with our life,
    something that we build a life around,
    that we coalesce around,
    orbit around,
    that serves us as our anchor point,
    our center point,
    our still point
    in the turning world.

    Something that we would bear
    all manner of burdens to do
    in serving with all that is within us.

    We have to know what keeps us going,
    to know that we will go through anything
    to be able to do.

    If we have that,
    nothing can touch us.
    In light of that,
    we can say, “Yea!” to life just as it is,
    because having found the gold,
    nothing can take that from us,
    and we have nothing to fear from the clashing rocks
    or the heaving waves of the wine dark sea.


  74. 10/19/2020  —  Adventure Road 04 10/07/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Shamanism, you could look this up,
    is the world’s oldest religion
    starting up between 10,000 and 5,000 BCE.
    Hinduism and Taoism come in next
    from about 5,000 to 2,500 BCE.

    From at least 2,500 BCE
    Taoism is documented as saying
    “It all comes down to doing the right thing in the right way”
    (or words to that effect).

    We have known what it takes–
    all that it takes for 4,500 years!
    And this is the best we can do
    (Looking around, palms up, disgusted expression).

    What?
    It is only about doing the right thing in the right way
    in each situation as it arises!
    This is not beyond any of us!

    It’s like litter.
    It is a problem that is completely up to us
    and totally doable.

    About 500 BCE,
    Lao Tzu grew disenchanted
    and walked off into the woods
    to live out his days in the company
    of the birds and animals.

    It hasn’t gotten better in 2,520 years.
    I don’t know why.


  75. 10/19/2020  —  The Atman 03 — From my Symbols of Transformation collection

    Four statements say it all:
    Promote the General Welfare,
    Provide the Common Defense,
    Insure Domestic Tranquility,
    Preserve, protect and defend…
    against All Enemies Foreign and Domestic.

    These are not only in the Constitution,
    but are either stated or implied
    in all the oaths of office
    taken by people holding office
    as US Government officials.

    These four statements provide the foundational
    Constitutional authority
    for declaring every act of the US Government
    from its inception
    that violates any of the four
    to be unconstitutional
    and therefore illegal.

    Making the forthcoming appointment
    to the Supreme Court
    unconstitutional and illegal.

    Making canceling the Voting Rights Act
    unconstitutional and illegal.

    Making Citizens United
    unconstitutional and illegal.

    Etc.

    Making lobbyists
    unconstitutional and illegal.

    Etc.

    Making all of Trump’s executive orders
    and all of Congress’ actions
    that violate any of the four statements
    unconstitutional and illegal.

    Etc.

    Everything the US Government does
    has to meet the standards
    set forth by the four statements.

    Environmental protection
    is guaranteed by the four statements.

    Individual human rights
    are guaranteed by the four statements
    (And where abortion is concerned,
    life begins at birth with the first breath,
    and has been held to be so
    since the beginning of time,
    so we celebrate birth days
    and not conception days).

    Health care, etc
    are guaranteed by the four statements.

    Etc.

    These four statements provide
    all the grounds needed
    to oppose and invalidate
    all US Governmental acts
    that violate any of the four.

    The Atman has been recognized
    from the beginning of human history
    as the Essential Self,
    the True Nature,
    the Original Nature,
    Universally across all time and space
    of every living thing,
    and is violated,
    desecrated,
    dishonored,
    blasphemed
    and destroyed
    when any of these four statements
    are so treated.

    Therefore, not only the Constitution,
    but also the very essence of life,
    are done grave damage
    by the flippant disregard
    of the sacred foundation
    constituting our life together
    as citizens of the United States of America.

    And we are called forth
    to resist,
    repudiate
    and repel
    all attacks upon us
    and our holy bond
    with all living things,
    now and forever.


  76. 10/19/2020  —  Peyto Lake In the Snow 09/20/2004 — Banff National Park, Alberta

    The future is fluid,
    pliable,
    capable of being shaped
    and molded.
    We create it in every moment
    by the way we respond to
    what is happening
    and to what is being called for.

    We bring the future on ourselves
    by the way we live,
    by the choices we make,
    in each situation as it arises.

    We influence,
    impact,
    create the next situation,
    and all those following it,
    by the way we act in this situation.

    The present moment is a fulcrum,
    and we lever the future into place
    one moment at a time.

    In every moment we make choices
    that form the matrix
    for all the choices we will be able to make
    in all future moments.

    Here is the organizing idea for ordering
    your response to every choice you are offered
    in all of your moments yet to be:

    Ask of what is before you,
    “What is the life-quotient for me
    and/or others in the options before me?

    What is the level of vitality,
    enthusiasm,
    zest,
    excitement,
    joy and delight
    in each of them?

    What is their degree of radiance,
    transcendence,
    rapture,
    elation,
    exhilaration,
    inspiration?”

    Go with what has life for you/others.
    And if it comes down to a choice
    between you and others,
    be clear about the sacrifice
    you are being asked to make,
    and choose carefully.

    Sometimes it will be you that is sacrificed
    for the sake of others,
    and sometimes it will be others
    that are sacrificed
    for the sake of you.

    Do not hesitate to choose in your favor!
    Just be clear of the choice you are making.
    Sometimes you will “die” either way,
    just “die” in the service of life every time!


  77. 10/19/2020  —  Sourwood 03 10/09/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Allowing our life to take its own shape
    around our interests
    and our involvement with things that evoke
    our vitality, zeal and enthusiasm
    is a track different
    from going where the money is–
    and we have to make a decision
    at some point
    about what is going t0 be the central concern
    that directs our choices
    and rules our life.

    We can have a “cookie cutter life,”
    with the shape being determined
    by our social group,
    or by the group we would like to be our social group,
    and we do all the things
    members of our group do,
    going the same movies,
    eating at the same restaurants,
    watching the same TV shows,
    living the same life.

    And we can live “a life apart,”
    in the sense of not minding
    that we are on the outside
    of all social circles,
    letting our direction in life
    be determined by the things we like to do
    regardless of whether anyone else cares
    that they exist.

    What guides our boat on its path through the sea?
    What kind of boat are we riding in?
    Whose idea is it that this is the boat we ought to be riding in?
    What gives us our sense of direction?
    Our idea about what is good and what is not?
    Who are we living to please?
    What do we need to be happy with the life we are living?
    What kind of life do we need to be living
    in order to be pleased with how things are?

    The idea that “this boat won’t take us there,”
    gives us some sense of how our life needs to change
    to get us “there”
    if “there” is some place we would like to be.

    Or, if we like “this boat” so much
    that wherever it takes us is perfectly fine with us.

    Living the life that fits our idea of how life should be,
    and what needs to change to have a better fit–
    the life we are living,
    or idea of how life should be–
    gives us something to consider
    as we work to blend happiness with our life
    and how we are living it.

    What is important?
    How do we decide?
    How do we know when we are right
    and when we are wrong?


  78. 10/20/2020  —  Maple Leaves 09/27/2014 — Cooperstown, New York

    Lao Tzu may as well have been a contemporary
    of Genghis Khan,
    may as well have been his neighbor,
    or his brother.

    Mao tse Tung was well-versed in the Tao te Ching,
    and knew about the Buddha and Zen.

    What does the Tao have to say
    Genghis Khan and Mao tse Tung can hear?

    This is Yin/Yang come to life in our lives.

    The ascendance of the masculine
    over the feminine
    begin with the advance of the hunter/warrior
    who demanded immediate results now
    and came to the fore
    by stomping out the compassion
    and the patience of the planter/harvester
    in order to force their way upon the world.

    The warrior’s way of doing things
    was given philosophical/theological assist
    by Zarathustra in Persia
    and his separation of reality
    into Darkness and Light,
    Right and Wrong,
    Good and Evil–
    and giving impetus and permission
    to the warrior impulse to destroy
    what they did not like
    and call their actions good.

    The Tao is a different way of doing things.
    Jesus expressed his Taoist heart
    with his “seed in the earth,”
    “yeast in the dough,”
    “light on a hill,”
    analogies,
    and his model of dying
    instead of killing,
    and his call to “Do it like I’m doing it!”
    “No one comes to the Father but by me!”
    “By doing it like I am doing it!”

    But the world has a better/quicker/faster way:
    “Kill the Infidel!”
    (With “the Infidel” being everyone
    who doesn’t do it the way the world wants it done.

    When Lao Tzu,
    and the Buddha
    and Jesus
    come up against Genghis Khan and Mao tse Tung
    and the United States Calvary riding over the hill,
    it is going to be over like that (Snaps fingers).

    And here we are.
    “Right forever on the scaffold,
    Wrong forever on the throne.”
    What’s a body to do?
    What chance does the Tao have?

    This is the eternal duality/dichotomy/contradiction.

    The Buddha would say,
    “When you meet an elephant coming toward you
    along the path,
    get off the path!”

    Zen would say,
    “The law of the fishes states:
    The big fish eat the little fish
    and the little fish have to hide.”

    Jesus would say,
    “You have heard it said,
    ‘An eye for an eye!
    A tooth for a tooth!
    But I say unto you:
    Do not resist evil,
    and if someone were to strike
    you on your right cheek,
    turn to him the other also.
    And if anyone would sue you
    for your coat,
    give him your cloak as well.
    And whoever forces you to
    go a mile,
    go with him two miles.”

    The Dalai Lama left Tibet
    when the Chinese army invaded.
    And the Dalai Lama’s bodyguards
    carry automatic weapons.

    What we do about Genghis Khan
    and Mao tse Tung
    in their present manifestations
    is up to us
    moment-to-moment,
    situation-by-situation,
    day-by-day—
    with the tools of imagination,
    creativity,
    compromise,
    acquiescence,
    accommodation,
    adjustment,
    sacrifice,
    resistance,
    opposition,
    warfare
    and surrender
    at our disposal–
    doing what is called for
    by the situation at hand
    in each situation as it arises.

    We live in a Yin/Yang world,
    and must bear the pain
    living on the interface,
    on the borderline,
    between irreconcilable polarities,
    carrying in our body
    the agony of this eternal cross,
    dying again and again
    to rise from the dead again and again,
    to die again,
    to rise from the dead again,
    to die again,
    to rise again…

    For as long as time shall last.

    Ours is the Sisyphean task
    of doing what needs to be doing
    moment-by-moment
    in each situation as it arises,
    to do it again in the next situation
    all our life long.

    And what redeems this pattern
    of being stuck between Yin and Yang
    all our life long
    is the attitude we take in regard to the task,
    the spirit with which we go about our business
    of living out our life
    in a Yin/Yang world.


  79. 10/20/2020  —  Sourwood 06 10/09/2020 — 22-AcreWoods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Our perspective is all we have to work with.

    The journey we keep talking about–
    the Hero’s Journey,
    the Spiritual Journey–
    comes down to growing up,
    and growing up consists of
    changing our mind about what’s important
    again and again and again
    over the full course of our life.

    Changing how we see things
    makes all the difference
    in enabling us to deal with things
    and do what needs to be done about things.

    My most powerful personal experience
    in how changing the way we see things
    changes things
    came in Ferriday, Louisiana in 1973.

    Ferriday is in Concordia Parish,
    and Concordia Parish is surrounded by water,
    bounded by the Tensas River,
    the Red River,
    the Black River
    and the Mississippi River.

    1973 was the year of the 100-year flood.
    The Mississippi River was threatening
    to top the restraining levy,
    and causing the other rivers to back up
    and threaten the levies holding them in place.

    The Morganza Spillway is on the Mississippi River
    at the southeastern edge of the Parish,
    put in place to prevent the Missisippi
    from diverting course into the Achafalaya River Basin.

    The citizens in Concordia Parish were as one
    in beseeching the US Army Corps of Engineers
    to open the Morganza Spillway
    allowing water from the Mississippi to flow
    into the Achafalaya and reduce the pressure
    on the protective levies surrounding the Parish.

    The Corps of Engineers sent a spokesperson
    to address the issue at a public gathering.
    He said, “You are thinking of the river as a bathtub,
    and if you open the drain you will empty the tub.”
    Heads nodded as one throughout the crowd.
    “You have to see the river as a garden hose,
    and no matter how many holes you poke in the hose
    below a certain point,
    the hose above that point is going to remain
    full of water.”

    A gasp went up from the crowd.
    The anger left the room.
    And people began in that moment
    to come to terms with the truth of their situation.

    Coming to terms with the truth of our situation
    is all that is ever required of us
    in each situation as it arises.

    Changing how we see things
    to enable ourselves to see things as they are
    is the sine qua non of being able
    to respond to our circumstances
    in ways that are called for
    in each situation as it arises
    all our life long.

    We change the way we see
    by changing the metaphors we use
    to describe the circumstances we face.
    Changing our base metaphor
    changes everything.
    Instantly.


  80. 10/20/2020  —  22-Acre Woods o9 10/20/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    We all are the same,
    and we all are different.

    Why can’t we take that on faith,
    and live as though it is so?

    We take the craziest things on faith.
    “There is no such thing as global warming!”
    Why take that on faith?

    “COVID-19 is a hoax!”
    Why take that on faith?

    “If you don’t believe in Jesus
    and toe the line,
    you’re going to hell!”
    Why take that on faith?

    Why don’t we take things on faith
    that believing them to be so
    makes an actual, tangible, difference for good
    in our life?
    In our own, personal, life?

    Why take things on faith
    that are going to make life difficult
    for other people?
    Why believe some people are inherently
    better than other people?
    More deserving?
    Less deserving?

    Why not believe that we are all different,
    and we are all the same?
    And grant everybody the benefit of the doubt
    for being different,
    and treat everybody like we would want
    to be treated
    for being the same?


  81. 10/21/2020  —  Around Bass Lake 07 10/13/2014 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

    What comes packed in our DNA?
    How did it get there?

    I talk a lot about our Original Nature.
    What is constant in everyone’s DNA,
    and what is inherited from our parents,
    unique to us alone among all people on earth for ever?
    How did it get there?
    How often do new things get there?
    What is the process of transmission?

    How do innate releasing mechanisms
    get into our DNA?
    Can new ones ever come along?
    When in the history of our DNA
    did they first occur?
    How does “experience” become “inherited”?

    Does the idea of God
    predate the experience of God?
    Where do ideas come from?
    Can we experience anything
    that is not “expected” by our DNA?
    What can we not experience?
    Why not?

    We are born into a culture
    of assumptions and expectations.
    How could we ever know
    that a response to our environment
    is inherited via DNA
    or originates in the sea of cultural
    assumptions and expectations
    that immerses us at birth?

    It feels (to me) as though
    the Tao and the Atman
    are explanations/grounds of experience,
    but experience could just as easily
    be based on the cultural
    expectations and assumptions
    of Tao and Atman.

    Experience is created by expectation
    and explanation.
    That is the foundation of superstition,
    horoscopes,
    black magic,
    voodoo
    and religion.
    If we take anything on faith
    it is instant and everlasting
    that whatever we take on faith
    becomes an irrefutable fact
    like that (snaps fingers).

    We are susceptible to suggestion,
    and cannot separate
    culturally created expectation
    from personally experienced reality.

    How objective can even science be?
    Isn’t that the very ground of the
    “hypothesis not fact” presumption
    that serves as the basis of all scientific endeavor?
    We have to constantly check our own observations
    because we cannot trust ourselves to see what is there
    and not what we expect to be there?

    How do our expectations have us where we are?
    How can we free ourselves from our presumptions,
    assumptions
    and expectations
    in order to see reality
    separate from our presumptions,
    assumptions
    and expectations?

    How do we know we aren’t just making up
    everything we think we know to be so?

    Truth and illusion are separated by what?
    “The edge of the coin”?
    (Ortega y Gasset)


  82. 10/21/2020  —  Sourwood 07 10/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    There are eight tools
    for getting us through anything/everything,
    and for getting us in the center of the sweet spot
    of where we need to be
    in every time and place of our living.

    They are:

    1) Compassion –for ourselves,
    and for one another
    (that would be for all others)–
    and for our circumstances/situation in life.

    It begins with compassion
    and flows from compassion,
    and depends upon compassion.

    Compassion is unconditional
    and equally applicable to all things
    everywhere,
    any time.

    It is the ground of our existence.
    If we do it without compassion,
    it won’t be worth doing.

    If you are going to practice anything,
    practice compassion–
    for everything
    throughout your day
    all day long.

    2) Awareness takes everything into account,
    contains everything,
    considers everything,
    with compassion (of course),
    and without judgment,
    opinion,
    or expectation.

    All things are just as they are,
    “Thus Come,”
    “right out of the box.”

    Awareness receives everything
    in a “This is the way things are,
    and this is what can be done about it,
    and that’s that”
    kind of way.

    Awareness is without emotional attachment
    or reactivity.

    Awareness is the operational attitude
    of emergency room personnel,
    or emergency medical technicians,
    triaging a situation
    and responding to it
    in ways appropriate to the occasion
    in each situation as it arises.

    Awareness is the primary
    and absolutely essential attitude
    for sizing things up
    and dealing with them
    as they need to be dealt with,
    one after another,
    moment-by-moment,
    day-by-day,
    all our life long.

    3) Acceptance greets everything
    with Rumi’s warm welcome
    expressed so well in his poem, “The Guest House”
    (Googleit).

    Everything is exactly what we need
    to grow up some more again.
    And growing up some more again
    is “what it’s all about.”

    Growing up some more again
    is the essence of the Hero’s Journey,
    and the Spiritual Journey,
    and every other journey there is or may ever be.

    We are never Grown Up.
    We are always growing up.
    Evolving,
    becoming,
    moving,
    developing,
    shifting,
    changing,
    showing ourselves who we are
    and what we are made of.

    There is more to us than meets the eye–
    any eye,
    especially our own eye!
    And our life is exquisitely designed
    to provide us with the experiences necessary
    to bring us forth,
    expressing,
    exhibiting,
    incarnating
    who we are
    in each time and place
    (here and now)
    of our living.

    So, greet the day,
    and make it welcome!

    4) Silence is the sine qua non for
    balance,
    harmony,
    spirit,
    life,
    vitality,
    virtue,
    character,
    Original Nature,
    and living centered
    in the sweet spot of who we are
    and what is ours to do.

    Everything flows from Silence!
    Imagination and creativity
    are grounded in Silence!
    All that we as a species
    have ever produced
    came right out of Silence!

    Meeting what meets us in Silence
    is the necessary ordeal
    for meeting what meets us
    in the world
    of ordinary, apparent, reality.

    The Silence is practice
    for the Noise of the 10,000 things,
    for the Dust of the World.

    As we learn to appreciate,
    embrace,
    yearn for,
    enjoy,
    relish Silence,
    we prepare ourselves for all that waits
    in the situations and circumstances
    of our daily life.

    Silence is the source of all that we need
    to find what we need
    to do what needs to be done
    and what needs us to do it
    in each situation as it arises forever.

    We cannot be anything worth being
    until we can be quiet.

    On a regular basis
    throughout the time left for living.

    5) Perspective is how we see
    what we look at.

    How we see determines what we see
    when we look at what we look at.

    How we see is conditioned/controlled
    by the 10,000 things.
    The way we see things
    is determined by where we have been
    and what has happened to us
    from birth to here and now.

    We all are at the mercy
    of the way we see things.
    Programming the way things are seen
    is the aim of all propaganda,
    and everything that has come to us
    about how to see what we look at
    is a form of cultural propaganda–
    stemming from the people we hang out with,
    socialize with,
    associate with,
    that form our culture-within-the-culture.

    When the way we see things changes,
    the people we spend time with is likely to change.
    And if we change the people we spend time with,
    we are likely to change the way we see things.

    All of which is a result of awareness,
    particularly as it relates to #6 below.

    6) Self-transparency is seeing ourselves seeing.
    Seeing ourselves thinking.
    Feeling.
    Knowing.
    Acting.
    Doing.
    Living.
    Being…

    We do not move,
    psychologically,
    emotionally,
    spiritually,
    until we see ourselves moving–
    until we know what we would
    go to hell for–
    until we know where we stand
    and what we stand for,
    “Without hope,
    without witness,
    without reward”
    (Steven Moffat, Doctor Who).

    Self-transparency is not kidding ourselves,
    but knowing ourselves as we are,
    “just so,”
    “Thus Come.”
    With the kind of compassionate
    awareness
    and acceptance described above.

    This kind of knowledge
    of our essential selves,
    lends itself to a budding knowledge
    of our Self–
    The Atman within–
    and positions us to live
    aligned with ourselves,
    with our Self,
    and in accord with the Tao.

    7) Sincerity (Non-contrivance) is the basic
    requirement of self-expression.
    We live to be who we are–
    for no reason other than being who we are.

    We do not live to get anything out of it
    beyond the experience of being fully alive
    by being who we are in the moment of our living
    in each situation as it arises.

    When we meet the moment
    and respond to it
    by offering/doing what is called for there
    as only we can,
    with the gifts/daemon/genius/virtue/character/grace
    that are peculiarly ours to offer,
    we have done all that anyone can do,
    and that is being as alive to the moment as possible.

    8) Spontaneity is acting without contrivance,
    without agenda,
    without motive,
    without plans,
    or schemes,
    or strategies,
    or intentions,
    or purposes,
    or ideas,
    but simply rising to every occasion
    by offering what is called for,
    and letting that be that.

    Live in the service of these eight tools for living,
    and you will be
    where everyone has been searching for
    from the beginning of the species,
    and, maybe, before.


  83. 10/21/2020  —  Sourwood Leaves 02 10/21/2020 — 22-Acre W00ds, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    There are the Who, What, When, Where, How questions
    to be answered.
    The Tao and the Atman team up
    for the them all,
    with The Atman being
    the essential Self/Soul/Essence/Being
    (the Who)
    within all living things,
    and the Tao being
    the Right way (How) to do What needs doing,
    and When to do it.
    And Where is always here and now.

    Throwing or lot in
    with the Tao and the Atman,
    leaves us with only having to
    develop our relationship
    with both
    in order to follow the flow
    of life from beginning to in.

    The only catch is
    that we have to play our part
    as it needs to be played
    and get out of the way
    in each situation as it arises.

    It means sincerely being devoted
    to serving the true good of the whole,
    with no contrivance
    and no interest in the outcome.
    We just do what is ours to do,
    with nothing to gain or lose,
    and it all works out just peachy
    for all concerned.

    We have everything we need
    to do what is called for
    in all conditions and circumstances
    of life.

    What could be wrong with this plan?


  84. 10/21/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 02 10/15/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Happiness is a natural by-product
    of doing the things that make
    our little heart sing
    and our little toes dance.

    Having our heart in what we are doing
    is all there is to it.

    How hard could that be?

    When is the last time your heart was in
    what you were doing?

    Why did you stop?

    What are the blocks,
    the stops,
    the barriers
    preventing us from living
    with our heart in what we are doing?

    Conduct an inquiry.
    Get to the bottom of it.
    Why are we not living
    with our heart in what we are doing?
    What would have to happen
    in order to be able to live that way?

    What does our heart want
    that we aren’t giving it?

    Why are we holding out
    on our own heart?

    Whose side are we on?


  85. 10/22/2020  —  Lows Lake Panorama 09/29/2014 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York

    We have time on our hands.
    We are bored,
    looking for a good time to pass
    the time with,
    and this isn’t it.
    That is the human condition.

    Marianne Moore said,
    “The cure for loneliness is solitude.”
    The very idea is off-putting.
    The cure for loneliness is a party!

    But until we meet what meets us
    in the silence,
    we are a broken record
    (That’s a metaphor that has
    outlived its usefulness),
    “going nowhere fast.”

    We don’t want to hear it.
    Our fingers are in our ears.
    We are going “Nah, nah, nah…”

    Growing up is the province
    of realization and acquiescence.
    It is trumped by denial
    and anything that will take our mind
    off our problems.

    Anything that will keep us from meeting
    what meets us in the silence.

    And here we are.
    Waiting for some shift
    in our modus operandi.

    Nothing can change
    until something changes.
    But the silence is always there.


  86. 10/22/2020  —  22-Acre Woods 04 10/15/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    Jesus had no impact upon
    the political realities of his day.
    Neither did the Buddha.

    Politics is the arena
    of “What’s in it for me
    and my people.”
    Of “How can I get the most
    while giving up the least?”

    Jesus and the Buddha were interested
    in creating and maintaining
    an environment in which
    individuals were enabled/allowed
    to incarnate
    their full potential for self-realization
    and self-expression,
    while assisting and encouraging–
    not limiting or restricting–
    their neighbors’ self-development.

    Their approaches were based
    upon good faith,
    sincerity,
    and non-contrivance–
    upon people being true to themselves,
    aligned with their Original Nature,
    and living in accord with the Tao
    within the dynamic of opposites
    constantly at work in the world.

    A fluid state of being
    which requires negotiation and compromise
    on the part of all concerned–
    has no chance of being realized
    in a world where power and control
    are in command,
    where domination rules,
    and a shaky status-quo
    is the best that can be hoped for.

    Disciples of Jesus and the Buddha
    and the servants of Tao
    are left with walking two paths at the same time–
    realizing what’s what
    and working within the givens
    that govern their lives
    in living aligned with their Best Self
    (The Atman within),
    and enabling others to do the same
    to the fullest extent possible
    over the entire course of their lives.


  87. 10/22/2020  —  Wintergreen 01 10/21/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    The most important thing
    is to be right about what’s important,
    and do it
    when it needs to be done,
    the way it needs to be done,
    for as long as it needs to be done
    in each situation as it arises,
    with sincerity
    and spontaneity,
    without contrivance,
    judgment
    or opinion,
    situation-by-situation,
    day-by-day
    for as long as we live.

    No one could do better than that.


  88. 10/23/2020  —  Along NY Highway 30 06 09/29/2014 — Tupper Lake, New York

    The Tao is not good for the economy.
    The Tao is as counter-cultural as it gets.
    The same can be said for any spiritual practice.
    The aims and activities of spiritual practice
    are contrary to those of the culture–
    any culture–
    even the culture that is created
    by the spiritual practice!
    The more the spiritual practice
    promotes itself,
    the less self-aware,
    self-transparent,
    it becomes
    (Which makes AA unique in the field,
    with its “attraction not promotion” slogan),
    and self-transparency is the sine qua non
    of spirituality,
    and the essence of counter-culture-ism.

    Seeing what we are doing
    transforms what we are doing.
    The culture–any culture–is unconscious
    to the core
    (Commercial advertisement depends upon
    its “marks” being unconscious of the truth
    being concealed by the hype they are hearing,
    and religions that are self-promoting,
    don’t allow questions they can’t answer).

    Taoism stands apart here,
    with it’s,
    “The Tao that can be said
    is not the eternal Tao,”
    “The Path that can be discerned
    as a path
    is not a reliable path,”
    “Darkness within darkness,
    the gateway to understanding.”

    That kind of language is no way
    to make converts!

    A self-transparent spiritual practice
    sets up an immediate barrier
    to cultural absorption,
    and distances itself automatically,
    spontaneously,
    from the ends and means of the culture.

    The more a practice embraces and serves
    those ends and means,
    the less spiritual it is.

    The more we live out of our own heart,
    grounded upon the source of our Original Nature,
    and in tune with the drift of our soul,
    the more we will distance ourselves
    from the cultural practices
    and assumptions
    at work in life around us.

    There will be a natural separation,
    an “in the world but not of the world”
    ambiance will surround us,
    without any rules or guidelines
    or effort being extended
    to set us apart.

    The ends are not the same ends.
    The means are not the same means.
    The way is not the same way.


  89. 10/23/2020  —  Little River at the Sinks 11/04/2006 Watercolor Rendering — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Gatlinburg, Tennessee

    Wealth, power and privilege seem to have it all,
    until we see how it interferes with
    seeing what needs to happen
    in each situation as it arises,
    and doing it with the gifts at our disposal.

    Buying it done won’t do it,
    when our destiny is calling us
    to step forward
    and rock the baby,
    or clean up after the dog.

    We spit on destiny
    on our way to call someone
    to do it for us,
    whatever the “it” is
    that is ours to do.

    Money is a way of skirting
    our responsibilities,
    enabling us to devote ourselves exclusively
    to making more money.

    Our destiny knows Karma’s first name,
    and has her phone number.

    And the distance between where we are
    and understanding
    what is ours to do
    and doing it
    is called The Hero’s Journey.
    It is also called Growing Up.

    We think with enough money
    we won’t have to bother with it.
    With growing up.
    And having money is better
    than being a hero.
    Buy them all a round or two.
    They will love you just as much.

    Lost in all of this
    is the life that is ours to live.
    The destiny that is ours to serve.
    The emptiness that is ours
    to try and outlive.

    The truth is that money is meaningless
    except as a means
    to buy the tools we need
    to do what is ours to do.

    We learn that lesson a bit late in the game
    to do much more than regret what we missed
    in our effort to make up for lost time
    before we die.

    If we learn it at all.


  90. 10/24/2020  —  Bog River Falls 09/29/2014 Watercolor Rendering — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York

    One of the primary, recurring, experiences
    of humanity is that of
    Betrayal – Death – Resurrection.
    We are born to be betrayed,
    to die,
    and to be born again.

    We are all one with Jesus,
    and repeat his experience
    throughout our life,
    learning, one would hope,
    as we go,
    so that Resurrection
    increasingly means New Life
    that takes the Old Life
    into account,
    knows what is coming,
    and is ready for it
    in the way of not taking it seriously,
    and building a life around it
    that is replete with good humor,
    wisdom,
    kindness,
    compassion,
    and all of the values
    that are called forth
    to meet the reality
    of the human experience.

    Meeting the reality of the human experience
    in ways that deepen, broaden,
    lengthen, heighten, enhance
    that experience,
    and make it truly,
    unbelievably wonderful–
    wonder-filled,
    marvelous,
    awesome,
    fascinating,
    sublime,
    radiant,
    resplendent,
    transcendent,
    “an awe inspiring mystery,”
    worthy of our fullest possible participation
    “in the sorrows of the world,”
    is the story of religion
    in the best and truest sense of the word.

    Religion (and it’s precursor, mythology)
    help–enable us–to meet the world
    on the world’s terms,
    providing us with the metaphors
    (“Betrayal, Death and Resurrection”)
    to make sense of it
    and initiate us into it,
    telling us,
    in the words of the Native Americans,
    sending their children off
    to seek their fortune,
    “When you live in the service
    of your vision,
    the birds of the air will shit on you–
    do not stop even to wipe it off!”
    And,”When you leave in the service
    of your vision,
    you will come to what appears
    to be a great chasm.
    Jump!
    It is not as great as it seems.”
    (Both stories related by Joseph Campbell)

    We all need help squaring ourselves up
    with the realities of our life.
    Good religion is metaphor/mythology
    that has not been concrete-ized,
    made literal/historical
    as Christianity has done
    with the Christ myth.

    We are all, each one of us is, the Christ
    finding our way to the self-realization
    of our calling.
    We are all The Anointed One
    come to wake each other up
    to the truth of our destiny:
    Being awake to the wonder
    of meeting life head-on!
    To the wonder of being alive!
    Being awake to the joy
    of perceiving the world as a portkey
    to wonder, awe, fascination
    and mystery beyond words!
    Dying figuratively in the process
    of realization and of life,
    so that by the time our dying
    becomes literal,
    we are ready to Jump the Chasm,
    knowing it is not as great as it seems.


  91. 10/24/2020  —  Trekker Loop 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina, Adventure Road Access

    What does it for me are
    reading/writing
    seeing/hearing
    looking/listening
    seeking/finding
    asking/searching
    exploring/imagining
    feeling/thinking
    knowing/doing…

    I just want to know what’s what
    and what needs to be done about it
    and what makes me think so
    and who says so
    and what makes them think so
    and what does being right about something mean
    and how long does it take before being right
    becomes wrong
    and how knowing leads to doing
    and how doing leads to knowing more
    and knowing more leads to doing differently,
    and how far have we come actually
    from living in the caves
    and in the jungles
    thinking fire was the coolest thing?

    We’re playing the game as though it matters,
    and what matters is playing the game
    as if it matters,
    because that keeps the game going,
    and that’s better than not playing the game,
    because that just leads to a quick death,
    or to being dead a long time before we die,
    and the game is fun when played knowing
    we are playing the game of playing the game
    as though it matters
    because it matters that we don’t die
    before our time
    because it is a game we play through time,
    and everybody who has ever lived,
    or ever will lived,
    has played/will play the game,
    because the game is all there is.

    Here we are.
    What are we doing here?
    Now what?
    We all ask the same questions.
    We all come up with the same answers.
    Joseph Campbell said, “It’s all the same mythology!”
    It’s all the same game!
    “Working on mysteries without any clues”
    (Bob Seger).

    Everybody thinks they have the formula,
    the angle,
    the recipe,
    the plan.
    They are all playing the game,
    being played by the game.
    Gaming the game is being gamed by the game.
    It’s a game.
    How can we play it,
    knowing we are playing it,
    and play it really well?

    “It’s not whether we win or lose,
    but how we play the game”
    (Grantland Rice).
    We are not going anywhere,
    we are not getting anything,
    we are playing at playing the game
    of seeing/hearing,
    knowing/doing,
    feeling/thinking
    looking/listening…

    Waking up and being here, now.
    Doing what needs to be done here, now.
    The way it needs to be done.
    In each situation as it arises.
    All our life long.

    That’s all there is to it.

    “Get in there and do your thing!
    and don’t worry about the outcome!”
    (Joseph Campbell’s summation
    of the Bhagavad Gita).

    Don’t even keep score.
    Just play your heart out.
    And when it’s done,
    let it go.


  92. 10/24/2020  —  Tickseed Sunflowers 10/08/2020 02 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

    We’ve been on the wrong track for so long
    we will never get the light turned around
    as a culture.
    Only as individuals do we have a chance
    of making the switch.

    The switch I’m talking about
    is the one Joseph Campbell preached
    his entire life:
    Symbols and metaphors are not facts.

    Symbols and metaphors do not refer
    to things Out There,
    but to things In Here.

    The betrayal, death and resurrection
    of Jesus is symbolic/metaphorical
    of our own personal experiences
    with betrayal, death and resurrection.

    To say, “The cup of suffering
    is the cup of salvation.
    The bread of affliction
    is the bread of life,”
    is to invite us to explore in our own life
    places where suffering was the door to salvation,
    where affliction was the threshold to life.

    The question is always and forever,
    “Where have you experienced the truth
    of this symbol/metaphor
    in your own life?”

    That is the ground of true religion–
    religion without theology/dogma/doctrine/creeds/catechisms
    but with the ever-present experience
    of life’s impact on us
    and our path for dealing with it.

    The place of true religion
    is providing us with a perspective
    for finding our way
    to the life that is ours to live
    and living it with joy
    as full participants in “the sufferings of the world.”

    Symbols and metaphors point us to ourselves!
    We use symbols and metaphors as guides us,
    as Campbell might say,
    “To what electrifies
    and enlightens your own hearts,
    and wakes you up
    to the work that is yours to do,
    and the life that is yours to live!”

    Symbols and metaphors do this for us
    when we approach them as portkeys
    into the Mystery from which we come
    and into which we return,
    ask of them,
    “What can you show me about life
    and how to live it?”

    “Ah,” say the symbols and metaphors,
    “I’m so glad you asked!”
    And the light comes on.
    And lights our way through the darkness
    of “working on mysteries without any clues.”
    (Bob Seger).

    The symbols and metaphors are the clues!


  93. 10/24/2020  —  Sumac 05 10/21/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    It takes active participation with–
    intentional identification with–
    the center and ground
    of our original nature,
    our life and being,
    to live in accord with the Tao–
    doing things in the right way,
    at the right time,
    in aligning ourselves with rhythms
    and movement of nature’s energy
    moving through and directing our lives.

    Our bodies are natural extensions
    of the earth,
    as much as trees and streams,
    oceans and whales.

    We are one with the forces of nature,
    and live best when we nourish and nurture
    a faithful presence in the world of nature,
    being with nature in a regular and recurring way.

    And when there,
    we are to listen,
    feel,
    attend,
    be aware
    of how our bodies react
    to the allness of our experience.

    We have to consciously “be here now,”
    seeing what we look at,
    hearing what is being “said”
    around us, within us,
    noticing what is happening,
    and what we are “picking up on”
    beyond the range of sight and sound.

    Nature is pure intention
    toward life and being–
    toward realization,
    incarnation
    and expression.

    Nature’s sense of what is
    and what needs to be
    is as true as the turn of the tides
    and the orbits of the stars and planets.

    Our lives are a part of that choreography,
    of that orchestration,
    and go so much better
    when we consciously cooperate
    with that which calls our name
    and knows the time and place
    of our presenting the gifts we carry
    to the need that even now is in the making.

    It only takes listening to our intuition
    and paying attention to our instincts
    to know that it is so.


  94. 10/25/2020  —  Bog Stream Reflections 02 09/29/2014 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York

    Jesus said, “Why don’t you judge for yourselves
    what is right?”
    It all comes down to that.

    The Tao is knowing/doing what is right–
    what needs to be done–
    the way it should be done
    in each situation as it arises,
    one situation after another,
    all our life long.

    Jesus was a Taoist.
    He was much more a Taoist
    than he was a Christian.

    It is only knowing and doing what is right
    time after time
    throughout our life.

    No theology,
    no dogma,
    no doctrine,
    no creeds,
    no catechisms–
    just knowing and doing what is right.

    Why don’t we judge for ourselves what is right?

    I’m serious here:
    Why DON’T we???


  95. 10/25/2020  —  Goldenrod 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    The culture is a system of denial
    based on entertainment,
    distraction,
    diversion
    and addiction.

    Money is the most obvious addiction.
    Money isn’t For anything
    but taking our mind off our problems.
    What does thinking about money
    keep us from thinking about?

    None of the things we think about
    have any kind of life about them.
    They do not offer us life,
    vitality,
    radiance,
    meaning,
    purpose,
    fulfillment,
    completion…

    They just help us feel better
    about the life we are living.
    The closest we get to life
    is when our team wins the current game,
    or we are sitting on a beach
    drinking beer,
    or partying with people we want to like us.

    We need experiences that will open us up
    to life
    and the wonder of just being alive–
    that will evoke in us
    amazement and fascination
    with the mystery of life and being,
    along with a never-fading memory
    of “This” being “IT!”

    Being stunned into silence
    with what James Joyce called
    “aesthetic arrest”
    is quite different from
    the thrill of victory,
    conquest,
    accomplishment
    that we generally think of
    as “peak experiences.”

    We put ourselves on a path to being alive
    with encounters with
    art,
    music
    and nature–
    and by finding symbols and metaphors
    which are meaningful to us
    and can provide us with the questions
    that fuel our inner search
    for the source of that meaning.

    Another exercise is that of
    “reclaiming our projections.”
    Whenever we are emotionally ensnared
    by another person–
    either in attraction or repulsion–
    we need to stop/look/listen
    to what just happened.
    What attracted us about the person?
    What repulsed us about the person?
    List all of the characteristics
    we can think of,
    and examine the lists.

    The attractive list contains
    characteristics we admire
    and need to work at bringing forth
    within us.
    We need to “become the other”
    in the sense of living in ways
    that we see the other living out.
    And reflect on the list in a recurring way,
    engaging in a “Meditation on Missing Virtues”
    each time.

    The repulsive list contains
    characteristics we find to be abhorrent,
    and lie concealed in us
    hidden from our conscious awareness
    (“We hate in others
    what we hide in ourselves”).
    So, we need to regularly engage in
    the practice of self-examination,
    becoming transparent to ourselves,
    in finding evidence of our own abhorrence
    in the ways we secretly feel about others,
    or the resentments we harbor,
    or the slights which slip out in word or deed.
    This becomes a “Meditation on Hidden Defects,”
    and opens us to the truth of who we also are,
    providing a different path to self-awareness
    and self-development.

    Seeking life and living it
    is on a different dimension
    from denial/diversion/distraction/escape/addiction,
    and “turns the light around”
    by shifting out attention from things “out there”
    to the things “in here,”
    thereby giving us an entirely new orientation
    and direction for our life.


  96. 10/25/2020  —  Hickory Tree 03 10-24-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo

    There is no place to get to,
    nothing to achieve,
    no destination or end point
    of the process.

    Enlightenment is not a steady state of being.
    There are no steady states of being.
    Whether even death is or is not
    remains to be seen.

    Enlightenment is a process.
    Illumination is the realization
    that enlightenment is a process.
    Meister Eckhart said,
    “The ultimate and highest leave-taking
    is leaving God for God.”

    Even when we find God,
    we have to leave God
    for the God that transcends God!

    God is not a steady state of being!
    There is more to all of us
    than meets the eye!
    There is more to everything
    than meets the eye!
    “The Tao that can be realized
    is not the eternal Tao!”

    So, do not be trying
    to “get there!”
    Just strive to be here, now!
    There is never anywhere to be
    that is not here, now!
    So, just be here, now!

    See what needs to happen.
    Maybe nothing.
    So, do nothing.
    Just be here, now!

    Sooner or later,
    something will come along
    that needs to happen,
    so do it,
    being at one with the doing of it,
    continuing to be here, now,
    in the doing.

    Just be here, now
    like this forever!
    That is all there is to it!
    Waking up to here, now
    is the only accomplishment.

    Just be here, now
    all the way to the end of the line.
    (The line never ends!)


  97. 10/26/2020  —  Lake Crandall 13 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    There is no right way to do it
    as long as it brings you to life.
    But.
    There is a catch.
    Coming to life means dying
    to all that is not life.
    Death, then life.
    Adam and Eve would have had to die
    either way.

    Better to die in the service life,
    than to live forever in the Garden of Bliss,
    never having a life of your own.

    Adam and Even chose wisely.

    What would you go to hell for?

    Ah, but. Again.

    Life is a cruel task master!
    Planting where it does not cultivate,
    and reaping what it does not sow.
    Demanding what it has no right to at all.

    Ask an artist.
    Or a dancer.
    Or a musician.
    Or a sculptor.
    Or a poet.
    Or a writer.
    Ask them what their life cost them.

    Ask Jesus.
    Or the Buddha.

    And who among the lot wouldn’t say,
    “Of course, I would jump to do it all again!”?

    It’s about the price we are willing to pay
    to be who we are.
    To live the life that is ours to live.
    That is the question at the heart of
    “What would you go to hell for?”

    Those who hold back,
    who refuse to step forward
    to die in the service of their life,
    do not live at all.

    And here we are.
    What about us?
    What say we?


  98. 10/26/2020  —  Hickory Tree 02 10/24/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, 10/24/2020

    I find myself seeking
    sincerity,
    symmetry,
    balance,
    and harmony.

    Every photograph I make
    is a composition of these four elements,
    an arrangement of what is most important to me,
    a reminder of what I cannot get enough of,
    a call to do what needs to be done.

    I see it as a reflection
    of where I come from,
    of what was missing from the start.

    I live–
    and hunch that we all do–
    to compensate for the deficits
    at work in our life.

    We live to be what we seek!
    To bring it forth in our life.
    To incarnate,
    express,
    exhibit,
    what matters most to us.

    I serve–however well,
    however poorly–
    sincerity,
    symmetry,
    balance
    and harmony.

    My photos are a reminder
    of what I am to be about.


  99. 10/26/2020  —  Bodhi 03 — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

    We can start anywhere,
    in that there is no beginning
    and no end.
    We start where we are,
    and allow one thing to lead to another,
    on the ongoing journey called
    “The circumambulation of the Self.”

    Also called “The Hero’s Journey,”
    and “The Spiritual Journey,”
    and “Growing Up.”

    Where I am at this moment, this now,
    is with Symbols and Metaphors.
    So, I will start there.
    James Joyce said, “Any object properly regarded
    can be the gateway to the gods!”
    Symbols and metaphors are everywhere we look,
    waiting for eyes that see beyond the fact
    of what they are looking at
    to all that is evoked in and revealed to
    those who look deeper.

    Joseph Campbell said,
    “Someone once said to me, ‘Just think of a thing
    as a Thou instead of an It,
    and then our experience changes.'”

    Campbell follows that with,
    “Look at things not as them being the things
    they are in themselves,
    but as manifestations of a mystery.
    The idea of a mystery is what it is all about.
    And that mystery of all things is your mystery.”

    Symbols and metaphors carry us into the mystery.
    Do not look at the world as a huge collection of
    assorted and miscellaneous facts,
    but as an incredible gallery of symbols and metaphors,
    through which we are transported
    into the eternal dimension of mystery and wonder.

    Sit with anything and see
    what it has to show you
    about everything.

    It takes time, of course,
    and requires attention.
    Transformation is like that.
    It doesn’t happen to people
    who are in a hurry
    and want to get to the point
    in order to go on with their life,
    as though life can happen
    in some way other
    than through symbols and metaphors.


  100. 10/26/2020  —  Lake Francis 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina

    Too many of us do not have time
    to be quiet,
    to sit quietly,
    listening,
    looking,
    waiting for something,
    they know not what.

    All of the important things
    occur to us in the silence.
    On the toilet.
    In the shower.
    The bathroom is the most
    meditative friendly room
    we are ever in.

    Take advantage of that.
    When you go in the bathroom,
    and shut the door,
    attend the silence!
    BE quiet!
    Present with the moment.
    At one with the moment.
    Listening to the things
    that occur to you.
    To the things that come to mind.

    Instead of thinking about them,
    just notice them,
    and tuck them into your awareness,
    and keep listening,
    watching,
    silently going about your business,
    with your mind on your mind.